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04|| I'd rather die.
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2022-07-24 06:29:48I am trembling seriously, my legs shaking like jelly fish. I'm exhausted.
Surprisingly, after that day Mark did not order the guards to beat me. A week is gone and still no punishment, this is not right. Something is fishy.
I close my eyes, a pair of brown orbs showing. I opened my eyes, I took a hard breath. Since I saw those eyes, I haven't forgotten about them. They're the most beautiful pair I have ever seen. I want to see them again, I need to see them. But how?
I'm sure he'll reject me, the thought of that makes me sick. Who was I kidding? My mate is no ordinary man, he's a king. An Alpha king. The head of a park. What a deep shit!
I clean the sweat on my forehead with my sleeve. I wonder what my future holds, I'm just 21. He already hates me, I saw it in his eyes, his cold gaze. He thinks I betrayed him. Only if he knows the truth, only if.
He's going to reject me, he won't accept me. That isn't going well with me. But that's the harsh reality, every wolf fears this and mine is going to become true. I wish I could rewind to my birthday three years ago. I would not have run. I place my hands on my face, bringing them to my knee. Sobbing hard. I wish.
To make it worse, there is no escape from this place. Funny, I'll have to die here...I guess. Being a punching bag, a vending machine for him to vent out his frustration to that bastard, till I forget myself and die. That thought alone is terrifying.
My thoughts were interrupted when a hand touched my shoulder. I shiver, moving away. I look up and see him. I gulped hard.
He stood by the door, looking at me. "Lost in thoughts, sweetheart?" He asked.
Stupid for me to think he'll leave me alone, maybe he was busy all those times he didn't show up. When I offered no response, he started moving closer.
He stayed a foot away from me, looking at me. I stare back. His stares are making me uncomfortable. Sighing, "what do you want, Mark?" I asked with irritation.
His face changed from expressionless to cold. I gulped. "You dare call me by my name?"
I scoff. "At least now I know your name, just as stupid as you. You're no Alpha." I said angrily, I'm tired. Tired of this treatment. What the fuck have I done to deserve this?
He laughed, a bitter laugh. "You know what I can do to you...don't you?"
"You've already done your worst, what else? Beaten, checked. Servant, checked. Chained down, checked. Punishment, checked. What else? What!?" Damn! I'm so frustrated, I hate the way I'm helpless. I hate being this way, to top it up..my mate saw me kissing this bastard, he'll think I cheated on him. Arg!!
He smirks, "someone is angry. I have done all, apart from one. And today, tonight. I'll make you do it, forcefully or not." He said in a cold voice.
The way he's talking and looking at me is not going well with me. What will he do? What does he wa—
He laughs loudly. "Confused? Well then, you'll be warming my bed, Colin." He said with so much venum.
My eyes enlarged. No, never. Impossible. I'm never getting laid by him. Not in this life or next. Never! Fear begins within me…
"Getting raped?" I asked in disbelief. I laughed bitterly. "Never, over my dead body, Mark."
"Watch me," he smirks. "Guards, carry her and follow me." He said to the guards, his eyes not leaving mine.
It can't be, no. I would rather die. It definitely can't be. The guards carried me in their arms, throwing me over their shoulders. I scream, kicking my legs. Do all sorts but they didn't leave me. I started crying. I would rather die.
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