Sofia."And we're here."Nikolai's words pulled me out of my stupor.My eyes almost bulged out of their sockets upon catching the sight of one of my favorite historical monuments that I only dreamt about visiting one day.The Cathedral of Christ the Saviour.I had it in one of my listed destinations to visit once I had enough money to travel the world. I always had a thing for history, architecture, and art too, and was practically a know-it-all considering how much reading and searching I used to do. Correction, still do.In awe of the beautiful temple, I observed the large spacious exterior with an unadulterated amount of awe. Nikolai chuckling softly made my eyes excitedly snap to him."What do you think, my love?" I decided to tease him a bit."Not the place I had in mind when you said a date, but -" I bit back a smile to seem serious and he looked sheepish for a second before he noticed the huge smile that broke out on my face. "It's so much better!" I flung myself on him, peppe
Sofia.It was too early for me to feel that way.I didn't know what true love felt like, and I didn't think that I could distinguish it from liking or adoring someone because those were different things.So that would only mean that I didn't know how I felt about him- about them.Nikolai and I were presently cuddling as we- he watched the movie that I had lost interest in an hour ago. It was seven pm now. I was exhausted from our previous fucking sessions. I was satisfied but sore and I relinquished in said pain of how much pleasure came with it.And since I was overthinking again. I couldn't help but put point the negativity in everything. I was tired as hell but couldn't sleep and couldn't focus.My thoughts were going haywire. I was tense, even with the warmth and adoring feeling emitting from Nikolai's body heat that was surrounded me like a safe cocoon, I was freaking out considering the realization that struck me this afternoon."Love-" His words snapped me out of my reverie as
Sofia.The drive back home was in comfortable silence as I grabbed Nikolai's hand, leaning my head against his shoulder feeling his fingertips graze my knuckles softly.The sun was setting down. In the soft blue sky, splashes of reds, purples and yellowish orangey tints glowed amongst the light smoke like clouds. The scene was magnificent, photographic and my mood levitated upon seeing the mesmerizing sight taking another sunset picture that was sure to be saved with its other lookalikes. I took more pictures of sunsets, sunrises and the moon than I took of myself sometimes.The car halted down to a stop accessing the huge metallic black gate. Aleksander opened the front door for us and headed the other way after receiving an affirmative nod from Nikolai as we trekked through the hallway to the kitchen where Nial was in, sipping his coffee.It was almost eight pm and the brown eyed man was sipping freaking coffee. I was pretty sure that he had some serious caffeine addiction as I no
Sofia."Идеальный."(Perfect)Nial's hands tugged on my blindfold, securing it. My blackened vision increasing my other senses as he tied my hands with a soft silky fabric that made my squirming almost impossible at how the knot of said fabric tightened the more I tried to pull.I was completely under his mercy and I thrived on it. My nipples hardening as I felt him press his warm hand on my bare stomach sliding it over my wide hips to my pubic bone to...stop.The anticipation and the throbbing of my pussy were killing me. I wanted his cock in me, then and there but he sure wasn't giving me what I wanted.I was desperate for his touch."Stop squirming so much. Doll, I'm not done yet," his breath was hot on my nape, my knees holding me shaking slightly as the side of my face was softly being pushed to press against the soft silky sheets with my hands behind my back.I loved the way he carefully caressed and coaxed softly to restrain me but hated it at the same time. I couldn't touch h
Nial.The next morning, we left the hotel after getting a long brunch seemingly to satiate our discharged selves from our previous fourth round in the shower.We got home a few hours ago but didn't find Nadei and Nik as they were taking care of a new gun shipment at the docks. It ate me inside out. The guilt. I fucking needed to tell her even if we weren't sure. I wanted to tell her.My brothers and I had agreed that one of us would tell her when we were all together but I didn't want to waste time and have her hate us for how long we had been keeping this from her. Secrecy was something we swore on never doing when it came to her. We were all in this together but fuck. My hesitation was drowning me. Suffocating me and filling my lungs with a horrible feeling. Betrayal.Justifying how we wanted to actually be certain wether our surmise was correct or not was the semi right thing to do but that would mean hiding something from her and that didn't sit well with me. At all.It was eat
Nikolai.-Eleven years ago.-"I want out."Three words as simple as they were, yet their significance to the man before me was like fueling a fire that cannot be tamed. A fire so blazing and ferrous that I was the one to burn to ashes with it.I knew what I was doing and I knew what I wanted and nothing would deter me from asking for it. It was too much. This life was consuming me. I wanted a normal one.Not this."Что ты только что сказал мне, мальчик?"(What did you just say to me, boy?)My sperm donor took a puff of his Cuban cigar, the smoky scent invading my nostrils and forming a halo of sin around his head as he puffed it out. A beacon of all that was bad and ugly was the correct way to describe it because he was the fucking worst.From my peripheral my brothers shifted in their places, uncomfortable, their heads bowed slightly, their hands behind their back monotonous and unmoving. Like statues. Or like the obedient soldiers that he made of them. Dimitri and the other high-
Sofia.Skin to skin.Body to body.I was trapped, aroused and diligent in having what I wanted.Nadei's godlike naked frame was pinning me to Nial's equally delicious front. His lickable pecs were teasing me with how inviting they looked. I shook my head fighting the intention to lick, flick and bite them.Both of their hard members dug into my lower back and abdomen--Hence the height difference-- stiffening and twitching every time I moved or squirmed as the two beautiful men groaned grounding harder.Their hands groping and palming my curvaceous chest and bum. Nadei's hand cupped my sex, a low growl rumbling against my back and my eyes shutting close at the soft yet addictive touch."She's fucking dripping."I slouched my head against his shoulder feeling him run his thick fingers over my drenched lower lips.From my peripheral. Nikolai's tut abs greeted me as he smoothly took his t-shirt off, his muscled arms stretching inwardly, revealing the scars littering his creamy skin. The g
Sofia.Full shapely lips traced my neck from behind. I moaned feeling Nadei's teeth graze from my quadrangular area down my throat in a teasing manner, his wet smooth tongue caressing the flesh erupted a loud moan from my lips. Tilting my head to give him more access."D-daddy," I whined, my voice taking a turn to sound hoarse with a begging undertone as I felt Nikolai's mouth suckle on my maroon buds sending my body to a heady frenzy.I pushed my tits that shook with every indrawn breath and hard dig to my wet cunt into Nikolai's face as he eagerly palmed and squeezed the pillowy but heavy mound in his calloused hand with a pinch to the erected tips.Nial's thrusts were irresistible, long and primal. He grunted between each one with force and my loud moans only made him rut into me, harder and faster. That same knot in my stomach was begging to be unwound as I rode the huge hulking man beneath me.I wanted them, all of them and hoped that they'd be willing to give me what I want. Wha
Sofia.My eyes began to water. My mouth felt too dry and my throat felt parched but not from emotion. But because of who was sitting right in front of me. Being him. Fucking Arsen.There was one great thing about me that I took pride in. My ability to remember every single person that I meet's name. Be it days, months or years, I always remember. It was a talent at this point. For me to not forget this man from six years ago.The same idiot that tried to slyly swerve his way into my life.Clenching my jaw, I plastered a smile on my face as I faced him, grinning at me without a care taking sips of his latte. "What the fuck is this?" I almost growled. "Couldn't bother telling me that I actually know you?""Oh, do you, now?" He looked smug.I rolled my eyes and asked. Genuinely curious. Slightly vindictive. Overly caffeinated. "What's your endgame?" I felt my fingers twitch as looked at me like a curious puppy. "What do you mean?" His confusion made it even worse for me to keep my comp
Sofia.Accepting the call, I held my breath, not wishing to let it go as if it was my last. Waiting for him to commence and say something... anything. But only silence greeted me. Not a single word from his side, only shallow breathing and prolonged sighs.As if he was preparing himself.I was too, in a way."Do you know how many times I have waited for you to s-show up?" I willed myself to whisper, clutching my phone tighter. Emotions hogging my airway. "You promised me, you know. I thought that you-" I heaved a harsh breath, plopping to the cold marble floor."Bella.... Please," he started, "Listen to me for a second.""No, you listen to me, Sir." I whisper- shouted through with this hide and seek game that he was pulling me into. "You can't just disappear for years on end and then fucking show up. And you absolutely, cannot and will not ever approach my son or I swear to whatever that is holy..."I let my threat hang in the air as I brush my hair back. The simmering anger I felt ju
Sofia.Flashback..."Here!" A hand grasped onto a lilly, holding it to my face, blocking my vision of the sweet brown haired boy as he looked at my reaction. "This is for you, Sof!"Awestruck, I blushed, shakily grabbing the beautiful flower. Giving him a blinding smile, my eyes glistened in the warm sun energizing my gloomy self. "It's so pretty. Thanks!""It's no biggie," his lips stretched into a full blown grin, giggling as I caught his warm eyes. I felt myself turn beet red, fidgeting with my hands as he uttered, shyly. "Pretty people deserve getting pretty things!""Y-you think.. that I'm p-pretty?" I stuttered, rocking on my heels, back and forth. Not used to the adorable and effortless way he complimented me in. And in the state that I was in, I couldn't believe that he really thought that I was anything close to being... pretty.The word seemed so foreign.Because I was no match to the flower he had compared me with."Mhm, really cute too.""T-thanks," I stammered, turning my
Sofia.-Hope that this would give you the justice that you deserve, too.A.H-Ripping the yellow envelope, I pulled a flashdrive, a stack of pictures and a note. I read the messy cursive writing on the folded piece of paper a second time. Unsure of what to feel..I was... relieved but confused. I obviously still didn't know who the stranger was nor did I know how he knew anything this personal about me.However, it didn't matter, now.All what mattered was the slight feel of satisfaction that coursed through my heart. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't a little happy that they got what they deserved. Honestly, It was long overdue. Revenge felt good. Not great.And it had me questioning everything. The thought itself of Adrian's death, his dark eyes staring into nothingness as his equally dark, sick and twisted soul left his body was... satisfactory but it was still missing something.Closure was something that people took for granted, thinking that that they can just move on
Six years later..Sofia."Momma! Miss Ania gave me this! It's so fluffy!" Throwing his hands up, I break a smile at the sight of his big blue eyes gleaming as he shook a new stuffed toy. It was his birthday today and his friends and his preschool teacher wanted to throw him a little party at the park. It was a win win situation, whereas the kids got out of class to play and have some fun and I had my little boy distracted while I planned his party at home and I thankfully managed to finish everything up in time to pick him up."Look, look, loooook! Lydie gave me this," he blushed at the mention of the cute red head. She was Layla's daughter and Camille's four year old niece."Wow, those are amazing," I gushed matching his enthusiasm, "You know, you can open the rest of them at home. I'll help you. Now, stay with your friends while I go say hi to your teacher, okay?" I kissed his temple, brushing away his dirty blond curls "Okay!" He agreed, jumping up as skidded over to his classmat
Sofia.I could feel the boys turning white as the look of absolute rage took over his wrinkly face. The way that he clenched his jaw and squinted his eyes made me slightly cower into my seat, the look in his eyes almost looked like...his...Like.. Adrian's and I gulp, wishing that I haven't talked back as the old bastard yelled causing me to flinch back."WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?!"Luca jumped out of his seat gripping the old hag by the shoulders as he hurried over to my side, in an attempt to attack me. And during the chaos of his rage fit, we don't hear the front door unlocking. "Let me teach her a fucking lesson! The whore!" He flailed his arms around wanting to get out of the strong grip that my brother has on him.Mama hurried to interrupt his hatefulness filled words but failed to make him stop. "Father, don't -""Shut up! You're the one that caused this in the first place. You wouldn't listen to me! And look what it got you. A whore of a daughter, marrying three men
Sofia."Yep, I'm definitely gonna be the cool uncle, cause you three can't, for oblivious reasons," Aurelio mocked, boasting himself in the process of roasting Renzo, Luca and Vale. "You're naming your kid after me, right, sorellina?"Holding back a gurgled laugh, I shook my head at him. "You know I'm not doing that.""Meh," he shrugged making me laugh, "Worth a shot."Bombarded with questions after the trio and I returned from the hospital. It was almost an hour since we came back from Delia's office, she was my mother's close friend and co- owned a private clinic with her husband that was also friends with my mom.It was almost ten in the morning now, Nikolai had rushed us to her office at eight AM and I for a moment believed that he didn't get a wink of sleep as he kept dozing off on the car ride, snuggled up to me. His excitement the night before, literally made him lose sleep."What's going on here?" The thick accented voice made the hyped up atmosphere in the dining room, deflate
Sofia."No, wait!" I squeaked out, breaking through their warm embrace in a haste. "I have something to tell you.""Right now?" Nikolai whined trying to pull me to him.Giving him a stern look, I crossed my arms over my chest for emphasis and stood still. The other two laughed as he looked sheepish, muttered a 'sorry, love' and surprisedly kept his hands to himself.My nerves glided as I looked around the empty hall, our room a few doors away. "Let's just..." taking the liberty of guiding them to our room, the click of door being locked broke my resolve. The need to just blurt it out and get it out of my system was suffocating me the longer I kept my lips sealed. "I don't know how to s-say this.""It's okay," Nial smiled, caressing my hand in soft strokes. Pressing a kiss to my knuckles, he reassured, "Take your time, darling. We're not going anywhere."Forcing out a harsh exhale, I looked down, then, up and met their different coloured eyes. The green comforting depths in Nadei's. The
Sofia.“I thought that loving you was all the space my heart had. I had no idea that it'd expand. I didn't think I had any room left in my chest, it feels so full,” he smiled, the soft tug of his lips making his whole features brighten as he griped her hands.Tears brimmed at the corners of my lids, I shuddered and snuggled closer to Layla our arms linked as I sniffled. Needing the emotional and physical support she provided."You have given me everything that I need and want. I promise you that I will cherish and love you until my very last breath," Dimitri concluded his vows, an affectionate look in his eyes as he gazed at Camille who was already tearing up. The happiness radiating from them was unfathomably pure and heartfelt."That was beautiful." The officiant said, a soft smile on his face. "I now, announce you husband and wife. You may kiss your bride."The sight of the two of my friends declaring their love and special bond in front of so many people made my heart clench at th