*Soleil*
"So what do you think of the Grotto ?" Davina asks, as we are sitting on her bed, clearing off our makeup. "You were really brave, talking to people and you seemed to have fun".
"It was kind of crazy and I think I got a bit drunk at some point". I answer.
"Nah it wasn't bad, I kept an eye on you". She giggles. "Poor Casper, he tried so hard getting you fired up to him. Actually a couple of guys did and even one girl I think".
"Wow, really.. I didn't even notice". I scrunch up my forehead. "I remember seeing that Lefu guy and..". I cut myself of, unable to explain.
Davina smiles teasingly. "Oh Lefu, he went right to Your knickers didn't he ?"
"What are you talking about ?"
"Because you are the colour of a tomato right now". My hands fly to my burning cheeks. "Don't worry, everyone goes through that in the beginning".
I swallow. "I have no idea what 'that' is. Could it be the red wine ?"
"Two glasses of red wine and one shot during a whole evening, that won't get even a newbie like you drunk, a tiny bit tipsy at most. Didn't you even notice that we switched to sodas ?" Davina says with a laugh.
"No I actually didn't". I mumble.
Davina looks at me. "Hmm I think you are having Your first crush, you are so hooked on Lefu". A smile spread on her lips. "Oh my little girl is growing up and I get to see it". She says very seriously, Breaking down in giggles as I throw a pillow in her face.
"Don't tease me". I mutter. "I don't know what happened when he looked at me. I never felt like that before inside.. and out in the coat check. He has the bluest eyes I ever saw".
"Wait what, he looked at you ?" Davina's mouth is hanging open. She looks at me for a moment, then nods. "Well you did look totally hot, but wow it is something special if Lefu himself checked you out". She looks proud, removing the last mascara from my eyes. "You just have to come again then, imagine if you got invited to the balcony ?"
"Like that would ever happen. But you might be able to talk me into going again. Your friends were really nice". I say laughing and crawl down under the sheets.
Honestly I need to go again; how could I stay away now ? I need to see him, Lefu, again. Just like I enjoy torturing myself by studying Luca at school, I now feel hungry for another glimpse of Lefu. I once again feel that heat spread inside me. My thoughts going to the raw, hungry gaze his azure blue eyes had sent me, but a pair of warm hazel eyes keeps budding in, and finally I drift off.
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The dream has me back in the forest, on the small hill inside the stone circle. Again I feel the connection, while I sing and move with the trees. It is getting dark faster this time and the colors are disappearing with the sunshine. A new voice mixed with the trees. It comes from the Stones in the circle and as if they were made from vax, they kind of start melting, writing into humanoid shapes. They are whispering to me, unbearable words as they change into living statues. Maybe it should scare me, but it doesn't, I feel calm and happy. I feel that the weird beings are friendly.
Curiously I walk closer to them, straining to understand what they are saying. I Can understand that they are an important part of this place but I can't understand their whispering words. They slowly pull away and turn back into stone.
The wood is now completely dark and there isn't a sound to be heard. I suddenly get a feeling of something dangerous moving towards me in the darkness. The energy is so hateful that I feel nauseated and when it split into two distinct beings, coming at me from two sides I feel petrified with fear. Whatever this is, it is out to get me.
Everything goes quiet and the feeling disappears.
The wind starts pulling at the tree tops and then two blurry beings step out, one from each side of the woods. I am prepared for this to be the end, but the beings stay outside the stone circle; they didn't seem to be able to step into the protective ring. One of them roared as it paced back and forth, looking for a hole in the barrier. The other one squatted down, hissing as it tried scratching its way into me with claw like nails.
I was pulled from the dream by Davina shaking me and her worried voice. "What is happening Sol, I almost couldn't wake you".
"It was just a nightmare, a bad one. What time is it ?" I sit up, trying to shake off the dream.
"Almost noon".
"I better get going then. My mom is probably worried that I didn't write to her when we got back from the club". I find my phone checking it. But I only have one message from her, from this morning. 'Morning sweetie, I am leaving for work now, Call me when you wake up. Hugs and kisses mom'.
*The vampire*The party is going strong. People are starting to get drunk from the alcohol and the monotone rhythm of the music.Hunting or fishing ?Slowly I move around the Grotto along the walls, keeping in the shadows, were I can study people without them noticing. I enjoy the scent of every one of them. I stop several times, seeing if I can spark a desire, but none of them catches my attention.At the bar I spot two beautiful girls. I recognise one of them, but honestly I have never really looked closer before. She is wearing a long tight dress glaring out at the bottom, it hugs her sexy figure perfectly. Her ample breasts are caressed by soft blondes and to midnight black hair framed a classically beautiful face. The red lips invites to be nippled at.I smile and remember her scent. This is a
*Soleil*The whole weekend I have been kind of in my own World. Somehow having convinced myself that I must be something special, having been blessed by Lefu's magnetic gaze. Somehow I have magic abilities, and they have turned me into this dark creature of seduction that not even the King of goth can resist.What if it is all real, if I am really a witch ? How crazy would it be if I could make things happen, just like it was described on the wiccan pages. I just can't wait to get to school and show them the new me. This is the start of a new life for me.When I am about to enter the school through the big main door, a group of elites comes walking down the path. They apparently know nothing about my big change, because the head right for the doors, not even seeing me. I have to step aside at the last moment so as not to be trampled.T
*Soleil*Luca is leaning against the wall, looking at his phone when I step out of the school. Unfortunately there is no way I can get past him, without him seeing me. And being as tall as he is, towering over everyone else, he would never believe that I couldn't find him. So the only thing I can do is walk over to him. He looks up, flashing me a smile that makes me forget why I wanted to run."Hi, is your house far away ? Because I didn't bring my bike today". He pushes off the wall and pockets his phone."No it's not far, just down past the church and across the road, I live in a house down there". I say."Nice, Let's go then". Luca says and starts to walk. I hurry up to keep up with his long legs.For a while we just walk in silence down the church path. It annoys me that I find the silence awkwa
*Soleil*"I just don't get it, a week ago my life was easy, uncomplicated. Now there are guys everywhere and I have started fantasising about.. you know stuff". I slump down on Davina's bed with a sigh."Sex ?" Davina says with twinkling eyes."I don't fucking know". I pull a pillow over my head. "I haven't really dealt with guys since I married little James in kindergarten".Davina laughs. "Just tell me how you feel, doll. I've been there myself, maybe I can help you figure things out"."Luca is so sweet. I can be myself when I am with him and it was like.. I don't know. There was this moment when I thought he..". I poke out from behind the pillow. "No it's stupid, of course he wasn't going to do that.. but there was this moment just before my mom showed up and again before he left".
*Soleil*"You never told me Your life story". Luca says, looking at me, as we are taking a break from the books."Not much to tell honestly". I say, taking a bite of an apple."You said yesterday that you were born here, so did you always live in this house ?" He looks at me curiously.I chew slowly, swallowing the bite before answering. "We used to live out in the other end of town, the more expensive part. But when my father died my mom couldn't afford to keep the house and we moved here"."Oh.. it wasn't my intention to snoop or you know dig up bad things. I am sorry also for Your loss". He says, he looks like he feels bad about asking."It's okay, it's kind of a long time ago now". I brush it off, I mean he did nothing wrong in asking. But talking about my fa
*Soleil* The doorbell makes me jump slightly. On the way out to open I check myself in the mirror one last time. "Hi come on in". Luca flashes me a smile and walks inside. "I think we might even finish this up today". He says and goes to sit at the dining table. "Yeah we only have a few things left. But it is math, so this is you teaching me". I say taking a sip from my glass. "It's not that bad, Sol. It is just about following the formula". He says softly. "I was afraid you would say that. Is everything a damn formula ?" I ask with a sigh. He suppresses a laugh. "Nope there is exponentiation too". "Can't I bring you with me to the exam and you can hold up a card with helpful notes". I groan, looking pleadingly at him. "Well we could get you a wireless headset and then I can sit outfit, whispering in Your ear what to say". He says, sounding very enthusiastic. "Can we ?" "No". He shakes his head laughing softly, then he holds up his calculator. "Sinus, cosine or tangent ?"
"Soleil* I have gone for an evening walk, up the hill to the outdoor stage where they have viking plays every summer. The wind is playing with my hair, as I stand on the edge of the hill. Below me is the town sprayed out and in the distance I can see London. A new breeze makes me close my eyes, breathing in the fresh air, listening to the birds singing around me. Spring is turning slowly into early summer and this is when the year is reborn. I have read enough about wicca now. The web pages have taught me about connecting with nature to be one with everything. It is time for me to feel it with my own senses. With a sigh I turn to go sit on one of the little benches. I let my thoughts flow freely. It is weird, but it is like I still feel Luca, like his kiss left something lingering inside me. I haven't heard from him, but he might be in trouble with his mother, so I'll give him some space, certain he will call or text tomorrow at the latest. The last couple of days I have been thin
*Soleil*I am in a bad mood the next evening when I am riding my bike home to Davina. Actually I don't feel like going, but I won't let my mother win.There had been hell when I had announced that I wanted to go out with Davina again. I had to promise my mother that I wasn't about to dance naked in a field with hippies or start worshipping the devil, before she caved in and let me go."But you are coming home to sleep this time". She called after me, and pissed me even more off. I am turning eighteen in no time, but I have to come home and sleep.On the way I even contemplate bringing home some goth guy. Someone like Mark, with piercings and spiked hair, just to see how my mom would react. She would probably either throw me out or bar my windows till I was 30. The thought of how my mom's face would look makes me giggle and I am almost