EMMA•
…I woke up the next morning feeling cold, I shuffled around the bed to look for a blanket to cover my body even as my eyes were closed,Wait, I paused, this didn’t even feel like my bed. I opened my eyes instantly and sat up so fast I almost had a whiplash, to see I was in an unfamiliar room,I looked at my body to see that I was naked, and my lingerie was scattered across the bed and floor“ Oh my God, what have I done?!” I whispered in a panic, the memories of last night all came crashing back, and I felt hot shame cover me like a hot blanket,I slept with a stranger! “ You’re so stupid, Emma!” I called to myself as I hit my head several times with my palm, I felt so sore as I stood up from the bed,I peered in the mirror to see my body Littered with love bites, I was appalled,What made me behave that way with a stranger? Oh my God!I looked to the side to see a note and a small envelope, it read“ for your work”, what the hell? This person was very rude, or he didn’t even care how he came across,I opened the envelope and came across a check for a hundred thousand dollars! I shook my head Like it would rewrite the figures on the check, but it didn't,And of course, there was a part left out for my name to fill it, I heard a knock on the door, so I quickly put on my skimpy dress, but it was daybreak already and this was far too revealing to walk around in,I caught the sight of a jacket on the couch, that must have belonged to the stranger who I gave myself to last night, and without much thought, I put it on and walked out,The person behind the door was a maid who I’m sure was sent to clean up the room of any mess we made, God I was so embarrassed!My face was flushed red with embarrassment, I made my way downstairs to the changing room, and oh God I haven’t talked to Amy since last night! She must be worried sick,I heard muttering and quiet sobs In the back room as I entered, I saw Amy squatted down with her phone and her head buried on her laps, she didn’t go home,“ Amy?” I called with my raspy voice.Her head instantly pushed up to her face very red eyes, her hair was tousled, and she let out a cry of relief, she got up In a half-run and rushed up to hug me“ Emma, oh my God! You stupid girl! You had me worried sick, you are alright! I was fucking scared of death, Thank God!” she cried out in tears.She pushed herself off me to lookaround my body as I was hurt,“ oh my God Emma what are these marks? I was so worried, especially after I noticed that took a sex pill!”“A sex what?” my eyes widened, yes I took a pill but I thought it would calm my nerves, I don’t know if it was a sex pill no wonder I did that! No wonder my body reacted to him!Amy looked at my hand and saw the check, her eyes searching my face in realization,“ Emma, what is This? Why are you with a check? And whose jacket is this?”I don’t even know when I burst into tears, she stopped asking questions and hugged me again, I couldn’t even blame the stranger, he didn’t drug me, I drugged myself without realizingI explained everything I could remember to her, and that I woke up alone, she looked over to check and gave a sigh“ you should keep the money, Emma, you got this fairly, he gave it to you, you didn't steal it,”Her advice was enough, I was going to, but I pointed out that I was not going to work there again, it was a mistake to,I took the hundred thousand dollars and I cashed it into the bank, I had one-third of the money, but I still needed the Remaining, I had to get it.Since I had made the money I went back to college to continue my studies and I returned to working in the restaurant,two weeks had passed after that incident and I would rather not remember it, I just wanted to move forward with my lifeI clocked into work in the evening, my head ached since I had not eaten anything since morning, but it got worse as soon as I passed the restaurant's kitchenThe smell of the fish made my stomach churn in disgust, my hands flew to cover my mouth as I ran to the toilet, pouring my empty guts into the white porcelain bowl, “am I sick?” I quipped, as my head hammered painfully.I used the wall to steady myself, as I came out of the bathroom, I saw workers glancing at me with concern,my eyes had become blurry and my legs gave out, the next thing I heard was someone shouting my name as I blacked out…The noise of a monitor beeping woke me up from my sleep, I from the family’s pungent smell of disinfectant, I knew I was in the hospital, I must have fainted from skipping my meals, but it was never as bad as this!I looked over to see that my boss from the restaurant Mr. Jonathan had escorted me to the hospital, and was now talking to a doctorThey both noticed I was awake and halted what they were discussing, Mr. Jonathan gave me an unreadable gaze, like he was mad at something the doctor told him.“Miss smith, you’re awake” the doctor quipped getting too close to my bed, I sat up and leaned on the pillows as I tucked my hair away from my face,“ What happened, doctor?”“ That was a close call, Miss smith, but we have given you an I. V drip to protect you and the baby, you have to take good care and eat well”.“ What do you mean, baby doctor?” I asked In a panic, maybe he gave me another person's diagnosis,My heart started beating fast in my chest, I clutched my belly as I looked at the doctor, dumbfounded by what he just said,“Congratulations Miss smith, you’re pregnant”“ What?”Emma whispered, her eyes moving to her belly and back to the doctor, she also looked at Mr. Jonathan who took that as a signal to leave the room“ Doctor! I can’t be pregnant, how?”“ The baby is already three weeks old Miss smith, we checked your pulse and did some blood work on you, and it came out positive for pregnancy, you must be overwhelmed with the news,” the doctor told her before he left But Emma wasn’t listening,“ no, No! This is not happening to me!” she couldn’t believe it, she was pregnant with a stranger she knew absolutely nothing about, not even his name! Thoughts of him came to her mind from time to time, only when she passed his gray jacket she had hanged up in her houseBut this was something else beyond her power, the door opened again and this time it was Amy who rushed into the room,Her eyes met with Emma, she saw her w distraught Emma looked and ran to her, pulling her into a tight hug“ What happened?”“ How are you here, Amy?”“ Your boss called me
~~~ • Amy reached emmas apartment very quickly after Emma told her she wanted to meet the father of her child, barging straight for Emma’s door the moment she got to the house. “ Are you crazy?!?” Amy shouted the moment she unlocked the door of emmas home, walking in to see Emma pacing about in the living room, “I feel like it’s the best thing to do for the child, I’m going to contact him” she says quietly. “How are you even going to find him do you even know his name Emma,” Amy asked her frantically “I don’t know, but I will meet him, he can’t just vanish into thin air” “ But now Emma, why did you think of him, did something happen?” “..I got fired at work by Mr. Jonathan, he knows I’m pregnant and he does not see a pregnant woman as an asset to his business, saying u would slow him down..so I got laid off” “ How can he do that?! After you worked so hard! Oh my God he is an awful human being and will regret letting you go, I can’t believe him , he is such a bastard” Amy mutt
EMMA••I don’t know what to feel after that just happened, I never knew Rowan would be such a jerk, he tore through my dignity like it was nothing, making me look like a liarI should have expected this, but that didn’t make it hurt less, he made me feel like a gold digger which I wasn’tI just wanted to meet him, selfish part of me wanted to know who I gave myself to, I wanted to see the person I had sex with, and now I did, I walked out of the company in low spirits, calling a cab and heading straight to the hospital, even though my mom wasn’t awake, she was still my rock and I wanted to talk to her But as I went to the hospital I saw doctors rushing and out of the room with machines and injections, My heart started beating fast, “ excuse me what’s happening?” I shouted to a nurse that passed her, “ the patient had an attack, we’re doing everything we can miss, so you have to wait”I could only stand helpless as doctors tried to revive my mom, even the hundred thousand dollars I
ROWAN*From the moment I opened my eyes I knew that I was fucked, I saw myself laying on an unfamiliar bed with a woman at my side, she was asleep and last night’s memories all came back rushing to me, as I sat up from the bed.“fucking hell”, I uttered as I leaned on the headboard, my eye moved back to the woman’s small frame, her back was turned away from me, so I couldn’t get a good glimpse of her face, but I saw the bite marks and hickeys I left on her skin that made me appalled by what I did, I couldn’t believe I drank so much I fucked I woman who I hallucinated and thought was my fucking ex, I stood up took my things, drew a check from my jacket, and wrote check with a hefty sum of a hundred thousand dollars, hoping that she would see it as good compensation from last night, I was still hungover everything still felt disorientedI had work to do, but I didn’t waste time and left the private room of club magenta quickly, I made a quick note to myself not to listen to Keith so o
•“What is the meaning of this?” Rowan raged as he looked between his mom and Emma, his mother had a calm exterior, as her hands reached out elegantly to take a sip out of her pristine white teacup, she seemed the least affected by her son’s rageHis eyes reached to the contract laid on the table and back to his mother “what is she doing here?” he fumed, pointing an accusatory hand toward Emma who looked like she was hoping for the ground to swallow her up, His mom let out a big sigh before she faces him, she had a feeling he would react like this, “she is carrying your child Rowan, and I wanted to talk with her” his mother urged Rowan who did not want to hear about it, he didn’t care, he was angry his mom reached out to Emma without him, he knew she was lying from the document that was laid on the table, “you do not know her mom, she is a mere stranger, she may be lying”“And what if she isn’t?” she asked that made him keep quiet, he glared coldly at Emma who looked like she would
EMMA*The car ride felt silent and heavy, and even though I knew he deeply opposed it, Rowan reluctantly drove me back to my apartment. Layla also told me that, as a bonus, she was going to pay for my tuition for the last year. And no matter how I tried to reject it, she insisted on it till I reluctantly agreed. I was eternally grateful, but I knew she was doing all this for a price, and that was the child in my belly. “I’m giving you not less than ten minutes to pack your bags,” he instructed. He didn’t even look at me; I didn’t say anything, but Rowan knew I understood. God, I wanted to slam that freaking car door right in his face. He was so arrogant. I walked up the steps, and that was when I realized I had kept my phone silent the whole day. I opened it to see text messages and calls from Amy. I rushed to check my bag, fishing out my keys in a hurry. I didn’t know if he was bluffing or if he was going to come to find me, so I was going to be fast. I opened the door, turned on t
Emma had tousled and turned in the bed all night because she was in a new environment and couldn’t sleep well. The first few seconds after she got up were almost humorous; her eyes bulged open when she didn’t recognize her surroundings, but she calmed down as soon as she did.She turned over to the clock on her bedside table to see that it was 6 a.m. in the morning; she had a class by eight, so she had some time to spare. She rolled out of bed with a tousled bedhead; then taking a rubber, to tie her hair up in a messy bun before she made her way out of the room. She gave a peek through her door to see if Rowan was already out; she would rather not meet him first in the morning, but her stomach was in desperate need of food. She trudged into the hallway and to the kitchen, which looked like it was hardly used. She was surprised with how spotless it looked, but thankfully there were fresh fruits in a basket and a coffee machine that seemed like it worked. Emma had turned to the cabinet
EMMA**“That bastard really has the nerves!” Amy huffed out as she paced around the pavement. Paxton had already walked away for his own safety the moment he say Amy approaching us, knowing how crazy defensive my friend was. She must have done something when I told her he cheated on me with a campus floozy. “He should thank his stars that he ran away! I should have done something worse than scratching his cars with my keys,” she muttered.“Oh my God, Amy, so that was what you did; no wonder you didn’t want to tell me!” I voiced out to her; she didn’t look fazed; she shrugged her shoulders instead, looking proud of what she did to Paxton as payback.“He deserved it, if that jerk comes by again you need to tell me, ok?” she warns me and I nod in agreement. “Should we go in?” She asked, pointing to the cafeteria, but I couldn’t take my chances. God knows I would puke if I got any whiff of fish or any other seafood smell that affected me.“Let’s go to the corner cafe instead,” I insisted