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Theodore's Regret Chapter 24. The betrayal
Theodore's PovDread seeped into my veins as I glanced at the chilling text notification on my phone: "Transfer Complete: $50,000,000 to Nathan Summers account." My office, once a fortress of power, now felt like a cage closing in on me.I handed my credit card to Alina last week. I laughed at myself. The moment I started to trust another woman, she gave me a reason to not by stabbing me just like her. My mother's betrayal still haunted me, a wound I thought Alina could heal. Now, that wound was ripped open anew. As I stared at the text, my fingers squeezed the device in my hands, and my mind raced. "How could this happen?" I questioned myself. The last vestiges of trust I had placed in Alina were crumbling. The images sent by an unknown number intensified my anguish. Each photo portrayed Alina and Nathan in seemingly carefree moments—shopping together, Nathan holding her hand, and sharing a meal as if my world hadn't just shattered. The cold realization gripped my heart. It wasn't
Last Updated : 2023-12-17Theodore's Regret 25. Not done with you yet
TheodoreI smashed my lips on hers, cutting her off from whatever she wanted to say. My patience had officially ran out. I had enough. It was time to finally show her the beast I was. And how I devour my prey. She smacked her hands on my chest, trying to push me away. But her little attempt was of no use. Her strength was nothing compared to mine. It didn't even make me budge from my place, instead aggravated me enough to take her wrists in my hold and pin them above her head in a snap. A groan of defiance slipped from her mouth, as she tried to break away. But I wasn't having it. Plastering my chest against hers, I didn't leave a centimeter of space between us as I sucked on her lips like the hungry beast I was. She couldn't run away from me tonight. Why the hell was she even fighting it? Isn't this what she does with every other person that has a dick. She wasn't complaining in the video with Nathan. I continued to suck on her lip, nipping and biting them, eating them completely,
Last Updated : 2023-12-18Theodore's Regret 26. Sweet Torture
Alina's Pov“I'm not done with you yet, wife!” He growled, before removing his shirt in seconds and tossing it away, letting it join the towel he had tossed earlier. Like he had not given me an earth shattering orgasms just seconds ago. I had no idea what had gotten into him. It was as if a beast had possessed him. Was he drunk? No, he wasn't. I was sure of that because I hadn't smelled any alcohol on him. Then why was he doing this? But the real question that worried me was, why the fuck did I seem to enjoy it? His harsh way of handling me, being so rough with me. Why did my body light up on his touch, like it ignited me on fire? I was sure I had to blame my lack of sexual activities in the recent months. Years even maybe. But why the fuck in this moment did I want to be ruined by him completely? Possessed by him, only see him, feel his touch on me and remember it for the rest of my life. How was he so good at making me feel so on edge? I hated it but also loved it! I was going craz
Last Updated : 2023-12-20Theodore's Regret 27. Shattered
AUTHOR'S POVAlina awoke to an empty bed, the warmth that once enveloped her replaced by a chill. Her fingers traced the vacant space beside her, a silent yearning for Theodore's presence. After freshening up, she pulled on her dress, a sense of melancholy settling over her. The night of passion lingered in her mind, and she half-expected to find Theodore missing, perhaps off to an early day at work.Descending the stairs, hope flickered in her chest at the sight of him standing downstairs, impeccably dressed in his typical suit. A smirk crossed his lips, and she interpreted it as a positive recollection of their shared moments. Greeting him with a happy smile, Alina's anticipation was abruptly shattered.The atmosphere shifted as Theodore, without warning, tossed a stack of papers in her face. They fluttered to the ground like ominous confetti, and her eyes widened with shock. As the papers settled, he deadpanned at her, instructing her. “Sign it and get out.”Confusion etched her fe
Last Updated : 2023-12-21Theodore's Regret 28. The last visit
ALINAI felt empty, staring into my reflection before the mirror. My face was dull, framed with bags underneath it, as continuous tears flowed down my cheeks. ‘You should give your marriage a chance,' Millie’s words echoed in my mind before anger surged within me as my eyes glared at my reflection. This is what I get for giving my marriage a chance? Brutal embarrassment and destruction of self respect. I scoffed for even thinking for a minute that I could have had my happy ending with a devil like him. A sinister, evil minded, vengeful person like Theodore only knew how to destroy people, not love them. Not give them a happy ending. And here I thought I could change him. Why the fuck had I forgotten that this was real life? Not some fantasy fiction I could write!My eyes fell on the emerald pendant lying on the dresser. The one he had gifted me for my birthday and I was a fool to think he cared for me. He didn't gave a fuck about me. He just used me to get what he wanted. And now tha
Last Updated : 2023-12-23Theodore's Regret 29. Waking up
Alina's povMy eyes fluttered open to an unfamiliar room, the dull throb in my head a persistent reminder of something unpleasant. The bed beneath me felt foreign, and as I attempted to sit up, a wave of dizziness washed over me. Panic set in as I struggled to piece together the events that had led me to this mysterious place.The door to the room creaked open slowly, and through the dim light, a figure emerged. Recognition sparked in my eyes as I squinted at her. I vividly remembered her from somewhere, though the details eluded me."Who are you?" I asked, her eyes narrowing with concern as I winced in pain."Hi, I'm Thea. How are you feeling now?" she continued, her voice gentle but laced with an underlying tension."Like I've been hit by a truck," I groaned, clutching my head in my hands."Well, you were, but a car in this case," Thea explained matter-of-factly, causing my frown to deepen.The memories flooded back – rain pelting down, headlights piercing through the storm, and then
Last Updated : 2023-12-26Theodore's Regret 30. The Truth
ALINA“I'm not in any trouble.” I explained. “I went to meet my father.” I knew I was stupid to trust a complete stranger at this moment in my life, but I felt this certain way about her. She was nice. And vibes don’t lie. “Oh, is everything alright?” She asked sympathetically. “Not really. But it's going to be now.” “So where do you live?” That was a question I didn't really have an answer for. Where did I live? Not with Theodore anymore. And there was no way I would go back to my father's house. I don't want to remember anything about my past. “I don't have a place to live, yet. But I guess I'll find it.” “Oh, I am so sorry. By the way, you don't have to worry. You can live here with me as long as you want. Besides, I'll have some company apart from the trees and animals, I guess.” Thea chuckled. “Thank you.” I smiled genuinely at her. “But I really don't want to be a burden.” “Nonsense, you feel like family already. I'd really be happy if you live with me till the time you h
Last Updated : 2023-12-28Theodore's Regret 31. Drunk
Theodore's PovThe deafening pulse of the club's music reverberated through my skull as I downed another glass of alcohol, the burn offering a fleeting distraction from the tormenting thoughts that clawed at my mind. Alina's betrayal echoed in my head like a haunting refrain. I had earnestly tried to be a better person for her, to rise above the shadows of my past, and yet here I was, drowning my sorrows in a sea of alcohol. The images of her deceit played on a loop in my mind, a cruel slideshow of betrayal that fueled my desperate quest for numbness. From anyone she could have chosen, she chose fuckign Nathan! Just why! Especially when I told her to stay away from him!Glass after glass, I sought solace in the amber liquid, hoping the intoxication would blur the harsh reality of her actions. I entertained the thought of using her like she used me for money, a twisted retaliation that seemed to promise relief from the heartache. But the more I drank, the more the pain intensified, and
Last Updated : 2023-12-30
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Theodore's Regret 105. Epilogue
Alina's Pov 2 years later “Are you crazy?” Thea yells barging into my office. “I can't believe you are doing this today out of all days!” I ignored her, continuing to type furiously on my laptop. I got used to her barging into the publishing house every second day and complaining about something or the other. It's what made her Thea. Yes I had taken over the publishing house and now became a successful Author and owner of this business. Theodore was utterly proud of all the hard work and my achievements and finally after a year, I got my reward of becoming the bestseller. I had only ever imagined it in my dreams, so living it felt surreal. “Bruh! We are going to be late for the signing!” Thea shut my laptop, making me sigh. Why did I hire her as my manager once again? Yeah, to keep me on track. And she was just doing her job, I reminded myself and killed the urge to slap her. She loved her job by the way. She said it was thrilling. “I was in the middle of a very important sc
Theodore's Regret 104. Once and For All
Alina's Pov I did it. I signed the last contract. Was it selfish of me to do that? Maybe. So I regret it? No. Because I wasn't going to take another chance in my life because at first, it was just me. But now, my son is also involved. No one in the world would I allow anyone to be unjust to him. So I did it for his sake. Call me a gold digger or whatever, but I had to protect my son's future before anything. As I stood in the kitchen, absently stirring my coffee, the events of last night replayed in my mind with startling clarity. Theodore and I had been lying on the cool garden grass, the stars glittering like diamonds above us. It was one of those rare, serene moments where the world seemed to pause just for us.I remember the hesitation in Theodore's voice as he turned to me, his eyes reflecting the night sky. "Alina," he began slowly, "I don't want you to feel pressured into answering this, but I've been wondering... If I hadn't done the things I did in the past, do you think yo
Theodore's Regret 103. The Last Contract
Theodore's PovI was buried in paperwork, the soft hum of my office providing a soothing backdrop as I reviewed a critical document. The numbers were lining up, and for once, it seemed like the day might end without any surprises. Just as I was about to finish, my phone rang, jolting me from my concentration.I glanced at the screen. It was Daniel. Strange, I thought, answering the call. "Hey, Daniel. What's up?""Where are you!?" Daniel’s voice was urgent, almost frantic."I'm at the office. Why?" I responded, my confusion growing."And Alina? Where is she? And Asher?" "They're supposed to be at home. Why? What's wrong?" "Nathan has gotten bail! Last according to my sources, he's going towards your penthouse!" Daniel's words sent a chill down my spine. I didn't waste a second. Slamming the phone down, I bolted from my office, my heart pounding in my chest. The drive to the penthouse was a blur. All I could think about was getting to Alina and Asher before Nathan did.As I neared t
Theodore's Regret 102. Right on Time
Alina’s PovThe sun was shining brilliantly, casting a golden hue over the park as I spread out the picnic blanket. Asher was already dashing off to join the other kids, his laughter filling the air. It was one of those perfect days that made you forget all your troubles, even if just for a moment.I unpacked the picnic basket, laying out sandwiches, fruits, and snacks. I watched Asher play, a smile tugging at my lips. Life had changed so much in the span of a few days. From grappling with the loss of my estranged father to deciding to take over the publishing house, it felt like I was finally stepping into my own.Theodore had been my rock through it all. His support, his unwavering belief in me, had given me the strength to face everything. And now, here I was, planning to start a new chapter, determined to make the most of the opportunities before me."Mommy, look!" Asher called out, holding up a flower he'd picked."It's beautiful, sweetie," I called back, waving at him.As the af
Theodore's Regret 101. The Letter
Alina's Pov As I opened the letter, I watched carefully as my heart was pounding in my chest. I unfold the paper with trembling hands and began to read. The silence in the car feeling heavy, each second stretching out as my eyes take in what was written. My Dearest Alina,If you are reading this, then my time has come, and I have departed from this world. There are no words that can truly express the remorse I feel for the pain and suffering I caused you. I know I was never the father you deserved. I was selfish, cruel, and neglectful, and I let my ambitions and grudges take precedence over my duties to you as a parent.Signing you away to Theodore was the most disgraceful thing I ever did. I justified it as a business decision, but deep down, I knew it was wrong. It was not until I was imprisoned that I began to see the full extent of my failures and the hurt I had inflicted on you. I asked you to visit, hoping to have the chance to make amends, to explain myself, and to beg for
Theodore's Regret 100. The Funeral
Alina's Pov "How... when?"Theodore takes a step closer, his expression softening as he reaches for my hand again. "Earlier today," he says gently. "I'm so sorry, Alina."I feel a strange numbness wash over me, a mix of shock and disbelief. "I... I don't know what to say," I stammer, my voice breaking."It's okay," Theodore murmurs, pulling me into a comforting embrace. "Take your time."I cling to him, the weight of the news pressing down on me. The room fades into the background as I try to process the reality of my father's death, feeling Theodore's steady presence grounding me in the midst of my turmoil.I stand there, wrapped in Theodore's embrace, but all I feel is a strange, unsettling numbness. No sadness, no remorse, just a void where my emotions should be. The news echoes in my mind, but it feels distant, as if it's happening to someone else.I pull back slightly, looking up at Theodore. "I don't... I don't feel anything," I confess, my voice barely above a whisper. "I tho
Theodore's Regret 99. The Movie Night
Alina's PovAs I opened the door to the penthouse, Thea stood there with a huge grin, her arms loaded with bags of snacks and a couple of DVDs. It had been way too long since we'd had one of our legendary sleepovers."Thea! You made it!" I exclaimed, giving her a tight hug."Of course I did! Wouldn't miss it for the world," she replied, squeezing me back. "Where's my little man?""Asher! Aunt Thea's here!" I called out.Within seconds, a blur of curly hair and infectious energy came barreling towards us. Asher threw himself into Thea's arms, giggling wildly as she lifted him off the ground."I've missed you so much, buddy!" Thea said, spinning him around. Asher squealed with delight, his laughter filling the room."We've missed you too," I said softly, watching them with a smile.After settling in and catching up a bit, we gathered on the couch with a mountain of popcorn between us. Asher sat between Thea and me, his eyes wide with excitement as he looked at the stack of movies on the
Theodore's Regret 98. A Reminder of Past
Alina's Pov Cooking with Asher was always a delightful, messy adventure. This morning, he had insisted on helping me make pasta. At just four years old, he had a fiery determination and an eagerness to be involved in whatever I was doing. How could I say no to his bright eyes and infectious enthusiasm?“Okay, sweetheart, you can help Mommy,” I said, lifting him up to sit on the kitchen counter. His eyes sparkled with joy, and he clapped his tiny hands in excitement."Yay! I help Mama," he declared proudly.I set the ingredients out on the counter: a packet of pasta, a variety of spices, fresh tomatoes, garlic, and onions. Asher leaned forward, eyes wide, surveying the array of items before him. He reached for the spice jars, his small hands struggling a bit with the lids.“Let me help you with that, love,” I said, gently twisting off the cap of the oregano for him. “This is oregano. Smell it. Isn’t it wonderful?”Asher took a big whiff and scrunched up his nose, making a face that m
Theodore's Regret 97. Love Under The Stars
Alina's Pov Without breaking the kiss and having his hand wrapped around me, he effortlessly walked to the other side of the decoration and it was only then I noticed a beautiful pastel tent decorated with fairy lights waiting for us. “What are you—” my words were silenced as his lips captured mine in a fervent kiss. The world around us disappeared. His hands slid up my sides, pulling me closer as I deepened the kiss, our tongues tangling in a dance of raw need. My soft lips yielded to his, and I clutched his shoulders, pulling him even closer. The intensity of the moment consumed us, our breaths mingling, my gasps fueling his desire. He cupped my face with one hand, his thumb brushing against my cheek as I tilted my head, exploring his mouth with a hunger I couldn’t contain. My fingers threaded through his hair, tugging gently. Every touch, every caress was electric, igniting a fire that burned hotter with each passing second. I could feel my heart pounding against his chest,
