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109: Dead in the Cold

Author: Fallenwild
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-28 22:28:16

Estella POV

I couldn’t feel anything except the cold—no, it wasn’t just cold anymore. I don’t feel anything again. I was numb. It was emptiness I feel. My body had surrendered moments ago.

It wasn’t painful anymore. It was almost…peaceful

So this is what dying feels like.

I couldn’t move. My legs were curled awkwardly beneath me, the snow surrounding and pushing up around my body like a grave already dug. I tried to breathe, but each inhale was like a dagger in my chest.

Is it supposed to hurt this much?

The sky above was gray, swirling with clouds that blurred and shifted like watercolors bleeding together. I’d never noticed how beautiful the sky could be, even in a storm. My lips twitched, or at least I thought they did. Was I smiling? Crying? I couldn’t tell anymore.

They say your life flashes before your eyes when you’re about dying.

Alejandro’s face was the only image that came to mine. His intense gray gaze, the way he looked at me, touched me, worshiped me. The way his jaw cle
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