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Chapter 26

I laid on the bed with my leg crossed on the other.

Random thoughts of how things were going flashed in my eyes and I felt so unfulfilled.

The emptiness filled me and made me nauseated but I ignored how I was feeling and continued staring at the ceiling.

I just noticed how different the pattern of the ceiling was. I ordinarily wouldn't pay attention to things like this. Boredom!

When I got tired of thinking of how discontented I was, I sighed.

Father always said I could be whatever I wanted if I took away the emotions. It made sense for a while till it no longer did. I am human! It hurts!! I should be able to know what I want to and not what he feel I should want!!!

Removing the emotions meant removing the passion and what was music without passion.

'Odio tutto!' I groaned 'Yes! I hate everything'

A small smile crept on my lips as I thought of my life as a musician. It came with so much freedom that I wanted.

"Oh shit," I cussed when I lo
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