Chapter 17

Warning: Spg 

Ausha's POV 

I left after the feast, I went to the room reserved for Lance and I, to be honest, I was nervous now, it seemed like anytime he would suddenly enter our room and ask me to have sex, I felt uncomfortable, I shook my head, I removed that unpleasant thing, I immediately took a shower and put on a pink nightgown. 

While I was combing my hair in front of the mirror, someone suddenly rang the doorbell, I was suddenly nervous that it might be him, I swallowed saliva and slowly opened the door and the man with the ocean blue pair of eyes appeared to me, my eyes widened and my lips were still tender, why is he here? 

"T-Thyro . . . what are you doing here?" I stuttered and asked anxiously. 

I can't believe that he is in front of me now. I stared at him and I looked at his whole body, his suit was a little messy, his necktie was not in order, the two buttons of his white long sleeves were open and my eyes were on his eyes, his eyes were full of tiredness and desire staring at me like I was a dish that he was ready to lick. 

I felt my cheeks heat up and I pulled back slightly, I bent slightly because I was getting burned by every look he gave me. 

He cleared his throat. "Ausha, I'm sorry if I'm disturbing you. I'm here to deliver my cousin," he said weakly and he was still staring at me. 

I looked up and our eyes met, my attention turned to his cousin, Lance who was on his arm so drunk because of his condition that he could barely stand. I think it's like sleeping. I swallowed before smiling slightly at him. 

"Ahm . . . come in please just put him on the couch T-Thyro I'll take care of him, uhm t-thanks for bringing him," I thanked weakly. 

I went into the kitchen to get some warm water but that's when I was surprised when strong arms hugged me from behind, I could feel his hot breath hitting the back of my neck causing my hair to rise there. 

I gasped. "T-Thyro!" 

He buried his face in my neck and smelled it. 

"Dammit I miss you My Shasha," he whispered to me. 

He's doing it again. He's so possessive of me but I missed him too. I swallowed and shook. 

"Thyro, L-Lance might see us," I stuttered and said nervously and just as I was about to remove his arms from hugging me, he hugged me even tighter. 

He shook his head. "I don't give a shit if my cousin sees us, I'm damn shit jealous My Shasha," he said emphatically and pressed himself closer to me as if he didn't want to lose me. 

Please Thyro, you are only making me suffer with what you are doing now. I shook my head again and took a deep breath.

"I-I'm already married to your cousin Thyro, you're doing it wrong—let's," I defended. 

He sighed and loosened his hug from me and made me face him. 

"For me it's not bad to love someone who has a relationship, if you know that you both like each other, there's nothing wrong with that, the bad thing is that you know you don't love someone and you just ignore it, that's the wrong thing that you knew from the beginning was wrong and there's no good way to continue it, please don't be an idiot my Shasha," he said directly, there were tears forming in both my eyes. 

I don't know but I can see the tiredness and pain in his ocean blue eyes. His ocean blue eyes that I liked more and more, made me weak whenever I was with him. His eyes that you can't get enough of looking at over and over again, his eyes that stop at me once, his blue eyes that you can see sadness and emotion that even if he doesn't say it, you can see it in his beautiful pair of eyes. 

I swallowed and took a deep breath. "Please Thyro, leave!" I said and walked away from him. 

Whatever came between us on the island was enough, I didn't want our situation to get worse because I knew Lance would be angry when he found out that his cousin had come between us. 

He shook his head and hugged me again. "No. I'll just be here or will you come with me?" 

I shook my head and quickly removed his arms from hugging me. He wiped the few tears that fell from my eyes with his thumb. 

"Just this o-once Thyro, leave! I don't want you or me to get hurt so please, l-leave . . . even if it's just Thyro, do it for m-me!" I begged weakly and tearfully. 

I saw his jaw tighten and slightly move away from me. 

"Okay if that's what you want." 

"Thanks." he cut me off. 

"But once or twice that I see him hurting you or even if I see you have a bruise on any part of your body, I will not hesitate to snatch you away from my cousin, mark my words My Queen Shasha!" he promised emphatically and kissed me again on the lips and left. 

I gripped the table as my knees went weak, I followed him as he walked out the door. I saw that he slowly clenched his fists. 

I'm sorry, Thyro but I'm doing this for us, for good I hope you'll understand me. I calmed myself down and sighed, I came out of the kitchen and turned to the person on the sofa who was sleeping soundly, I approached him and started taking off his shoes and socks, I led him to the room reserved for us, I would be a bad wife if I didn't serve him, wouldn't I? 

When we got to the bed, I immediately laid him down, I adjusted his position, I returned to the kitchen, I took the warm water that was placed in the small basin, I started to remove his socks, I followed his tuxedo, I swallowed and held my breath in fear and trepidation, fear because he might wake up and suddenly force me, trepidation because he might have heard and seen what happened earlier in the kitchen. 

I shook my head and continued what I was doing. I took off his tuxedo and white long sleeves to reveal the beautiful shape of Lance's body. I slowly wiped it with the bimpo holding his bare upper part. My hand was still slightly shaking due to an inexplicable reason. I bit my lip when my palm accidentally touched his chest, his body was burning in fire, its heat made me wonder, I could wipe him to get rid of his heat and smell but why does it seem like the opposite happened? 

I was about to leave because I was going to wash the bimpo when someone grabbed my right arm. I was surprised to see the person holding me.

"L-Lance . . ." I said weakly his name I winced because he tightened his grip on my right arm, I felt the warmth of his palm there, his eyes staring at me I see lust and need on it, I tried to get out of his grip but he was stronger than, he pulled me towards him, stunned. 

He pulled me hard so I was still and he came on top of me immediately. I was shocked and nervous to see his lustful eyes. 

"L-Lance w-what are you d-doing?" I asked in horror because his grip on my two arms was so tight, I was nervous and didn't know what to do. 

I thought it was sleeping? But why doesn't he seem drunk now? I hope he didn't see what happened with Thyro earlier in the kitchen. 

He grinned at me like you thought he was on drugs and smelled my neck. I was horrified by the way he smelled like he would do something you didn't want to me anytime. 

"You'r smell is fucking attractive and addicting. Hmm? What do you think? It's our first night, there's nothing wrong with having sex, right? We just married remember. My love," he said bluntly and grinned. 

"Please don't, l-let me go!" I screamed and struggled. 

I tried to pull my hands back but his grip tightened and I winced at the pain. He took his necktie and tied both my hands. 

He frowned. "No. I said obey my order or I will punish you!" he said emphatically. 

The vein in his neck was stretched as if it was being torn. I cried. Tears began to run down my eyes, which turned out to be gone. I feel fear and apprehension now. 

I shook my head. "N-No p-please I b-begging you d-don't do this to m-me," I begged because I didn't like what he was doing even though we were still married. 

His face was red with anger, even his ears were red. "I SAID OBEY MY WIFE!" he shouted angrily at me. 

*PAK* 

I was surprised when a strong slap landed on my face, my left cheek went numb, and because of the force of his slap, the side of my lip cracked. I tasted metal on my lips. My lips bled. Thyro will be mad at me.

I just cried, and he was taking advantage of me. He tore my nightgown and violently took off my bra. No matter how hard I tried, he didn't let me go. 

"Please don't!" I'm begging you. 

"Shut the fuck up love, or I'll fuck you so hard that you start begging to stop!" he is shouting me. 

He kissed me in a loveless way, I almost screamed when he bit my skin and sucked it, as if it was about to be removed, I couldn't even do anything because I was afraid he would hurt me, his hand was too heavy. When he removed my bra, he immediately grabbed my chest. I just bit my lower lip because he bit my nipples. I couldn't hide my sobs while he was doing this. 

"Your nipples are very smooth, I like the taste of it!" he said while biting my nipples. 

"P-Please I'm b-begging you L-Lance s-stop," I begged him, but he seemed deaf to hear nothing. 

He just looked at me and smiled mischievously. 

"Why? I haven't started with you yet, will you stop me right away?" he asked as if still wondering. He continued sucking and biting my nipples, I cried because of the pain that's giving me, he was squeezing my breast like a sponge, it hurt like hell. I couldn't move properly because of the rope tied to my hand. 

His kiss traveled down to my belly and he violently destroyed my pajamas along with my panties. I'm naked in front of him, he smiles widely. 

He's like a hungry lion and I'm his prey. 

"Do you know that I have been trying not to touch you for a long time? Do you know that I have been lusting after you every night? And do you know that the night I entered your room I was watching you while you were taking a bath?" he said with a demonic smile. 

I was horrified by what he said, he seems like a psychopathic person, with a disorder. 

"Y-You're too much Lance! let me go, I'll report you to Dad!" I shouted at him. 

"Go ahead and file a complaint and we'll take back all our shares in your company, but even so, I'm still your wife, Ausha, you're mine!" there was emphasis on every word that came to his lips. 

He spread my legs, and he took hold of my womanhood and inserted his two fingers and took them in and out of my womanhood. I know I'm not a virgin anymore but what he does hurts, it's violent and there's no doubt. I struggled and screamed. 

"Please, ahhh! s-stop . . ." 

"No. I'm fucking enjoying it and you'll like it too later fuck come on my love obey your husband!" 

"Ahhh! p-please . . . you're hurting me!" 

He added two more fingers, so I couldn't help but scream in pain. 

"You're so wet, and tight my love I will fuck you so hard later."

"P-Please! s-stop . . . Lance p-please ahhh!" Sometimes I can't help but moan from the pain of what he is doing.

He stopped, I thought he was guilty but I was wrong, he took off his pants, of course with his boxers, without any irritation, he also took them off and was disrespectful. He suddenly inserted his manhood into me, so I screamed. 

He started thrusting me, so hard, without any caution, every thrust he thrust into me was violent and violent, he was really pushing it into my bottom. 

"Ohhh! Fuck your pvssy so tight ugh!" he growled and continued to do what he demonized me. 

"P-Please stop L-Lance you r-rapping me stop i-it ahhh!" I plead. 

He continues, what he is doing, every second has passed I cried, he so brutal, he thrusting his cøck deeper, harder, he fuck me so in brutal way. I'm begging him to stop but he's deaf to my begging.

This is the life that I choose because I choose to save my family business, he's controlling me now, he owns my decision from now on. And I hate it. I wish hers would go well, I wouldn't be going through this. When I finally cum, I thought I could get some rest I think, but I was wrong because he's kneeling in front of me. I don't know if what he wants me to do is right. 

He untied my hand. "Suck my cøck," he commanded without hesitation. I was stunned by him, my brain couldn't process what he wanted to happen. I shook my head. 

"No, I don't do those evil things," I refused what he wanted. 

"Suck my cøck now or I will force you to suck it?" He is shouting at me. I shook my head again, my tears flowed from my eyes, this is so much. 

"N-No L-Lance please s-stop this bullshits t-thing!" I shouted back to him. His face was red with anger and without saying a word he tweaked me and he put something in my mouth himself, I almost vomited it, I didn't either or breath too much because of that.

"I SAID SUCK IT NOW MY LOVE!" He moved my head down and up the harassment way. 

Even though I'm struggling but I can't do anything, I just did the thing that bothered me, he was the first man to do this to me, even Thyro didn't do this to me, cause Thyro respects me as his lover . 

"Ugh! Holy fuck! Faster my love!" he shouted, while looking up at the ceiling and relishing in the pigging on me. 

I did what he wanted, my scalp was hurting because of the way he was holding it, it felt like my scalp would come off anytime, I'm crying while doing a dirty thing like this, I think I lose my dignity because of this. 

After a couple of minutes he finally cums in my mouth, he holds my chin tightly.

"Swallow it, swallow it," he ordered emphatically and tightened his grip on my jaw.

I shook my head, I didn't want to swallow what he took out, it's still in my mouth, the taste is weird to explain. He punched my stomach and choked me again, I could hardly breathe because of what he did, I spit something out so he got even angrier. 

"Fuck swallow it wife, or I fucking kill you!" he angrily shouted at me. 

Because I was weak from what he did and scared of his threat to kill me, I swallowed it, I almost vomited it but he choked me. When he saw that I was about to swallow he left on top of me and was still holding my hair. 

"That was fun my love, I like that, now I get to sleep and don't report, because I can reverse everything, be a good wife to me hmm?" he said violently, letting go of my hair. He lay down next to me and turned his back to me. 

I'm sure he's going to sleep even if he doesn't clean himself? It's disgusting! 

I first made sure that he was asleep before I moved on the bed. I was having trouble moving, because my womanhood was painful, so I went to the bathroom and closed it. 

I went to the sink and vomited, I swallowed his sperm and it's shutang ina disgusting after that I turned on the shower, I immediately felt the cold water coming out of it, somehow my fear seems to disappear, I took the numbing agent in the container and took soap and I added it to the numbing agent. 

I turned off the shower first, applied it to my body to numb it, every time it passed on my skin it seemed to remove the traces of his palms and kisses on me, I soaped every part of my body, I couldn't rest I didn't do that, because I wanted to get rid of Lance's demonization of me earlier, I know this is not the first and last time this will happen. 

When I finished taking a bath, I took a robe from the closet in the cabinet here inside the CR. Before I left the CR, I brushed my teeth five times and I went out and got extra clothes from the cabinet. Here in the room there are dedicated clothes for those who stay. 

I took a pillow that I also found in the closet and I went to the sofa in the room and lay down there. I'd rather lie here than sit next to that demon, I burst into tears again.

This is just the beginning of the new life I have entered, I will endure it just for my family, I will not give up, I know many trials will come but I can handle it as long as I can. 

I wiped the tears that fell from my eyes. I couldn't help it because of the rush of my emotions, Shutang ina, Ausha, please don't give up. This happened because there is nothing you can do but let go and be a good wife to Thyro's cousin.