Lorenzo
“ANYTHING WORTH IT TODAY?” I frowned as my beta walked into the office. I left him to buy the slaves because I just couldn’t deal with the traders any longer. It wasn’t that I didn’t want the slaves. I just hated dealing with the traders.
“HA! There was this one who told me she had been kidnapped. She has spunk.” He frowned. “It’s sad that she won’t make it through the week or I would have taken her for myself.” He shrugged and, since there was nothing else to report, we turned our attention to the correspondence I had been trying to avoid all morning.
After we were finally done, all I wanted to do was go upstairs, take a nice long hot shower, and crawl into bed, but I wasn’t going to be lucky enough to do that tonight. A quick shower was all I had time for before the evening’s event. I had put off finding a bride long enough and we were having yet another ball to see if I could find someone that was good enough.
I met my parents in the foyer and we were announced. The smell of the food hit me the second we walked in, but we were instantly swamped by eager females who were all trying to catch my eye and I knew I wasn’t going to get a chance to eat until much later in the evening. Finding a wife was becoming a tedious, never-ending waste of damn time.
I understood why my mother thought that having these events would help, but I just couldn’t find who and what I was looking for. I hated dancing and I hated making small talk even more, but those were the two things that were required at these damn events.
So, I had a process of elimination. A mental list of sorts that I ran through each time the event started. I would pick the women that I found physically attractive to dance with and avoid all the others at all costs. Once we were on the dancefloor, I had a list of questions I asked them and if they answered one of them wrong, they would be out of the running.
I was looking for a future queen. I couldn’t afford to marry someone who wouldn’t be able to handle that role with grace and dignity. She had to be strong, but not overshadow me. She needed to want children … No, she had to love children because I wanted her to love my children the same way my mother loved me and I needed an heir.
I had been the king for almost five years and I still didn’t have an heir, which was the reason behind having a ball every damn night until I found my wife. My mother was in overdrive and it was driving me insane. You would think that it was her own biological clock that was ticking the way she carried on sometimes.
What saddened me, though, was that none of these women seemed to have a mind of their own. It was as if they had all been cast out of the same mold. None of them could decide about anything on their own. When I asked a question, they would either ask me what I wanted. If they answered, they would quickly revert to answer number one.
None of them were independent in the least and I needed someone who would be able to rule our kingdom if anything ever happened to me. I wanted a partner, not just a wife. I knew I was making things difficult for my mother, but I wanted what she and my father had. I wanted love and duty and I had no idea of how to explain it to them. I had grown tired of trying to explain it and that was when my mother saw a weakness and exploited it by getting me to agree to these balls.
Finally, the night ended and my mother looked disappointed when I informed her that none of the ladies that were at the ball qualified. I said goodnight, dropped a quick kiss on my mother’s cheek to try and soften the blow, and made my way down to the kitchen to see if there was any more food left.
“They say she’s been on the boat for three years.” I heard voices whispering and stopped mid-step. “HA! The masters say that one is trouble. They couldn’t sell her and they hope that she doesn’t bring shame to them here. Apparently, she has a bit of an attitude.” I frowned. Nobody lasted longer than a couple of months on those boats. They had to be talking about the girl my beta told me about earlier. I tried over the years to get the traders to treat the slaves better, but it never helped. There was no way anybody could have lasted three years!
“Well, I don’t know how she survived. Did you see how thin she is? She looks like she is about to just keel over and die!” The laughter moved out of the kitchen. It had to be her. The girl with the spunk. I needed to see this girl for myself, but my growling stomach reminded me why I was there in the first place. Deciding to grab a piece of bread, I was just about to make myself a sandwich when the chef walked in. I was going to check in on the salves to see the girl, but she wasn’t going anywhere, was she? The chef quickly set about making my sandwich and I gobbled it down as if I hadn’t eaten for days before making my way upstairs. I made a mental note to investigate the situation with the girl in the morning. The slaves would all be asleep by now in any case and I wouldn’t be able to see who she was, would I?
I crawled into my enormous four-poster bed and closed the heavy velvet curtains to block out any possible light coming from the passage. I loved my bed. It was made for my grandfather who loved lavish furniture and the fact that it had its own curtains was a huge plus for me. My staff could walk about my room and do whatever it was they did in the mornings before waking me.
My head hit the pillow and I breathed in deeply before sleep drew me in.
Ariana
MY CHAINS RATTELED as I turned during the night, and it never used to bother me, but the sound echoed throughout the room. I started to feel incredibly self-conscious because of it. Although there seemed to be nice people around me, I would hate to be the reason some of them didn’t get enough sleep.
Finding as comfortable a position as I could without moving my arms or legs too much, I closed my eyes and tried to get some sleep myself, but it was impossible. The floor was freezing compared to the wooden floor of the boat and it was making the little bit of muscle I had left ache terribly.
By the time morning came and the guards showed up to let us out, I was in so much pain that I could hardly walk. We made our way through to the washing rooms where the person in charge removed my chains. I didn’t want to show my relief, but I thanked her in any case.
“Oh, don’t thank me girly. I have a reason for doing it.” She raised a brow as she put the chains in the corner. “You seem to have a talent for removing stains nobody else can get out.” A young girl came walking up with a huge trolley filled to the brim with white clothing. The girl sneered at me before skulking off. “I need these all cleaned before lunch.” I forced myself not to glare at her. We hadn’t had breakfast yet, and normally I wouldn’t be bothered. One meal less could be the last straw for my body to just give in.
Forcing the thought of food out of my mind, I got to work on the washing. I had a feeling that if I didn’t get through this lot, they weren’t going to let me eat at lunchtime. My wrists burned as soon as I put my hands into the water and I forced myself not to gasp in pain. Even though I was feeling incredibly weak, I couldn’t show it.
I learned that very early on the boat. It was as if the guards were trying to separate the weak ones and then they got rid of them pretty quickly. Thankfully, the burning subsided quickly and I was able to focus on the stains and the work I had to get done before lunch.
My mind wondered while I was busy washing out stain after stain and I didn’t even notice how raw my hands were becoming. I had to keep forcing myself not to think about my life in the pack house since this was such mind-numbing work and my thoughts seemed to keep wanting to think about better days.
“You missed one! Concentrate Ariana! I don’t want to get whipped again!” My wolf growled, forcing me to focus. I had just grabbed a shirt when it felt as if someone was looking at me. My eyes scanned the people around me but everybody was busy with work and nobody was looking at me. I couldn’t shake the feeling that someone was staring at me when the sting of the whip hit my back.
“GET BACK TO WORK!” An ugly-looking guard sneered as I flinched. I grabbed the shirt and washed it without looking for any stains. I was fighting back tears, refusing to cry! I wouldn’t cry! Not in front of these people! No matter what they did to me! I won’t cry!! I tried to shake the feeling that someone was looking at me and focusing on what I had to do, but I couldn’t.
A shiver ran down the back of my spine, but I didn’t dare look around again. Being able to move about more freely without my chains was slowly loosening my tight muscles and I focused on the relief I was feeling. The strong scent of the soap burned my nose, but I kept on doing what I had to do. One day my mate will find me. That was all I had and all I needed to focus on.
One day my mate would find me and then they would have to set me free! They couldn’t keep holding me as a slave if my mate found me. Surely, even if the king kept us as slaves, he wouldn’t keep someone that was destined to be with someone! A new fire started to burn from deep inside as I grabbed the next shirt. The strong scent of the shirt struck me right between the eyes.
“Mate!” My wolf purred and I frowned. I sniffed the shirt and stuffed it into the water as my eyes grew wide. I could smell my mate’s scent on the shirt, even though the scent of the soap! It was his scent! I was sure of it! The scent sent my mind running and when I pulled it out of the water to look for stains, I could still smell it.
The soap hadn’t removed his scent as it did with the others I finished! It was definitely my mate’s scent! He was here. My head snapped from the left to the right and my mind was all over the place before I stuffed the shirt back into the water. I felt bewildered and my wolf was howling for our mate. He was here! My mate was somewhere in this castle! Was he one of the guards? I tried to calm my racing heart before anybody noticed.
LorenzoI WAS PLANNING ON SNEAKING DOWNSTAIRS and having a quick look at the girl I was told about and then joining my parents for breakfast afterwards, but as soon as she looked up, I felt a lightning bolt hit my damn heart!“Mate!” My wolf whispered before I could stop him as a growl escaped. We fought for control over my body and in my scattered state of mind, he gained control and strutted right over to where the bewildered girl was blankly blinking at us. I fought and regained control just as he gripped her wrist and she flinched.“Let go!” The girl shouted and in an instant. I could see the recognition in her eyes as they grew wider. “Mate.” She whispered, looking confused. My mind was all over the place. A slave girl couldn’t possibly become queen one day!“I, Lorenzo, king of the werewolves, hereby reject you …” I realized that I didn’t even know her name. Her eyes were filled with confusion.“Ariana,” She blinked and I could have sworn I saw sadness in her eyes for a split se
The guard gripped my arm and dragged me back to my basin. His whip came down over my back for good measure as he laughed. Walking away, he spat in my direction.“Precious little princess rejected by the king!” He laughed and I was again reminded of what had just happened. Down here as a slave we weren’t allowed to have feelings. I wasn’t allowed to mourn for the mate who didn’t want me. I had to carry on with my work as if nothing had just happened, and I did. My mind and heart were fighting over whether I should be angry or totally devastated while my body just kept on working.At lunchtime we were given barely enough time to eat the dry bread and drink our water, but at least the bread was fairly fresh and the water tasted sweet compared to what we got on the boat. What was supposed to be the best day of my life, had not even turned into the worst. It had become just another day as I got back to my station and finished the washing.That was that then, I guess. My chance for my mate
ArianaIT TOOK SOME DOING, but I escaped! I felt like sticking my tongue out at the girl who told me I couldn’t do it, but there was no time to be petty. I had to get out of the castle. Making my way down one of the many long dark passages, I ducked behind a door frame the moment I heard the familiar clang of the guards’ boots. It was a lot easier to escape than even I anticipated.In fact, it was too easy! My blood ran cold and I wondered if they would hunt me! I heard from some of the slaves on the boat over the years how some owners would let you think you escaped. They would purposefully make it easy to escape and the moment you ran, they would hunt you down like some animal. Okay, fine, so I’m a wolf, but still, who the hell would do such a thing?!!I pondered going back for a moment and then decided to let fate fall where it may. I was going to make it out even if it killed me! I wasn’t going to make it easy for them to find me! Quickly finding my way out, I sneaked out of the c
What I was about to do would probably cause huge ripples throughout the kingdom, but someone had to pay for the fact that a slave girl was my mate and that I had to reject her! Wait … I wondered for a moment if I was angry that the slave traders treated the people the way they did or if I was angry that I felt I had to reject my destined mate! Flopping into my chair, I sighed deeply and leaned back, closing my eyes.“I’m sorry, my king, but they’ve already left.” Luc’s frustrated voice penetrated my ears. He was my oldest and dearest of friends and I was being unfair to him. What was happening wasn’t his fault. What was happening was the moon goddess’s damn fault! She destined me to a slave girl when she should have given me a strong alpha princess! I stood up and nodded.“Do you know when they will come back?” I sighed, trying to sound calmer than I felt and he hummed and ha-ed. I knew he couldn’t really tell me. It could be months, even years before they return. Did I risk going aft
ArianaThe guards took extra care to keep an eye on me when the time came to go back to the cell in the evening and even more so in the mornings as if they expected me to try and escape at a different time. There were far more guards around those times, which meant there was no way I was getting out that way again. Couldn’t they understand that my mate didn’t want me and that I needed to get away from there?Of course, they couldn’t! They didn’t give a damn that deep down inside I was broken and my wolf was dying because we had to be reminded day in and day out that the one who was destined to love us didn’t even care enough to check that we were okay! I shook my head and closed my eyes for just a second as I fought back tears and tried to convince myself that I didn’t want him!“Get back to work!” The whip came down over my shoulders and I cried out in pain. I was so focused on my thoughts I had forgotten where I was for a second and the guard was too close!“She won’t be able to wor
I could feel that the meeting was not going my way. The pixie queen wanted rights to the port in exchange for safe passage through the woods. I knew that her kind would soon take over the entire port. That has been her plan for generations. Yes, my father and his father before him have been trying to get her to give us safe passage. I had hoped if I spoke to her, she would listen.My father had already told me it wasn’t going to work and he was probably waiting in the wings somewhere to tell me he had told me so.“Well, it saddens me that we can’t come to some sort of agreement, your majesty, but there is no way the werewolves will ever give up any part of the harbour.” I got up, greeted her, and left. She was not going to budge and neither was I. It infuriated me and when my father appeared around a corner to say he had told me so, I lost control.Shifting in an instant, I pinned him to the floor and snarled. My mother’s gasp brought me back to my senses and I breathed in deeply to t
Of course, what the king did overshadow what happened to me. I was fast asleep when a loud ruckus woke me and I was still rubbing my eyes to try and focus when I heard her voice. It was the queen!“Why wasn’t I informed?! I want to know who is responsible for this! They should be charged! They should be tarred and feathered and then drawn and quartered!” The next moment she appeared frowning. Her eyes flashed with anger and I wondered what I could possibly have done to make her this angry. Dammit! It had to be the food! She was probably furious that they were giving me such luxurious food! “Oh, my darling girl, how are you doing?” Her eyes softened as she rushed to my side and took my hand. I had been trying to push myself up so I could get out of bed and curtsy but Trixie rushed in and shook her head and I lay back down.“I’m doing much better. I’ve been trying to tell the doctor that I am okay to go to work, your majesty, but he won’t let me. I’m terribly sorry for the inconvenience
I was running on pure adrenaline when I stormed into Luc’s room. The girl in his bed was the first one to wake up and her eyes grew wide at the sight of me. I ripped the covers off the bed and Luc complained but sat upright as soon as he saw who it was.“Dude, seriously.” He complained.“Get up!” My alpha voice rattled the windows and the girl flinched. I recognized her as one of the so-called nobleman’s daughters that was at the ball. “You have a lot of explaining to do!” I growled at Luc and stormed out of his room. “Meet me in my office! NOW!” I growled through the mind link at Luc before making my way to the doctor’s room.There I found him getting dressed and I realized how damn quickly the castle grapevine worked. Patrick must have alerted the doctor to the fact that I had found out what was happening. I was a little more polite with him since he was the one taking care of the girl, but I ordered him to meet me in my office. I had to get dressed myself.I couldn’t be seen reprim
IT FELT AS IF I BLINKED AGAIN and we were standing in the front of the chapel waiting for Liam’s beautiful mate to come down the aisle. We planned their wedding in record time because there was no way those two would be able to hold out for much longer! The only reason we probably did was because Lorenzo rejected me, and I had a chaperone. I suggested it to Liam, and he nearly bit my head off!Besides, Lorenzo was already the king for a couple of years when we met, so the circumstances were different. Lorenzo slightly nudged me and I smiled at him. I found myself constantly trapped in memories over the past couple of weeks, but I just couldn’t help myself. The castle was filled with love and happiness, and I couldn’t help myself. My children’s lives have turned out so much better than I could ever have hoped for.They actually turned out far better than I ever prayed for. The bride walked down the aisle and she looked even prettier than she did at the last fitting. She curtsied in fro
ON THE NIGHT LIAM TURNED EIGHTEEN, I was standing in our room looking at myself in the mirror. I had the seamstress make me a dress similar to the red one since Lorenzo actually physically tore the old one from my body! Only this dress was a little more appropriate for the queen … For the last night, I would be walking into the ballroom as the queen.Our darling son didn’t just look like his father. He was a true carbon copy. He was kind and loving with a fire in his belly. He wanted to change the world and make things better for our kind and he loved visiting the pixies who simply loved him. Tradition dictated that Lorenzo hand over the title to Liam tonight in a small alpha-type ceremony.The big coronation was going to happen in a couple of weeks. At least the damn protocol allowed for a little time to just celebrate the fact that he was coming of age. I was sending up silent prayers all day that he would find his destined mate tonight. So, it could possibly complicate things, but
THE NEXT YEAR I STILL FELT STRESSED when the other kids had to go through their ceremonies, but it was a lot easier since they weren’t the future of our territory. Well, they were, but it wasn’t a make-or-break moment like it was with Liam.All our children found their wolves and it was part of the memories I would never forget. It was almost as beautiful as the days they were born. The children were growing and our pack was growing, and while I was sitting in the morning room with my ladies, Lorenzo showed up out of the blue.“I thought we could go for a walk.” He grinned and I knew my husband well enough. I was right because he had a basket waiting just outside the morning room. I laughed as we rushed down the hallway and breathed in the fresh morning air. Lorenzo pulled me into the maze in the garden and finally came to a halt right where we had one of our first dates. I loved that spot. He pulled out a blanket and nearly made me fall into his lap when he pulled me down with him.H
WE GOT THROUGH THE MEAL, and I mean literally just survived it with all the children. I breathed a sigh of relief as we stepped out onto the grass and I could feel the cool grass under my bare feet. Everyone was dressed casually so we could shift after Liam shifted.The moon was full and beautiful in the sky as Lorenzo made his speech. The bonfires were lit, and we started a countdown. The moon shone down on my beautiful boy as I sent up one last silent prayer. I know I’ve asked a lot of her during my life, but if she could just help me this once …“Three … Two … ONE!” We all shouted and everyone looked at Liam. When the first bone breaking echoed through the clearing, I realized that everyone had probably been holding their breaths! It was horrifying watching my son go through his first time, but it was an incredible relief as well. His wolf was gorgeous once he completely shifted.His pelt was a purist silk black colour just like his father's and he had a beautiful white spot on the
AS I EXPECTED, Lesley and her mate returned from their getaway with the news that they wanted a normal werewolf ceremony. I was a little sad to hear that they wanted to have it at his pack house, but I could understand why. He wanted to show off his Luna and it was going to be her new home.They invited us to their ceremony, which was a plus at least. After most of our guests left and the excitement of the entire thing was over, I had some news for Lorenzo and, this time, it was huge! I couldn’t believe it myself when the doctor told me, but it happened! Lorenzo was sitting on the couch in the library and I curled up next to him while the kids played on the floor with the nanny.“Since there is no reason to give you a gift this time, I thought I would just tell you.” I felt so damn nervous! Why was I so nervous?!“Okay …” I could hear the frown in his voice and I laughed nervously.“Well, I don’t know how it happened so fast, but I’m pregnant!” Our baby girl was barely a couple of wee
ON THE NIGHT OF LESLEY’S COMING OUT BALL, the two of us got ready together and when Lesley walked out from behind the dressing divider, I gasped. I had seen her dress at every fitting, but seeing it on her with her hair done and her make-up, she looked stunning.Lorenzo arrived and we went downstairs. When Lesley walked into the ballroom to be presented in front of us, the old queen looked so proud. It was a great moment for all of us. As if a circle had just been completed. I could feel the excitement in the room and all the single male eyes looked at Lesley as if she was the best dessert they could ever have!In the corner of the room, I couldn’t help but notice the guard she had been seeing before all of this, and I swore at myself for not thinking of making sure that he wouldn’t be there. But as I looked at Lesley laughing at something one of the males said to her, I knew it didn’t matter. The champagne was flowing and people were dancing and having fun.At the end of the night, i
THE WAR DIDN’T LAST LONG if you could even call it that. The rogues attacked our borders a couple of times, but they never broke through. It was sad to think that it happened on the day of Rebecca’s birth, but thankfully, it all worked out.Peace reigned … Or so I thought. Things had just turned back to normal around the castle when Lesley walked into our room with red tear-stained eyes. I had to drag it out of her, but she finally told me that the guard had found his destined mate. My heart ached for the pain she so clearly felt. He might not have been her destined mate, but she clearly cared for him.“Lesley, why don’t you let us have a proper coming-out party for you?” Okay, so I sounded like the old queen, but I didn’t care. I wanted to see her happy. She had given so much and cared so much for me over the past couple of years that I felt she deserved to be happy. Lesley sighed and wiped the tears from her eyes. I couldn’t believe it when she actually agreed!Jumping for joy as so
LIAM’S FIRST BIRTHDAY was the best day of my life. Okay, well, one of the best. We had gotten him this far. We survived the first year, and more importantly, he survived the first year with us. If it wasn’t for the entire village of people helping, I would probably have done something to make it all go wrong.Two more ladies-in-waiting had been married by this time and it was incredible to see them with their destined mates. Leila was pregnant, but since they were lower-ranked wolves, her pregnancy would last a little longer than mine did.People came from all over the kingdom to celebrate with us. There were balloons and streamers and flowers everywhere. The food ranged from snacks for the children to all sorts of finger foods for the grown-ups and people were laughing. The entire lawn was covered with people who were all there to celebrate.Liam looked like a carbon copy of his father, but he had my eyes. He was a good little boy and I loved him more than life itself. My boys … But
I was a shifter dammit! Of course, my body would accommodate the birth of my son, but I was in so much pain that my brain seemed to short out and I couldn’t think straight. I understood why some women only had one child because this was just the worst pain I had ever gone through. Pushing and screaming and sweating like a pig! It wasn’t beautiful! It was the most horrifying moment of my entire life!“Okay, Your Majesty, one last big push.” The doctor sounded as though he was smiling, but I didn’t give a damn! I was tired, and every muscle in my body ached, not to mention what was going on down there! I begged Lorenzo to stop this madness. I couldn’t push anymore. Lorenzo climbed onto the bed behind me and I felt some relief as he whispered in my ear.“Just one more push baby and I promise it will all be over.” He sounded just as frustrated as I felt.“YOU’RE NOT THE ONE PUSHING!” I growled as another contraction hit and I had no alternative but to do as they asked. Falling back onto L