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CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE: THE THOUGHT OF HIS BODY IN MY HEAD.

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YARA'S POINT OF VIEW

“Damn You look so sexy in that, if this press conference wasn't so important I would have ripped that cloth off of you and fucked you right now till you beg me to stop” Walter said looking at me like I am his favorite snack.

I looked away thanking the stars that I am not pale skinned if not he would have been able to see how pink my cheeks were getting as a result of his words, he might be able to decipher how much I want him, maybe he would be able to tell ever unspeakable thing I have ever done including how I had fucked myself right there in the bathroom with the thought of his body in my head.

I hate how those thoughts make me feel like a whore, I hate how much I hate myself for moving on from Raphael that quickly, does that mean I never really loved him? Does wanting Walter mean that I love him? I don't know, I'm just a lot confused.

Raphael was the first man I have ever been with, his dick was the first I sucked and fucked, he thought me everything I know
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