Reflection

~Tia~

Everything has been fuzzy at best. I swear I’m going in and out of consciousness. Sometimes, I can see everything going on around me, but I can’t interact with any of it. Other times, I’m completely involved and aware of my surroundings. I don’t understand what’s going on or why, and I’m not even sure if my baby is at risk.

I was livid when it was suggested that we have an Alpha and Luna ceremony for Paul and Imogene. How could it be suggested that they take over the pack? It isn’t like the pack is without leaders, and Paul was already an Alpha. He gave up his position and handed it down to his sons. It’s been less than a year since we took over, but I know we’ve been doing a good job.

I tried to protest, tried to scream out against it, but the words wouldn’t come. I couldn’t yell or scream, and the only words that came out were, ‘yes’ and ‘great idea.’ Oh, Goddess, I was ready to rip my own throat out at that time. I couldn’t believe I let this happen, that I lost myself the w