A couple of hours later, Lily was free of the hospital and tossed the cop’s card into the trash. They questioned her and she answered with mostly lies to protect the pack. She walked to her car, then paused. What little good mood she had dissipated when she saw Tony leaning against her car. “What are you doing here, Tony? I thought I told the grand and powerful alpha I can make it home on my own,” she said, letting her irritation show.
“Aw, not happy to see me?” he teased with a pout.
Lily narrowed her eyes at him. “Not if it means what I think it means,” she replied.
Tony looked at her with a sly expression. “Yeah, Dad sent me here to keep watch over you for a few days. You know, make sure the werewolf doesn’t want to finish what he started. Also, he wants the pills you have left.”
Lily stood there and grit her teeth together. “Tony, there is no way I am going to let you follow me around!”
“Yes, you are. Its alpha’s orders and you should feel lucky he put out the future alpha at your disposal,” Tony told her. He gave her his charming smile that did nothing to sway her opinion.
“Oh, I am going to dispose of you alright! Just not like you both planned,” she snapped.
Tony laughed, then grinned at her again. “Be nice Lilliput or I promise I can make this really un-fun for you,” he teased. The nickname he gave her when he had read Gulliver’s Travels in school. She, of course, hated it.
Lily paced back and forth. She rubbed her left temple since it was the only w that wasn’t bruised. Wishing that her headache would go away, Lily smiled as she realized the loophole that would get her out of this mess. She’d hit Tony with his greatest weakness. “Great Rex! I’ll let Liz know you will spend the night with me.” She couldn’t resist a smile as the alpha’s son paled.
“Hey Liz, I hope you don’t mind, but Tony and I are going to be spending the next couple of nights together. Oh, and I only have one bed so we will be sharing!” Lily said, fluttering her eyelashes and holding her hand up in the mimic of a telephone.
“You wouldn’t,” he growled at her, looking panicked and desperate at the same time.
She gave him a sly grin and watched him tense with nervous anger. “No, I wouldn’t,” she admitted after a few moments of letting him sweat it out. “I value my life too much for that. Even if you told her the fluffy bunny version, Liz would still want to paint my house with my blood, Tony. Don’t say you won’t tell her because then she will kill us both when she finds out! You and I both know how territorial she is.”
“But all this is beside the point,” Lily told him. “Because I do not need you to babysit me!” He opened his mouth to comment. “I know Alpha’s Orders. I will just have to take it up with him, obviously,” she said, pushing him off the car door so she could get in.
He hopped in the passenger side. “Geez Lilliput, you can be so rude, you know that?” Tony told her as he buckled his seat belt.
“Geez Rex, you can be such a pain in the ass, you know that?” She shot back with a smirk as she started her car and drove to their father’s house.
When they arrived at the Robert’s home, an unhappy Liz was waiting for them. Tony wasn’t out of the house, but an hour at best, and Liz was already getting upset. Lily glanced at him with a see what I mean look before she got out of the car. Liz immediately ran up to Tony, wrapping her arms around him and gave Lily an icy glare. “How are you feeling Lily?” she asked. Her tone icy sounded like she wished Lily stayed in the hospital.
“I’m feeling better thanks, Liz,” she told the territorial she-wolf. She gave her a quick smile before dashing into the house. Lily was sure it was a good idea to put as much distance as she could between the unhappy she-wolf and herself. Sandy came out of the kitchen and gave her a warm hug. She repeated the same question Liz had just made. “I am having one of the worst days of my life and Andrew isn’t making it any better!”
“Maybe you should stop and listen to him. Lily, you always want to do everything by yourself. You know, not even an alpha does everything alone. He has the beta, the enforcers, and other elders to help him,” Sandy said, concern painted upon her face.
Lily let out a tired sigh, feeling as if the world had settled on her shoulders. “I can’t live my life waiting for someone to come and save me every time the forces of nature decide to screw with me!” She loved her family, but they couldn’t understand why she needed to be independent and do things on her own. Life had taught her one thing: the only person who would always be there for her was herself and only herself.
“I’ve got to talk to Andrew,” Lily told the older woman and left before Sandy could say another word. So lost in her dark thoughts, she forgot to knock and walked in. Unfortunately, he was meeting with the pack doctor, Xavier Thompson, and James. God damn that man! Lately, she couldn’t take a step without seeing James! The Alpha’s expression was stern. He raised an eyebrow, waiting for her to explain her unannounced intrusion.
“Sorry Mr. Roberts, but I wish to speak with you...now, if it is possible.” She told him and noticed his jaw muscles tightened with irritation. She was pushing him today, but was pushing her too.
The doctor got up from his chair. “I could use a break.” He nodded at Andrew before turning to leave. Lily gave him an appreciated smile, which he returned with a gentle kindness.
James got up as well, following him out of the office after giving her an odd look. He may be able to kill her in less than a second, but if he kept giving her odd looks, she was going to punch him. “Lily Nawassa, what have I told you about just walking into my office?” Andrew snapped when the door closed.
Her anger surged to the surface. “I don’t care right now,” she snapped back before she could stop herself.
His eyes flashed a golden hue with his anger. “Young lady, I am the alpha of this pack. You may not be a werewolf or a member of the pack, but you will obey me when I am in such company!”
“I was nice! Look, I am not a little girl anymore, Andrew! I am not a mutt groupie of yours either, so I will not bow down to your every whim like everyone else,” she shot back.
He slammed his fists onto the table and stood up, glaring at her. She could feel the anger coming off of him in waves. Part of her wanted to scream. I am sorry, but the other part needed to challenge him. Needed to prove she could stand on her own. She wasn’t that scared little girl that came running to him late at night for asylum. “Do not insult my pack, Lily! You will obey me while you are in danger. I don’t care if you like it or not!”
Lily stomped up to his desk, angrier than she had ever been in her life. “I am not in danger; he wanted the pills, not me! If the guy wanted me dead, I would be dead! You and I both know that! I’m sorry, but I refuse to give you anything, and I refuse to have your son follow me around. That would put me in more danger than ever! You know how Liz is, and she’d freak out!”
She took a deep breath and looked at her father, hoping to convey her need to him. “You can’t force me into obedience, Andrew, and I need you to understand that I can handle things on my own!”
“No Lily. You think you can handle everything by yourself, but you can’t handle this. Don’t forget that you are just a human and even the weakest among us can kill you with no effort at all! You may not be of my blood, but you are my daughter all the same. Until I’m sure you’ll be safe, someone will be coming over to keep watch,” Andrew argued.
Disappointment assaulted her. It would always come down to that: she was just a human, and that was a synonym of weak and incapable. Not this time, she vowed. “No Andrew, I put my foot down! I refuse to have some needless bodyguards!”
He growled at her, stomping around the desk before grabbing her arm, startling her. “You have no say in this matter! As my daughter, you’ll do as I say. The end,” he snarled at her, then dragged her out of his office and down the hall.
She attempted to free herself from his grip, but he was much stronger than her. This was a side of him she’d never seen before, and it scared her a little. Lily considered apologizing. Yet when she noticed everyone staring at them, she scowled even more with embarrassment. She demanded he let her go, but Andrew ignored her as he pulled Lily down the hall.
Andrew opened the front door and pushed her out onto the porch. “Stop trying to act like a one-man army,” he demanded in a harsh snarl. “You’ll do as I say! A pack is as strong as its weakest member, and you are our weakest member! Now go home and get some rest! Someone will be over soon,” he shouted at her, then slammed the door in her face.
Lily stood there for a moment in surprised shock. Closing her gaping mouth, Lily turned around and walked down the stairs. She’d never felt so embarrassed or hurt in a long time.
James could hear the alpha shouting at the woman in his office. “Here they go again,” Doctor Thompson said, shaking his head. James gave him a questioning look. The beta nodded his head. “Yes, they do this often. They may not be related by blood, but both have similar personalities,” he told him with a chuckle. His curiosity flared once more and almost asked the beta about her when the door flew open. Andrew stomped out of the room with the human in tow. Both were glaring at each other and the anger filled the room, making everyone, even him, tense.The human tried to break free from the alpha’s grip as she demanded that he let her go, but the alpha ignored her. He opened the front door and pushed her out onto the porch. “Stop trying to act like a one-man army,” he demanded in a harsh snarl. “I will tell you once more that you will do as I say! A pack is as strong as its weakest member and the pack will pr
Once they arrived at the lab, an officer was waiting for him. “Hey Tony, and James Lacrosse, I presume?” he asked and James nodded. The officer seemed a little nervous. “Only you can go in, sorry Tony, and please don’t touch anything or otherwise Detective Scott will have my ass! That woman is a real bitch,” the officer complained, and James gave him an encouraging smile.“Don’t worry about me. I won’t touch a thing since I only need to check out the scents, which will only take me a few minutes,” James told him, passing the yellow tape and walking into the lab. James walked through the narrow hallway. He saw that the room at the end of the hall was a mess and he knew that was what he was looking for. Upon entering the room, the amount of destruction immediately shocked him.Not a single piece of equipment was intact. This must be where the human woman worked.
“You heard that, did you?” Tony asked, looking sheepish, and James nodded, leaning closer towards his friend.“Yes, I did. Now tell me what it meant,” he insisted. Worry ate at James; did he burden them too much with his problems? Which of them could have a problem with him? He glared at Tony, who was hesitant to discuss it.“Swear you won’t tell anyone! Hell, she doesn’t even know that I know,” Tony explained, and James nodded even more confused. Who could it be? Lacy or Sandy? He had thought he was on good terms with both of them; they both seemed excited to have him back in town. Tony took a deep breath and let it out. “It’s Lily. She can’t stand your guts,” he admitted.“The human?” James asked with a scoff, yet irritated by the
When Lily got home, she grabbed a bottle of Jack Daniels and threw herself on the couch, pushing her thoughts about the fight she just had with her father away. Andrew had embarrassed her in front of everyone, dragging her out of the house like that. Lily opened the bottle and took a long drink. There was nothing that a good bottle of Jack Daniels couldn’t fix; she thought as she took another drink and she was in need of some serious JD therapy. “Damn werewolves! Who needs them?” she grumbled loudly and took yet another drink.The next morning Lily woke to feel as if someone had jack hammered her head the whole night. She let out a long groan as she forced herself up off the couch. She wobbled to the bathroom and opened the medicine cabinet to grab her strongest pain killer. Once she had swallowed the two large white pills, she brushed her teeth, hoping to rid her mouth of its horrible as
Tossing the phone down, Lily wondered if she had waded into waters too deep for her, not that she would ever admit it to anyone. After what happened with Andrew yesterday, she wasn’t about to go crawling toward him, telling him he was right. “No,” she told herself, getting up, “I can handle this. I don’t need anyone’s help!” She dressed and ate a meager breakfast, as she was too nervous to eat more, then went to the University to do just what Dr. Frankenstein wanted her to do.The ringing of a cell phone caused Lily to lift her head up from the keyboard where she’d fallen asleep. She rubbed her keyboard imprinted face, hoping to wake herself up some. Lily had spent the last two days examining the pills she had hidden at her home. She had learned quite a bit, using her own blood as a sample to test the effects of the drug. Lily didn’t have James’ blood to compare it with, which would have given better resul
The next day, James and Tony hit some more local hot spots, but the cold rainy weather meant very few people were out and about. It was Sunday afternoon; James shook off the rain from his jacket and entered the diner where he’d eaten on Friday. The murmur of the diner quieted and people turned to look at him. It flared his irritation, and he wanted to shout at all of them to turn around and stick their noses in their own business. Instead, he walked over to the large corner booth where Tony, Lacy, and their mates sat.“Hey everyone,” he greeted as he sat down next to Lacy. Chris held out his hand and James took it for a moment, then released it.“Heya James, nice to see ya,” Chris greeted with a laid-back ease that surprised James a little since laid back or ease didn’t describe the typical reaction he got from people. James hadn’t spoken to the werewolf much,
James arrived at the small apartment complex on the edge of town. He couldn’t help but wonder why Greg wouldn’t have done what the Alpha told him to do; if Greg was anything like he remembered, he wouldn’t ever do anything that could make the alpha angry. As he walked the concrete steps to the second floor, he got the nagging feeling that something was wrong. He knocked on the door and part of him relaxed a little when Lily answered the door. She frowned at him and gave him that look Tony had told him about earlier. What the hell did he ever do to make her look at him like that?“What’s up?” she asked and moved aside so he could come inside. He walked into the quaint little living room and was about to explain why he was there when he smelled it, the scent of the werewolf he had been searching for these past days. James tensed, looking around for the werewolf.
Lily watched the two werewolves, if they could be called that anymore, fight each other. James flew crashing close to where she was. She shrieked, backing up away from him, afraid to be caught in the middle. He turned his attention toward her with a soft growl and she shrank against the wall, not sure just how much of him was James the man and how much was an uncontrollable rabid beast. The fake Greg came crashing down onto the distracted James. She cried out in surprise and realized she had to get out of the house. She ran towards the door of the apartment just as they wrestled over to the spot where she was at.Lily took a deep breath of fresh air once she got out of the apartment and thanked God she had left her phone in her pocket after that strange call instead of leaving it where she did. She tried to dial the familiar number, but her fingers were shaking so much it was difficult to hit the correct b
“So,” she said slowly, and he was sure she felt as awkward as he did right now. “What brings you over here today?”“Besides the fact I want to spend some time with my son?” James asked, a little bitterly, and he saw her wince even though she tried to hide it. He knew it was wrong, but it made him feel a slight feeling of satisfaction. “I came here to let you know I want to spend Saturday with him.”Lily seemed to think about something, then nodded. “That sounds good. I heard the weather is going to be nice then, and I saw a cool park on main street,” she said and James was again a little surprised that not only did she have any problems with it but thought it was a good idea.“Good, so I’ll be here around ten?” James asked, and she nodded.“I’ll have him ready by then,” she offered. He returned her nod and stood up, about to leave, but Sandy insisted James stay for dinner, not that he put up a fight to leave. Her cooking was the best he had ever eaten, pl
James put his tools in the back of Freddie’s truck, feeling famished and ready to eat. “Hey James,” he heard someone called after him. Damn it, he swore silently. Why did everyone bother him when he was about to eat? He turned to see Chris walking up to him. What was he doing there? How’d he even know where to find him?“Hey Chris, what’s up?” He asked as he grabbed his food and took out the large sandwich he made that morning.“Well, I was wondering if I could talk to you about Lily,” Chris offered, and James sighed with a shake of his head.“What about her?” He said with an edge to his voice, but honestly, he didn’t care. What more was there to talk about that woman?“I know things are a bit messed up and you’re mad, but I wanted to ask if you would go easy on her,” Chris said and James scoffed as he took a bite of his sandwich. “Look James, she’s been through a lot during the time she’s been gone,” he added, with a hint of anger in his voice. James was getting angry.“Yeah, yeah, y
“So what are we really doing?” Chris asked once they were outside.“Well, first I'm really going to check out the town so I can be seen. Remember, I got to make sure it’s well known that I’m back in town,” Lily told them as they walked to her old car inside the garage. She really hoped it would start considering the layer of dust covering it. “I also thought about visiting Lacey,” she said quietly as they got into the car. Chris shot a pained look in her direction.“That one you’ll have to do without me,” he told her with a frown and she returned his frown.“I think you should go with me, Chris,” she replied as she attempted to start the car.“No, Lily. I’m not going,” he said firmly. She sighed, knowing he wouldn’t change his mind and continued to coax her car into starting. Finally, it started and purred to life and Lily smiled. I knew I could count on you, baby, she cooed silently.“Alright Chris, I won’t ask you again,” Lily told him as she backed out of the garage and down the dr
“But you hate me,” James said, sitting up when she admitted to wanting to be friends. His look grew more intense, and her nervousness spiked. She almost demanded that he quit looking at her like that, but she knew the situation was already on thin ice and that would make it worse.“I don’t hate you, James, and I didn’t hate you…not really. You were just a convenient target for my anger,” she told him, repeating Charlie’s words almost word for word. For a moment he kept giving her that look, making her squirm in her own skin.“So you don’t hate me and you want to try to be friends,” he repeated as if he wasn’t sure what he was hearing was correct and she stated once more that was what she wanted. “Alright, we’ll let the past stay in the past and start new. Deal,” he said.“Deal,” she replied, not feeling as happy as she’d thought she would. James agreed to start fresh, try to be friends, and he hadn’t mentioned mates at all. He got up from the bed and started towards the door.“James,”
Lily walked over to the rickety old desk and opened a drawer. Digging through old papers and reaching way in the back, she found what she was looking for. Lily sat on the bed and looked at the framed picture. She brushed the dust away with a sigh as she examined the three smiling faces. The man was tall and strong, with long dark raven hair and a bronzed complexion. His hand was on the little girl’s shoulder. She had the same dark hair and complexion. He always seemed so strong, Lily thought with a small smile. She turned her attention to the woman.Her brunette hair was cut in a type of pixie style; she was wearing a black tank top with cut-off shorts. She loved to wear them when the summer heat came. This was the only picture she had that her mother wasn’t high, drunk, or looked like she’d rather be anywhere else but there. Maybe that was my fault too, Lily thought as she remembered one
That could have gone better; Lily thought as she closed the porch door and walked towards the fireplace. But when she thought about it, Lily couldn’t say she was surprised. Deep down, she knew he was right. She was being selfish and…a coward. With a sigh, Lily warmed her icy hands. She didn’t feel the cold while she gave her vampire more control than the lycan. Lily had learned how to play with the balance between them and herself to work to her advantage.“Hey Lily, I would like you to meet our new lead enforcer and his family,” she heard Andrew say, and she turned to her father. The new lead enforcer was a bulky and tall man. One that looked like he could crush a man’s skull just using his biceps and next to him was a smaller woman, smaller than she was, with curly brown hair and hazel eyes. With them was a little girl who eyed her with curiosity. “This is Darien Smith,” Andrew introduced him.“A pleasure to meet you, Ms. Nawassa,” he said in a deep, smooth, baritone voice.“Thanks,
James felt a sense of relief, knowing that the little boy didn’t have to face the duality of Lily’s existence, but sorry to hear he’d be like him, though she still hadn’t answered his question. “I understand why you didn’t tell me during the pregnancy and maybe even the first months, but that still gave you plenty of time to tell me,” he told her in a hard tone.She sighed and looked a little lost in what to say. “I don’t know James. My life got busy and time flew. I figured you would have moved on and wouldn’t care anymore,” she said with an exasperated tone.“Wouldn’t care? How the hell would I not care to know that I have a kid?” He demanded, his voice rising slightly, but he didn’t wait for her to answer. “Why don’t you just say the truth, Lily? You didn’t want to tell me, just as you didn’t want to tell me about that serum of Xavier’s,” he went on. “Only this is worse. Instead of trying to kick me out of your life, you’re robbing me of my rightful place in the life of my own son,
James had to see Lily. He followed her scent when Tony blocked his search. “Hey Tony, how’s it going?” He asked out of politeness alone, at the moment he couldn’t care.“Well, it’s been interesting,” Tony said with a half-smile and James stopped and looked at his friend, confused.“Interesting?” James asked, not sure what he meant by that.“Yep, Lily hasn’t been here for but a few hours and she’s already pissed most everyone off,” he said and it surprised James to feel a smile cross his lips.“What she did she do this time?” He asked, amused and happy to see that at least some things stayed the same, but another flash of surprise hit him when Tony looked a little uncomfortable.“Well, I can’t go in to great detail, but let’s just say she’s been keeping something to herself she shouldn’t have been,” Tony said and James’s smile died. Dread filled him, as all he could think of was that she had indeed replaced him with another man.“You’ve got to tell me, Tony, is she…with someone else? I
“Hey James,” a high pitched gleeful voice broke James from his thoughts. He looked up and did his best not to cringe as he saw the woman approaching them.“Hey Ginger,” he replied, trying his best not to sound as irritated as he felt. She was an attractive wolf, there was no doubt about it, but he wasn’t interested, and Ginger just didn’t seem to get that in her head. It didn’t help that six months ago he let her kiss him when he was feeling really low and lonely. Thank God he came to his senses and stopped her before they went too far, but it was too late to keep her from getting ideas.“Hey ya, Ginger,” Freddie greeted with a sly smile. He knew what had happened and, of course, thought it was hilarious. She gave him a brief wave of the hand and instead kept her focus on James.“I wanted to come by and invite you to lunch,” she told James with a bright smile and James wanted to roll his eyes. He knew she wanted to invite him, that’s why he had been ignoring her calls.“I’ve already g