When i wake up, i am all alone in the room, and whilst i expected nothing else, a pang of hurt bubbles in my chest, lodging itself there like a pest who doesn’t want to leave. I gave him the most delicate parts of me, and he has taken them as though they mean absolutely nothing, maybe less than nothing. I should’ve expected nothing else, after all, he can have any woman that he wishes, all he has to do is take them.
Perhaps i was some sort of challenge to him because i resisted his touch at first, maybe it was my compliance that he wanted, not me. He just wanted to prove that he could use me whenever he wanted to. I'm sure of it. And i let him, i let him have the part of me that i refused to give to anyone else.
Shame slithers through my mind like a snake nesting in a new place, and i cannot shake the fact that perhaps all his words were just to make me softer towards him. He wants a obedient pet, not a woman.
I shake my head, wincing when i climb of the bed and onto my feet, the ache between my legs a reminder of what i had let him do to me.
I stumble across the room and into the bathroom, turning on the shower as hot as i can stand it and allowing it to burn away the memories of what i had done.
I know it won’t be the last time he uses my body, but it’ll be the last time that i give it to him willingly, we are supposed to be enemies. My father has killed hundreds of his kind, and so has my brothers. I should be no different. But i am.
I am different.
My heart will not allow me to kill those who i do not believe deserve it, and i do not agree that all Nati should die simply because of what they are. Maybe that makes me stupid or childish to hold out for the hope that one day there shall be peace, but i want it so bad that i can barely stand it.
I don’t want to spend my life fighting, even if it is all i have ever known.
I jump when i hear the outer door open, knowing that it is Mihai, i climb out of the shower and turn off the water, wrapping a towel around my body.
“Little hunter.” He calls, “I’ve brought you breakfast.”
I smile at the thought, walking back into the bedroom, i thought that when i finally saw him again I'd hate him as much as my heart does, but i don’t. He's wearing a pair of trousers that hang from his hips, and a grey T-shirt he has tucked into them, he looks so casual, something that isn’t usually the look he goes for. And yet, he is gorgeous.
“I had hoped to return before you woke up.” He says, leading me towards the sofa, “I wanted to serve you breakfast in bed.”
I frown, all my thoughts of hate slipping away, “Does that mean you stayed the entire time?” i ask, sitting down next to him on the sofa.
He places the tray on the small table and pulls it around the sofa so it's in front of me, “Not the entire time, i thought you’d be hungry when you woke up.”
My heart swells with something i cannot name. I was wrong about him; he didn’t just use me and throw me aside. He was getting me breakfast and making sure i had enough rest.
Maybe he isn’t the man i accused him of being.
“Thank you.” I murmur nervously, picking up the coffee and taking a long drink, noticing that it once again had milk and sugar in. “You didn’t have to go to any trouble for me.”
“My dearest Mae, it was no trouble at all.” He says, watching me with a smile on his face, “sometimes i forget that you need food in order to survive, and i haven’t treated you as well as i should have, but that is going to change.”
I place the cup down and pick up the round pastry that smells a lot like cinnamon, taking a small bite as i chose my next words very carefully. “What do you mean when you say that it is all going to change?” i ask.
He leans back, watching the ceiling. “Well, we will start by you finishing your breakfast, and once you do, i thought that we could both go for a run together?”
He sounds so vulnerable, he asked me as though i would refuse and throw the pastry at his head, but i would never do that. He has shown me kindness, he said that he wanted me to be his and his alone, and that if i agree, i will get more freedom. Perhaps this is what he meant.
While i use to love going for runs on my own, i know that asking for it would be rude, and maybe he’d take the other back. I'd rather run beside him than not at all, and he is better than anyone else.
“I’d love that.” I say softly, “I’d love to go for a run.”
He smiles widely, “Then there are a few rules that we must go over.”
Of course there are rules, i am a prisoner, not a guest. I need to remember that. Otherwise, i am only going to get myself hurt.
“What are the rules?” i ask, shovelling more of the pastry into my mouth.
Maybe this is what sex does to the body, because i am fucking starving, i could eat seven of these pastries and still want more.
He is silent for a moment whilst i finish the pastry, quickly moving onto the scrambled egg and bacon, it isn’t as good as when my father used to make it for me, but it is ok. It is edible.
“They are simple really.” He finally says, his voice a little bit colder. “Do not run from me if i tell you to stop, do not leave the trail and always obey any command i give.” He sighs a little, “I’m not going to lie to you, Mae, it is a test, one that you can fail if you don’t listen to me, and if you fail you will be stuck in this room again, all alone. Do you understand.”
I forcefully swallow the bacon that suddenly tastes sour, my heart dropping into the endless pit below my stomach where it has gone to die. He still doesn't trust me.
He doesn’t trust that i won’t run the first chance that i get.
“I understand.” I say, looking away from him, “If obedience is the price of freedom, I'll do it.”
One moment he cradles my heart gently in his hands and the next he throws it into a fire of despair. How i am ever supposed to know which one he wants?
I just have to look on the bright side, at least i am finally getting out of this room.
I practically inhale the rest of breakfast and rush into the closet to find something that i can wear for the run, excitement bubbling through my skin like a shock of electricity. It has been weeks since i was last able to go out for a run, and whilst i have to do it with Mihai by my side, i couldn’t be happier.I know I'm a prisoner, and i know that he could change his mind at any moment and decide to keep me locked up in this room, but i also know that he won’t. He is testing me. He's going to see if i run or not given the chance, and i am not going to, not whilst he is watching me. I need to build up his trust first.If i blow this, i blow all further chances of getting out of this room, and i am not willing to do it, especially when i know that i will fail.Mihai has a plan, he will have something in place, or someone to make sure that the skies come down on me should i try to escape.But i am not stupid, i used surprise the last time that i tried, and i failed, now it has gone, i
It isn’t fair that he’s so breathtakingly handsome, it must be some sort of cruel joke inflicted on me by the universe. “Do it again, and i will drape you over my knee and show you who you belong to.” He threatens, his voice thick with lust.I have to force myself not to react, and not to roll my eyes, especially not to roll my eyes, because I've never been threatened like that before, and I'm not even sure that i won’t enjoy it. In fact, i am almost certain that i would enjoy it, and that is the problem.Or maybe i am the problem, i haven’t quite decided yet.“Don’t make promises you don’t plan on keeping.” I say, raising a single eyebrow as i watch him.I feel the pressure of his cock digging into my ass, and i can’t help but gasp when his hand wraps around my throat, the images of what we did the night before clouding my mind.“I never make empty threats, little hunter.” He purrs in my ear, tightening his grasp around my neck.“Good to know.” I gasp out, trying my best to breathe w
It got worse, so much fucking worse, and here i am, stuck in the fucking dungeon bellow the mansion, shivering my ass off because there isn’t any heating down here in the bowls of hell. Fuck, you say hi to one fucking Nati vampire and Mihai goes all crazy on me and throws me in the dungeon.If he had told me that i wasn’t supposed to talk to anyone then that would have been fine, but no, he goes insane and rips the guys heart out of his chest and then drags me down to the basement and locks me in a literal cell.The guy has some trust issues, that’s for sure.I jump when a sound of heavy boots coming down the stairs alerts me that someone is close, and i really don’t want to see anyone, not now. I want to be left alone to stew in my anger.A blonde haired Nati comes into view, with the same dark eyes as Mihai, and sits on a small stool outside of the cell, watching me.This has to be the creepiest shit I've even been through, is he trying to intimidate me?He does realise i am the dau
I wake up slowly, my back and neck hurting from the awkward position i managed to fall asleep in on the lumpy stained mattress, only, when i opened my eyes i was no longer in the cell. I was back in the room that i had grown used to, and i was alone, Mihai nowhere in sight.I don’t mind being alone, i had grown used to it since being here, and it wasn’t always a bad thing. The bad things came when Mihai visited me, and when i see him all my common sense seems to drain away, leaving me with nothing but lust.I keep telling myself that i don’t want anything to do with him, or what he does to my body, but then he makes me melt under the intensity of his gaze and i turn into a living puddle. He is my enemy, and he should stay that way, especially after locking me in a cell just because i shook a man's hand. Granted the Nati got it a whole lot worse than i did, he got his heart ripped out and his body burned.I shake my head, pushing away the thoughts that try and drown me in sorrow, and i
Mihai leaves shortly after our conversation, but he leaves with the promise that he will return within the hour and this time, he will bring me down for dinner. No more eating alone in my room. No more locked doors and impossible relationships. He promised me that i can have a life here, a life that i want, so long as i stay within the grounds of the mansion and follow his rules.If following some small meaningless rules means that i can have a life of freedom instead of one of confinement, then bring it on.Part of me is till shocked that he would ever consider giving me freedom, but he said if he wanted to be to one day be here by my own choice, he had to make some room for me to be who i am. For me to be myself.He also promised me a laptop and a phone, so I'll still have some contact with the outside world, even if it is limited to just my family.But, should i contact my family? Sure i can let them know i am safe, but I'd also have to tell them that i can never come back to them.
“I’m six hundred and seventy this year, Jarlen is eighty years younger.” Mihai says, swirling his glass of red liquid.I don’t need to ask if it is wine he’s going to drink, because I know it isn’t, it is too thick to be wine, and if I think about it much more, I’ll puke before I even eat.Six hundred and seventy, and he fucks like a young man, aren’t I lucky?“You don’t look it.” I quip, smiling at him.“I should hope not, I paid a lot to look this good.” Mihai jokes, winking at me.Just as I am about to respond a serves comes in, bringing the three bowls of spaghetti pasta and meatballs. My stomach once again growling hungrily.I hope it tastes as good as it looks, because I am starving, and if I wait any longer to eat, there really will be nothing left of me. I didn’t eat whilst i was in the cell, it was like i had been forgotten about, and maybe i had. Not that it mattered anymore, Mihai promised me that things will change, and i believe him.i have no choice but to believe him, b
I squirm beneath him, rolling my hips so he can get impossibly deeper, and it feels fucking amazing, he is amazing. He touches me with so much passion, and so much desperation that it shakes me inside out. But that's a good thing. Moments like these are what i live for. I scream, throwing my head back as i orgasm all over his dick, my mystery man thrusting deeper as he cums inside of me. We didn't wear protection, but that doesn't matter. I like to break the rules. I look up at his face, trying to see who it was who rocked my world for me, but just as our eyes meet, mine fly open, and i am transported back to my small bedroom in a rundown house. I can’t remember the last time that my life felt normal, in fact, it had been abnormal for so long that I had almost forgotten what normal was. Almost. But I had kind of come to terms with the fact I will never know what it feels like to have friends or know what it is like to attend a public school. It is just something that I must live
It isn’t like most of them choose to be what they are, just like I didn’t choose to be the only daughter of one of the most celebrated hunters of all time.Not that it even fucking mattered, they had my brothers, what did they need me for? Control. They wanted to control every aspect of our lives, right down to who we’d eventually marry. The high council made all our choices for us. But fuck that, not for much longer, not if I have any say in it.I rounded the corner, and home was in my sights once more, but I didn’t feel joy when I saw the kitchen light come on, instead I felt dread. If my father was up this early it only meant one thing, it meant that when night came around, they would be going out. They'd be going hunting.I pulled her earphones out of my ears when I reached the door, pulling the key from my bra and sticking in the lock, my father would know it was me. I didn’t need to make myself known. He'd have sensed me the moment I got close enough to smell.My brothers were