He opened his eyes, turned to his right in the hallway, walking through the length of the path and turned sharp right. He saw a big kitchen at end of the hallway but before that, there was another lobby to the left of him. He stopped in his position, sniffed the air and turned left to the lobby. It had a big door that took him to the back side of the building into a big open ground where boys were playing. The ground was designed in a way that more than one game can be played on it.
Baseball, hockey, football and lacrosse.
The bleachers were covering the two opposite sides of the ground while the side opposite to building had a parking area where Irvin could see his black SUV parked. He followed the directions his mind had sorted out for him.
He stepped out on the gravel path that led to the road that headed to the parking area. A football game was going on so he didn’t want to disturb the game. He stayed off the field and watched the boys play.
The scent was stronger here than in other places. He looked around the field as he was whimpering inside. His eyes stopped scanning when they landed on a raven-haired boy who was looking right back at him, frowning.
Irvin’s heart skipped a beat as their eyes met. His body remained fixed on the position as his breathing increased. He clenched his fists to his sides as he just wanted to run to his mate who was looking at him, still frowning.
Irvin thought that any time now, his mate would come running into his arms but then a boy approached that raven-haired boy, shook him out of his stance and the raven-haired boy gave a last look to Irvin before he continued to play.
Irvin didn’t do anything but stared at the black-haired beauty who was running so delicately leading the ball to the goal. He never saw someone as beautiful as this guy. It was biased of him to say that considering he was his mate and he would find him beautiful but he was sure that the boy was very pretty and anyone would agree to that.
The boy kicked the ball right into the goal and yelled out loud as his teammates circled him in a hug. The boy looked back at him with so much confusion on his face. Irvin lifted his hand and waved him a little. The black-haired boy didn’t wave back and knitted his thick black brows in response before tearing his eyes from the brunette and started celebrating his victory.
His eyes again met Irvin’s and the smile on his face vanished. Irvin gave him a smile but the guy glared at him which surprised Irvin because how was he so good at avoiding the feelings inside him. Irvin was sure he must be feeling the same as him pretty much intensified.
Now that the game was over, he decided to properly meet his mate. As soon as he started to walk towards the celebrating boys, the raven-haired guy’s head snapped up at him. Irvin stopped in his track.
The boy said something in the ear of the other brown-haired boy as they both were now looking at Irvin. The other boy said something back in his ear before the black beauty started making his way to Irvin.
Irvin’s inside was screaming in joy and all the body hair gave a standing ovation as the prettiest boy he ever saw, approached him. He was getting a long ass speech ready in his mind. He was anticipating what would the boy say but when the boy was standing right before him, he didn’t expect him to say what he said.
“Done staring, freak?!” The raven-haired boy spoke, making Irvin startled because of the heavy deep voice and accent and the words.
“I... What?” Irvin asked, totally confused.
“Don’t act dumb. You’ve been staring at me for a while. May I ask why?” The hazel-brown eyes glared at Irvin.
Irvin’s heart dropped because he had no idea that his mate would say something like this to him. He was sure he’d be running into his arms but nope, here he was, glaring at him. He whimpered inside.
“Can we talk somewhere, privately?” Irvin murmured looking around. The boys on the field were staring at them.
“No.” The black-haired guy spoke, folding his arms on his chest and looking at him, pointedly.
“Please.” Irvin pleaded.
“Fine!” The boy huffed as he walked away from Irvin towards the bleachers. Irvin followed him behind the bleachers where they were out of everyone’s sight.
“What now?” The boy questioned, looking back at him with the same posture, eyes sending daggers, eyebrow arched and arms crossed over his chest.
Irvin who thought that maybe the guy was showing attitude because of his friends or something, was now completely confused because they were completely out of everyone’s sight. He could smell that the lad wasn’t human so he didn’t know why he was behaving like that.
“You don’t feel anything towards me?” Irvin asked the dumbest question in fear of getting rejected which made the younger lad look at him in shock.
“Excuse me?! What the fuck?!” The hazel-eyed boy seethed through his teeth before turning around to leave. But Irvin grabbed his wrist and turned him around which gave both of them a spark. The black-haired beauty shivered and a whimper left his mouth which he didn’t recognize while Irvin felt so much warmth in his body at the simple skin to skin touch.
“So you were just playing hard to get?” Irvin whispered, looking down at the guy who was breathing heavily. He placed his forehead against Irvin’s chest and tried to slow down his breaths. Irvin sucked in a sharp breath at the interaction.
“What are you talking about? What am I feeling? Why am I feeling this?” The boy whispered, panting.
“Because you’re my mate,” Irvin answered the lad, pulling him back to look at his face. The black-haired beauty frowned and freed himself from Irvin’s grip.
“What did you do to me? Did you drug me? We’re not mates. Tell me what did you do or else I’m gonna scream.” The boy spoke in panic as he stepped back from Irvin.
“Hey, we are mates,” Irvin spoke again but he was confused as hell. He had no idea what boy meant because he sure wasn’t human.
“I’ve never seen you before in my life. How are we mates?!” The lad scoffed at him, taking a step back from him.
“Well, it doesn’t matter if you’ve seen me before or not. I’m still your mate.” Irvin was now beyond confused.
“Stop saying that! I don’t even know you!” The black beauty was not only fighting with Irvin but with himself and Irvin could see that.
“You need me,” Irvin spoke, stepping forward towards him but he stepped back, quickly.
“Don’t…” He warned Irvin, glaring at him.
“Listen, I don’t know why are you doing this but if you wanna reject me, let me introduce myself to you first,” Irvin spoke as he stepped forward. Zadkiel’s hand raised to slap him across the face but stopped in the mid-air.
“Why can’t I slap you?” He stared at his hand in the air. It wasn’t like some external force was stopping him, it was something in his mind that didn’t let him slap him. He wanted to but he didn’t want to slap Irvin. It was as confusing as that.
“Because I’m your Alpha,” Irvin spoke, frowning at the lad.
“Alpha?! What in the kink shit is this?!” The boy laughed at him but even that laugh held so much confusion.
“So, you don’t know…” Irvin said in a low voice, eyebrows knitted as he tried to understand the boy before him.
“Know what? That you’re a flirt? Oh, I know that very well now.” The lad huffed, glaring at him.
“You don’t know who you are…” Irvin stated more to himself than to the boy but the boy stopped glaring as panic rushed over his face.
“What are you talking about?” He asked in a panic, stepping forward towards Irvin. He could see that Irvin knew more about him than he knew.
“Or shall I say what you are…” Irvin uttered those and that made the boy take a step backwards in fear. He was scared that now he’d be exposed.
“Mr Ford.” A woman’s voice made them both snap out of their conversation as they both looked at Sister Ava standing at the far distance from them.
“I… uh… I got lost.” Irvin instantly tried to cover it up but the look on her face told him that she wasn’t buying any of it.
“Let’s go for inspection.” She nodded her head for him to walk back to the building. He nodded in response and started following her. He stopped in the mid-track and turned around.
“Irvin West Ford.” He told the boy his name who rolled his eyes. Irvin smiled at him, admiring his cuteness.
“Mr Ford, shall we?” Her voice again made him come back to reality. Irvin gave her a hesitant smile before following her. She turned around.
“Zadkiel, head back inside the building. I don’t want to see any of you out here now.” She told the raven-haired boy.
Irvin smiled to himself when he heard the name of the boy.
Zadkiel… suits him.
He thought to himself before following her back inside the building.
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Zadkiel was standing before the window of the hall he sleeps in with the other 29 guys. He was staring out at the car parked in the parking area. His head was filled with the scent of Irvin. He just wanted to run back to him. He could feel that the demon inside him needed Irvin as he was whimpering for him but Zadkiel controlled himself.
“What was that guy saying?” He heard Abel’s voice and turned around to face him.
“What guy?” Zadkiel played dumb but Abel gave him a look, arching his brow.
“The guy who was staring at you on the field like a weirdo,” Abel stated, rolling his eyes at Zadkiel when Zadkiel didn’t answer.
“He isn’t a weirdo… He is… he’s something else.” Zadkiel didn’t know why but someone saying that about Irvin bothered him and he felt the need to defend him.
“What was he asking for?” Abel questioned.
“Nothing,” Zadkiel replied shortly. Abel understood that Zadkiel didn’t want to tell him about anything so he just watched the car Zadkiel was looking at.
“It’s his car, isn’t it?” He inquired, looking out the window. Zadkiel exhaled. He hadn’t seen Irvin near that car so, he shouldn’t be sure but he was 100 per cent sure that it was Irvin’s car and he had no idea how.
“Yes, looks like it.” He answered.
“He looked interested in you,” Abel stated, eyes still on the car.
Zadkiel didn’t respond and just kept looking at the car. A few seconds later, Irvin and Aiden approached the car. Aiden made his way to the passenger seat of the car while Irvin walked to the driver seat. He opened the car door and looked up to meet Zadkiel’s gaze as if he knew Zadkiel was standing there.
Zadkiel’s heart skipped a beat as he licked his lip to wet them. He didn’t break the eye contact and just kept looking at the curly-haired lad with mesmerizing green orbs. Irvin waved and winked at him before hopping inside the car. A blush appeared on Zadkiel’s face and he pulled the curtain to cover himself.
“I think he is rich,” Abel said, still looking out.
“Maybe.” Zadkiel shrugged uninterested in his wealth.
“He can get you out of here. It’s a golden chance.” Abel said giving Zadkiel a look. Zadkiel knitted his brows.
“What do you mean?” He asked totally confused.
“Make him your sugar daddy or whatever and tell him that you’d do the deed with him only if he gets you out of here,” Abel suggested. For a moment Zadkiel thought he was joking but when Abel didn’t laugh he was sure Abel was very serious about his dumb suggestion. He had known him since forever and he knew Abel wanted nothing more than to help Zadkiel escape this orphanage and get treatment.
“And you think Father would let me go with him?” Zadkiel folded his arms, looking dead at him in the eyes.
“Idiot… Say that you love him. No one can do anything about it. There’s no law, no person on earth who can stop you if you love him.” Abel was very determined about this.
“Dude, he’s a guy. Father is the most homophobic person on this planet. Remember what happened to Levi and Elias? Plus I’m not even gay.” Zadkiel dismissed the idea of going back to his bed. Only Zadkiel and Abel were present in the hall.
Zadkiel was now feeling relieved. The scent was gone and his body was no more fidgety.
“Dude we all can’t be anything other than gay. We don’t even know how girls look like.” Abel joked laughing about it while Zadkiel remained straight face.
“Seriously?!” He deadpanned at him.
“I mean we’re raised in an environment where we see ladies over 30. How would we know we’re straight?” Abel shrugged, glancing at Zadkiel with a serious look now.
“Is this your way of coming out to me?” Zadkiel gave him a little smirk which made Abel’s cheek turn into a shade of pink.
“I’m just saying.” He shrugged, facing away from Zadkiel and busied himself in making his bed.
“Yeah. Sure.” Zadkiel said, still smiling at him.
“Look all I’m saying is that we know how it happens. We grow up. They fucking get us married to a girl from the other girls’ orphanage whom we had never seen before in our life and then kick us out in the world to make our own life. I’m just saying you have a chance to get out of here.” Abel tried to make Zadkiel understand.
“I’m not gonna live that long, Abel. Doesn’t matter.” Zadkiel said, sitting back on his bed and Abel sat on his own, facing Zadkiel.
“At least live the rest of your life fully.” Abel was still stood with his words.
“Father wouldn’t let me go even if I say that I love him… And for an instance, let’s imagine that somehow I get out of here with him, then what? I don’t want him to be my sugar daddy or whatever. I don’t even want to be near him.” Zadkiel was confused about the way he was feeling for Irvin so he wanted to avoid it at all cost.
“Tell him to get you out of here, safely and when he succeeds, ditch him.” Abel shrugged, laying back on the bed. Zadkiel rolled his eyes, not taking it seriously.
“You’ve gone mad,” Zadkiel mumbled, rejecting the idea as he too lied down, staring at the ceiling and thinking about Irvin. Abel could see he wasn’t up for more argument so he let it go.
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Irvin was sitting on the stairs of the porch of his house along with Aiden, lost in the thoughts of Zadkiel. He had a lit cigarette in his hand as he was gazing at the night stars. “Did you find your mate?” Aiden asked him, taking a drag from his cigarette. “Yeah. I found him.” A smile appeared on Irvin’s face as he was eyeing the sky, thinking at least he and his mate share the same thing… The sky. “Did you talk to him?” Aiden questioned, happy to see a smile on Irvin’s face. He knew how long his best friend had waited. “Yeah,” Irvin answered, eyes still locked on the sky and a constant smile on his face. “Did you mark him?” Aiden further questioned. “No.” The smile on Irvin’s face vanished as he tore his gaze away from the night sky and looked back at Aiden’s frowned face. “He doesn’t even know,” Irvin informed him. “He is a human?” Aiden asked. “No. That’s the thing. He isn’t human but he still doesn’t know about himself.” Irvin sighed. “Was he a minor?” “No. I don’t thin
“Father wants to see you in his office.” He informed Zadkiel who instantly stopped eating. “Why?” He questioned, already not liking the idea of seeing Father’s face this early. “I don’t know. He never mentions the reason.” The boy shrugged and walked away from them. Zadkiel stood up to leave but Abel grabbed his arm. “You’ve got 2 minutes only. Eat first.” He tugged Zadkiel down to sit back on the bench. “Seriously, the world would be ending and you’d still be telling me to eat before I die.” Zadkiel rolled his eyes and stuffed a big piece of pancake in his mouth before standing up to leave. “That’s right!” He heard Abel as he was running to exit the dining hall. He chuckled to himself but was grateful to have a friend like him in his life. Zadkiel knocked lightly on the door with the knuckle of his index finger and stepped back to wait for an answer. When he heard a faint ‘yes’, he pushed the door open and stepped inside. “Oh, Zadkiel. Have a seat.” Mark said, pointing towards
Zadkiel was sitting on the bleachers watching the boys play lacrosse on the field when he felt someone sit beside him. As he was not watching the boys play but thinking about a certain someone, he hadn’t noticed that the boys weren’t playing anymore and were looking right at him and the person beside him. He instantly turned his head to his right to get a shock. His heartbeat accelerated as he saw the man sitting right beside him. “Father?” He was in complete shock. “Yes, son,” Mark answered as he gestured to the boys to continue the game. “You must be here for a purpose.” He turned his head back to look down at the boys playing the game. “You’re right. I’ve got another call from Edmond Ford.” Mark’s words made him turn his head back to him as he was still in shock. “They still want to adopt me?” He asked, cursing Irvin in his head. “Yes.” “Father, tell them I don’t want to go with them. I willingly want to stay here with you.” He answered, hanging his head down and clenching h
“Didn’t expect much from a guy who is obsessed with a person so much that he is even willing to buy him!” He huffed, turning around and walking away from him. “Where are you going?!” Irvin asked him, following behind. “Back home!” Zadkiel answered, following the trail of the tires of the car to go back from where they came but Irvin grabbed his arm and turned him around. “Why don’t you understand that I’m trying to get you out of that orphanage?!” Irvin snapped at him but Zadkiel’s mind was thinking about one thing. Irvin’s hand on his arm… “We’re helping you to be where you belong.” Irvin’s words made him snap out of the trance. He broke free from his grip. “Where I belong? You mean in your bed and then in some dumpster when you’re done with me?!?” He cocked his eyebrow. Irvin sighed. “Zadkiel, you wouldn’t have much longer to live without me.” Irvin tried to make him understand but he laughed. “Being a little too full of yourself, aren’t you?” He gave him a dead look. “I’m n
“You do know what I called you here for, right?” Mark said as soon as Zadkiel stepped inside the office. “Yes.” Zadkiel sighed as he glided down on the seat. “What did he say?” Mark questioned. “Nothing. Just tried to convince me. Told me about how rich they are and how I’d be having a much better life with them.” Zadkiel shrugged, playing it cool. “That’s all?” Mark cocked his eyebrow, not believing what Zadkiel said. “Pretty much. He just wanted to convince me at any cost.” Zadkiel was answering so confidently that he believed his own lies. “What made you think you should not accept this offer? I mean he wasn’t wrong about being wealthy. They can make your life.” Even though Zadkiel was sounding very convincing, Mark still had expressions as if he didn’t believe a word that Zadkiel uttered. “I… I don’t have much time to live anyway so, I want to spend my remaining days with my friends.” Zadkiel gave him a soft smile. “Who are you playing, boy?” Mark’s tone was stern. “No one
An hour or so passed and Irvin had finally managed to reach the gate of the building. Zadkiel sensed him and he became more fidgety and edgy. He started vibrating in his position and it took all his strength to not just run to Irvin. He always felt that pull towards Irvin but this time it was different. Other times, he managed well but this time, he had to grip his bed poll so tightly to restrain himself. On the other hand, as soon as Irvin entered the gate of the orphanage after begging the guard at the gate, he could feel surrounded by an intolerable scent. He growled internally inhaling the scent but he had to calm himself. He exited the car, taking deep breaths. His heartbeat was going rabid and his breaths were becoming heavy. He knew he had to control himself or he’d expose himself. He took few minutes to calm himself before heading inside. He just followed the scent of his mate to find out the direction and just when he reached the outside of the sleeping hall, the scent was
“Who gave you the permission to let them go?!” Mark snarled, sending a death glare to Hannah. Zadkiel and Abel stood at the corner of the office with their hands joined in front of them. “Zadkiel was crying in pain. Mr Ford said he knows a doctor who can help.” She spoke, hanging her head low. “And who made that revelation on Mr Ford that Zadkiel was in pain and he decided to show up here?” He questioned, arching his eyebrow. Before she could answer, Zadkiel beat her to it. “I asked her to call him. I thought he is rich so maybe he knows a doctor we can’t afford, who can treat me.” Zadkiel didn’t stutter while answering. He could feel Irvin inside the building and that was enough confidence for him. Mark wasn’t going to get convinced this time so easily. As he opened his mouth to further investigate, there was a knock on the door. “Yes?” He bellowed. A lady entered the room. “Mr Ford is here to meet you.” She informed Mark who rolled his eyes in anger. “Tell him to come in.” He
“I’ll tell you something about yourself today,” Mark spoke as he made Zadkiel follow him to his office and instead of sitting formally on the chairs, facing each other, they sat on the couch side to side. “Listen Zadkiel, you know this is a public-funded orphanage. Although the existence of orphanages has almost gone extinct, we’re still running this nonprofit a-sort-of organization.” Mark started and Zadkiel was trying to relate this information to himself. “When we found you, we took you in because to us, you were just another baby who lost his parents and we wanted to protect you. We didn’t know what you exactly were back then. If we had an idea, we would’ve left you on that roadside.” Mark took a pause. “That feels great to hear.” Zadkiel chuckled bitterly. “I know but I always think about a broader picture. You lifted your crib in front of the couple who came to adopt you when you were just 1 and a half. They thought you were possessed and adopted someone else.” “Wow!” Zadkie
He walked through the familiar path and stopped by his father’s for a while just to listen to him talk about his mother ever so lovingly and he couldn’t feel better about it. He was glad to hear that his parents found their way back to each other. It took them years to do so but it was all worth the eternity they were going to spend together.After his father’s he headed to check on Abel who still hadn’t remembered him but they had reformed a new friendship here.“Hey, angel.” Abel greeted him with a smile on his face.“Can you not call me an angel?” He sighed, shaking his head but a smile was present on his face.“Seriously, you have wings and a face like an angel. What do you want me to call you?” He questioned, arching his eyebrow.When Zadkiel found out that Abel ended up in heaven, it wasn’t a surprise for him. He knew the man for his whole life and he knew there was not one day where he meant any harm for another person except for those who hurt Zadkiel.“Okay, whatever bu
He gazed at the beautiful waterfall as he thought about the last sixty-eight years of his life. Every moment he spent with his friends and family. He couldn't be more grateful than he already was for the life he lived. He enjoyed every moment of it. Yes, there were ups and downs. Yes, he lost some people in the way but that was part of the journey. He still wouldn't exchange it for anything else, except for the part where his mate died in his arms. Whenever he thought of it, he wished he had died with him too.He tried to stay with his family. He tried to be there for them but it didn’t matter. He couldn’t do it. Now, he knew what heartbreak his mother had gone through.Maybe, it wasn’t that difficult if his best friend hadn’t died the same week. He had lost everyone. Not his kids, but that wasn’t enough. The people who were there all through his life. To whom he could share anything. They were gone. He could talk to his kids but having a whole generation gap wasn’t helping in the c
He knew he could heal him. He just had to hold his hand and think about it but he was strictly told not to. Because Irvin's body was too weak to stay functional now so every time he healed him from something that he feared would end up in his death, he healed him, making the next time more difficult for Irvin.Two sons came rushing through the door. Felix immediately took Aphia out of the room while Anwyll called the doctor.Irvin suddenly stopped gasping and shaking as he lay still. Zadkiel instantly check if his heart was still beating and it was but barely. His skin was cold and his body was stiff. All family members were now gathered in the room to check up on Irvin. Everyone just sat there staring at him while trying to hold back their sobs because they knew it was the time.The doctor checked up on Irvin and told them that she have given him every medicine needed and hoped he'd get better but she also warned that they might just say their last goodbyes to him because Irvin'
"Irvin..." He sobbed, holding his hand and pulling his sleeping body over him with his other hand. He dipped down his head and placed a kiss on the top of his hair, lingering his lips there.Irvin fluttered his eyes open, very slowly. He was confused for a moment before he looked up at his sobbing mate."Why are you crying, Zadkiel?" He asked pulling away from him and sitting up, though it took a real effort from him to do so."What were you doing on the west of the border?" He wanted to ask but he knew the answer would be too painful for his mate to remember and way more painful for him to hear."I just love you so much. That's why." Zadkiel answered giving him a smile and wiping off his tears."Well, thank you." He replied, resting his back against the headboard because his back was hurting. Zadkiel put a pillow behind him to make it as comfortable and soft as he could."Look! A butterfly." Irvin lifted his hand that was shaking uncontrollably to the window behind him.Zadkie
"Dad, what are you doing here?" A black-haired man, with hazel green eyes, maturity dripping from his face, asked a white head man, wrinkly face and confused expressions."I'm sorry. I lost my way." The white head man with emerald eyes replied with a tremor in his voice which was the gift of old age."This doesn't even the way to home. Where were you going, by the way?" He asked the old man, approaching him and helping him sit on the bench.The old man took almost five minutes to think with a confused face before answering "I don't know." He said looking up but then his confusion intensified as he stared at the face of the black-haired guy. "I'm sorry but who might be you, gentleman?" He asked politely unknown of the fact that whenever he said something like that, it hurt the other man so much. "Let's get you home." He spoke, standing up and helping the white-haired old man, keeping his touch and hold very gentle."Where is home?" The old man questioned but nonetheless followe
“This is the most difficult thing to do in the world,” Zadkiel screamed while trying to drive the car smoothly while Irvin sat beside him.Irvin finally decided to give Zadkiel those driving lessons he promised and that too in his favourite car that he rarely drove. But now it seemed like it wouldn’t be left in the condition to drive after these lessons.“No, you’re just panicking too much.” Irvin sighed.“I’m not. Get this thing to stop!” He whined. He was so done with these lessons. It was way too much for him to process. Even his angelic powers weren’t helping in this.Irvin face palmed himself, shaking his head before speaking. He couldn’t believe that Zadkiel was having a panic attack while driving Tesla which required low to none skills. For a person who had no idea how to drive, it was really very easy but Zadkiel made it seem like it was as hard as walking on water. Yeah right, he was making it seem like it was impossible. God forbid if it was any other model. He would’ve
Zadkiel sprinted down the stairs with a 3 months old in his arms while Irvin was just behind him with another 3 months old held in his arms. They both rushed to Anne’s room and barged in without knocking because it was an emergency.“Mom, can you take care of the babies. Abel is in labor.” Irvin spoke and he wasn’t even asking because he knew the answer already so, he just laid down his son on the bed and Zadkiel followed him.“Oh... Don’t worry about them. Just go.” Nora answered, sitting beside the babies.“I’ve fed Felix but Anwyll was asleep so when he wakes up, please feed him. I’ve made his formula. It’s in the yellow one. Felix’s is Blue and Anwyll has yellow. Don’t mix up please. Yeah and please, make sure Anwyll burps. I don’t know what’s the matter with him but he seems to like the idea of vomiting out everything on me but is too stubborn to burp.” Zadkiel said, adjusting the blanket around his babies and then leaning down and kissing. He was about to turn around but reme
“Zadkiel, what’s wrong?” He asked his mate who looked pale as if someone had just drained the blood out of his system. His eyes were closed and he looked like he was about to puke.“Zad-” Irvin cut himself off when he felt something wet seeping down his pants. His eyes flicked down to where their crotches were meeting and a gasp left his mouth when he saw that Zadkiel’s pants were also soaking.“Zadkiel…” He instantly sat up and lifted his chin to have a better look at him. “Baby, what’s going on?” He asked but Zadkiel gave no reply.His eyes remained shut and his breaths were laboured. Irvin pulled him against his chest not knowing what Zadkiel was going through. He had no idea why would Zadkiel just piss himself.“Irvin…” Zadkiel whispered taking a few moments to himself.“I don’t feel good. Help me.” He said in a shaky voice as his eyes flicked up at his mate, glistening with tears.“Hey, it’s all right I got you. Let’s change and then we can go to the hospital.” Irvin assure
The next two months went as smoothly as they could have because everything was settled. Zadkiel spent a hell lot of his time at Abel’s, took him to the doctor’s and way back home because Sean was easily getting on his nerves. He always blamed Sean for not telling him that this would happen to him because he hated being pregnant but he also loved that he was going to be a father soon. Though it wasn’t enough for him to see Sean’s face.Sean knew it was just his mood swings and hormones because, at the end of the night, Abel couldn’t go to sleep until it was Sean holding him from the back and assuring him that he’d be fine and how happy it made him that Abel was carrying his baby.Zadkiel, when he was not with Abel, spent his time with Ayaan and his kids. He loved his cousins so very much. He even loved babysitting them. Irvin was more than happy to spend some time with the kids when he was home.In the night, when Irvin came back home, Zadkiel made sure to give his time and attentio