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LONELY

Author: Kevin Mutisya
last update Last Updated: 2023-10-27 14:07:07

As I returned to my apartment, the familiar solitude embraced me, and a sense of loneliness washed over my heart. The space I called home was quiet, the silence a constant companion. I couldn't help but reflect on the fact that, apart from Patrick and Kelvin, I didn't have any real friends in my life.

The realization weighed on me as I moved through my apartment, a gentle sigh escaping my lips. Loneliness had become a steady presence, a reminder that while I was dedicated to my work and passions, I yearned for meaningful connections and companionship.

I settled into my cozy living room, the soft ambiance offering some comfort. With a cup of tea in hand, I thought about the love that had been missing from my life, the warmth of a close friend or a partner who could share in the ups and downs of life. The need for love and connection was a longing that stirred within me, and it was a sentiment that had grown stronger over time.

As I gazed out of my window, the city's lights twinkling in
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