And just like that he left, he was so affectionate one minute I think we are working things out and the next he clams up on me. I feel so helpless I do not know how to get through to him even though I should be coping better because I am a psychiatrist but I find it difficult to use my training with Damian maybe it's because I am blinded by my feelings for him, with Patients it's easy they are simply your clients you have no relationship with them feelings are not involved but with Damian my love for him makes it difficult to think clearly.
I felt a stinging pain on my abdomen, it went away as quickly as it came but I decided to lie down I was probably stressing my baby. I went back upstairs to our bedroom and laid down on the bed, the pregnancy had me tired all the time. I was going to have a baby, me and Damian. This all seemed crazy considering that just weeks ago I was still in a relationship with the father of this child and now I am with Damian and
Sorry for the long chapter trying to make up for missed updates and hopefully finish story soon
" Relax ma'am Mr Black has been notified and he is already on his way just get dressed and come down hopefully he will already be here. So he also did not know why the cops were here but he is going to come and try stop them from talking to me which made me even more curious. " Thank you I'll be down shortly please tell them " As soon as she left i started getting dressed hurriedly maybe I could talk to them before Damian got here ? Maybe they could also help me right ? I hurried downstairs and a male officer was still at the door they had not even let him in, if this was not a clear indication to him he was not welcome I don't know what would be. Upon seeing me relief graced his features making me wonder why, " Hello " I greeted him upon reaching him. " Good evening ma'am sorry to trouble you but we have a few questions to ask you " I was still very nervous I had hopes this person would be able to help me be free from the jail that was this Mansion but w
He placed his face deep inside my thighs and immediately started licking me like a starved wild animal, the sensation was all it took to make tremble and shake uncontrollably. " Who do you belong to " he asked stopping his actions. I knew what I was supposed to say so I said " You " he seemed pleased by my response because his grin widened. " Good girl, and where do you belong " he asked afterwards. I realized the meaning of this exercise it was a calm way of telling me I was his and I am not going anywhere. " With you " " Very good and don't ever forget that " He stood up and headed to the bathroom.This was a warning if I did anything which he thought was me trying to betray him he'll bury me. I sat up on the bed and rested my head against the headboard. Shortly afterwards Damian came out of the bathroom and changed into some home clothes which consisted of Grey sweatpants and a vest. He sat next to me on the bed the atmosphere was tense. E
I woke in a very strong grip, Damian had his arms around me possesively so, like he did not want me to slip away from him. I turned in his arms so I could look at him, he was already awake or was woken by my turning but his eyes immediately locked with mine before he yawned even when yawning this guy was still so handsome effortlessly so, " Damn I'm tired " He said resting his head on the bed and looking at the ceiling he was acting like a normal person for once, something quite refreshing he did not have that normal hard look he always had." What do you want us to do today " he asked me, the question had me excited there was a lot I wanted to do and I could not wait to go out and do some shopping for myself. " Shopping " I said causing him to smile. " I knew that could never not be mentioned but I bought you so many clothes you still want to go shopping " I nodded enthusiastically " Of course yes a girl can never have too many clothes but I
I was so excited, Damian also looked so handsome next to him. I was busy stealing glances all the way to the airport with him catching me in the act many times. He would give me random kisses making butterflies swam in my stomach, it was a beautiful experience to love and be loved at this moment I was putting all the bad behind and simply enjoying the niceness of the moment. But everything was short lived as we arrived at the airport, police cars surrounded our car and we forced out of the car with guns pointed at us and Damian was arrested and taken away I stood there frozen as I watched him being taken away. My tears falling as I felt helpless what had gone wrong, " Go home Bella I'll be there before you know it " Damian yelled he was trying to comfort me even when his things were falling apart. I felt myself pulled back into the car, " No leave me " I protested I wanted to go be with Damian. " I have to be with him please
" Bella " he said again but I stopped him. " If you love me you'll let me go please Damian let me go " His eyes sparkled with unshed tears, he looked sorry this was probably the first time I had seen him looking so genuinely distraught but I could not let him fool me I needed him to let me go. If he loved me surely he could do this for me. " Please Damian please " Tears fell down on his face as he stood up slowly and walked away from me. " Please sweetheart I love you please don't do this.He started begging me tears coming from his eyes he looked a mess and my heart broke at the sight of seeing him like that. " I can give you space, we could sleep in different rooms I'll stay away from you if that's what you want but please do not leave me I beg you please. You promised you would go with me to therapy but now you haven't even allowed me the opportunity to go and get myself healed. How can you leave me when you have not yet given me the chance. You promised me "
The following morning as I woke up I felt like I felt the effects of yesterday more than I had the previous day. I was just so exhausted and tired, and not to mention the pain I was in, I had just finished expressing when Damain walked in he went to the house to shower and change he had not left my side since yesterday. " What " He asked me I raised an eyebrow in confusion as to what was his question based on. " Why are you looking at me like that " he said taking a seat on the couch, he took his phone out of his pocket but his gaze was still fixed on me. " I am just simply amazed by you " he frowned he had told me so many times yesterday to stop saying he was amazing but he was so what was I supposed to say. " I know you said your just doing your job and that I should not give you so much praise but you impress me. Your loving Damian, yesterday was probably the hardest days of my life but having you with me gave me strength. Yes you got a glimp
While I was still thinking about my unwanted visitor I received another unexpected visit. " Mrs Thorn what are you doing here " I asked her shocked by her sudden appearance in my room I hope his also not here to insult me like my previous visitor I had no energy for that. She walked in further settling by the couch in my room. " I heard you gave birth just wanted to come congratulate you and offer you a small gift for the baby " in her hands was a small present I wondered what was in it. " oh thank you " I said not really sure what else to say, I doubt Damian would be very happy with her presence here with everything he has told me I knew he was not a fan of his mother. " It's quite obvious my being here is making you uncomfortable, I am really sorry for throwing you in the deep end like that with my son. You must think I am a horrible person but I just wanted the best for him, .... " She took a deep breath before continuing. " The thing i
" What are you talking about, I did not lie to me. Who is this skank you talk of and more especially where are you getting all this crap. I know you just had a baby and this might have been stressful on you but I will not allow you to accuse me of things I do not know. I know you are in pain so I will call the doctor to attend to you hopefully that should bring you to your senses " I laughed a very sarcastic laugh. " You have some nerve, to accuse me of nor being well. Your girlfriend was here she said she's pregnant with your child so tell me I am being delusional. " I said looking him straight deep into the eyes." What ! " he responded his eyes widened, " Who said that " he asked again his voice picking up he was getting mad at the wrong person. " Your girlfriend Meagan was here and she was quick to remind me how my child is nothing more than just a bastard and since you two will be having a child together mine will no longer be relevant. " He cut
After the wedding they attended court, Isabella was still nervous about how it was going to go and She was not sure whether she wanted Meagan in jail or not all she knew was she had forgiven her but she could not help but still feel anxious. Today was the day they would hear how the mental examination had gone and whether Meagan was fit or not to stand trial. " Are you okay " Damian asked her " Yeah I am just anxious, if she really is mentally unwell then I will probably feel sorry for her I mean no understand mental illness more than me so it just makes things even more complicated. " Damian on the other hand had no sympathy for her, he regretted the day he ever allowed himself to get involved with her he felt disgusted and guilty thinking this was all his fault.He does not understand how he could have cheated on Isabella like she was his angel and for him to have hurt her like that baffled him. " I know you want her in jail but please understand me I ca
" And I need you to trust me more sweetheart this is your body I would never force you to do something you are unclear with I am happy you are Carrying our child but this should be something you want as well. If you feel like this baby is putting your health in danger I will not force you to keep it. So are you sure you want this pregnancy " Damian asked Isabella because he wanted to be sure this was something she wanted not because it is the situation she finds herself in, what Mattered was he wanted her to be happy, no Matter what it was that was making her happy." No I have had time to think and I know I am ready now to have this baby, I know you will always be there for me so I need not to worry about it. " She said with a genuine smile on her face and looked up to Damian who already had his eyes on her, his gaze made her shy and she looked down and played with her fingers. She could not get over the butterflies he still gaze her just by a simple look
" I need you more than ever to step up Damian because you are going to be a dad so I want to know when's our big day because I ain't having baby number two out of wedlock again " " What " Both Damian and his mother said simultaneously. Damian rushed to Bella picking her up and his arms spinning her around. " Whoa babe slow down you will make me dizzy " She was giggling like a high school kid she expected him to be happy but she had not anticipated that kind of excitement from him. " Damn babe you keep on making me the happiest man on earth when did you find out " His mom was just watching them not saying anything she enjoyed seeing her son happy and she was glad she managed to be here during this special moment for him." I found out this morning though I was stressed out with court and everything could not celebrate it properly. " She was lying she knew about before he proposed to her she just did not know how to tell him yet. " Really
Inside the court room Meagan took the stand and explained how she had been possessed and that she in her right mind would never try to harm anyone Nevermind kill anyone. " And to you Isabella I want to say I am so sorry for the horrible experience you had to endure because of me. I am truly ashamed of my actions and please know I would never ever do that to anyone ever again. " Everyone was shocked by Meagans statement to Isabella no one had anticipated an apology from her. The prosecutor did not even have time to stop her, Isabella felt somewhat at peace it had been three weeks of counseling and she felt she was getting better.She no longer suffered from nightmares like she used to before and through it all she was glad she had Damian through her corner always. " Do you think she was using that apology so the judge is more lenient on her ? " Damian asked Isabella they were now riding in his car going home. Damian possed the question after r
The following day she decided to go out shopping when the car she was traveling in got attacked, all the guards where killed and she was drugged and thrown into a vehicle. She woke up in an abandoned warehouse which smelled horrible, it smelt of dead bodies. And there was dead bodies of woman everywhere was she also going to be like those woman she wondered and most importantly who had organized her to be kidnapped ?She did not have to wait long as she heard the door open and in walked in Meagan with her very long high heels she was dressed to impress and looking at her now Isabella wondered how Damian had been able to resist such a beautiful woman. She did not know this was something which was eating Meagan up all man worshipped at her feet yet here she was unwanted by a dirty criminal who thought he was better than her just because he had dirty money which made him a billionaire." What do you want from me why am I here please
How can you be so sure and so calm about it, what would happen to me if you anything happened to you " I asked him feeling overwhelmed by all the information I was hearing, Damian had been keeping crucial information about our lives from me and now I find out the FBI is gunning for our asses that was no laughing Matter. " I run a tight ship my boys would not betray me and even if they did if I fall you take over the ship as my queen and you reign. This is my empire Isabella and it belongs to you and our son no one else. He will be the new Don once I retire. " Damon the Don ?Two months laterToday we were celebrating Damon's second month alive, my son had grown significantly and to everyone they assumed he was Damians biological child because they looked the same and not only that but yes I could say my child preferred Damian over me, he could get along all day but as soon as he spots Damia
The day of waking up a full time mom was exhausted I found Damian passed out next to me because he had used my expressed breastmilk to feed the baby, Damon was also safely tucked in his arms literally the most beautiful sight a woman could ever observe I felt guilty as I realized I had literally slept all through the night was I a bad mother. As if sensing my uneasiness Damian woke up, he looked at our little angel and then his gaze came up to mine. " Good morning did you sleep well " Damian asked with no hint of anger. " I am so sorry I fell asleep all night, you must have called me a million times I do not know what's wrong with me... I.." Damian made me to shut up by placing his thumb on my lips. " Shuush you will wake the baby " he positioned the baby on the bed so he would not fall placed a blanket on top and he pulled me towards the bathroom. " I did not wake you up because I wanted you to rest, this i
" What are you talking about, I did not lie to me. Who is this skank you talk of and more especially where are you getting all this crap. I know you just had a baby and this might have been stressful on you but I will not allow you to accuse me of things I do not know. I know you are in pain so I will call the doctor to attend to you hopefully that should bring you to your senses " I laughed a very sarcastic laugh. " You have some nerve, to accuse me of nor being well. Your girlfriend was here she said she's pregnant with your child so tell me I am being delusional. " I said looking him straight deep into the eyes." What ! " he responded his eyes widened, " Who said that " he asked again his voice picking up he was getting mad at the wrong person. " Your girlfriend Meagan was here and she was quick to remind me how my child is nothing more than just a bastard and since you two will be having a child together mine will no longer be relevant. " He cut
While I was still thinking about my unwanted visitor I received another unexpected visit. " Mrs Thorn what are you doing here " I asked her shocked by her sudden appearance in my room I hope his also not here to insult me like my previous visitor I had no energy for that. She walked in further settling by the couch in my room. " I heard you gave birth just wanted to come congratulate you and offer you a small gift for the baby " in her hands was a small present I wondered what was in it. " oh thank you " I said not really sure what else to say, I doubt Damian would be very happy with her presence here with everything he has told me I knew he was not a fan of his mother. " It's quite obvious my being here is making you uncomfortable, I am really sorry for throwing you in the deep end like that with my son. You must think I am a horrible person but I just wanted the best for him, .... " She took a deep breath before continuing. " The thing i