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43. Confronting my emotions.

Author: Jt
last update Huling Na-update: 2024-11-04 00:08:12

I wiped my tears staring through the window. The stinging pain of what happened last night still too much for me to bear. I tried, god knows I tried my best to hold on to what Kristrin and I had.

Cheating was one but having a child with someone else was a slap against my face for all the years I've tried with him.

My eyes then connected with Grace as she silently came into my room with breakfast in her hand but my stomach was already filled with wrecking emotions to the point I just could not eat.

The moment I saw her about to say something I stopped her not wanting for her to go any further.

"No, don't say anything about what happened last night." I told her.

"Oh ok, I won't." Her expression changed to that of a sad demeanor.

"I'm not in the mood to eat anything either." I told the two as Steff showed up next her. Whenever I'm depressed eating was always the last thing on my mind.

"I've relayed the message to everyone that your ok and I've also told your parents you'll be back in for
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  • The bad boy craves me   46. Getting what I want.

    Samantha's POV"What the fuck do you want?" I sat down at the table annoyed that Coach Carlos had called to see me. Thank goodness I was graduating and wouldn't be seeing him again.And since I was now a celebrity there'd be paparazzi soon to take photos and I wasn't going to stay long for it to happen."I see you haven't waited anytime at all to carry out your little plan of trapping a millionaire to secure your future at the top of the food chain." He smiled and I rolled my eyes at him while folding my hands together."I can assure you coach Carlos. My child has the same DNA as Kristrin and he's the father of my baby. Something we made together during love making." I glared at the old fool."That's not what I heard. There's a little rumor that you drugged and had him sexually assaulted. Such a pity if evidence of this was to somehow circle around and get you in trouble." He laughed slyly."Of course not and for the last time what the hell do you want? I've done exactly as you've ask

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  • The bad boy craves me   47. Going smoothly?

    "So it's on for tonight then?" Sebastian asked while I attended my patient Mr. Brown who had a severe case of pneumonia to which I was currently checking his vitals."Don't you know it's unprofessional to be unproductive during working hours. You could be suspended or even fired." I exclaimed as he sat in one of the chairs in the room."As long as I'm with you if it happens then I'd gladly take it." Sebastian teased making me laugh."Yes, movie night is still on and remember to bring snacks and don't be late." I told him as I finished with my final patient of the day."Oh, and your parents wanted to see you before you go home. I'll be heading off to buy your snacks. See you at your place." He added."See you." I smiled leaving to see my parents in there office."You wanted to see me?" I asked entering there office as my Mom pulled me along to sit on the sofa that was situated in there office."What is this?" I questioned my parents as they both provided me with an envelope with excite

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    "So let's get down to business shall we.""What business?!" I snapped, glaring at all three boys as Grace snickered next to me on the couch."Shhh." Marco shushed me."So what intentions do you have for Anna?" Kyle asked a frowning Sebastian who sat with his hands closed clearly showing he was not intimidated by them the least.Kyle, Maurice and Marco decided to do an interview to see if Sebastian was good enough for me. I knew they would have never taken the matter likely after I told them Sebastian and I have been hanging out. They showed up the next day knowing Sebastian would be here and now here we were.I should've known they would do something this childish."I don't think I have to answer that question to any of you three. Anna knows my intentions and that's all that matters." I smiled hearing Sebastian's response for them."Yes you do actually. We do this with all of Anna's boyfriend. You see there's a lot of douchebag out there and we don't want her getting hurt. So we norma

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  • The bad boy craves me   49. The last time?

    "Hello Bella." Kristrin spoke.The knots in my stomach twisted but not in a bad way. Seeing Kristrin standing before me with more than enough emotions in his eyes was enough for me to break down and cry."Why are you here?" I questioned him trying to hide the fact that I was taken back by his sudden appearance.I knew the others had warned him countless times not to come to my home and that I clearly did not want to talk or see him."I came here to see you Bella." He exclaimed and I immediately looked away from him seeing all the emotions in his eyes.I wanted to hug and hold him but I would never fall for what the heart wanted."I thought I made it very clear that I never wanted to see you again?" I sighed feeling the heavy weight of burden on my shoulder once again."That's not something that can be easily done Bella. Your my life...." I cut him off before he could continue any further."Correction I was your life. Your life is no longer with me Kristrin. Your life's with Samantha no

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  • The bad boy craves me   50. Something more.

    "So what do you think?" Sebastian asked as I peered into the glass at my new hairdo.I didn't know Sebastian was good at make overs. My hair was parted into two and was now braided.I wondered what he couldn't do. My hair was neatly done by the way and I adored it!"I love it! Your absolutely Amazing Sebastian.""Thank you. I usually did my grandmother's hair before she had passed away a few years ago." He stared sweetly at me."Awww."Sebastiancertainly was a very kindhearted guy."How are you feeling now? Do you feel any bett

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  • The bad boy craves me   Author's Note.

    Hey there my Lovelies!I hope this note finds you well and smiling! I just wanted to take a moment to express my deepest gratitude for your incredible support. Your presence, encouragement, and enthusiasm mean the world to me.Just to let you guys know, book two is now complete and I will be uploading book three continuing Kristrin and Bella's love story, yay! This is also the last book in the series. And yes there's NO bad ending.Also, if you're enjoying what you're seeing, I'd really appreciate a review and maybe even a diamond if you're feeling extra awesome 😉. You guys rock!

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