“What are you wearing?”
My sister Fawna smiled and laughed as I stepped through our front door.
I laughed, too, looking down at the oversized sweater that had kept me warm during my walk home from Dane Wiltshire’s beach.
I struck a model’s pose, hand on my hip, head thrown back. “Don’t I look lovely?” I giggled.
My mother spoke up from her place near the front door. Annoyed, her face was pinched into a frown. “You look hideous. I hope no one saw you wearing that monstrosity.”
But Father defended me. As always. “Veralee, who cares?” He shrugged. The night air is cold. I’m glad to see Adara in something warm. We don’t want our daughter turning to a block of ice, do we?”
He gave a forced chuckle, and Mother shrank into the cushions of our well-worn sofa. Father was the only one on Vukasin Island who could shut her up, and she often needed to be silences.
He rose from his easy chair and stepped forward, tilting his head to examine the toggles on the front of Dane’s sweater. “Where did you get this?” He touched the sleeve.
All eyes—Mother’s, Father’s, and Fawna’s—were on me, awaiting an answer, and now my other sister, Emmalina, was peering down the staircase, over the railing from the landing.
Of course, she, too, was staring at me.
I knew my family wouldn’t approve of my answer. Although I could count on Fawna not to be too judgmental until she’d heard the whole story.
Dane Wiltshire was hated by the common people of Vukasin Island. Everyone, including my family, saw him as elitist, arrogant, and self-absorbed.
I had, just a half hour earlier, seen a far different side of him. A side that was thoughtful. And kind. And generous—as evidenced by the very sweater that I was about to take off and hang in the hall closet. . . .
I inhaled, and then I said quietly, “Dane Wiltshire.”
“Dane Wiltshire!” Emmalina exclaimed with astonishment. She skipped down the stairs to join in the conversation. Her blue eyes twinkled with excitement under long black lashes. Excitement at the prospect of a family fight.
Especially a fight aimed at me.
The others were too shocked to reply. Their mouths gaped open.
Finally, Father spoke. “Where, how, did you encounter him, Dane Wiltshire? He rarely leaves his house. He’s a recluse—”
“He’s not a recluse.” Mother loved to argue. “He’s just too much of a snob to rub shoulders with the hoi polloi. The only type recluse he would be is a brown recluse, the poisonous spider.” She chuckled at her own joke.
Everyone else was silent.
“But where? How?” Father asked again.
By now I was shrugging off the oversized garment.
“Yes, where?” Emmalina was always eager for gossip. “Addie,” she always called me that, “we’re dying of curiosity. Where did you run into Mr. Wiltshire? And how did you get him to give up his sweater.”
“I’m sure he has several of them,” Fawna answered.
Her expression told me she was wondering the same thing but was too polite to ask.
“I went for a walk.”
Mother was quick to argue. “And Mr. Wiltshire was out walking?” Her voice was almost a screech. She gave a “harumph” sound, scoffing at my words. “I don’t believe it?”
I looked at her, ready to say, “Are you calling me a liar, Mother?” But I held my tongue.
Father raised his hand. “Let Adara speak.” He lowered himself into his easy chair. Sometimes his back ached from long hours at the counter in his hardware store.
I smiled at him. “Mr. Wiltshire was not out walking. I was walking, as I said. I strolled past his estate. Along the beach.”
“Mon Repos,” said father. “That’s the name of the place. His estate. Dane Wiltshire's home.”
“And isn’t it just like him to give his house a fancy French name that no one understands?” This from Mother, of course.
“It means ‘My Repose,’” Fawna said gently. “Or ‘My Resting Place.’”
“Then why not name it that in English,” Mother snapped.
Fawna gave me a little smile and winked. I knew she was laughing inwardly, we both were, at our mother’s irrationally hostile attitude.
We were used to it.
“So you went for a walk? I hope you stayed on the wet part of the sand,” Mother said.
“Yes. The last thing we need is to have the island’s Alpha lodge a complaint against Adara for trespassing.” Emmalina laughed from her place at the bottom of the staircase, where she stood leaning over the rail.
“Adara’s a sensible girl.” Father nodded. “She knows the rules.”
I nodded back, smiling.
“But how did Mr. Dane Wiltshire come to lend you that sweater.” Mother held out her hand. “Give it to me. Now.”
I hesitated.
“Give it.” She snapped the fingers of her outstretched hand.
I passed it to her.
“It’s of good quality,” she admitted, shaking it for emphasis. “Cashmere. Probably.” She stroked the material and examined the toggles. “Mr. Wiltshire requires the best of everything.” She sniffed, derisively.
“Why not?” Father put on his spectacles and lifted the evening paper from the table beside him. “He can afford it.”
“You’re defending him?” Mother was indignant.
“I’m neither defending nor attacking anyone, Veralee.” He gave me an exasperated glance and opened the paper, to hide behind it.
I’d had enough by now. I brought the conversation to a close. “He saw me from his veranda, noticed I was cold, and offered me the sweater.” I took it from mother and stepped to the hall closet, ready to hang it up. Then I thought better, for fear of stretching it, and folded it, and put it on the top shelf.
Mother watched me and sniffed again with disdain.
She could be trying at times. Especially when the subject of Dane Wiltshire was in the air. Yes, she despised him. Though he’d never done her any wrong that I knew of.
I closed the closet door. “End of conversation. Let’s be done with it.”
Everyone was silent.
But it wasn’t finished. It wasn’t the end of conversations with my family about Dane Wiltshire.
And I wasn’t “done with it.”
Not one bit.
Not at all.
I thought of her, Miss Adara Huntington, as I watched the sun set over the ocean. I could almost see her form in my mind. I could visualize her stepping barefooted across the wet sand, walking along the beach and away from me. Walking out of my life? Perhaps. We were from different worlds. We didn’t move in the same social circles. Actually, I didn’t move in any social circles. I kept to myself, except for a few close friends—like Edin my boyhood companion, and his sister, and a few family members on the mainland. Edin had long been a mainlander. But now, he’d bought a home on Vukasin. Seaview, the estate next door to mine. I was thrilled. True, he was human, not Lupine. But we were the best of friends. I could trust him. He and his sister were both devoted to me. This was only natural because long ago, I saved him on the night of the wolf attack. That was before Vukasin became an island internment camp—a "sanctuary," the mainlanders called it, not wanting to acknowledge wh
I awoke to a screeching. It was my mother’s voice, her happy voice. I dressed and ventured downstairs. As I hit the fourth step I saw Mother on the sofa chattering to her Lupine best friend, Mrs. Carville. Why was Mrs. Carville at our house before breakfast? I guessed she was there to share some new gossip. I was right. As I came to the bottom of the stairs, Mother turned to me. “Adara, the most wonderful thing has happened.” “Perhaps not the most wonderful.” Father was putting on his coat to leave for work. He winked at me. “Hush.” Mother waved her hand at him. “Go to work. This is women’s business.” “But concerning a man.” He smiled. “Woman’s business always concerns a man.” He gave her an affection kiss. She kissed him back and continued. “Adara, you know the Wiltshire estate, I’m sure.” Of course I did, having been there the day before. Before I could remind her, she said, “It’s a rhetorical question.” I nodded. “The neighboring estate, Seaside . . . something like th
I know it’s rude to eavesdrop, and I was raised better, but with my superior Lupine hearing, I couldn’t resist. During the full moon in total wolf mode, a werewolf can hear sounds 10 miles away if the wind is right. Even in human form, our hearing is outstanding. We’re very good with high-pitched sounds, which is why I could hear Mrs. Huntington’s shrill voice even before I was outside her front door. I listened as she sang the praises of my friend Edin: “this handsome, single, rich young man.” Just right for “my darling girls who need husbands.” Rich, I thought, approaching the house. A sudden and important insight into the Huntington family. I knew little about them other than meeting the father a few times, and just the previous day encountering—and becoming obsessed with—his daughter, Adara. But now: These girls are a trio of gold-diggers, I realized. I felt both disdain and disappointment. They're being pushed forward by their social-climbing mother. I nearly turned a
My mother uses the expression “could have knocked me over with a feather” when surprised. That’s how I felt seeing Dane Wiltshire, the mysterious and reclusive billionaire, at our front door early that sunny morning. I was stunned. My shock turned to suspicion. There’s another old expression I remember from school. “Beware of Greeks bearing gifts.” It means to be suspicious about people’s motives. I wondered about the motives of Dane Wiltshire as I watched my sister set the table for breakfast, using our best plates for his pastries and our best cups for coffee and tea. My mother is a Lupine like Dane, but she doesn’t like him, thinks he’s a snob, and is never able to hide her dislike of anyone. To my surprise she rallied to the occasion. She took the seat beside him, gesturing to Mrs. Carville to sit on his other side. Father was at the head of the table, of course, and my sisters and I were across from Mother and our two guests. As soon as we all were seated, Mother engaged D
Spending time with the two gold-digging Huntington sisters was not as torturous as I expected. Well, I hadn’t expected time with Adara to be torturous at all, I expected to get her into my bed as soon as possible, and to enjoy all the secrets of her body, her red mouth, her ripe breasts, and her tight moist cunt. I knew I could seduce her—I rarely failed with women, especially with those below my station who hoped I’d fall in love and marry them, or at the very least, buy them expensive dresses and jewelry. My cock grew stiff just thinking about invading and them savagely pumping her delicious hot pussy. When standing up I had to keep my fists stuffed in my trouser pockets, or my hands folded low in front of me, to hide my hard-on. I was not looking forward to spending time with her sister, as well. I wondered how I might get rid of her long enough to get Adara into my bedroom, into my bed, for a quick fuck before letting her rejoin her sibling. The walk in the early-morning sun wa
The walk was incredibly boring. Dane Wiltshire was silent and impossible. He was terrible company. A waste of a beautiful morning, I thought, walking beside him. The sun was warming the chilly air. I was protected from the chill by Dane’s sweater. But not protected from the coldness of Dane himself. Every attempt on my part or my sister’s to engage him in conversation met a dead end. “Lovely morning, isn’t it?” I said as we stepped out my front door. “Hmm.” “This must be delightful for you, Dane.” “Umm?” “Taking a walk, I mean. In the sunlight. I hear you don’t get out much.” “Take the path through the park.” He put his hand on my elbow and steered me into the park. “Splendid,” said Fawna. “Don’t you love our beautiful park?” “This must be a rare treat for you.” I forced a tone of happiness into my voice. “Umm.” It was hopeless. He didn’t bother to hide his disdain for Fawna and me. I suppose it was because we were not “of his class.” But then why didn’t he take his wre
I breathed a sigh of relief as we finally arrived at my home. Making small talk with not one but two women, and having to do it as we walked along, had been torturous to me. Small talk is not my strength—never has been. But . . . a discussion about Lord Tennyson’s poems—“Mariana” was my favorite—or about Caesar against the Gauls. . . . that kind of talk is my forté. I’ve yet to meet a lady, Lupine or not, who enjoys these conversations. For them it’s all gossip, or fashion, or food, or other topics I detest. Mrs. Huntington, the girls’ stupid mother, was a prime example. So the walk was unpleasant. I was never so glad to see the palms at my front gate, and the gate itself, bearing the brass plaque with the engraving of “Mon Repos.” There were two smaller signs: “Tradesmen Please Use Rear Entrance” and “No Trespassing.” Trespassing. She, Adara, was trespassing. Since meeting her she had constantly trespassed on my thoughts. Perhaps even on my heart . . . . I began by show
We settled into overstuffed chintz chairs in the salon at Mon Repos. A servant brought some fine oolong with a plate of tea cookies on a silver tray. Dane poured the tea into such exquisite porcelain cups that I was embarrassed at what Mother called “our best China.” Expecting the best after the exchange outside about poison gardens, Fawna and I tried to engage our host in conversation—and failed miserably. As during the walk, he met every question with a grunt or “hmm” or “uh-huh” or, at best, a one-word answer. His tone seemed embarrassed, but I decided he must be motivated by arrogance. Why would a man of his stature—and an Alpha, to boot—be embarrassed about talking to two lowly sisters such as us? Fawna and I exchanged glances of frustration. I wondered how he could be so congenial one minute and then haughty, rude, and incommunicative the next. Was this some Lupine trait I’d never heard of? I dismissed that idea. My parents were both Lupine, and neither was so taciturn. In
I slept late the next morning.I had dreams all night long.In one, a nightmare, I was desperately trying to capture an Enforcement Officer. I chased him to the mainland, where I was terrified of being recognized as a Lupine and being shot for escaping from Vukasin Island. I awoke in a sweat before I caught the Officer and before I myself was caught by the authorities.In another, I had Fawna pinned down, and I was stuffing aconite—the leaves, the roots, and the flowers—into her mouth. I struggled not to do this, but in the dream, it was as if my movements were not my own. I couldn’t control what I did. Then Fawna metamorphed into Adara, and now I was taking off my clothes and preparing to have sex with her. But after my clothes were off, instead of making love to her I began cramming gold coins into her mouth. She struggled against me, shouting, “You’re wrong. You’re wrong.” She begged me to stop hurting her. But I cont
The next morning I rose early, packed a spare dress to replace the one that had been ruined by wine stains as the doctor had struggled to cure her, and rushed to see my sister, Fawna.I feared I might encounter Dane Wiltshire at Edin West’s home, Seaview, where I’d left my sister to recover from almost being poisoned. But that thought couldn’t keep me from going.Now, as I walked through the park, of course I passed Chalmer’s Grove. I thought about how I’d made love to Dane in the darkness among the trees the previous evening.I remembered the sweetness of his touch, the delight as he’d pushed inside me, the ecstasy of my shuddering orgasm, and the pleasure of holding him as he’d climaxed, too.Forcing these ideas from my mind was the second memory of my conversation with Lantac Golgor later that night.Had he been speaking of anyone else, I’d not have believed him. But I knew—everyone on the is
I sat there with Edin in his study. By now, due to my revelations about Fawna, he was extremely despondent.“Despondent” is not a strong enough word.He was practically crying into his brandy.He had downed one drink after another since I told him the truth about the Huntington girls—that they were gold-diggers, that Fawna’s feigned interest in him was mere opportunism, and that I’d even heard their mother plotting with them to catch rich husbands.That he had to rid himself immediately of Fawna, the lovely girl he’d fallen in love with that very day.Just as I’d fallen in love with—or thought myself in love with—her sister, Adara.“It can’t be,” he was saying, his voice laden with disbelief.Edin is not like me. I’ve been called dark and moody. This was true even before I was bitten and turned into a werewolf. Perhaps that’s why my sire was unable to
As we all sat in the living room with our guest, the Enforcement Officer Lantac Golgor, my mother suddenly realized that Fawna might be truly ill.“Wait.” She scrutinized my face and her tone shifted from the happiness of a moment before to one of suspicion. “Wait a minute here.” The veins stood out on her knitted brow. “Fawna’s illness was so bad that a doctor was called?”“Er, yes, Mother.”“What are you not telling me?” Her voice rose quickly to a screech. “I will not be lied to by my own family.” She seemed to forget her manners, to forget that she had company. “A lie of omission is still a lie.”“Calm yourself.” My father patted her arm.“Calm? Calm? You be calm.” She turned back to me, her voice still high. “What’s going on? Adara, I demand that you tell me.”Everyone in the room, including our guest, was
Lantac Golgor—a hated, evil man.Not all Enforcement Officers are evil. I know this, of course.Some are decent, upright, honest, and conscientious.I don’t know if they’re in the majority or the minority. I’ve not had many dealings with the red-coated patrollers.But I have had dealings with Lantac Golgor. And I personally know him to be evil.Worse than evil. Corrupt, heartless, and cruel.I’d been extremely disappointed to see Lantac Golgor—my sworn enemy—seated in the Huntington living room, being entertained by the family, charming them, ingratiating herself with them.As I made my way back through the park and approached Chalmer’s Grove, I pictured Adara sitting there beside him, mesmerized by his slick manners, his quick wit, his intelligence, and his amiable conversation.I stopped on the path and stared into the woods to the place where we had, not even an hour before, ma
Lantac Golgor—such a charming man!I slipped around the side of the house to the back door. Because I’d seen a guest in the living room, my strategy was to enter through the back door, call my mother into the little breakfast nook off the kitchen, and there tell her about Fawna.I knew she was likely to become upset, and I didn’t want to cause the ruckus that was bound to result from her hysterics. I especially didn’t want that kind of disruption to happen in front of a guest.As soon as I closed the door behind me, I heard my mother’s voice ringing through the house. “Adara? Fawna? Is that you?”I hesitated, then answered. “Yes. Mother, can you come here a moment, please?”“What on earth for, you silly goose? You come here. Come into the living room. We have a visitor whom I’d like you two to meet.”“Of course. But first, I need to talk to you.”&ldqu
I’m not sure why, but it seemed we had little to say to each other after we had sex together.We stood quietly for a while, among the trees in the afterglow, catching our breaths after the experience of making love.It had been magnificent for both of us.I’d held back long enough for her to climax, and then I’d released, pounding into her and shuddering with ecstasy.Now we stood together, still pressed against the tree, both panting a bit from the exquisite delight of the experience. A light breeze stirred the night air, blowing the pleasant and clean scent of pine trees in our direction, as owls and other nightbirds called out in the woods—perhaps because they sensed a wolf was nearby.I kissed the top of Adara’s head. Then I pulled away and dressed, quickly pulling on my trousers.She, meanwhile, was trying to arrange her clothes, and doing a poor job of it. I managed to keep from laughing, and I moved to he
I was stunned.I couldn’t believe it.I’d let Dane Wiltshire make love to me.In public.Standing up against a tree.Not that it wasn’t great sex, for it was.Better than great.Magnificent.But I didn’t even know this man.I’d been about to have an orgasm, and I’d wanted to feel him inside . . . when he’d pulled away.But then, just as I was thinking he didn’t want me, he’d pushed his manhood inside me, taking me violently, like the ferocious beast that really was inside him. But with my consent.He’d been urgent and demanding, and I’d gasped as he entered me, as I felt the brutal push of his huge erection. It was painful—and delightful at the same time, if such a thing were possible. I’d never before experienced this kind of passionate intensity, and it was exhilarating.It was as if this Lupine, this half-wolf half-man,
Could it be that she desired me too?I asked myself this question, and yet, being a wolf, I moved forward in my passion.Of course, being a gentleman, had she said “Stop” I would have stopped.But she didn’t say “Stop.”In contrast, everything about her behavior said, “Continue.”She willingly and ardently gave in to me. Far from crying out, even as I inflicted pain on her with my fingers squeezing and pinching her nipple. Indeed, this pain seemed only to increase her ardor. She moaned in ecstasy; her moans were suppressed only by the pressure of my mouth on hers.By all these signs, she communicated that she wanted me as much as I wanted her.Meanwhile, being a wolf, I was, of course, overcome by my lust.Making love is difficult for Lupines in human form. In wolf form, wolves are so violent with their passions during love making that it’s not unusual for one to kill the other&md