Plate after plate smashed against the white walls.
“Miss Caterina please, you’re going to hurt yourself!”
Another one, a heavy bowl this time, flew across the room. It didn’t break to pieces as I expected but it bounced on the solid surface. I heard a squeal, followed by hurried steps fading out.
I lifted another bowl and threw my arm back, flinging it to the wall like a baseball, its silver bits joining the scattered pieces on the marble floor. A feeling of satisfaction surged through me, the sounds of breaking glass quenching my frustration and the need to violate the purity of this house when the owner was anything but.
It all soon melted away as I sensed a threatening presence nearby. True enough, Dante was already standing by the archway with his arms crossed. I didn’t even hear him come in. His eyes were silently watching me, the hard expression on his face immediately made me drop the hand that was holding the mug I was about to throw next.
“Leave us,” he addressed Annalise and two of his guards over his shoulder. The deep timbre of his voice traveled down my skin like icicles.
He barely glanced at the mess I created like he’s used to it before his eyes zeroed in on me again. “You didn’t change your hair.” He let out a noise of disapproval. “You’re going to have to learn to follow my orders.”
This wasn’t the reaction I was hoping to get out of him. If anything, this made me more frustrated than I already was and so, without preamble, I flung the mug at the same wall I’ve been target practicing to show him what I thought of his orders.
He didn’t even flinch.
“Are you done?”
“No. Not until you let me go.”
His eyes flashed. “Never.”
I reached for another ware with a plan to chuck it at him this time but a piece of glass must have found its way on the counter from the impact and cut through my palm.
“Ah!”
“Shit.”
Glass crunched under heavy footsteps and before I knew it, Dante was right beside me and bent slightly so he could carry me in his arms. A yelp escaped my lips.
“Put me do-”
His glare shut me up instantly and I bowed my head, trying my best to focus on the blood trickling down my hand, and not on the crisp masculine scent invading my nostrils and the feel of his biceps under the skin of my exposed legs.
He opened the door to the nearest bathroom with the hand holding my legs and dumped me none-too-gently on the vanity. The cut wasn’t that deep but he's acting as if I’ve got a bullet hole in it. His brows furrowed as he inspected my hand, searching if there were embedded glasses before placing it under water. I tried to pull away when he reached for the soap but he just tsked at me and tightened his grip. I’m not proud of it but I have a low tolerance when it comes to pain. I looked anywhere but the sink.
I hissed as he suddenly squeezed my hand, leaving a slight sting of pain.
“Don’t move.” Dante moved to the cabinets and I just let the cold water washed away the remaining blood. He came back with a first aid kit and began to dress my wound.
As silence unfurled between us like a rotten fruit, my skin became highly sensitive to his every touch. His rough hands were surprisingly gentle and I hated how it brought a tingle at the bottom of my stomach. Then, I remembered how I got into this situation in the first place and the burning feeling was extinguished.
I pulled my hand away just as he was done with the bandage. “You said last night that you’d explain in the morning.”
“I was called for an emergency meeting. I didn’t expect that it would go on ‘til noon.” He rested his hands on the counter right by either side of my waist. My dress had ridden up to my thighs, and his fingers found the hemline and played with it absent-mindedly. “I’m here now.”
His voice was soothing as though he was implying that he forgave me for my behavior already even though I never asked for it. The rough fabric of his suit abraded my bare skin and goosebumps trailed along the contact. I certainly feel so underdressed now.
I cleared my throat, trying to ignore the warmth emanating from his body. “Then start explaining.”
Thankfully, he pulled away from me as he plucked his wallet from inside his blazer. He proceeded to pull out a photo from it and showed it to me.
It's like I was doused with cold water.
It's the same picture that my father was looking at the day we fought. A smiling ballerina with the same light brown eyes and black hair as mine. Every detail down to the arch of her nose was a mirror of me. Except that she has no mole under the corner of her eye. The one thing I didn’t catch the first time. Maybe that’s why I have no memory of it ever being taken.
It wasn’t me to begin with.
"Impossible,” I mumbled as I tried to make sense of it all.
The only explanation for him to have the same picture as my father was that…
“I can’t have a twin…are we related?”
“No.” He sounded so sure but didn’t elaborate further.
"As you can see she's not here." He took one last look at the picture before placing it back inside his wallet. The look he gave me was that of irritation like he’d rather that I was the one gone than the one in the picture. "But you are. That's why I need you to be her just until she shows up. Otherwise I'd look pathetic in the altar with no bride walking down the aisle."
His words were vague. For all I know, his fiancé ran away from him. But that’s not my problem. One thing that kept coming back to me was how come my father had the same photograph?
Unless…
My heart pounded in my ribcage. The thought that my father could have something to do with the disappearance of this girl made me want to throw up.
I twisted away from him and got down from the sink.
"I'm sorry that things didn't work out between you two but you can't expect me to give up possibly my whole life just so you can have your dream wedding."
"I'm losing my patience with you, Caterina."
The coolness in his voice was gone and his jaw was tight with contained anger. Before he could do anything else, I escaped to the living room. I could hear his heavy footsteps following me. "This marriage isn't something out of a fucking Disney movie. A lot is at stake at the outcome of this wedding."
He didn't seem to have any idea that my father knew his fiancé. All he thought he’s doing was that he’s collecting a debt by taking the daughter who looked like his missing fiancé as payment. He’s practically killing two birds with one stone.
But another nagging thought pecked its way on my mind. It was my father who offered me, allegedly.
I need to get out of here.
"I refuse. This is just too...creepy."
"Creepy?" He repeated. The cruelty I saw last night returned in his eyes like it was just simmering beneath a façade.
“I can make you easily agreeable, you know. Do you still want to see that creeper you lived with in that pathetic excuse for a house?”
Ice flooded my veins. I held on to the back of the couch, the only thing that’s separating me from him, my hands clammy.
“What did you do to my father?”
“Relax. He’s still alive. Death will be too generous for a traitor like him.”
“How much did he owe you? I’ll try to repay it. I’ll get a job, I swear I won’t hide like him. You can put guards on me until I pay the full price of my father’s betrayal, I don't care. I’d even help you to find your fiancé. Just don’t hurt him,” I pleaded. I don’t care about my damn pride anymore. I was just realizing it’s futile to keep it high around him.
Unlike last night, his face showed no mercy.
“You don’t have to concern yourself with other matters. All you have to get through inside that pretty head is that your father’s debt isn’t the kind that can’t be repaid with money, fiorellino. This is going to happen.”
“This isn’t right and even for a killer, you must know that,” I spat out.
There was a momentary pause. I knew I stepped into a land mine. My feet took a step back as he removed his blazer and rolled his shoulders as though ridding himself of a muscle knot.
“Antonio, Noel, Simone, Raul, Ferdinand,” he listed down and I just gave him a look of confusion.
“Those are the names of my family, your father killed in cold-blood. Tell me since you seem to assume the role of a moral compass, that also wasn’t right, right?”
I wasn’t able to react as he grabbed me by the arm and started dragging me across the room and up the stairs. He threw open the door to the master’s bedroom and chucked me inside.
“You’re in time-out.”
The lock on the door snapped.
Dante’s POV. No one knows what happened to Caterina Caruso. But that’s not important. What matters is that I have her now. Lucy. As she liked to call herself. I tried not to scoff out loud. As if I’ll call her that name when she has that face. Whatever. The truth will soon come to the surface and the traitors will pay. Caterina will come back to me and everything will fall into their rightful places. However long it takes. Only patience isn’t a virtue that most men in my line of work possess. The empire that my father and I built with
Lucy’s POV. Have you ever felt so over your head as if you were just living an empty shell of someone’s life?This went through my head as the ballerina from the photograph stared right at me. I stood frozen under her scrutiny. How was she able to get in here? Her face was devoid of expression which chilled me to the bones. My voice was stuck in my throat. I wanted to confess but I don’t know exactly what I’ve done to her.Right then, blood started trickling down her temple. She remained impassive. My hand reached out to her in haste only for it to come in contact with a cold glass.It was just my reflection.
My plan of getting along with Dante has not even started yet but it’s already falling apart. I ate all the food on the table and dressed up in a flattering blue dress. I even blow dried my hair and got to stitching even though I have no idea what I was doing so when he came back, it’d be like it’s the real Caterina waiting for him in his room. His meeting with Leo lasted for a while that I got so engrossed in the cross-stitch. It was easy enough if you followed the pattern diligently. I was halfway into finishing the flower when Dante came back without Leo. He didn't even say goodbye before leaving. I didn’t know why that bummed me out a bit.
I didn’t know I could dread something more other than this stupid wedding. I was slapped with reality when Dante told me we’re meeting his family for dinner. We’re riding in the same car again and the view out the windows was in total darkness that I had nothing to distract myself from my nervousness. Dante was oddly chill about the whole ordeal. He was typing away on his phone and just like the whole day, acted like I didn’t exist. I wasn’t complaining though. I didn’t like the feelings that stirred inside me whenever he’s touching me. I think it’s the loneliness that was making me feel that way around him.Today, he abandoned his usual suits and went with a plain black button down shirt and trousers, exuding coolheadedness. I didn’t know how to feel with him
“Where are they?” I asked, fretfully looking through the heavy curtains. After the delicious yet very suspenseful round of Ada’s mousse, the three Romano men went to talk “business”, leaving me alone with Ada in the living room.“In my father’s office,” she said with the air of being used to the exclusion. It looked like she didn’t mind at all as she poured herself a glass of scotch with complete ease. Her choice of drink surprised me. She seemed more like a cocktail kind of girl.She stared at me for a long time which only amped up my anxiousness. I didn’t know what to talk about with her. I have no crazy adventures to compare with hers nor rich friends to gossip about.“You’re an exac
“Do you, Dante Romano, take Caterina Caruso to be your wedded wife, to live together in marriage, promise to love her, comfort her, honor and keep her for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and health, and forsaking all others, be faithful only to her, for as long as you both shall live?” “I do,” Dante said without missing a beat. I wondered how he did it so easily, lying without an ounce of conscience in his body. I used to believe in vows. I used to dream of the day it would come. How happy and peaceful I’d be with whoever man I’d be lucky to end up with. Julian was the only guy who came close to filling that mysterious man’s face. But even in my dreams, his face was only a blur. Just a by-product of my whimsical thoughts. This man in front of me managed to take all that away from me in just days.
Dante’s POVI watched as Argento pulled my bride to the dance floor. I gestured for Caleb to keep any eye on them.Despite the blunder on my part, all the Old Bosses went to witness the wedding. Even Argento, who had been evading us and been sending his right-hand man to the conferences as if he’s too good to be doing business with the rest of us, had finally shown his face. The man was too arrogant, even going straight to Caterina and danced with her while I was outside being kept accompany by fucking Al De Rocco.Speaking of the man, he cleared his throat and I finally pulled my gaze away from the window.“I know you’d rather spend the best day of your life with your lovely wife but can we focus on the matter at h
Dante’s POVI’ve been punched by gang members all at once until they knock the living daylights out of me and had the nail of my pointer finger ripped out of me with a plier but, nothing compared to the pure torture I had to endure last night. I had to force her to fall into unconsciousness, glad for her inflated skirt that shielded my hardness from coming in contact with her soft body. It was all I could do not to ravish her right there and then.My father called first thing in the morning. As much as I’d want to be the first thing she sees as she wakes up, duty called. I stared at her sleeping figure for a moment. Tear tracks decorated her cheeks. Guilt twisted my gut at the reminder of the way she cried in my arms. My hand moved to touch her face, wiping the tear stains with my thumb. Her lips slightly parted. I remembered how soft they were and my
"When did it start?” I moved my gaze away from the window. Rain splattered against the thick surface which blocked its ceaseless sound from entering the room. A dull ache pulsed inside me to hear the noise. Anything to drown out this mind-numbing stillness. I stared emotionlessly at Dr. Abagnale. “What did?” In the corner of my eyes, an imposing frame shuffled from the wall. I could feel Dante’s disapproving stare. The corner of Dr. Abagnale’s lips quirked up impatiently. He would have released that sigh he had been holding for a while if it weren’t for Dante’s hovering figure behind him. “Your nightmares, dear.” I pursed my lips. I didn’t want to give more information that Dante could hold over me. This was supposed to be between me and the doctor but even if I requested it, I knew he’d tell him anyway. I didn’t see the point of making a big deal out of it. He’d know one way or another. “I don’t remember but I was told it was right after my mother’s accident.” “Do you rememb
“Open the fucking door or I’m kicking it down.” Yellow light flooded through the windows. There was a scuffle inside before I could hear Lorenzo breathing behind the door. I stepped back, expecting to be let in but the door stayed shut. Still as welcoming as ever. “Didn’t you give me your word never to come into my house?” The words came out muffled but I could hear the sound of his gritting teeth. “Yeah well, you’re old enough to know words meant shit. You’re a lawyer, shouldn’t you know that by now?” There was a momentary pause before he spoke again. “She’s not here.” I was glad he was aware of the spectacle his wife had caused but I could feel my patience losing by the second as I continued to face the mahogany door. “I know. I have her location. I came to talk to you so fucking open the door, Enzo.” Lorenzo finally opened the door. A scowl was already on his face, partly because I called him by his childhood nickname, but he knew better than to ignore my warnings. He stoo
Dante’s POV She slipped past me before I could close the door. I cursed as she ran to the trees like someone’s after her. Caleb and the other guards moved to intercept her but I signaled to them to back off. This is between me and my wife. “Caterina!” She was fast but I was much faster and in seconds I closed the distance between us. The scent of her coconut shampoo entered my nostrils and the familiar stirring I get whenever I was near her awoken. She sensed this and made a wild turn. She almost tripped over a large root but she was able to brace herself against a tree trunk. Her eyes were wild. Unfocused. “You killed her!” A muscle in my jaw twitched but I maintained a blank expression. I didn’t want to spook her more than she was now. I was used to having those words thrown at my face but I never killed a woman in my life. Unless that woman got in my way, it didn’t matter if they had a pussy or a dick between their legs. I would put a bullet through their heads. “Who?” I aske
It had been days since the incident. It had also been days since I was like this. Cold and unattached. Like an empty vessel forced to live out the days of a normal person except I no longer saw the purpose in it.In the first few days, Dante tried to engage me in a conversation but I kept my mouth shut. Sometimes I just leave the room without a word. There was just too much energy needed in talking plus, I couldn’t really understand what he was saying anyway. Not when a lot was going on inside me.Still, I felt him everywhere. Even though I didn’t talk to him, he lingered in the same room with me. His weight echoed the tiles under my feet. He didn’t let a day pass without letting me feel his presence. He loomed over me like a shadow. So close yet so out of reach. I could see the turmoil boiling behind his eyes but under all that, there was anger. It emanated from him; the need to punish me for leaving Lorenzo’s house and going to the club with Sharon. I knew my silence was wearing thi
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I took the little hammer toy from Angelo before his brother cried again and split my brain. He looked up at me with puppy dog eyes.I sighed. Who could resist such cuteness? I held it out to him. I lifted it higher when he reached for it. “Ah ah, I’m only giving it back because I know you’re not going to hit your brother again with it. Am I right?”He nodded sweetly before running around the living room, knocking things off the cabinets. I was about to lecture the kid when my phone rang, Dante’s name flashing like a warning through the screen. I answered, glad for a respite even though it was from him.“How are the kids?”“A handful.”I heard him chuckle on the other end. My eyes narrowed.“I know what you’re doing.”“Whatever do you mean?” He asked
“Mrs. Romano?” A young guy stepped away from the shadows as if from nowhere. “Do you want to go to the garden?”Mrs. Romano.It was weird enough being referred to politely as miss by someone a lot older than me, but being called a missus of a man was something I’d never get used to. When I nodded distractedly, he began leading the way.The fresh air aided in circulating my thoughts inside my head. All I had to do for now was remain passive until things settled down. Dante had no idea about Julian, or at least I hope he hadn’t found out about him yet. He was the only remaining option I had of ever getting out of here. There was Cristiano Argento but he was part of Dante’s world. That was unfamiliar territory. With Julian, I w
Dante’s POVI’ve been punched by gang members all at once until they knock the living daylights out of me and had the nail of my pointer finger ripped out of me with a plier but, nothing compared to the pure torture I had to endure last night. I had to force her to fall into unconsciousness, glad for her inflated skirt that shielded my hardness from coming in contact with her soft body. It was all I could do not to ravish her right there and then.My father called first thing in the morning. As much as I’d want to be the first thing she sees as she wakes up, duty called. I stared at her sleeping figure for a moment. Tear tracks decorated her cheeks. Guilt twisted my gut at the reminder of the way she cried in my arms. My hand moved to touch her face, wiping the tear stains with my thumb. Her lips slightly parted. I remembered how soft they were and my