R.kelly - If I could turn back the hands of time.
And you had enough love for the both of us, but I did you wrong.
Mason Donovan had quit gazing and analyzing the ladies who littered the bar by the minute as he waited for his friend's arrival. He realized himself sorting out their flaws in comparison to his next of heart.
How stupid he'd been and still was; his daily anthem.
Like New York like Australia, the ladies were all similar with idiotic and pretentious sass coursing through their veins. Gold-diggers, sex maniacs, flirts, and seductive goddesses. Mason had gotten so good in the job of women's statistics that he knew exactly the right column to classify every one of them.
He sipped on his drink as his left leg shook beneath the table in anxiety.
Out of all the ladies he'd gone out with before and after Cass, Neither of them could meet up to a quarter of 'her' standards in every aspect. She was just special in more ways than less that he got blinded.
Talking about her. He could still picture the last time he'd seen her, it wasn't the most pleasant encounter, in revenge, it was the worst he'd ever had with a lady in his life! That night, her tear-streaked face had glittered in the black darkness seemingly washing away the freckles— he had come to love— that splotched on her pretty face, her stylish owned Auburn hair had appeared unpolished. That same night, he could recall his last feel of her frail body quivering in his arms as she cried bitterly, the sourness in her tone when she pleaded on him to run away with her. But he knew more than to listen to her.
His life would've been on the hunt if he did that and his career would've evaporated in his face like a puddle of water on a sunny day.
If only he could turn back time. On second thought, what would he have changed about that night without a fraction of his life disrupted? Nothing.
Mason's anticipation of vacating Australia ceased as long as four days ago when he stepped his leather boots on New York's grounds; the air was ever so congested but oddly refreshing. The streets, ever so busy yet spread a sense of calmness. Even though the emotion sensitive part of his interior was at war, home remained home.
Five years wasn't five months.
Too busty.
He evaluated a hazelnut-skinned beauty who majestically walked toward the bar like a runway model. Her body confiscated a pertinent almost see-through silky white dress. The way she smiled was unique with her ponytail swaying at each step. Upon reaching the barstool, her purse rested on the table before her body came next on the stool adjacent to his.
"Something not quite strong, please," she ordered in a sophisticated baritone voice.
On closer inspection, her oval face comprised of a pair of tiny seductive eyes distinguished by a short but cute nose above glossy round lips. Her edges, so sleek that it must have taken an eternity to have it designed that way.
"Staring is rude," she remarked before kissing the rim of her glass.
"How'd you know I'm staring if you aren't doing same?" He made a forty-five-degree swivel and saw her smile in the glass then play with the lemon ring on its rim once it kissed the table again.
"There's a sense of feel, did you know?"
Mason chuckled and she joined. Perhaps he concluded a little too fast. Some New York girls based on his five seconds logistics could certainly be witty yet, nonsensical.
"Angela," she introduced with a pinch of seductive moves as she extended a palm to him.
Prove me wrong. He silently prayed.
If there was ever a time he wished to be wrong, it was in one like this. Even though the lady wasn't ninety percent physically his sample, she still had an effect on him as long as she didn't halt his manhood from reacting. Hopefully, he classified her wrong to not turn him off.
Don't give an alias.
"You can call me Angel. People tell me I look like one," she chuckled probably expecting him to confirm it.
"Norbert," his palm met hers.
"Norbert," she repeated scrunching her brows as if the soup felt suddenly odd. "never came across that name before. You're the first."
"Am I supposed to be...flattered?"
Mason sensed his rod shrink to the shaft; cases as such where he met girls who carried all the criteria were thin. Like a kid who'd suddenly had enough after two scoops of chocolate cake he once yearned for, Mason silently prayed for his friend to show up.
"If you wish," she sipped on her glass, her eyes not departing his. They were switching to another alluring stir. "So...Norbert, tell me about this neighborhood. You must be an oldie."
Oh, God!
She just used an old trick to get to know where he lived. He was certainly not going to fall in that shit.
Mason glared at his phone for any missed calls in case it was on mute or he was too preoccupied to notice.
"I know precisely nothing about this place as you. I'm a tourist by the way and I'm here for a very short time."
"Oh," her little eyes opened an inch. "Tourist, you say?" she asked rhetorically, "I so admire you guys; touring from one country to the other, experiencing different cultures, food, infrastructure, and—" Mason glared at his phone again.
"Looks like we're going to have an intruder any moment soon," she remarked.
"Uh...yeah. A fellow tourist. He'll be here under a minute," he lied.
"Oh, ok then, Norbert," she stylishly evacuated her seat, "thanks for your company," she pulled. He knew she was expecting something. She wanted him to demand her number but he was in the best position to know not to do that.
"You might want to get my number in case you wish to hook up sometime before leaving."
Not wanting to crush her little ego, Mason handed his phone to her. Two seconds burnt and the phone returned to his grip. Not long after she left, his long-awaited friend showed up with a grin that made Mason want to knock his spirit out of his lean body.
"Dude, that's so not cool," Mason attacked.
"I'm sorry I had so much on my plate. At least tell me you got her number."
"Begrudgingly," he frowned, "I just deleted it."
Norton gestured to the bartender for his usual then faced his friend, "You have to move on, for real. It's been a long time already, don't you think?"
Mason stared at the nearly thawed ice floating on his drink. "I know. But if I have to do that it'll be with just one person."
"Then what are you waiting for to get to her?" Norton sipped his drink.
"I'm afraid, man," he confessed, "for all I know she might be happily married with kids. I screwed up. Big time."
Norton placed his hand on his friend's shoulder, "don't just sit here and keep presuming. Confirm it; find her, make things right if she isn't married, but if she is," he shrugged, "you move."
Mason's thin lips flattened in uncertainty, soon, it twitched in an attempt to smile. If she really did move on he won't blame her. She deserved the best. But if she didn't, he might as well try to make things right. Truth be heard, he prayed for the latter. "I'll try."
Norton tapped his shoulder twice, "good," and sipped on his drink.
Norton was right, if he wanted his heart to be at peace even just for the sake of it, he had to find her to make it right. He, later on, found himself wishing to be wrong about her being married. He took in a huge gulp of the burning drink, grimaced as it stunk the walls of his esophagus.
"What's this contract all about?" Mason quizzed, not only to dust the awkward atmosphere but also, to know what he was really in for.
Before leaving for New York, Mason wondered how he was going to start his life afresh, thought about the number of construction companies he was going to visit, the number of applications he was going to fill, and the streets he was going to visit.
Coincidentally, Norton called him the same day he arrived telling him about a certain contract in Hawaii.
"Yeah, well, my dad bought a house in Honolulu, Hawaii. The old man isn't very much appealed by the plan, as it is," he sipped.
"He wants to take down the house, then?"
"Something like that," Norton chewed on the olive which once adorned his drink. "So I thought of you to design one or two plans for a perfect beach house."
"That won't be a problem at all. I'll get to it tonight, by tomorrow evening I'll be done."
"The journey's tomorrow, dude."
"What? And you're telling me this only now?"
"Was aware of this just this morning. Take your time though but not too much 'cus it's limited to an additional twenty-four hours, I'll let my old man know about it."
"That's cool, man."
"So...tell me more about Aussie girls."
It was a silent ride to school so far. Neither Petra nor Gianna seemed to be in the mood for a dispute and Louisa was very much happy and okay with that. The last thing she needed was to drive to work with a thumping head as the routine had it which is why she preferred Mason to drive the kids to school. He knew the tricks which never worked when she tried. He wasn't going to be in town until two days and she missed him dearly. Louisa and Mason, a year before their wedding, were lucky enough to purchase three hectares of land in their dream town—Philipstown. They'd taken out time to visit it after their contract in renovating a retired baseball player's home— Joey Duran—was over. They'd fallen in love with the serenity of the little town, its adorable boutiques, and classic restaurants. Louisa had most especially fallen in love with Cold Spring Harbor. It's greenish-blue glimmering water at day and different hues of orange and yellow at dusk due to the reflection of the setting sun.
"Before you all present here, most especially Mr. Frederick Woods, I, Mason Donovan plead to have your blessings and to let go off your daughter, Louisa Ariana Woods to the realm of my love, care, and affection. I do not want to make empty promises but I give you my word that I'll give her all that I've got." He turned to Louisa, took a step back, and gradually went down on a knee."It's been a short, yet a long time since we've known each other, Lou, and during all this time I've learned so many things about you and with you. You might think this is too early but I don't. I have made up my mind," he fished out a blue velvet ring case from his pocket."To spend the rest of my life with you," he opened the box to a shimmery diamond ring. "Louisa," he called. "Will you marry me?"Louisa covered her mouth with a palm as the tears which had built up during his little speech finally rained."Say it!" Doris yelled from the crowd."Yes, say Yes, Lou," Elizabeth added.Soon enough, all the wom
Everything went on successfully. It was indeed true that happiness originated from a peaceful mind, an entourage of sincere positive energy from family, friends, and even strangers. Everyone's face dazzled with smiles and laughter as plates and dishes were passed from one to another. The atmosphere was inundated with chatters about everything and anything.What more could one ask for? Zaphrina was barely thirty seconds into her meal when she noticed Ace's absence. She could swear he was present during grace but now where was he at? "Bread?" Louisa who was sitting beside her asked with a basket of buns. At the latter's sight of worry in Zaphrina's countenance, she asked, "what is it?" Zaphrina vacated her chair. "I'll be back, permit me."It was in the boy's room, after adventuring in the playroom, that the young mother found her boy crying at an idle corner, his head bent to his knees. "Ace, what is wrong, my baby?" She rushed to h
YOUNG BEARDED GANG HQ. "Relax, man," Marley reassured Mason by tapping his shoulder, "you're as stiff as a corpse." The latter hadn't realized that, in fact, he seemed to not have known what was going on as he walked into the company of other bearded gangs of the family with Marley looking all happy-panky and friendly. Like nothing ever transpired.He would've thought so if the plastered cut on his jaw didn't sting so bad. The dude had quite a fist, he had to admit. "Gentlemen, I present to you an aspiring new member of the gang, Mason Donovan." The room which was filled with a dozen and three more men turned dead as fifteen pairs of eyes glued their way.The room was a typical men's garden with a bar growing a variety of liquor, a billiard table, flat-screen TV, beer fridge, and much more his eyes hadn't landed on yet. "What happened to your face, dude?" A tall man resting his feet on a coffee table asked. His low cut, exposing his scalp, made him look younger than his age could
Gianna had fallen asleep in the middle of a story that her father narrated. A kiss and a good night wish crowned the event. Mason strode to Louisa's room afterward, the latter was changing into a tempting shimmering dark red silky nightdress. She flew her hair out of the dress's trapping neckline in a way that was not only alluring but dick-breaking. He stood there staring in awe. "Is she asleep already?" "Uh...yeah." He broke out of his daze and began discarding his clothes. A warm shower and a lower body cover—boxers—entitled him to the bed right next to Louisa. She laid her head on his chest, closed her eyes, and listened to the quietness of the room then to the melody of his heartbeat. "How did your visit go?" He played with her hair. "Great. She's growing strong." "Yeah, I noticed that too. It's a good thing." "What about work, how did it go?" It was rare that they worked on Saturdays and when they did, it usua
The proper introduction of Gianna to Ruth went smoothly, joyfully, and amicably. To Louisa's surprise, Gianna enjoyed the visit to the extent of not wanting to return home. The little girl stuffed herself with Ruth's pastries and sumptuous meals so much that it was almost impossible for her to walk. Louisa at some point had second thoughts on going even though joining the duo was her idea. The fear was due to the first impression she made of herself in front of Ruth a few months back. The twists and turns of life. But luckily for her, the lady was receiving and behaved like nothing out of place ever occurred between them. "She's fast asleep," Mason commented after a glance at the rearview mirror. Louisa swiftly turned. "I'm afraid we'll never hear the end of Grandma Ruth's apple pie."That was all Gianna chanted halfway through their journey before falling asleep. "She reminds me of Ava. She too loves my mum's apple pie." "I