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How I feel

Author: Pravs_3618
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-31 21:19:45

"Do you know how I feel about you?" he asked her. His gaze is intense. He realised his own feelings recently, and he knows how strong they are. He never felt this way for anyone before.

Serra felt a sense of gratitude for everything he did for her. He was always there when she needed him. He is her blessing in disguise. She doesn't know how he feels about her until his confession just a few hours ago. He didn't shy away from confession in front of everyone.

"It doesn't matter how you feel about me now. But as the days pass by, I am sure you won't be able to cope with how twisted my life is. Robert, my dad, they will not let me go. My marriage with Robert is incomplete, but he is claiming that I am his wife and there was a priest to support his claims. He will never let me go. You will be tangled up with legal issues if we try to go against him. And then, you will not feel the same about me. You might regret your choice. I feel that it's better if we part ways now" she explained a
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Pravs_3618
Yup, Kairo has a important role in Kyle's life. Kairo tells him about something else
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Theresa Carter
update please
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Joanny Tost
Damn it's happening, know to find out what causes her to run. Kiaro is the one that tell him about his daughter.
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