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Chapter 15 - Let me go
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Chapter 15
Let me go
The last person that Sienna wanted to see was Apollo; but as the universe would have it, he was her 2:30 scheduled meeting. the meeting was the last meeting schedule for the day and Eric had gone home because she had sent him home knowing very well that he was lurking around the office in the wee hours of the morning doing ,god-knows-what so sending him home early was way for Sienna to get things done as efficiently as quickly as possible without him asking or second guessing her decisions with regards to what needed to be done on that day. Sienna was still worried about her father because he was behaving strangely.
This was the first time that he's ever gone through a trip and not checked in with her knowing very well that she tends to get worried when things don't go according to how he said they should go . Something was wrong; she could feel it in her heart, soul , an
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