It isn’t like most of them choose to be what they are, just like I didn’t choose to be the only daughter of one of the most celebrated hunters of all time.
Not that it even fucking mattered, they had my brothers, what did they need me for? Control. They wanted to control every aspect of our lives, right down to who we’d eventually marry. The high council made all our choices for us. But fuck that, not for much longer, not if I have any say in it.
I rounded the corner, and home was in my sights once more, but I didn’t feel joy when I saw the kitchen light come on, instead I felt dread. If my father was up this early it only meant one thing, it meant that when night came around, they would be going out. They'd be going hunting.
I pulled her earphones out of my ears when I reached the door, pulling the key from my bra and sticking in the lock, my father would know it was me. I didn’t need to make myself known. He'd have sensed me the moment I got close enough to smell.
My brothers were never out of bed before mid-day, though I suppose that it came with the job. Being up all night hunting the undead wasn’t an easy task. Not even for them.
I walked in and placed my earphones onto the small table just inside the doorway, grabbing the towel that I had left there before I left and carefully dying my damp skin. The last thing i need is to catch a cold.
Nathanial was already walking towards me, a second cup of coffee in his hand.
He knew me well enough to know I always had a black coffee after my morning run, it was as old as tradition, though normally I’d scroll on my phone or type out one of the short stories I like to write with the coffee in hand.
I wouldn’t normally drink it with company. Though today, it looked as though my father had other ideas.
I took the cup from him and gave a short nod, “Thanks.” I mumble.
“Why don’t you come sit at the table.” My father suggests, “We have something to discuss.”
Here he goes – I thought – This is where he tells me I have failed him again, for the hundredth time.
I follow him back into the small kitchen and sit down at the table just big enough for a family of four, dreading the next words that are about to leave his mouth.
“I think we have waited long enough.” He tells me as he pulls out his own chair, slumping down heavily, “The high council are demanding you make your first kill before the end of the month.”
My entire mood sours, “I thought you said that these things cannot be rushed?”
“Normally, they aren’t. But it has been a year since you turned eighteen and they have seen no improvement in your behaviour.” he rubs the spot between his eyebrows, “You can’t avoid it forever Mae, it is your duty to do as the council commands.”
I investigate the swirling black void of coffee, wondering if I could disappear into its depths without my father noticing. I just need a little more time, another month and everything will be ready, I’m just waiting for the passport.
As soon as I was out of the country, I’d be untraceable. They'd never find me.
I sigh, leaning my head against my hands, “Then i guess it has to be done, when are they sending the assignment?”
It isn’t like I can avoid it forever, but hopefully I could find a way to let another one go, vampires are more forgiving when you have a stake against their heart. They agree to almost anything.
“They already have.” Nathanial says, sliding a piece of paper across the table, “But we have to come with you, you must have a witness to confirm the kill.”
Great. - I sigh – So much for letting them go.
I look down at the piece of paper, a name and a photo of the creature I am supposed to destroy right there before my eyes, and though I have been trained to feel nothing but hatred towards the vampires, I don’t. I feel sorry for them, most of them are just trying to survive in secret, they don’t want trouble.
But the council believes that all creatures who aren’t human should be destroyed, regardless of if they are truly deserving or not. That is why I had to get away, I couldn’t live this life, and I could not keep lying to myself and to my family.
Everyone says that I was born to be a huntress, but they were wrong, my heart was too vast. I despised the thought of hurting someone who doesn’t deserve it.
No one is born into evil; it is circumstances that make us into something else. Something that we may have never wanted for ourselves.
And I do not want to be a huntress.
Fuck the high council and fuck my stupid ass father for agreeing that I need to make my first kill, i do not want to stand here in the middle of the cemetery and wait for the undead guy to arrive, but I have no choice. That choice was taken from me the moment I was born the most powerful female in the entire bloodline.My father had a plan of course, and he had gone to trap the vampire for me, he and my brothers would lead it back this way, so it was easier for me to make the kill. What they don't know however is that i have no intention of actually killing the creature. I’m going to let them go.The file said that they were an Nati vampire, which means they were born the way that they are, they didn’t choose it, just like I didn’t choose to be a hunter. I wasn’t going to kill him just because I was told that I must, I won’t let the council control me like they do everyone else I love.It’s not fucking happening.Not whilst I still have free will.“Mae, it is coming on the left.” Jake
I wake up in a hospital bed, though it wasn’t just any hospital, it was one of the strongholds of the high council, the ones that they used when the hunters and huntresses couldn’t go to a normal hospital. A human doctor wouldn’t understand what happened, and all they’d do is call the authorities. But a doctor hired by the hunter's council knew exactly how to treat someone who had been drained by a vampire. Luckily for me.Fuck, what was i thinking?I should have just killed the stupid Nati and got it all over with, at least then my father might have looked at me with an ounce of pride. I am nothing but a disappointment to him, even though I wish I wasn’t. He wants me to be as heartless as he and my brothers are, but I can’t. God, I am so stupid. Why do I have to make things so difficult for myself?The room I have been left in was small, it barely fit the bed and all the machines plus two small chairs, it was giving me major anxiety. I couldn’t wait to get out of here.The walls wer
Panic and anxiety tear through me at the same time as i scramble out of the bed, searching for my shoes, i quickly find them under one of the chairs and pull them on, ignoring the sharp pain in my back. The vampires had found the hospital, and they were coming to finish what they had started. They were coming to kill everyone.I had to warn them, even if it slows me down, I couldn't just leave everyone here to die.Maybe it was stupid, but I had to take the risk.I quickly stumble towards the door, my hand inches from the handle when I hear several screams from just outside, I was already too late. I couldn’t save them, not now, not without dying myself.I had none of my weapons on me, not even the dagger I normally keep in my sock, they take everything from you the minute you arrive. No weapons are allowed in the hospital.That rule just killed everyone here, maybe even me.I quietly walk backwards away from the door, my eyes wide as i make my way towards the window, making as little
I yawn, trying not to stretch out my body as the pain in my back worsens, I’ll definitely need some painkillers to help me. For some reason I am just not healing quick enough, and that is a problem. A very dangerous problem. But there is nothing I can do about it right now, so there is no point in worrying, the doctors will know what to do.The doctors, where are the doctors? I haven’t seen one in a while.I open my eyes, looking around the strange room that I haven’t seen before, my heart rate increasing rapidly. I’m no longer in the hospital, I realise, it was attacked and I … I was captured by the Nati vampire I spared.Fuck. Where has he taken me?I look around the room, dark maroon wallpaper lining the walls, a tv and a small sofa in the corner to my left and a bookshelf littered with books and a chair to my right. I was laid on a four poster bed, white curtains tied at the edge, and as comfortable as it was, I needed to get out of here before he comes back and decides to finish
I flinch back a little when he lifts his hand and strokes it down my cheek, every nerve in my face on fire, it’s like his touch awakens something in me that I never knew was there. And I don’t want it to be there, I don’t want to feel this way, I can’t feel this way. It’s too dangerous.What the fuck is wrong with me?“Open your legs.” He commands, removing his hand from my face and kneeling down in front of me.I clench my legs together instead, my heart racing inside of my chest, fighting to break through my breastbone. What is he going to do to me?“Open your legs, hunter.” He says again, more forceful this time, “I won’t tell you again.”Reluctantly, I do as he says, slowly opening my legs so that my underwear is exposed, and what’s underneath it.My body is tensed in apprehension, and I’m fighting to catch my breath, how can something be so terrifying and yet so exciting at the same time?“I’ve been wanting to taste you since the moment I laid eyes on you.” He says, slowly tracin
The Nati vampire watches me in silence as I eat the toast and drink the coffee that he brought, they were both cold, but I didn’t mind. It isn’t like I had an abundance of food and drink choices lying around. Nor did I have the courage to ask for something else. I’d much rather deal with scraps than ask him for anything.The way that he looks at me is different from anything I have experienced before, and it fills me with feelings that I don’t want to think about, feelings that will do nothing except get me killed.I have to tread very carefully around this creature if I ever want to make it out of here alive, and I intent to. I will not allow myself to be destroyed by him, in more ways than one.I place the empty coffee cup onto the window sill beside me and glance out of the window, I’d like nothing more than to go for an evening run to stretch my muscles and help my body heal, but I know that it wouldn’t be possible. He isn’t exactly going to let me run around his estate, and besid
“We can do this the easy way, or the hard way, little hunter.” he says, snarling in my face as my visions blurrs. “The choice is entirely yours but hear me when I say I can make your time here, much, much worse. Do you understand me?”I struggle to nod my head, my voice barely above a whisper, “Crystal clear.” I gasp.Mihai drops me, my back landing on the edge of the window sill as I crash into the ground, coughing as my lungs fill with as much air as they can.Why was he so impossibly strong? He was stronger than any other Nati I had ever met, and I have met my fair share of them over the years.Maybe I truly was lost to my family.I whimper as I try to stand, my back screaming at me in protest to the movement, landing on my back must have done more damage than I thought. I manage to move onto my hands and knees, crying out as another fit of coughing overtakes my lungs.Who knew that being choked could hurt so much. They never mentioned that in the books I read.Mihai takes a step t
I’m forced awake when the door slams open, the Nati vampire entering with a big smile on his face and a box in his hands. I slowly sit up, the pain in my back is slightly better, but I decide to be cautious anyway.“I’ve brought something for you.” Mihai says, placing the box onto the bed beside me.I stare at the box like touching it would give me leprosy, “No, thanks, I’m good.” i say, trying to politely decline.The Nati vampire frowns, “Open it.”I shake my head, “I don’t want to.”I'm not opening that god damn box, knowing my luck it’ll be the decapitated heads of my father and brothers.“I suggest you open it, little hunter, i only have so much patience.” He warns, his eyes flashing a deep crimson red.Fuck, then i guess i have no choice.Anxiety spirals through my mind like a tidal wave, I am really hoping that it isn’t anything gruesome. It's not that i can’t handle it, it’s more that if it is someone i care about, I can’t kick his ass for it. Not in the state I am in.My body
When i wake i am surrounded by darkness, and i quickly realise that it must be the middle of the night, i switch the lamp on that’s beside the bed and jump when i see Mihai is sat in one of the chairs at the other end of the room.“How long was i asleep?” i ask, desperately trying to break the silence.He stares at me for several seconds, and says nothing, my brain wondering if he is even there or if my imagination is running wild.He must be angry with me, but it wasn’t my fault, i had no idea Sean would be out these, otherwise i would have stayed inside.“I gave you freedom, and this is how you repay me.” He says, slowly rising to his feet. “Perhaps i should rethink our arrangement.”“You’ve got it all wrong.” i say, panic swelling in my chest. “I didn’t know that Sean would be out there when i decided to go for a run.”“And how did he find this place?” he asks, fury in his voice. “Did you contact your father again?”I shake my head, “No, i didn’t.” i say, “I haven’t contacted anyon
Panic swims through my chest and attaches itself to my heart like a parasite, and i cannot stop myself from whimpering and dropping to my knees, ready to beg for my brother's life. Because although a part of me is angry that he would have killed me, i know that it would have hurt him to do so, even if it was only a small amount.My father has already lost me, i cannot allow him to lose a son too, it’d destroy him, especially after what happened to my mother.“Please Mihai.” I plead, my voice small, “Let my brother go.”Mihai glances back at me, but he does not loosen his grip on my brother who is slowly turning blue. He's going to suffocate, and i can’t even muster to strength to do anything about it. I feel so broken inside.My brother was going to kill me, and i was going to let him, why? Why should i give up my life because i haven’t taken the path that my family wanted me to?“This vermin is your brother?” Mihai asks, looking at me in disgust. “He was going to kill you.”Tears sli
I quickly change into some joggers and a sports bra, deciding that now was probably the best time to go for a run, especially seen as Mihai was busy trying to figure out why the staff were trying to starve me. I wasn’t worried about the cold this time, if i kept moving i would barely even feel it. That's the hope anyway, the jumper i wore last time was much too thick to run in.I can’t wait until Mihai keeps his promise to me and buys me a new phone, i prefer to run with music blasting in my ears. It calms me down like nothing else can.I slip out of the bedroom, noticing that the hall was empty of guards, and whilst i found it odd that no one was around, i didn’t question it. They're probably busy with something else. I'm sure there are more important things they can do than watch my door all day.I walk down the stairs with a smile on my face, it feels so refreshing to be able to walk around on my own, and it feels even better to be able to leave the bedroom without always facing a
I shouldn’t have eaten that last bite of chocolate cheesecake, my stomach feels like it is about to explode, and i can barely move. I now know what people mean when they say death by chocolate, because fuck, i feel like I'll be joining the land of the dead soon.Either that or I'll be on the toilet for the rest of my life, however short that may be. Who knows, i may even die on the toilet, just like Elvis did. That would be one hell of a story for Mihai to tell his great grandchildren.I follow Mihai back to the room, huffing and puffing the entire way, my stomach on the verge of throwing away the entire meal i just had.Mihai opens the door for me, “I think you need to lay down, little hunter.” He laughs, “you sound like you are going to explode.”“I feel like it too.” I moan, collapsing onto the bed. “I shouldn’t have eaten so much.”“Perhaps not.” He chuckles, helping me take my clothes off, and my fluffy socks.“It’s your fault.” I groan, shoving my face into the pillow, “If you k
“I’m six hundred and seventy this year, Jarlen is eighty years younger.” Mihai says, swirling his glass of red liquid.I don’t need to ask if it is wine he’s going to drink, because I know it isn’t, it is too thick to be wine, and if I think about it much more, I’ll puke before I even eat.Six hundred and seventy, and he fucks like a young man, aren’t I lucky?“You don’t look it.” I quip, smiling at him.“I should hope not, I paid a lot to look this good.” Mihai jokes, winking at me.Just as I am about to respond a serves comes in, bringing the three bowls of spaghetti pasta and meatballs. My stomach once again growling hungrily.I hope it tastes as good as it looks, because I am starving, and if I wait any longer to eat, there really will be nothing left of me. I didn’t eat whilst i was in the cell, it was like i had been forgotten about, and maybe i had. Not that it mattered anymore, Mihai promised me that things will change, and i believe him.i have no choice but to believe him, b
Mihai leaves shortly after our conversation, but he leaves with the promise that he will return within the hour and this time, he will bring me down for dinner. No more eating alone in my room. No more locked doors and impossible relationships. He promised me that i can have a life here, a life that i want, so long as i stay within the grounds of the mansion and follow his rules.If following some small meaningless rules means that i can have a life of freedom instead of one of confinement, then bring it on.Part of me is till shocked that he would ever consider giving me freedom, but he said if he wanted to be to one day be here by my own choice, he had to make some room for me to be who i am. For me to be myself.He also promised me a laptop and a phone, so I'll still have some contact with the outside world, even if it is limited to just my family.But, should i contact my family? Sure i can let them know i am safe, but I'd also have to tell them that i can never come back to them.
I wake up slowly, my back and neck hurting from the awkward position i managed to fall asleep in on the lumpy stained mattress, only, when i opened my eyes i was no longer in the cell. I was back in the room that i had grown used to, and i was alone, Mihai nowhere in sight.I don’t mind being alone, i had grown used to it since being here, and it wasn’t always a bad thing. The bad things came when Mihai visited me, and when i see him all my common sense seems to drain away, leaving me with nothing but lust.I keep telling myself that i don’t want anything to do with him, or what he does to my body, but then he makes me melt under the intensity of his gaze and i turn into a living puddle. He is my enemy, and he should stay that way, especially after locking me in a cell just because i shook a man's hand. Granted the Nati got it a whole lot worse than i did, he got his heart ripped out and his body burned.I shake my head, pushing away the thoughts that try and drown me in sorrow, and i
It got worse, so much fucking worse, and here i am, stuck in the fucking dungeon bellow the mansion, shivering my ass off because there isn’t any heating down here in the bowls of hell. Fuck, you say hi to one fucking Nati vampire and Mihai goes all crazy on me and throws me in the dungeon.If he had told me that i wasn’t supposed to talk to anyone then that would have been fine, but no, he goes insane and rips the guys heart out of his chest and then drags me down to the basement and locks me in a literal cell.The guy has some trust issues, that’s for sure.I jump when a sound of heavy boots coming down the stairs alerts me that someone is close, and i really don’t want to see anyone, not now. I want to be left alone to stew in my anger.A blonde haired Nati comes into view, with the same dark eyes as Mihai, and sits on a small stool outside of the cell, watching me.This has to be the creepiest shit I've even been through, is he trying to intimidate me?He does realise i am the dau
It isn’t fair that he’s so breathtakingly handsome, it must be some sort of cruel joke inflicted on me by the universe. “Do it again, and i will drape you over my knee and show you who you belong to.” He threatens, his voice thick with lust.I have to force myself not to react, and not to roll my eyes, especially not to roll my eyes, because I've never been threatened like that before, and I'm not even sure that i won’t enjoy it. In fact, i am almost certain that i would enjoy it, and that is the problem.Or maybe i am the problem, i haven’t quite decided yet.“Don’t make promises you don’t plan on keeping.” I say, raising a single eyebrow as i watch him.I feel the pressure of his cock digging into my ass, and i can’t help but gasp when his hand wraps around my throat, the images of what we did the night before clouding my mind.“I never make empty threats, little hunter.” He purrs in my ear, tightening his grasp around my neck.“Good to know.” I gasp out, trying my best to breathe w