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Chapter 29 - Pretend Like You Never Fucked me

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Wanna know what's awful about quick decision making? When they come to bite you in the ass or when you have to take back anything you said... Like having to unquit my job.

Honestly I didn't think there was anything she'd say that would make me rethink me leaving... But after this, I knew she had more power than I did. My feelings for her were beyond control.

We laid there on the floor where she was sitting 30 minutes ago and stared at the roof. We didn't say anything. We just let our thoughts wonder in silence. I on the other hand was worrying about the big elephant in my life.

I had no idea what I'd do workwise because it seemed like I was going to be here for a while because of Anzania...and I was sure the principal was already looking for my replacement as we spoke.

"what are you thinking?" she asked not even moving an inch. Her eyes were still looking up at the ceiling over us.

I sighed, "is it that obvious?"

She smiled, "yeah... Your breathing keeps changing and your heart is
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