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2024-10-29 19:42:56Xavier black's pov
I was doing my regular workout
Sweat was dripping like water from my forehead as I did my push ups.999.
10001001...My face was facing the mirror in front of me where I was watching my muscles flex with my every movement.
I was angry and I had to release it one way or the other.
That defiant girl was the reason.I slapped her
Dammit!!I slapped a girl!!How could I??A real man never raises his hand on a girl .
I moved on to the punching box and continued to hit it with full force.
My actions got controlled by my emotions and I hated it when I loose control.
My knuckles were turning red but I did not care.
I had to punish myself and this was nothingNext I heard Chris enter the room
"Exercise at this time?
Xav man are you alright??"I didn't paid heed to what he was saying
That girls face kept coming in front of my eyes
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