Sicily, Italy
15 years ago
“ Mama…”, my voice chokes between giggles, my fragile body goes across the fields as the branches lightly wound my skin, but it doesn't hurt, because I am anesthetized by happiness.
Our final destination is an almond tree, it is almost the end of winter and brings with it the renewal of another season. We stretch our bodies out on the green field and our eyes slowly follow the sway of the fragile white petals that hold within them a little secret in pink and pinches of gold in the form of pollen.
“ They remind me of the orchids from my homeland. They are called Orchid Miltonia....”, words that are difficult for a child.
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A Week LaterJesus said, "But I tell you, do not resist an evil person, but whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn to him the other also.To turn the other cheek is not to surrender to anger, but to be wise in the way we react to injustices and violence suffered, so that God is glorified in our actions and reactions. As we react by repaying evil with good, we impact people with a strong testimony about the action of the Eternal in our lives.“Amen!”, say the faithful present in leather.The church is almost full. It gives me a sense of peace to know that everyone present here is as flawed as I am. I have not come after forgiveness like the others, just relief from my sins. The candles bring a little l
In the past, a French marquis prophesied that there is a desire to oppress others by using power. Therefore, there should be the freedom to indulge in lust in order to have unrestricted pleasure, and thus satisfy our oppressed desires. Because somewhere in our mind, there are desires that we are not able to confess. However, if we had just one chance, or rather one night to fulfill them, and in the end, there were no memories left to remind us how cruel we can be between four walls, can you imagine how divine it would be? Just a glass of untouched red wine on the table and later you will be invited to our paradise... “ Chloé, you are a genius…”,comments one of the girls as she notices that on more than a dozen tables glasses of wine are served and remain untouched. “ I
“ Suzy?!”, It's Jean and he recognized my voice.“ Pardon, mademoiselle! It's just my car key, I didn't mean to scare you! I came to get Amelia who is not feeling very well and I ended up going in through the back door. It's all dark outside and you can hardly tell where the entrance or exit is.”For a moment I assumed that he had found out something about me and would make use of the dark to reveal a sleeping demon inside him who awoke with a thirst for revenge, therefore, nothing could be fairer than to murder the daughter of the man who dictated her father's death. However, it is all just a coincidence, an unfortunate one at that.“ In fact, from lawyer to murderer would be an ironic twist!”
Knowing that CEO Adam Arnault is on the other side of the door has cooled my sexual instincts, causing my reason to take over. This in turn completely ignored all the hard-on I had experienced so far.In one thing Amelia may be the owner of the truth: I have lost a lot, including my daughter. So I can't allow a mere moment of lust to put my future with the heir of the enemy family in check. Because that is what will happen if he walks through that door, for the simple reason that they have never shared the same woman, not when one of them is truly in love as Jean is with me. In the end, their friendship will always prevail, unless one day I manage to be the biggest doom Adam will ever run into, and for that, I need Jean to get out of my way.“ Oh, shit! He's my best friend. It must be something important”,he says, g
“Suzy!”, he calls back. However, I retrace my steps, pretending to be talking on my cell phone and not answering for the name he shouts with more intensity with each attempt to get my attention.The cab would take a few minutes and this man is about to run to take me in his arms.I cross my fingers and silently ask all the saints for an escape that was.Mon dieu, I just need a light....“ Jean! “, someone calls out to him, and I know that voice.Adam Arnault?God, I asked for a light, not my doom served in one round.
The day has dawned and with it the feeling that the dawn has gone in the blink of an eye. I remain in a state of alertness, however, it no longer scares me at all that Jean knows my real name. I doubt very much that he will find anything to talk about.In Sicily, my name appears to foreigners only associated with the family's wine business. And the most he will find out is that I am a young, single woman, since the marriage to Anthony was a contract.At the time I was still seventeen and it would have been too bureaucratic and flashy a process to get court authorization to conceive our union. So we opted for a formal contract in the presence of witnesses, so that we would share the powers over the property left by papà.In short, he is only a proxy for our
I didn't have to look twice to recognize all the features similar to my father's features stamped on this woman's face, albeit without the pride that came with being a leader and in control of a power parallel to the state itself.Without a doubt, it is she, my sister Lorena, standing right in front of me, staring at me with as much perplexity as I allowed my fingers to show in the first seconds of the impact of our reunion when our eyes met.I had no way of guessing that this surprise party would be hers; I know her birthday by heart and it's not today. However, she made sure to give a fresh start to her life and her new identity, just as Daddy gave her a departure that was registered for us as the date of her death. So, Lorena Tatiane Calderone, my sister, is dead and of that I cannot forget....
One week laterDesiré noire, or black desire, is what I call my leisure space for the city's wealthiest people. It is not prepotent to say that I have managed to make it one of the best in Paris. All the furniture, equipment and drinks are of the best quality, not to mention the lights and velvets that guarantee a touch of luxury, and there is even a stage where dancing is done to serve up sensuality and make the clients salivate like hungry dogs waiting for a reward.I won't deny that it was a risky bet to invest all my hard-earned money on our opening night, however, for great achievements, great bets are needed. And what consoles me, is that this bet is minimal compared to the real risk I will take tonight...“ Has anyone ever told you that you are a crazy pe
I burst out laughing at the scene. She barely knows how to hold a gun. “ Don't be stupid, Larissa. I'm sure your only mission here is to cause me the displeasure of your company during my return to my home. A home that doesn't belong to Anthony, and certainly not to you. You are a mere pawn in this game that Anthony revels in thinking he can strike me. Now put that fucking gun away that you don't even know how to use and let's get out of here.”, I retrace my steps to meet my luggage. “ Don't move, Chloe! Or I'll shoot.”, she threatens, “You won't come home. You won't see your daughter. I know that if you come back you will convince Anthony to forgive you and everything will be fine for you as always.” I stop, not because I owe her obedience. But, because I need to watch how far she is willing to go: “Hum and what do you intend to do? Murder me?” “Yes, I will murder you. Tell me how it feels to be about to die by the hand of stupid Lari?”, she wants to match a crazy woman in some m
It wasn't long before my aunt's suspicions were confirmed to be idiotic, so dismissed by my happiness when not even nausea could stop me from feeling so willing, at least emotionally.The CEO revealed himself to have a hidden joking side or just could not see himself missing the opportunity for the first time to be in charge of a situation that in no way would I know how to handle myself. The dispute would only end with both of us accepting rewards, me with his blazer and him holding me in his arms. The silence joined the night that came and we stopped to look at the sky and would have taken our time if it weren't for an icy breeze irritating my skin.“ I'm staying with him!”, I wrap myself even tighter in his blazer.“ Of course you can take it!”, he grants not only the garment but also a kiss.“ I'll be right back!”, he walks away, no need to ask why. I see land in sight, and soon we are on what resembles a beanstalk. I soon find that my vision has betrayed me, and it is only 15
The CEO bet even though he knew the game was a farce, he preferred fun to lucidity, the turmoil of the losers, and the vanity of him being the first even though, deep down, it wasn't true. Wouldn't it be the same with our relationship? Are we both lying, I to him and he to himself even though the signs are clear? And that before long, he will reveal that from the beginning it was a game, he knows who I am and he loves my demons just as I love his ocean eyes. No matter how crooked the path to this point has been, but he is willing to take all the risks. Not like a prince saving his beloved, but like a true mobster, a learning that is not born in a week, let alone a day. A day that confuses me with seconds as I watch Adam dress in his usual black, rejecting the simplicity of the disguise we agreed to have here. He easily sets himself up as a target, and running away is definitely not an option. That's what we did by coming here, but distance is only an obstacle for those who need an e
California, dawn“Am I still welcome in your house and in your life?”, It's Luigi, who has sneaked in. It's not a surprise to me. In fact, I've been waiting for you since I left the casino and came home. Me, sitting on the porch and him beside me, the dawn spreads in the sky right in front of us and the sea hardly imitates a sound so as not to break the peace that surrounds us all. Luigi, also surrendered, decides to sit down, waiting for me to give him his final sentence. However, my internal judgment is lengthy. My senses do not wish to miss a detail of the spectacle. It is sublime and unbelievably, there is nothing that nature asks in return to give it to us.“ If you fear that I am going to throw you out of my life, should I consider that you have done something wrong?”, my eyes are satisfied and my attention is offered to the man next to me.“ No, you know I haven't. I just don't know to what extent what we have matters more than how you feel about Adam.”“ I recognize how much
“Don't you ever lose the habit of asking questions you know the answer to?”, I close the door behind me so tightly that it is enough to hide the rapid beating of my heart. My nostrils need air on behalf of my lungs desperate to bail out, my mind one step away from hitching its anxiety.“Our argument hasn't even started, and already reason has gone your way”, he smiles cynically, keeping the gun pointed at Adam's head, opting for circular motions on his leather to test my lucidity, “ You were raised to have it all, to own it all. The Great Frances! I thought that by taking everything away from you, you would come back to me. But no! You found it!”, he pulls the gun away from the CEO and sits down next to Adam's body lying on a couch, “Is he the one stopping you from loving me, Francisca? The son-in-law of your father's dreams who should be dead?”Anthony again positions the gun in his direction, and I know that his life depends on my answer. It's logical that I need to remain indiff
“ I have never seen such a sexy and sophisticated manager.... “, Adam is dazzled, I can see him through his reflection in the mirror, which reminds me of Anthony's presence in scenes like this, although their looks and gestures are incomparable.“ My job is a bit peculiar. I won't be there to serve, just pretend I'm a stupid, silly, rich girl they can pass off as. Then they will be attracted to spend money. A sort of camouflaged manager”, I shrug, swiping my lipstick.“ That's dishonest”, he assesses. “And entering a casino expecting honesty is naïve, Monsieur Arnault…”, I do the final touches, making sure there is not a grain of sand left on my scalp. It was an endless struggle to get rid of them. A sacrifice that left no regrets when it was two hours well spent of the purest pleasure. And I would love to continue it through these white walls and huge glass windows that bring the sea closer even though it is a hundred meters away. The house in no way resembles Arnault's residence
California, presentEvery day millions of people travel. For many, just another ordinary day of time saved by one of the greatest inventions of all time; for others, the airplane is not just a machine. It is our genie in the lamp, where we lean back, close our eyes and imagine the dreams we yearn to come true. And if distance is the only obstacle, the dream is one step away from our hands as soon as the plane touches the runway to our point of arrival. But when distance is not the obstacle, how can that lamp help us if the problem lives in us and we simply cannot run away from who we are?“There will be a car waiting for us.”, Adam says, bringing me back to the present.We are waiting to choose our bags among so many others.“ Hopefully without a driver, I'll love to spend some time alone with you…”, my voice is sly, accompanied by a mischievous smile.“ You are so complicated, Chloé! “, he looks at me like I'm a riddle, “ One minute you wish I had security guards and chauffeurs, the
One day laterToday the Desiré noire did not open. The tables are empty and the silence is frightening for those who are used to seeing a full house. It is clear that I will lose a lot of money by having the doors closed. But our reunion could not be in a place other than one of CEO Adam Arnault's favorite spots. The atmosphere would stir up memories for him, and to erase the bad ones, you need an extra dose of what makes you feel at home. So tonight, no more pubs or wandering the streets like two inconsequential teenagers.It will be drinking from the best in the bar and loving like the first time.Yet, with every passing minute, it gives me anxiety not to see him walk through that door. I can't believe that Adam would be so proud as to not accept an invitation from me. After all it has been a long time since our fight. And before anyone accuses me that 24 hours is not much time, in my defense, I will say that an eternity can happen in seconds. So there is no point in waiting for hi
“ You were really serious about hurting him. That can't have been pretty…”, appreciates Luigi as he finds me picking up the shards of glass from the floor and throwing them into a bag.He arrived ten minutes after Adam left. That was the time for me to put on some clothes, wipe my tears and drink a cup of pure coffee that would make anyone awake from the feeling of still being sleepy.“ I always do what has to be done, Luigi. You gave Anthony your word, I wouldn't make you break it a second time. I have a lot to thank you for, my friend.”, I say it sincerely and I just can't stand up to hug you because our time is short.“ You will always have my loyalty and so will your descendants.”“ What descendants? I have decided to live as if my daughter doesn't exist, and a second child is not in the plans.”, I continue to pick up the shrapnel while trying to keep my attention on her reasoning.“ Francisca, that day Anthony said that having you back is a priority not just out of spite, he nee