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Chapter 11: Her fear of Crowds
Every day, for the last nine and a half year, I always need to meet everybody's wavelength. I'm always the one that has to meet the end of the stick. No matter how harsh they treat me, I just to accept it all just like that. Its like I always need to bow my head before them. I always need to adjust myself to them.
And I've never been myself ever since. I am the kind of Austin that everybody wants. A timid, easy to control, coward Austin.
"When do you want to celebrate your birthday this year brat?" Mona, the event coordinator of Hilther Foster Home asked me the moment I land my hands to the knob of my door.
My body tremble from the sole of my feet to the top of my head.
I have always been afraid of the people from Hilther. Its like they can and will actually beat the hell out of me the moment I did something wrong. It feels like their eyes are always glued to me, watching my every move. Or more like monitoring me.
Why the hell i
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