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Chapter 43 - I Don't Want To Lose You

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Her hand curled around to the back of my head, fingers running through my messy bun, and drew me down for a kiss. Our lips met, fire running through my body at the contact. The world began to fade away, taking my anxieties with it.

What was happening? Why did this feel like our first ever kiss?

Our mouths melded together, made for each other, our tongues meeting as the kiss deepened. I'm not sure how long we sat there, but eventually the kiss broke and Anzania gazed up at me. I knew my eyes were changing. I was getting horny by each second.

"You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen." her voice cracked with emotion as she said it, a tear threatening to break free from her eye. I felt exactly how she felt. Like I was in her and she was in me.. Like we share a rib or something. You know how they stupidly talk about soulmates in movies. How they are so in sync that they can even feel something together. This was the moment for me... For us.

"Are you nervous?"

I nodded, trying
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if Anzania is not working for them then why didn't she want to come clean to her too since she knew she's a wolf and Allison is one too why is she keeping secrets
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