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Chapter 55 - Happines Washed Off By Guilt
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The Wolf Within Chapter 56 - The Past Under The Rug
Since I got here I only saw Cecelia's dad once and even that time I couldn't even look him in the eye. But he spent a few minutes in the same room before Cecelia chased them out.Now, this was going to be different, I was going to be forced to look at him even after what he did to Anzania. I was going to be forced to do what he says and take commands from him.That thought alone made me sick, it made me want to cut this shit short and just kill myself too. What was the reason even? Why did I still try to live this life when I felt like I was just suffocating?I sat there in my room feeling a bit lost and conflicted about the coming meeting. Maybe this wasn't worth it. Maybe I should just try to kill him and if I fail I should take my life. I couldn't stand that man, now I had to take orders from him! That alone made my anger to slowly grow.Trying to find reasons as to why I was still behaving and not continuing my mission was hard. Why didn't I just kill him and then kill myself? Wh
Last Updated : 2023-06-19The Wolf Within Chapter 57 - The Family That Dumped Me
I was very nervous when I found out that my family was on my way. I had no idea how the Wolf in me would feel when I see them. I knew that I wasn't happy at all or excited like any person would to see their family after so long."Are you ready? They are here in town coming directly to the house now." Cecelia asked walking in or should I say budging in like she usually does.She was in the same elegant dresses she wears when it was an occasion. Of course I was also thrown by the same thing. So that we would look proper since their family was up there. I sighed turning around from the mirror to fully look at her, "will me saying no make them turn them around?"She smiled and shook her head, "unfortunately no.""Well in that case, it doesn't matter how I am.""It matters to me though. Everything matters to me when it has to do with you."I laughed and turned back around to look at the mirror, "sometimes you are too sweet Cecelia.""Want a bad girl?" she asked and I laughed even more whi
Last Updated : 2023-06-21The Wolf Within Chapter 58 - Not Everyone Dumped You
"Hey.. Hey, don't do that." A voice said behind me and I turned to Sophie. I furrowed my brows at her in confusion, "don't do what?""What you're doing. You can't just leave there. Those people are your family.""Sophie go back in there and play throphie wife. Leave me the fuck alone.""But Allison," she said and I stopped her by shaking my head, "no. No buts. Leave me alone. I mean it dude." I turned around to go but felt a hand stop me, "dude listen.." Without even thinking, I pushed her through the wall and my right hand changed to the animal I was, "don't touch me because I could take out your intestines the same way I took out Ava. Don't piss me off.""Is everything okay?" My sister showed up and I whispered to Sophie, "thank her, because it would make me so fucking happy to kill you. It would be minus one problem."Then I pulled away from her and my hand changed back to human form. Sophie cleared her throat, "everything is fine Brandy, what are you doing here?""Is she okay?
Last Updated : 2023-06-22The Wolf Within Chapter 59 - My Body Wanted Her To Continue
"My brother..." My sister said, "he was literally sitting there as Sophie talked for my sister like she couldn't talk for herself.""oh.. Hey pretty you." Cecelia said coming to give me a loss on the cheek, "Hey.. Is the meeting done?""The gathering must have been amazing if you guys are still here."My sister shrugged, "we wouldn't know, we have been up here for about two hours. We left shortly after you left.""Was everything okay?" Cecelia asked while takin off her dress and puting on some shorts, "I'm really sorry I had to leave.""It was just too much for me. I had to leave and Brandy was making sure if I'm okay."She sat next to me and took my hand in hers, "I'm glad you had someone.""And that someone is going to leave you love birds alone. My brother just texted me.""Tell him thank you.""I will. We will meet up in between right?"I got up and went to give her a hug, "of course. We have a lot to catch up on."Cecelia came to hug Brandy too, "sometimes include me in your girl
Last Updated : 2023-06-26The Wolf Within Chapter 60 - Maybe I Could Move On
It felt a little strange waking up next to someone. First I thought it was Sophie but I remembered who it was when I felt my upper body naked. I was with Cecelia. God!I slowly turned around and found her dead sleeping. She looked so cute. I couldn't help but smile as last night's events came playing in my head. Of course we stopped before actually doing the real thing. But we made each other sweat and very wet. It was torture.I quickly got up and went to the shower. I brushed my teeth and washed my face then smiled at my reflection in the mirror. The only thing I had on was my pantie. I couldn't believe how carried away we got only to stop. How we managed to take each other's clothes layer by layer and then stopped when we were supposed to remove the last one. I couldn't explain how I felt. Nervous and scared maybe. Then also confused. I had no idea why I felt like that because sex was sex at the end of the day. But I felt different. Her body fit perfect into mine. Her skin felt s
Last Updated : 2023-06-27The Wolf Within Chapter 61 - I Could Walk Through Fire For Her
I sat nervously at the restaurant looking at my wristwatch. It was now 2pm. She was supposed to be here. Why wasn't she here yet?I took my phone and opened our messages to doibke check if I didn't make a mistake. Of course the SMS stated that we should meet today at 2pm in the restaurant I was already in. But her not being here was nerve wrecking.I quickly clicked on Cecelia's name saved as Cece😊 and sent her a text reading : She is not here yet. I'm nervous.My phone pinged a second later. I smiled when I saw Cece's name flash on my Screen."She will be here stop being such a big baby. Should I send the driver to get you after or are you good coming back on your own?"I couldn't help but smile reading that message. She trusted me so fully that she allowed me to leave home alone a month ago.Our relationship has been so amazing and that made Sophie sick to her stomach all the time.Cecelia trusted me fully and she was giving me the freedom to actually be myself. Now, I have been ou
Last Updated : 2023-06-29The Wolf Within Chapter 62 - From Worse to Better
My sister turned to me, "you're scaring me. What's wrong? Why did you run out of the restaurant like that?"I swallowed. No. What were the chances that Anzania could be shot in South Africa and end up being here so close to me?Would that mean she worked for them too? Because I saw her die. Literally saw her die and be thrown in a river like some animal. I couldn't even call her family because I had not met them. So why would she rock up here."Allison Bush!!!"I snapped back to my surroundings after Brandy yelled my name."What?" I said sounding a bit irritated. "What the hell? Don't give me that attitude when you're the one ignoring me."I sighed and took in some breath, "I thought I smelled her. She was here. I know exactly how she smells okay. So she was here."She looked at me confused, "what and who are you talking about?""Anzania okay. She was here.." Now she looked shocked, "the woman you dated in South Africa? How is that possible if you saw her die?" I had no idea too, I
Last Updated : 2023-07-01The Wolf Within Chapter 63 - Haunted
Waking up cuddled up to a naked Cecelia became a norm. It was one best normal thing. I loved it and like my sister said I loved Cecelia. I didn't tell the girl though, I was still fighting with my demons and didn't want to worry her.I started work and I was an administrator. Fixing the paperwork and making sure that everything was fine.We'd drive together to work and from work unless she had to stay up late fixing some things.My life was starting to feel like it could be normal. I was starting to think I could do this forever. I could live like this. But there was still my past that haunted me and faces that really bugged me.As much as I was living comfortably, I still wanted a few people out of this world because I felt like they didn't deserve to even be alive. If you feel like you have a right to take someone's life then you have no right being here. No one was a God. So they needed to follow.One particular Thursday, Cecelia had a meeting with 5 people who stayed not so far fr
Last Updated : 2023-07-03
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I looked at them both wanting to scream. What the hell was going on? Another part of me wanted to leave but another one was so happy to see Brandy alive. I couldn't bare the thought of her being dead, and not that she was here in front of me I was so happy, but then again I was so conflicted because of what Anzania said.Should I leave? Should I not? My heart was inconclusive."Hey..." Brandy said again and I slowly walked towards her and pulled her into a hug trying by all means not to cry.I thought she was gone. I saw the plane and it wasn't good. How was she here?"You have no idea how happy I am yo see you right now. I never thought I would." she said and I nodded my head, "I never thought I would see you too. I'm so glad you're okay.""Yeah, thanks to Kaycee. I honestly didn't believe it when I first got her text." My sister said and I looked at the Kaycee she was talking about. She slowly lifted her hands up, "I'll give you guys sometime, but please Allison don't leave before I
The Wolf Within Chapter 72 - What Do I Do
I went to take a shower and I cried in there. I let my tears out and allowed myself to feel the pain. Last time I felt like this was over two years ago when I thought Anzania was dead. But then I didn't have a chance to cry like this. So now I cried. I turned on the water and put it on cold then cried silently.All the little memories I shared with my sister these past 21 months were running through my head and the more I thought about that the more I got sad. I knew I'd never have that again. I'd never see her again. The more I thought about it the more it broke me.I was startled when the water stopped. I was so tired to even lift my head up to see what was going on.I felt a towel on my body, and someone lifting me up. I didn't fight, I just let her.She laid me in bed and then started drying my whole body, she put lotion on it and put me in shorts and a shirt."We are still waiting. Please don't lose hope." she said and I shook my head, "she sent me this text while boarding. She i
The Wolf Within Chapter 71 - Her True Colors
My hand was shaking. My head began to heat and my heart was beating so fast on my chest.Sound started to be louder. I could hear the dor that was walking outside. I could hear kids laughing from the distance. I could hear the train moving. Everything that was far from me seemed to be so close. Yet everything that was so close to me seemed to slowly parish. I could see people's lips moving but heard no sound.That was until I felt my body hit the wall.I looked around me and quickly pulled away when I saw Cecelia standing in front of me. She was touching me and trying to say something.I pushed her off me and started to walk but quickly felt something push me against the wall again. It was her.She moved her lips but I couldn't hear her.I heard someone cry and looked around. I couldn't see who it was. I heard someone sing and looked but couldn't see.Who were they? Where were they?"Allison... Allison. Oh God." I finally heard call sounding like she was so far from me. I slowly turne
The Wolf Within Chapter 70 - The Truth Gets One Killed
I felt a little bit empty and out of place. I went straight back to sleep when I got home. I was going to face everything tomorrow. And to be honest tomorrow couldn't come fast enough. I was dreading it, but the fact that I spent two to three hours in the mountain talking to my ex who was supposed to be dead kinda lead to my night being short and the morning arriving sooner than I anticipated. I felt like screaming when I woke up. I felt like running away and also funny enough, I felt like I didn't even know Cecelia. She laid there looking so beautiful and so innocent. I couldn't believe everything that Anzania said but then again what did she have to lose? 'You Allison, she stands losing you.' a little voice said inside me. Anzania stood a chance of losing me if she didn't say all these things to me. I'd marry someone else who wasn't her. So she was driven by jealous and didn't want to see me happy. But why would it take her so long to come? Why would it take her me accepting th
The Wolf Within Chapter 69 - She Hired Me
On the way back I couldn't stop thinking about Marry and about what Anzania said. They were in a relationship. I didn't know what Cecelia Was capable of.I looked at her as she scrolled through her phone. What was she capable of? What was she planning behind my back. I mean she told me the plan but it benefitted me. Sophie, her dad and her brother were going to die and she was going to inherit everything. Why did Anzania say the things she said...?I hated how much these questions were pilling up instead of reducing. The more I met up with Anzania the more questions I got without any I had getting answers."Hey..." she whispered taking my hand and I slowly pulled away from her.She swallowed, "look. I know Marry can.."I shook my head cutting her, I didn't want her to lie to me."You don't have to explain anything to me Cecelia.""But you're mad..."Our stop got announced and I got up getting ready to get off when the train stops. I went out and she followed me."You're mad at me." S
The Wolf Within Chapter 68 - You Don't Know What She Is Capable Of
"When you suggested we drove to Hamburg I thought the initial plan was for us to spend time together and play music and all that stuff. But no, you just wanted to sleep." Cecelia said as we took the first break out of nowhere.I yawned and wiped sleep off my face, "yeah I had high hopes too, but your music is so boring.""What do you want?"I took her hand in mine, "if you're going to play some classic love song please also throw in some hip songs you know."She pulled away from me, "you called me boring... And my music."I laughed and kissed her cheek, "you're a very beautiful wam with a boring taste of music. Mix it up a bit."We went back in the car and I drove the other half. I have to say she enjoyed my music. She even told me that it wasn't as bad when we got to Hamburg.We took a shower and fell asleep. That was a lot of driving for 10 hours...Sunday we woke up later than we usually do but I didn't care because we were not home, we were on vacation. I turned around to look at
The Wolf Within 67 - Who would I Pick
I extended my hand towards her but she pulled away, "you can't touch me. You know what she is, she will know."I felt like screaming. I knew she was alive, because she was right here in front of me, but I still wanted to confirm it by touching her so I could feel if she was real. This somehow still felt like a dream. Like I'd blink and this would all be an imagination. "Princess..." she said and I shook my head cutting her off, "stop, please. Stop calling me by that as if everything is okay because nothing is okay. I thought you were dead."She nodded her head and looked around us, "I'm sorry. I'm sure you have questions.""Yeah, the first one being where the fuck have you been?" I whisper yelled out of frustration and that got us a few pair of eyes from people who was at the restaurant. I watched as the woman who has been stalking me walked towards us, she tapped Anzania on the shoulder and left.Anzania sighed, "I have to go.""Really Anzania? I haven't even...""I know," she cut
The Wolf Within Chapter 66 - Talking To A Ghost
"Anzania told me not to go ahead with the wedding." those were the first words I let out to my sister the second we both sat down.She looked around us and then back at me, "what? How?"I sighed, "I don't know how but I know she is since the text I received. Though it took her a whole fucking year to contact me, she did. I don't know whether to be mad or happy.""We are so close with the plan you can't be happy that Anzania is back and asking you to ruin it.""She just said not to marry Cecelia.""The plan includes you marrying Cecelia. Or did you forget what we talked about?"I sighed not knowing what to do. Of course my sister said I should marry Cecelia in community of property so that what is hers can be mine and what's mine can be hers.. I had nothing under my name so I was good with that.I sighed, "part of this was me making them pay for taking Anzania away from me.""And what happened to you when you were a kid. Or did you forget that? I don't know how many times I've stopped
The Wolf Within Chapter 65 - She Is Alive
"Are you ready for whatever is behind that door?"I sighed and opened my coat revealing how half naked I was and how much that meant I wasn't ready. She arched her brows, "really?"I shrugged, "I mean I can turn Wolf if that's what you're asking. I just might have to wrip off these in a non attractive way." "Did you come here to seduce me to have sex with you or to apologize." I shrugged, "I kinda did apologize already. So I came here to do both. There's no crime in that is there?" We heard the figure move and she sighed, "really...? They are leaving." "Go check who they are. I can't leave looking like this." She rolled her eyes but left me there. I ended up cleaning the rest of the room and even fixing her bed. I cleaned up the living room too and then she walked in. "What the fuck?" she exclaimed and I looked at her confused, "who was that?" "Not Anzania.. It was Marry the one who was in the meeting I had at the beginning of the week."Ahh so she was the one who smelled like
