4 weeks later *Alicia* "That's great work Alicia.. you should be really proud of yourself ... you have come very far". My main therapist Hella tells me after another long talk. I can't help smiling at her. "I am ... and I no longer feel bad about being it, thanks to you and the others here ... so thanks". "Oh sweetie, it's a pleasure ... truly". She smiles warmly at me. "Better hurry before they take lunch off the table; both mind and body needs to stay healthy". "It sure does ... see you tomorrow". I hurry towards the door, there is no way I am going to miss out on lunch, becouse the food here is delicious. I walk into the dining room, greeting the other people there, before going to pick up my food, thanking our sweet chef Magda, telling her it looks amazing as always. Then I sit down by the window and eat. I like looking outside when I eat. To be honest I love being here, it's like an oasis ... relaxed and calm. I spend my days doing yoga, meditating and figuring out myself.
6 months later *Alicia* "So how are you really feeling princess ?" I watch as Theo looks at Cassidy with that gaze I know means he is looking right through you to your soul. Cassidy sighs and I know how she feels, it's not easy hiding things from Theo. "I am fine Theo, just fine, no problems to speak of". "I call you bullshit on that, do you really think you can fool me ? You lost weight again". He looks her over, then he looks at me. "Help me out baby". And yeah he's right ... She has lost a bit of weight. "Cass ... you are not okay". "Damn you Theo ... why can't you just be like most men and not notice ?" Cassidy glares at him. "Why do you have to be so freaking attentive ?" Theo is just watching her. I love that he is like this and that he cares for my sister like a big brother would ... or a father. "Is it still about him ? You never have gotten over him, have you, princess ?" My sister closes her eyes, and I know she can see him with her inner eye. I know that she can't f
*Cassidy* "You look beyond amazing princess ... are you ready for this ?" We are in the back of a limousine and Theo looks at my sister, who sits opposite us. I smile at him, even though it's a bit of a strained smile. "I don't think I will ever be ready.. I am just happy if I don't faint or throw up". "It is gonna be fine ... Byron is probably gonna be a bit surprised when he sees you, so you might have to give him a couple of minutes to recover". He reaches over and takes my hand, squeezing it reassuringly. I nod, trying to focus.. To be honest I am afraid I could like faint or something when I see him. I watch as my sister reaches out to straighten Theo's butterfly, smiling ever so lovingly at him. "You look very handsome tonight my love, I guess I forgot to tell you". "Thank you baby ... you look ... so beautiful words fail me". He turns to give me a small smile. "Uhm listen Cass, there is something I need to tell you … this might be the time to get a clean slate, let you st
*Byron* "Excuse me, I did what ?" I am feeling rather confused here ... is she talking about her sister ? I mean I know that was a really shitty thing to do, but we weren't together so cheating is not really the right word. She crosses her arms on her chest glaring up at me ... damn she looks so sexy all pissed off and that dress ... wow ... I can feel an erection stirring and I try to think about everything else not to embarrass myself here. Her eyes bore into mine like a dentist drill. "You cheated on the game ... you fixed it so you would get my sister and the kissing note ... trying to make me jealous. Chris told Theo". I groan and roll my eyes, making a mental note to have a serious talk with Chris about keeping that big mouth shut ... especially when talking to Theo. "Oh you didn't just roll your eyes at me young man". She scolds and I might have gasped in surprise. Did she just tell me off ? Like a misbehaving kid and right here on the red carpet in full publicity. I sho
*Cassidy* When the car stops outside Byron's house, he jumps out of the car and comes to open my door. I get out and he looks at me pleadingly. "May I be allowed to hold your arm ?" "When you ask so politely ... then yes Byron". I can't help but smile. Right about now I am pretty sure he would do just about anything I ask of him. I hadn't planned for it to go like this ... actually I had expected pretty much the opposite scenario. I don't know what got into me, but right now I am enjoying the power. He gently takes my arm in his and walks me toward the house. I can't wait for us to be alone ... this is bound to be enjoyable. Byron unlocks the door and I slowly walk inside. He closes and locks the door behind us, then I feel his arm snaking around my waist ... tightening ... oh no, he isn't going to get the control back ... not yet. I turn to look at him, his eyes almost black with desire and he looks about ready to jump me right here and now. "Remember Byron ... I am in charge a
*Cassidy* "And now we need to talk, Byron". I roll onto my stomach and prop myself up on my elbows looking at him ... the immediate needs are taken care of ... now to the hard part.Byron puts his hands behind his head and looks up at me with calm resolution in his eyes. "Okay darling..what do you want to talk about ?" "What happened Byron.. all of it … we can't just pretend the last year hasn't happened ... we can't pretend like you didn't fuck my sister ... or that you did not spin out of control". I look at him for a reaction. He sits up and pulls the duvet over his legs and crotch as he nods slowly. "I wish we could. No, I wish I could turn back time and make the right choice from the beginning, you know, do right to you and get the help I needed". "But you can't Byron, you really broke my heart back then ... and my sister ... seriously ?" I am looking down at my hands. He moves closer, so he can catch my eyes with his. "I am truly sorry about what I did with Alli. I panicked
*Cassidy* "What the hell Luke ? Ever heard about knocking ?" Byron flies off the bed, as the bedroom door is unceremoniously slammed open and a man, who apparently is Luke, walks in. It has been two weeks since we got back together and I haven't had the pleasure of meeting Luke in person before this moment ... I hadn't really hoped our first meeting would have me naked with Byron's head between my thighs. But okay I am pretty happy we were not doing something much worse, which could easily have been the case. I instantly pull the blanket all the way up, and hide myself in shame ... while Byron, who doesn't seem to care that Luke sees him naked, is now putting on a pair of worn out black jeans ... his voice is annoyed. "I didn't give you the key so you could barge in here when I am home. I have the right to privacy you know". Luke just looks at him with his arms crossed on his chest. "And have you heard about doing fucked up stupid things that ruins your career when the bitch goes
*Cassidy* "Cassidy what do you think of those rumours and the picture ?" Someone is shouting at me, as I try to get from the car to Byron's house. I ignore them ... the paps ... they have been camping outside Byron's house for the last three days ... ever since the story broke ... ever since that snake woman decided to ruin him. Another one shouts. "How can you as a woman stand by him after this ?" "Is he beating you to Cassidy ? Are you afraid to leave him ?" Someone yells from behind me, making me flinch … which they will probably totally misread. This is too much ... they are nothing but vultures, wanting to pick at the carcasses of Byron's life and career. Byron hasn't left the house since it happened, he is totally heartbroken and doesn't know what to do. I had chosen to go out and get a few things, so we don't have to put even more onto Luke's shoulders ... the poor guy is already working day and night to try and control this. But I regret going outside right now. It see
Small warning to the faint of heart.. this chapter is quite graphic sexually.. and will contain anal sex + double penetration ... if this is not for you ... just skip it. *Annabelle* Fuck ... busted. I guess I should have known it would happen at some point. I haven't really done much to hide it. Maybe I wanted to get caught ... but why would I want that. I don't really want to lose Sam. I like him. Terry's mouth curls up in a devil-like grin. "Well she would certainly deserve that ... so I am up for it, as long as it's all about her ... right ? no ... you know ...". "No worries Terry, I only want to see her get all she can take with a cherry on top. I have no ... interest in you". Sam answers. "Great ... we agree then". Terry lets his eyes run over me. "Let's get to it then, someone is waiting here all ready and ... wet". I shake my head, struggling against the handcuffs. "Oh no ... no ... I haven't agreed to this. Sorry Sam, sorry for what I did, you did not deserve it ... but
*Terry* "Listen Terry ... could I just talk to you". Sam has just knocked on my trailer door during a small break. He looks kinda serious. "Sure come on in". I step aside and he walks in. He looks around. "Belle isn't here is she ?". "No, she is having her lunch break". I am wondering if I will have time to fuck her when she get back, before I have to be on set. Sam sigh. "Good ... because this is about her. I know you are ... that you two are ... sex, I know you two are having sex". "Okay ... yeah we are ... she wanted me to keep it secret, so ...". I say. "That's because she is dating me ... that's why she wanted you to keep it a secret, she thought I wouldn't know". He taps his foot. I know my eyes go wide. "Say what ? You and her ? How long". "Since about six weeks before we came here ... so she was with me first". He looks conflicted. "Apparently I am not enough". "Damn, I am sorry Sam ... if I had known I wouldn't have … she never mentioned". I feel kinda bad about
2 weeks later *Sam* "That took you long enough". I look up as Annabelle walks into the hotel apartment. She had stayed as Terry needed her help. She smiles at me. "Sorry babe, you know Terry, he can be so ... demanding at times. I better catch a shower". "Hug me first". I say walking over to her. Why am I doing this, torturing myself ? I kind of know … I mean I am not dumb, but I ignore it, pretend not to know that she is fucking Terry. "Okay then". She is a bit reluctant, but she hugs me, kissing me softly. She smells of Terry and of ... sex. How can she think I won't notice ? But for some reason this does really weird things to me, and I feel my body respond, imagining what Terry did to her, wondering if she is sore. And before I realize I have her pressed against the wall, kissing her hard and demanding. She breaks the kiss. "Sam ... I need a shower". "Shower can wait ... I can't". I refuse to let her go, on the other hand she is not really trying to get away. "I can't wait
1 week later* Annabelle*"You know what you need Annie ?" Terry say with one of those cheeky grins that I have gotten used to. We are in his trailer, he is done for today, but Sam wont be done for another two or three hours. I roll my eyes, knowing he will probably say something inappropriate or silly. "No but I guess you are the man to tell me. So what do I need ?" "Cock". He say, making me almost choke on the sip of water I just had. I don't know, there is just something about dirty words said in that accent. He grins. "Well sorry but you look like you need a good fucking". Worst thing is, he is completely right. These last couple of days Sam has worked long days and been totally exhausted, so I hadn't had any for two days, and I am horny as hell. "Oh so I do now". "Yup without a doubt". He gets up, that infernal tongue running over his bottom lip. "I get it, I totally do ... I mean out here the pickings are rather ... thin". "Oh so what you are really saying is that you are g
*Annabelle* I knock on the door to Terry's trailer and hear him tell me to come on in. I open the door and walk inside. "Hi Terry, I wondered if you needed a hand...". "Oh hi Annie". He says smiling. He is only wearing his ever present black jeans. His chiseled chest bare. "I thought it might be someone from the wardrobe. But if it's no bother, I prefer having my assistant helping me with the costume". "Sure, no problem". I say trying to keep my eyes away from his bare chest. "I am here to tend to whatever needs you have". A smirk slid over Terry's face, his eyes sparkling in a mischievous way. "So where are you from Annie ? Is it a slight Canadian accent I can hear ?" "You have a good ear for accents". I tell him, being rather impressed, most people can't hear. "I was born in Canada, but moved to LA when I was 22, so that's 15 years now". There is a knock on the door and I hurry over to open. The wardrobe assistant carries in his costume and he sends her a sweet smile. "If you
Book 5: Three is the magic number *Annabelle* "Oh God". His voice is strained as he finds his second release for the evening, slumping down beside me on the bed. I turn on my side, running my fingers over his broad chest. The generous cover of dark hair damp from the recent exercise. I flex my fingers, scraping my nails over his skin, watching the muscles contract and I hear a soft chuckle from him. "Seriously Belle ? Are you telling me you haven't had enough ?" I bite my lip, not really knowing what to say. I really like Sam, and the sex is good, actually it is great. It is just like I can't get enough and I know I have been exhausting the poor man for these past five weeks we have been dating. "It's just that you are so damn sexy. I just can't get enough of you". "A man could start to doubt his own skills". He lifts himself up on one elbow, watching me with one of those small smirks. "If it wasn't for you being such a vocal woman and well a truly bad actress". I slap him on th
A little more than four years later *Raven* "Jayce what on earth have you bought pregnancy tests for ?" She was unpacking the commodities after he had been out shopping and was now looking confused at the package. He stuck his head out into the kitchen, a 6-month baby in his arm pulling his hair. "I think you should take it darling ... I have a feeling. “Gabriel, stop pulling on daddys hair". "But no, I can't be ... I mean after all you are sterilised". After four children, two of them twins in 4 years she had chosen to say stop and Jayce had agreed to get sterilised. He carefully removes the little boy's hand from his hair and looks almost apologetic at her. "I know, but I have an inkling that my sperm may have missed the message ... sorry but you are showing all the signs of being pregnant”. And she knows he's right, her period has not come back after she had the twins six months ago, but yes all the signs are there and she sends him a despairing glance before she takes the p
*Jayce* She had said yes, she had really said yes and shortly she would be his wife, his forever, he hadn't thought he wanted to marry ever, but his most fervent desire now was to call her his wife. He hurried up to the main building along with Milo to make sure that everything was in order. Milo and Sarah had really done a great job and made sure everything was ready. "Jayce, sweetest I'm so happy for you." His sister Emma came out to meet him on the beach and pulled him into a loving hug. He repaid the hug, they had always been very close. "So you do not think I'm making a mistake by marrying so quickly ?" "No, not when it's Raven, if you had asked for my advice all those times you dated some none important bimbo, I would have told you to open your eyes and take Raven instead". She said and flashed him a grin. He could feel the tears welling up in his eyes. "Well apparently everyone else was aware of it long before myself". "It was pretty obvious, sweetie, also her for that
*Jayce* They had arrived at the private luxury island off Mexico's coast the same day at noon and now he waited for Raven, outside their hut on the terrace over the water. It was made ready for a romantic dinner for two, and he was wearing dress pants, shirt and vest, but he had dropped the jacket, it was simply too hot. He had to admit he was quite nervous, he had no idea what she would say to this, he was really hoping that he was not completely wrong here. "You look extraordinarily beautiful my love". He said, smiling as she stepped out of the cabin, and he meant it, she was in a simple summer dress and her long black hair fell like silk down her back. She had no make-up on and this was how he found her most beautiful. She smiled at him and gave him a quick gentle kiss. "Thank you darling, you also look quite dashing". He pulled her chair out for her and she sat down. "This place is amazing Jayce, but I shudder to think of how much money you have had to pay". "Don't worry a