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Chapter 21

John's POV

I laid in my bed, staring up at the ceiling, unable to take the image of sex I had with Victoria off my head.

It was really ridiculous, how I made up my mind that I was having sex with Victoria just to quench the desire in me. Victoria wasn't perfect but I enjoyed her.

I knew Esther hated me because of how I had acted and treated her, but I promise I did it for a purpose I was never like that. I needed to be feared to get back what I wanted even though Esther never showed an atom of fear.

My thoughts kept circulating back to Esther's sexy figure, her blonde hair and beautiful lips. Esther was all I needed in my life. I shifted uncomfortably, squeezing my eyes shut in frustration.

Everytime I remembered Esther I got turned on.

I felt the heat rising in my chest, an unwanted ache stirring in my stomach which made breathing hard for me. Almost impossible.

My hands twisted against the pillow and all of a sudden my hands were sliding beneath the waistband of m
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