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The experiment. 29-Distant
Melody POV. I don't know how much being a baby is helping at this point, I'm not sure it's doing anything to me right now, I'm afraid of everything, I'm afraid of loud noises, of hearing any kind of noise, of the front door ever opening again, and him coming inside, I was worried about him, about him coming back, this scared the hell out of me. "Melody..." Logan says but I ignored the rest of his chat, I ignored what he was telling me, I had my full attention, elsewhere, I was thinking about the evil man coming back, about him demanding to have me and take me away from my new family, my new brothers, my new daddy, from my new safe place, I didn't want to leave them. "....Daddy..." Logan kept o talking, yeah sure, daddy, I love him, he's strong and dominant, but what if he loses against the big bad man, what if he got me back. "Melly, Melody!" Logan says snapping his fingers in front of my face, this time I do turn to him, what does he want? Can't he see me busy thinking about ways
The experiment. 30-Running
Melody POV. "Try to sleep please," Logan begs with me, he's placing me down in his bed, I chose this bed today isntead of James's bed, it's easier to slip out of here, James is a wolf like me, and he knows evert time I shift in the bed, he'd wake up and pull me closer to him. Ryan wasn't any better, he too would wake up to every sound I make, every movement I do, but now if I managed to only sleep with Logan, maybe there would be a chance for me to succeed tonight, I don't believe they could keep me safe, I don't believe any of us would be safe, especially when he gets in here, and he always does. "Loggy," I whine wanting him to give me some cuddles, they are the last cuddles I'll ever receive, it's time to get back to a life of coldness and darkness, where I was safe, I knew it's not the best desicion to make, but it's my only choice right here, to get away from them, to keep them safe too, before he ruins their life too. "Cuddles?" he asks me, and I nod my head agreeing, it's ex
The experiment. 31-Gone
James POV. "Sir...Ryan...get up here fast!" I heard Logan calling to us, we just had a small chat over the little baby, and we decided to turn the tapes back on, the ones that assure her that she is safe with us, that she won't be getting hurt no matter what, but I had a bad feeling about tonight, I knew something was up with her. She wasn't acting like her usual self, ever she got so distant, ever since her father called me. It's her father, her real father, her biological father, he heard the news of her living with us now, he heard of the experiment, other pack members heard of the said experiment, most people were excited about this experiment, they want it to succeed, for rogues to come back and be normal wolves again. When he tried to demand her back, I almost went crazy, I almost went rogue with anger, but I had to hold myself back, I had to stop myself from trying to attack the old alpha, he used to be my alpha once upon a time, we all were miserable under his rain, but now
The experiment. 32-Training
Melody POV. I started to walk away from them, to get away from the house, from the people who used to love me but would hate me soon, I'm back to my dark days, back to being the bad creature I am. I kept on walking, I don't expect them to follow me, but I had to be sure, I made sure to keep the shadow, to stay away from them all as I moved down the road. We're in the middle of nothing, maybe it'll be a smart choice for me to stay away from everyone else, but I want my revenge, I can't shift back to my wolf form, I know I'm being trapped like this, and I don't mind being trapped in this form, it would give me more advantage, to be able to fight, to find my revenge, my dark, dark revenge. The walk was long and exhausting, I was sleepy, I kept on yawning, I'm used to being put in bed at a certain time, and even taking naps, but I did none of those, I didn't sleep well for the last week or so, I couldn't sleep well due to that bad evil man lingering in the back of my head, him, being i
The experiment. 33-Humans
Melody POV. I always thought the humans were a weak race, that they couldn't fight, some are badass, I won't deny that, but I had my doubts about them, but Logan and Ryan are humans, and they are super strong and they are part of my pack, the only one I ever had. I knew there was a part of my life lost, one that I don't remember anything about, but I'm pretty sure it's filled with pain, why else would I be ignoring that side, the part where I left the house of those evil people, and then the part where I was taken by the darkness, a slice of my life is missing completely. Now back to the training I'm receiving, nobody cared that I got a hoody on, most of them had hoodies too, some people kept their faces hidden, but they gave no real reason to why they had it hidden, the training was hard and rough. They got us running, jumping, doing push-ups, and doing strength exercises, I knew I'm weaker than when the darkness had a full hold on me and stronger than when I first shifted. I was
The experiment. 34-Hope
Logan POV. "Can't we go and search for her?" I beg with James, I'm begging with his daddy side, the one that he found after adopting the little girl. It might have started with an experiment, and it's still an experiment, but she's more than just our patient. "The alpha said no..." James says with a growl, he wasn't any happy about this order either, he wants to get there and search for her, and we all do. "Fuck the alpha! She's not my boss!" Ryan says, he got enough with the sitting down, it's been three days, we can't last much longer, we want her back, we need her back, I'm hugging her favourite stuffy through the whole night."Ryan, sit down," James scolds through gritted teeth, although we aren't wolves, we belong to the pack, we belong to the alpha, she owns us, whether we like it or not, but we're part of the wolf pack. "I'm not going to sit down, we want her back, we need her back! We can't do anything!" Ryan yells walking around the room, we should get back to our home so
The experiment. 35-Burn
Melody POV. "Owie," I say starting to slow down finally, the car is far away from me now, I'm safe to walk, and maybe rest for a bit, I wasn't sure which district the car have put me in, but I'm hoping I'm now closer to my aim. I'm far away from daddy and my brother's house, but the thing is, with my distance, with sleeping without them, with sitting alone for so long, all I could think about is them, about how much I love them, I love them, that's the thing, even the darkness couldn't win over the love I'm feeling for them. My hand hurt, my knee was scratched, and I was extra grumpy now, I better got this over with, so I can get back to them, to tell them how much I love them, and have some good dinner and go to sleep, in their bed, I want to sleep with all three of them, to stay with them the whole time, a lone tear went down my face, I was quick to wipe that tear away, this isn't the time for crying and tears, I'll have enough time to cry later. I took a seat on the ground, try
The experiment. 36-Broken
Ryan POV. "Go back in with me, he's not mad, I promise," Logan says, it's not the first time he had to get in the middle between daddy and me, we've been fighting so often, I don't think my bum would take another punishment, not that he's bothering to punish me anymore. We're not on talking terms, I refuse to talk to him until we get Melody back, the thing with her being gone, our relationship feels lacking, we're missing a whole slice of us, a part of us. And I can't survive without her, I don't want to survive without her, if she's going to stay rogue, then I want to be human again, I want to grow old and die. The new world is a world made for the supernaturals, they rule the earth, they roam it along with what's theirs, they could make a human live forever, they could make us walk by their side until all eternity, but I can't live by his side without her being there, I'd chose death. I have fallen in love, not every kind of love is a love made of sex and lust, I don't need the se
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The experiment. 50-The experiment.
James POV. "What about all your notes?" Alpha Thalia asks me, we're having a final meeting, I wasn't paying her much attention, my eyes keep on going to Melody, Colin, and Lillie playing in the room behind us, I know they are all friends and just playing but I had to check. "James, they are fine, I can get Peter to babysit," alpha Thalia says, I wouldn't mind a babysitter, Peter knows Melody and she doesn't mind him. "Yes, please," I say, seeing her get the phone and send Peter a msg. "Now back to the notes?" she asks me again, the notes she's talking about are the notes I wrote about Melody, all the ones we've sent her, the ones that are supposed to be part of my study on how to heal rogues, that would put us in the book of history, but was it worth it? "Put them in your safe, I'm not ready to share anything, they are all too personal, I don't want to put Melody up in the spotlight," I say, I don't care about being famous, I don't need any of that, all I need is Melody. "Are yo
The experiment. 49-Anxious
Melody POV. "Where are Logan and Ryan?" I ask later that day, I'm still feeling big, I didn't feel young again, I miss when I'm younger. "Logan is on a shopping spree, he's buying you every item you might need in the next ten years," he says, making me blush, they do care, they really do? "And Ryan?" I ask him, playing with my fingers, looking down at my lap, while he cooks us dinner."Ryan went along, they went home ahead of us," he explains, but what home? "Home?" I ask him confused, looking up at him. "Yes, sweetie, our home, I explained to you how you ended up here with us, now it's time to get back to our lives, with you along of course," he says assuring me that I'm going to stay part of their life. "What we'll I do there? Would you stay with me?" I ask him, I was an experiment, but they got a life of their own, one without me, one before me. "We got our jobs to get back to, you'll be coming along of course," he says. "What's your job?" I ask him, I never knew what their
The experiment. 48-Truth
Melody POV. I woke up alone in daddy's bed, I yawned and sat up, where is he? Where are my brothers? Not here, are they all giving each other big people kisses? Yuk, I don't like sex, I don't think I ever like it, not even when I was big. "James?" I call out loud, going to look for him, didn't he say he wants to have a chat with big me? I'm feeling big, where is he? "Yes? Miss Melody? Is there a problem?" he answers me, I felt a blush going down my face, he was mad, but I didn't want to call him daddy, not while feeling big, I'm a big girl. "I'm a big girl," I say, my speech feeling easier now that I'm in my big space. "If you're feeling big, then you can call me Sir, or keep on saying daddy," he says in a dominant voice, sending shivers through my body, damn that's sexy, not that I'm interested in sex, I'll never be. "Yes, sir," I say, liking this new feeling, then a question popped in my head. "You and Logan and Ryan are in a relation, like big people relation?" I ask him, I
The experiment. 47-Home
Logan POV. "Boys," daddy called us, for a minute, I was worried, we didn't dare to have sex near Melody, not even kissing, she refused to sleep in our bed for a full week, she's been asleep in Jame's bed, this gave us the chance to have our big people time but made sir James kind of frustrated with the two of us. "I didn't do anything!" I say, if Ryan did, I'm not going to take another spanking cause of him, daddy wasn't going any easy on us. "I didn't either, it was Melody," Ryan says, I giggled in response, really? Is he's gonna blame the little one on this? "I know you two didn't do anything, I have something to tell you," James answers us, that's good, news is usually good. "What's the news?" I ask excited before Ryan could ruin the moment and get us both in troubles, again. "I decided it's time to go back home," he says, home? Real home? Not the safe place? "What about the research? Everything else?" I ask him, we've put a lot of work into the research, into the notes we t
The experiment. 46-Kiss
Melody POV. I was busy snoozing between my two brothers, they got me to sleep last night, I'm not sure how, but they got me sleeping, they kept petting my head and whispering to me until I started snoring, or at least that's what Loggy says, he says I snore, while daddy says I make the cutest sound while I sleep, they're lucky to have me sleeping next to them. "Stop it," I heard Logan says, but stop what? I'm asleep, stop snoring? I'm not going to stop, I whined but kept my eyes closed, just shifting in the bed, I was stuck between them two. "We can skip to the bathroom and make it a quickie," Ryan says, but I didn't understand that. "She'll hear us!" Logan whines, in a weird voice, squeaking voice. "Not if you keep it quiet," Ryan says in a raspy voice. "You're gonna wake her up," Logan says with a quick giggle, I felt him move next to me, but where is he going, I started to pout, not wanting him to leave the bed yet, I'm still sleeping. "If you stop wiggling she won't wake up
The experiment. 45-Why?
Ryan POV. "Sweetie, you can't go around drawing on walls," I explain to Melody taking her clothes off, Colin and the alpha have left us after the alpha gave the baby our last name, she's ours, officially, a new ID is being made for Melody Lupus, mate to James Lupus, and Ryan&Logan Lupus, little age of two, belongs to Thalia Runulf pack. "Why not?" she asks me, she had a talk with daddy James, she had a talk with Logan, and I guess it's now my turn to explain why she can't draw on the walls, not that she seems to be understanding any of our explanation. "Walls aren't made for drawing, you draw on your paper," I say taking her final garment off, ready to take her toward the bathroom for her night bath. "Why not? Wall white," she explains to me, her papers are white too, but that doesn't mean she could go around drawing on walls. "Yes, but they aren't meant for drawing," I say placing her in the tub, starting to scrub her small body as she wiggles around in the tub, she doesn't enjo
The experiment. 44-Pack.
James POV. "Alpha, is it time to re-introduce her into the pack?" I ask my alpha to have a private chat with her, the boys have told me about her wolf tendencies, the way she's attacking them trying to show off her dominance, her wolf side is back. "We had a memorial for her, the whole pack thinks she's a rogue now," the alpha answers me, I agree on that, but we can't keep her away. "But they'll know about the experiment soon, they know a bit about it now," I say, we tried our best to keep it a secret, but we couldn't push it longer, not for her good. "But if Melody Ranulf makes a comeback, she wasn't happy in her old life, it pushed her into going rogue, my father wants her back or else he's going to disown her," Thalia says, is being disowned by a jerk of a father that bad really? I wouldn't mind being disowned. "What do you suggest to do?" I ask her instead, we could give her a new name, she doesn't belong to the Ranulf family anymore, she's part of my family. "I'm not sure,
The experiment. 43-Troubles.
Melody POV. "Wakey, wakey," I heard Logan annoying me, when did I even fall asleep, I wasn't asleep, I should've stayed awake and wait for Colin to get over to play with me. I began to cry right away, I hate sleeping, I shouldn't be asleep but now I'm crying. "Milly," Colin says, now that I heard his voice, I stopped crying, we get to play now, Logan helped me off the sofa, pulling my dress up! But Ryan said not to let anyone see my bum-bum, I groaned and tried to pull it back down, but he didn't pull it back. "Logan," I say in a scolding voice, not nice! "I'm just checking sweetie," he says, he means my stupid diaper, I don't like it, but they had me dressed in them again, once I was back home, and I hate it. "Nu nice," I scold him, he kissed the top of my head helping me off the sofa to go and play, but I was still mad at him, he's not allowed to sit with me. "Go away," I say pushing him away, but he was still standing in front of me. "Away, away!" I say, again and again, giv
The experiment. 42-Visit.
Logan POV. "Loggy," Melody says, pulling on her socks, trying to get them off, I had to slap her hand off, but the little thing was persistent, she tried again, getting a slap to her bum this time, and she gave me glare at being punished. "No fair," she whines, but I ignored her, as I usually do when she acts up, she's been back for a couple of weeks now, we got to see little Melody, but big her hasn't made an appearance yet. "Keep them on, and I won't give you any more love taps," I say, I'm not allowed to use the word hit you, or beat you, or yell at you, Ryan's advice, a survivor of domestic abuse could never take those words, or so the book he's reading says. "Me want Ray-Ray," she whines, she's dressed in an adorable way today, the dress was more on the baby-ish side, it's long enough to cover her diapered bum, even with big Melody existing now, she's still diaper-dependent. Along with them, she had some high knee socks, and her shoes, her red hair was styled into two french
