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Sidney

I haven't felt as satisfied as I am today in a long time. Finally, she was mine. Feeling her body next to mine was one of the best sensations I've ever had in my entire existence, at least for me, because she pulled away and was distressed. Soon it started to wear, while I was already thinking about the second round . Adeline barely looked at me, she acted like she was sorry.

“Adeline…

She ignored me and continued wearing it as if I didn't even exist.

“Adeline! “ I called her again, not being able to stand being ignored by her.

“ Leave me in peace! “ she said crying, leaving me worried and not knowing what had happened for her to act like that.

“ I hurt you? I asked, but she ignored me and continued to dress.

She shook her head as she got ready.

“Adeline, why are you acting like this?” “ she was making me worried.

“ What do you think? What happened was a mistake, it was very unprofessional of me. You're sick, I shouldn't have… This isn't right!

“ Don't say that, I also wanted to… “ there was no reason for her to act like that, because I was the one who insisted.

She shook her head in disagreement.

"Do you want to talk more about this?" I asked, seeing that she was stunned.

"Listen, I beg your pardon!" I should not have done it! You're the patient and I should have looked at it that way and...

“ For! Stop acting like we both didn't mean to do this. “How could she act that way. "Come here, come close to me."

“I want distance from you. She refused, taking a step back.

“ What? I asked angrily, not believing she'd said that.

"That's right you heard!"

I wanted to get out of bed, but she pulled away.

“ Stay quiet! If you dare to get up, I swear I'll scream! she said angrily, altering her voice. I stopped and stayed quiet, not because she was going to scream, but because I saw that she was really shaken and seeing her like that broke me.

“ All good. No need to be mad.” I held up my hands giving her the space she wanted.

"And try to handcuff yourself again." she ordered furiously, withdrawing.

I didn't know whether to be happy that my fetish had come true or sad to see his reaction. I wondered what I had done wrong to make her act like this. I must have hurt her; maybe she liked it. I sighed and leaned my head back. I heard footsteps and immediately tried to lock the handcuffs on my wrist.

Now I had to think about my other goal: to finish the guy off. But I also had to deal with Adeline, I had to calm her down, because she could denounce me, tell someone that I managed to open these handcuffs.

Adeline

I was in the women's closet, getting ready to leave, after all, I had already finished my shift “ it was ten o'clock at night, today I left later. I listened to my classmates talk about their lives; Susana was talking about the man she was going out with, full of hope that they were going to date.

“ I'm not into dating… I just got divorced! said Mary.

I showed a smile, finding it funny.

"Now that I'm single, I'm going to give it to everyone!" he added, laughing.

"Give it to everyone but mine and Sidney, or Adeline will kill you!" “ susana teased me smiling, it was her habit.

“ Yes it is true! Maria agreed with a mischievous smile.

"Stop, you two!" There is nothing between me and him “ I denied it with complete certainty.

They laughed.

"Adeline, are we going to the bar later?" "Mary invited me."

"I'd like to, but I have a matter to attend to..."

They looked at each other suspiciously, but I didn't care. I took my backpack and left. They were my friends, but I still didn't feel comfortable talking about what happened; not because she didn't trust them, but because she still didn't believe she had been possessed by him. I got in the car and drove home. I fed the cat and sat on the couch.

Sidney… He was on my mind and I needed to talk to someone.

I took the necklace my mother had given me and gave it a kiss. How I missed you… I wanted your advice. I took a deep breath and walked out again. I got in the car and drove to the place I never thought I would go. Arriving there, I spent some time looking at the façade; my hands were shaking, because I was anxious and didn't know where to start, but I was determined to see it through to the end. I got out of the car and went into the bar, on Hermosa, which wasn't bad at all. It wasn't luxurious, but it was a clean bar with a good atmosphere. I sat at one of the tables and stared at the strippers .

“ Hello, pretty! said a girl in lingerie. I looked at her and smiled, a little awkwardly, and nodded in response to her greeting. She sat next to me, took my hand and said: “ I date women too!

"No, no... I'm looking for someone," I replied, taking my hand away from hers.

“Oh, that's fine. But I can replace you…” She faced me with a friendly smile.

“ Look, did you see a black woman, straight hair, tall, thin and…

Suddenly, a woman with the features I had mentioned entered the stage. It was her, my sister. The girl looked at me blankly.

“ You found what you were looking? “ He asked.

“ Yes! I nodded my head and looked at my sister.

She left my table and went to a customer. I watched her dance, saw how good she felt doing it. I had to admit that I looked better than before, as I hadn't in a long time. Despite the profession not being the most acceptable, for society, she at least took care of her life the way she could and was not a criminal. I waited for her, we needed to talk. On one of the dance steps, Jessica saw me and stopped; We stared at each other for a while. She never imagined I could be here, as we both come from conservative families. Flustered, she stopped dancing and walked away from the pole , leaving the stage. I got up, trying to see where she was going, but she was gone, so I sat back down, waiting for her to come talk to me. I took a deep breath as I played with my fingers.

“ You here? She stared suspiciously.

“ I needed to talk to someone, with you... “ I admitted. She approached me and sat down, we were facing each other.

“ Who would say? My perfect sister in this place…” Jessica crossed her arms in awe.

“I'm not perfect,” I snapped.

She laughed, not believing what she was saying.

“ I lay down with a patient, in the hospital. “ I confessed

"Did you have sex in the hospital?" Jessica opened her mouth in disbelief.

I nodded, embarrassed and feeling awful.

“ Someone saw?

“ No but…

“ So what's the problem? he asked, making light of it and smiling.

“It goes against my principles. I was unprofessional, and he possibly committed a crime.

"And what is he like?" “She was just too curious.

I smiled, thinking how to say it. I looked back at her and Jessica looked at me, waiting for the answer.

“Blonde, tall, caramel eyes. And when he smiles…” I stopped for a few seconds, remembering him. “ He…

"Wow, you're really in love!" His eyes are shining. Jessica smiled.

I looked away.

“ This is not right! I said.

"And what is right?" ’ She glared at me. I was speechless, thinking about Sidney, thinking how much I had enjoyed being possessed by him. My body was on fire just thinking about it.

“ I don't know! I know I shouldn't get involved, but I can't help thinking about him... “ Admit it.

"He's a criminal or possibly he is." Jessica glared at me.

"Anyway, I wanted something better!" “ I said angry with my heart.

“ The heart sometimes makes us ready for this kind of thing!

“ I've always been a professional, a preference for what I do! I don't usually make mistakes and

“Maybe it's time to make mistakes! Maybe this is a sign that not everything is perfect! That even the most demanding ones have the right to fail. Jessica smiled understandingly.

I was the only one who didn't understand me and judged me so much. I was never someone who allowed me to make mistakes and even more so at my professional level, but Sidney arrived to show me otherwise. She was a challenge for me.