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Chapter 36: Courage

Author: Beth P. Monasterio
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CHIARA P.O.V

Wolfgang stops by the door of the small room where my horse and I are. If we were a normal couple, if we weren't carrying such a dark past, then I wouldn't feel satisfied receiving just an intense look from him when we meet again. Because with Wolfgang, there are no hugs or kisses on the cheek at every goodbye or reunion. But that look tells me so much, that just as he doesn't need my words to deduce what's on my mind, I don't need a tender gesture to know that I'm loved, desired, or important in his life.

"How are you feeling?" he asks, his gaze sliding towards my belly.

I'm wearing a sky blue summer dress that Magda bought me. The dress is strapless, reaching halfway down my legs. My hair is tied up in a high ponytail, my curls adorning the back of my head like a veil.

I release the brush to answer him.

"I'm fine. You weren't as harsh as I imagined you would be." I smile mischievously.

He raises an eyebrow, a small smile creeping onto his face as he approaches me.

"You
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