It was past eleven in the evening when Ram Jordan arrived, Lexie didn’t know for sure as she was snuggled up in her bed at Ram’s house, namalayan niya na lamang na may kung sinong masuyong humahalik sa kanya, mayamaya pa ay naramdaman niya ang mahigpit nitong yakap.Napaungol naman si Lexie, she tried to open her eyes and smiled as Ram Jordan cuddled her.“You’re back late.”She whispered lazily.“I am, sorry…”Ganting bulong naman ni Ram.“Why are you sleeping here?”He added, umikot naman si Lexie ng higa pa harap dito.“Well where else am I supposed to sleep?”She asked, muli pa siyang napa pikit nang masuyo siyang halikan ni Ram sa noo.“My room, Lexie. You know you should ask the servants to move your things in my room.”“I can’t do that, they are your servants, I’ve no right to ask them shit.”She whispered as she tried to close her eyes.“Language baby, and of course you do, everything about me is yours now too, you live here now.”Sabi ni Ram, agad naman siyang napamulat dahil
Mahigit isang oras na mula nang matapos ang klase ni Lexie sa araw na iyon, ngunit sa halip na umuwi ay narito siya sa library ng eskwelahan at pinipilit ang sariling mag aral kahit ang totoo ay wala namang pumapasok sa utak niya. Bukod kasi sa hindi pa rin mawala-wala ang inis niya sa pesteng si honey ay nadagdagan pang lalo ang nararamdaman niyang inis nang wala man lang tawag o kahit text siyang natangap mula kay Ram. Oo na at nag iinarte lamang siya sa hindi niya pag sagot sa mga tawag nito kanina, aminado naman siya doon, pero ang paabutin nito hangang alas cuatro ng hapon, aba’t kahit sinong girlfriend naman yata ay mababanas. Dumagdag pa sa nag papagulo sa isipan niya ang isiping naka uwi na si Ram at malamang sa hindi ay naroon pa rin si Honey. The thoughts of Ram Jordan and his ex, Honey , happily chatting with each other or worse, kissing crossed her mind, and all of a sudden she’s all mad. Marahas na napabuntong hininga si Lexie saka inis na nilamukos ang papel na kani
It was past seven in the evening when Lexie woke, bahagya pa siyang napangiwi nang sandaling kumirot ang kanyang tagiliran kung saan tumama ang sipa ni Rafael kanina. Lexie groan as she felt her body ache all over, tinatamad siyang bumangon dahil nagugutom na rin siya, kamuntik pa siyang mapamura nang wala sa sariling mai-apak ang paa, Lexie rolled her eyes out of annoyance after she figure that she did sprained her ankle because of Rafael, pilit siyang kumilos habang naka alalay sa kung anong mahawakan ang kamay huwag lamang matama sa kung saan ang kanyang paa. Naka hinga siya ng maluwag nang kahit paunti-unti ay naka labas siya sa kanyang silid, hindi malaman ni Lexie kung dapat ba siyang mag pasalamat na walang hagdan ang bahay niya ngayon samantalang noong nakaraan, she was complaining how tight the space her house has because of Claire refusing to speak to her. Naabutan niya ang pinsan at ang boyfriend nitong nanunuod ng kung anong palabas sa sala, bahagya pa siyang napa ngiwi
Lexie’s decision on moving in with Ram became well, she was happy, and later figured that it was actually one of the most wonderful life decision that she’s ever made, anyway it’s been almost a month since she moved in here and Lexie started to get used of Ram’s luxury life.All the sex and dirty public flirting with him was hot, and Lexie was all game with Ram’s new intense sexual games, she’s actually enjoying every bit of it, pakiramdam niya nga ay lalo lamang siyang nagiging sex-hungry mula noong tumira siya kasama ito, maayos ang lahat sa pagitan nila, Ram never fails to make her happy, ensuring that he provides her everything that she needed, o kahit sa mga bagay na hindi niya naman na kailangan ay ibinibigay nito, just a few couple of days ago, Ram surprised her with a new house, minsan niya kasing naikwento rito ang disenyo ng bahay na gusto niya, and just like that, he got him the her dream house.Lexie makes sure Ram was perfectly happy with her too, she takes good care of h
Limang minuto bago mag alas sais pa lamang ay gising na si Lexie, halo-halong emosyon ang nararamdaman niya, dahilan para hindi niya makuhang kumilos ng maayos, hindi niya na nga malaman kung ilang beses niyang nasagi sa pinagpapatungan ang maliit na lampshade habang nag aayos ng sarili. Guilt, excitement, fear, nervous… Those are just the few things that she’s been feeling since last night after she found out. Excited at ni-ne-nerbyos siyang iparating kay Ram ang tungkol sa hinala niyang buntis nga siya, at the same time, na gi-guilty siya dahil hangang ngayon ay hindi niya pa rin makuhang sabihin kay Ram ang tungkol kay Rafael, and to top it all off, she was feeling scared, whatever would Ram think if he found out that she is indeed pregnant? What will he say to her? Will he be happy about it? Devastated? Disappointed? What would Ram do once he found out about her sudden pregnancy and at the same time he found out about Rafael? Marahas na napa buntong hininga si Lexie saka pili
Twenty minutes, Lexie mused as she eased off her shoes. How is she going to entertain Ram when he get here? Offer him champagne? Or a bottled water from the bar fridge? Feeling nervous, Lexie’s eyes travelled idly round the hotel room, noting the customary prints, kahit nga ang ilaw ng kwarto ay hindi rin naka lampas sa paningin niya, pabagsak siyang naupo sa malaki at malambot na kamang naroon. The soft lace of her red lingerie caress the softness of her skin, Lexie smiled imagining how Ram would react to see her in a very seductive dress like this. “Oh damn… waiting was agony…” Kausap niya sa sarili saka nahiga sa kama, mayamaya pa ay naagaw ang pansin ni Lexie ng sunod-sunod na katok mula sa pinto ng hotel na iyon, agad siyang napa ngiti kasabay ng pag ragasa ng matinding kaba, mabilis siyang bumangon mula sa pagkakahiga sa kama, nakuha niya pang ayusin ang sarili saka ngumiti ng nakaka-akit bilang pag bati kay Ram, saka binukasan ang pinto. Lexie’s heart skipped into a loud
Warning- this chapter contains explicit scene, read at your own risk Lexie felt queasy and weak when she got home, so much so it’s making her want to run through the bathroom and puke, ‘Must be because of the taxi’s air freshener’ Mapait siyang napangiti dahil sa isipining iyon, she had to commute going back to Ram Jordan’s house from the hotel, how ridiculous was that? One might think how brave or stupid she is that she still has the courage left to even consider going back to Ram’s house after what happened earlier. Mugto ang mga matang pilit iniwasan ni Lexie ang sinag ng araw, saka mabilis na nag lakad na lamang papasok sa kabahayan, nag aalalang mga mukha ng katulong ang bumungad kay Lexie, si manong Roberto na siyang inaasahan niyang sasakyan sana ang nag lakas ng loob na lumapit sa kanya. “Ma’am pasensya na ho at kinailangan ko kayong iwan doon kanina, utos po kasi ni sir Ram na-“ Hindi na pinatapos ni Lexie ang sasabihin ng driver, pilit niya na lamang iitong nginitian
Lexie slept badly. Haunted by numerous dream sequences that tore at her subconscious mind with such vivid clarity that she woke shaking, only to be once again feel shattered by the stark of reality, unang hinanap ng nanlalabo niyang mata si Ram, and felt incredibly empty nang wala siyang makitang kahit bakas man lang nito roon. Lalo pa siyang binalot ng matinding lungkot at pag alala nang ilibot niya ang tingin at wala na doon ang kanyang mga gamit, a twinge of hope sparked in her mind, tulad ng isang uling na agad nag baga nang minsang sinindihan ang pakiramdam niya, she was hoping that maybe Ram had a change of mind and realized that he needed her to stay. Mapait na napangiti si Lexie dahil sa isiping iyon, sino nga ba naman ang niloloko niya? Kahit nanghihina pa ay pinilit niya pa ring kumilos, agad pa siyang napangiwi nang sa pag bangon ay bigla siyang nahilo kasabay ng mumuntik kirot mula sa kanyang kaselanan. Lexie once again smiled sadly as the memory of the way Ram had tak
Wala pa man halos tatlong minuto mula nang maka balik siya sa silid nila ni Ram galing dining ay hindi magawang mapakali ni Lexie.For some reason, she just can't get herself to behave, lalo na at alam niyang ano mang oras ay papasok rin doon si Ram, it was very kind of him to actually listen to her joke habang nasa dining sila kanina.Akalain niya nga ba namang hindi nga talaga ito pupunta sa opsina at mag tarbaho, sa halip ay mas pinili nitong siya ang samahan sa kwarto nila sa buong mag hapon?Lexie was lying on their bed, freshly showered, again, she was wearing nothing but Ram’s old white button-down shirt. Isa ‘to sa mga paborito niyang isuot kahit pa nga hindi naman ito sukat sa kanya, ngayong ubod na ng laki ang kanyang tiyan dahil kabuwanan niya na, pakiramdam ni Lexie ay mas komportable niyang isuot ang mga damit ng kanyang asawa.And right now, it was more than that, Lexie needed him. Hindi niya itatangging ang biro niya kay Ram kanina ay hindi half meant.She needed him.
Walong buwan na rin ang mabilis na lumipas mula nang mangayri ang lahat, ngunit kahit ganoon ay parang kahapon lamang nangyari iyon.Masakit pa rin para kay Lexie ang pagkamatay ng pinsang si Amanda, kahit pa ng sabihing hindi naging maayos ang naging relasyon nila nito noon, kahit paano naman ay naging close rin naman sila nito.Kung sana nga lang ay nagkaroon silan ng kahit kaunting panahon ni Amanda para ayusin ang lahat bago man lang ito mawala.Lexie sighed at the though, it was too early in the morning at iyon na nanaman agad ang gumugulo sa isip niya, ni hindi pa nga siya halos nakaka bangon mula sa malaki nilang kama.Lexie sat up slowly, sandali pa siyang napa ngiwi sa bigat ng kanyang tiyan, tuloy ay hindi siya maka kilos ng maayos. Ilang lingo na lang rin kasi ay malapit na siyang manganak.Nang makabangon ay agad siyang napa ngiti nang makitang wala na sa tabi niya si Ram.Wala sa sariling hinanap ng kanyang mga mata ang dereksyon ng digital clock na naka patong sa maliit
Ram gripped her hips so tight she knew mamumula iyon mamaya. But she didn’t care. She wanted it. Needed it.He slammed into her again and again, skin slapping skin, habang bumibilis ang paghinga niya.“You’re mine, Lexie. You f#cking hear me? No one gets to see you like this, no one gets this pussy but me.”“Yes! I’m yours, only yours... oh my God, don’t stop, don’t f#cking stop!”He reached around and pinched her clit hard as he continued pounding her. And that sent her over the edge again, her legs nearly giving out, but Ram held her in place as he pounded harder, deeper.It was primal.Savage.Obscene.At nang labasan siya, hindi malaman ni Lexie kung umiiyak ba siya o sanyang halos yanigin ang buong banyo sa sigaw niya, Lexie orgasmed so violently she felt like she's just been exorcised.She needed her own demons out of her.And the same time, she needed them to stay.Ram came seconds after, groaning low and dark as he spilled deep inside her.But he didn’t pull out.He leaned
Mataas na ang sikat ng araw nang magising mula sa mahimbing na tulog si Lexie, agad pa siyang napa ngiwi nang maramdaman ang bahagyang pananakit ng kanyang katawan ngunit ganoon pa man ay hindi niya magawang mag reklamo.Ano nga ba naman ang i-re-reklamo niya pa? Ram did her good last night, hell, he wrecked her in the best possible way.She smiled faintly when she felt Ram's warmth on her skin, mahigpit itong nakayakap sa kanya mula sa likod. His arm draped possessively over her waist, habang ang kanyang isang binti nito ay naka-ipit sa pagitan ng kanya.“Good morning, wife."Ram’s raspy, just-woke-up voice sent a thrill straight to her core.“Morning husband."Mahina at paos ang tinig na ganting pag bati ni Lexie habang kinikiskis ang likod sa dibdib nito.Ram moved behind her, at dama niya ang pag-usli ng naninigas na pagkalalaki nito na tumatama sa kanyang puwitan dahilan upang agad na manlaki ang kanyang mga mata.“Oh my God, Ram… again?”Napatawa ang lalaki, at lalong idiniin
Ilang linggo na ang lumipas mula nang makalabas si Ram ng ospital, at kahit na hindi pa ito pinapayagang bumalik sa full work mode, ay balik na ulit sa dating ikot ng buhay nila ang lahat, well, almost.Lexie sighed as she looked around their cozy living room, ngayon ay mas maayos na ang bahay, mas tahimik, pero mas mainit rin ang mga gabi.Especially with Ram’s new hobby.“Ram, can you please stop staring at me like that?” Inis ngunit may halong kilig na sabi ni Lexie habang inaaba niya ang kanyang sarili sa pag-aayos ng mesa para sa dinner nila.Hindi naman kumibo si Ram, sa halip ay nanatili itong nakaupo sa isang stool habang naka sandal sa counter, shirtless, at may hawak na isang glass na may lamang whiskey. He was biting his lower lip habang sinusundan ng tingin ang bawat kilos niya.“Lexie… you have no idea how sexy you look while slicing that damn tomato.”“Ram…” Natatawang kunwaring saway ni Lexie dito. “Seryoso? Kamatis na ang turn on mo ngayon?”“Not the tomato, baby.
Book 2 BLURB"She was his fire. He was her ruin. But what happens when desire turns into obsession?"Lexie Stevens thought she finally had it all, Ram Jordan in her bed, their daughter in her arms, and peace after years of heartbreak. Pero ang tahimik na mundo nila ay nabasag when they took in Addy, a broken girl with dangerous eyes and a twisted need to belong.What started as compassion becomes chaos.Addy wants more than a family, she wants Ram.Now, every touch between Lexie and Ram burns with tension. Every kiss tastes like guilt.They still crave each other, wild, raw, and unrelenting—but the lines between love and destruction are fading fast.In a home filled with secrets, jealousy, and seduction, Lexie must fight not only for Ram… but for herself.Because when another woman wants your man, and he’s too broken to push her away, how far will you go to reclaim your place in his arms?A sinful, scorching tale of lust, betrayal, and the kind of love that ruins you beautifully.CHAR
Hindi malaman ni Lexie kung ilang beses na siyang nagpa ikot-ikot sa living room ng kanyang bahay, nawalan na rin siya ng bilang kung ilang tasa ng kape na ang naubos niya. It’s already been 3 days and Ram Jordan was still in the hospital, and the fact that he still hasn’t regain consciousness is making her anxious, worried. “Lexie, pinuwi ka nga rito para makapag pahinga ka, yet you are here pacing around like some kind of maniac. Will you please calm down?” Sermon sa kanya ng pinsang si Claire habang masama ang tingin sa kanya. “Oh Claire, how am I supposed to calm down, my husband was shot, two times at hanggang ngayon ay wala pa ring ulirat sa ospital, I am worried sick Claire… Ikaw? Ano ang ginagawa mo rito? Weren’t you supposed to be at Amanda’s funeral?” Tanong ni Lexie sa pinsan bago pa bagsak na naupo sa sofa matapos maka ramdam ng pagod, naupo naman sa tabi niya si Claire. “I was, Macy called me, she said she was at the hospital at nag babantay sa tatay niya, she
Hindi pumayag si Lexie na mag paiwan sa bahay nang mag desisyon si Ram na mag tungo agad sa malapit na police station, ganun rin naman si Addy at ang anak nilang si Macy ay nag pupumilit rin na sumama, mabuti na lamang ay napakiusapan ito ni Ram na mag paiwan na dahil masyadong delikado kung maging ang mga bata ay isasama pa nila. Kaya lamang ay mapilit ang anak ni Rafael, wala rin silang nagawa nang mag salita ito, lalo pa at alam rin naman ni Lexie na may point rin ang sinasabi nito. ‘I know what happened, I am the only witness here, kung may tao man po kayong kailangan ngayon, ako po iyon. And if you want to have my evil father punished, I want to be there to witness that, so please let me go with you.’ Those were the exact words she said, even Addy was sitting at the back seat of the car, Lexie could feel her anger, too much anger and she knew that is not safe, not for a child, like Adalia. Lexie slowly leaned forward to Ram who was driving quietly, funny how none of them dar
“How are you feeling?” Ram Jordan asked as he wrapped his arm around her waist, sandali pang napa buntong hininga ni Lexie saka ngumiti bago sumagot. “Tired, gusto kong mag pahinga sandali.” “Lex, I know you are tired, I made you feel tired, what I am asking is how are you? Are you in pain?” He whispered through her ear, Lexie smiled after she figured that Ram wasn’t asking her about how tired she was after the sex, he was asking her how she actually feels, and she would bet it was about her cousin Amanda. Muli pang nag pilit ng ngiti si Lexie bago umikot ng higa paharap sa asawa, mabilis niya ring iniyakap ang mga braso rito saka muling bumuntong hininga. “I would be lying if I will say I am fine, I feel sad Ram, devastated, mad.. Amanda and I never had the best relationship as cousins but we sure did shared the best memories together, hindi man kami kasing close tulad ni Claire, but I can say Amanda could still be one of the best family I have.” Pabulong na kwento ni Lexie,