All lights are turned off at the law firm except for that corner where Preston was seated, staring blankly at his screen with a company's contract he has been trying to read for an hour now.
The sigh that just escaped his lips was a sign of conceding. The words on the screen didn't seem to make sense when his mind was elsewhere. It would be better to stop and rest now than waste his time. This isn't efficient at all."Of course, you're here again. First to go to work and last to go home."Preston didn't have to look up to recognize the owner of her voice. When he did glance, even after seeing her face in the office all the time, Preston was still left mesmerized by how beautiful she looked. There he goes again, admiring her at the expense of his focus.She sets the documents and folders in front of his table and places a plastic bag with takeout food."Why did you come back?"He should know that she left earlier because Preston was following Lace with his eyes. Even when he doesn’t want to, his eyes will always linger on her more than what he deems acceptable.He’s wrong, and he knows that. He can make empty promises to mind his own business, but even Preston has already gotten tired of arguing with himself. Hopelessly admitting to being lovesick over his own workmate."First of all, don't worry because I am not here to work. Unlike you, Attorney, I was eating outside and saw that the light in your office was on. I figured you’d still be here and ta-da!” Lace was smiling ear to ear. Her eyes already formed a thin line as her lips smiled adorably.It was annoying for him because that expression only meant one thing.As Lace was preparing Preston’s food, he grabbed her hand. He slightly lifts the ends of the sleeves of her jacket. Lace was taken aback. She didn't pull away but flinched visibly. Her hand started to shake against his touch.Preston realized how wrong his action was. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry," he said over and over again. His voice was soothing, and his touch was gentle. It took a while for Lace to totally calm down. The fear went away in his eyes as Preston lightly pressed his lips against the bruises on her skin. "I'm sorry."“Preston, please.”“He hurt you again? "Right at that moment, he wanted to punch that bastard. Preston's life has always been about following the rules, and it seems like the heavens would like to test his limits. The line gets blurry when it's about the people that he really cares about. "That... that person you call your husband? Did he hurt you again? ""Don't worry."Lace managed to stop his outburst with just one sentence. Her calmness wasn’t natural. Preston knows that Lace was hurting. In this case, physically. The most natural reaction to pain is either to get angry or shed tears. He'd much rather see her cry than bottle everything up.“I’m fine.”“You’re not," he said firmly. “Please don't lie. At least, not to me.”“I have it under control. Trust me.” She begged, but there was only silence on Preston’s part. Lace touched Preston's cheek. It was infuriating how her situation could infuriate him to the point of violence, and at the same time, Lace is the only person who can calm him down. "Preston, I need you to trust me."He didn’t want to give up. Even when he had no energy left in his body, Preston wanted to throw punches until the guy would be knocked out dead. Why is he even surrounded by men who shouldn’t be calling themselves men? They couldn’t even do the bare minimum?"Hey, calm down." Her voice sounded like a song. Toxic melody that he had no control but to listen to.Preston wants to protect Lace. He badly wants to hold the hand that is in front of him. If it wasn't for that wedding ring on her finger, he would do more than sit in frustration.If she'd let him, he'd do more.“You didn’t have to drive me here. I can grab a cab.”“You think I’m doing this for you? I’m doing this for myself, Lace. I couldn’t sleep a minute if I left you alone.”Lace smiled. Her usual subtle but sincere smile. She was a puzzle that he couldn't solve. It’s been years since Preston has been trying to figure out if that shine from her eyes was out of love or something else. Maybe she loves him, or maybe she doesn't. There's no point in knowing the answer now when she already belongs to someone else.“Thank you, Preston. But he is away. He couldn’t hurt me.”“Are you sure?”“I am. You think I’d let you drive me if I wasn’t? So, don’t worry, okay? All I wanted was to give you a meal. You're already so stressed with Nikolai. Now, I've become a burden too.""You're never a burden, Lacie."Hearing her old nickname for her made her face light up. "Thank you for saying that even when we both know it's not true."“So, for your sake, leave him.”She stayed silent. Preston never understood why she was staying in that prison called marriage. It has become an endless and repeated cycle of him offering to help and her telling him that everything's under control. By the looks of it, with those bruises, nothing's under control."Not right now. But I will. I'll leave him, Preston."It was the first time that she said that. That she would leave his husband.He stood frozen as Lace touched his cheek. "So, don't worry about me. Okay, maybe a little, but not too much."Even with Lace’s assurance, Preston still has another person he’s worried about. Instead of driving home, he went to the place where Belle was staying, which he was able to figure out because of the tracker he placed on her bag the last time they saw each other.Second on his to-do list can be throwing a second punch at Nikolai's face. Right now, he needs to know the story from his sister himself. Forget going back to how things were before. How is he supposed to look at his best friend and business partner’s friend knowing that he hurt his only family?No. Never going to happen.“Oh, you’ve got to be kidding me.”Right in front of his car were his sister and his so-called best friend talking. They might as well have fireworks in the background with those tears and stares.Are these two still in love? What kind of feelings are lingering in this air of awkwardness?Preston needs to find out. Fuck, privacy.He pressed the horn and screamed at the both of them.“Are you going to kill each other or are you going to make this work? "He asked, quite tempted to press the accelerator and hit Nikolai. His next action would depend on the answer he was about to hear. Things might make a turn, and by miracle work, who knows?To say that Belle was exhausted would be an understatement.That day, all she did was stay in her hotel room and reflect on her actions. Maybe there was too much doing and less thinking.She blocked Nikolai and even Preston. Only accepting messages from Bonnie and her most trusted nanny.“I shouldn’t be here.” Her heart clenched at the thought of Liam being away from her for that long. Liam's not even one year old, and she left her own child. All for her benefit and satisfaction. She wanted to be a better mother, and this trend of misfortunes is proof of the opposite. "What the hell am I doing with my life?"
Time has never been slower for Belle, who was waiting outside her room. Really! Outside of the room that she paid for herself. As much as she wanted to protest Preston's idea to speak with Nikolai, the look on his face wasn't asking for an explanation, nor was he open to discussion. Which is why even when she has her hotel keys, she wouldn't dare open the door.Sticking her ears in the door only proved that the room was soundproof.All she could do was wait, and every second of it was torture."Hey," she answered her friend's call. Her eyes were still glued to the door. "Anything alright there, Bon?""You know what? You are so lucky to have an independent kid. The cutie is sleeping in my arms so soundly!"That's a relie
He didn't want to. “All these years, you didn't bother to tell me that your husband's info is only a search away from the internet." Bonnie beamed at whatever information she was seeing on the screen."Ex-husband," Belle corrected."Yeah, right. Geez. This is a lot to take in. My head won't stop calculating this guy's net worth."Everyone's talking about Nikolai's net worth, which annoys her already. "Yeah, they own an airline. Big deal.""Thatalone is a big deal. That's just on the mother side. The father side? Oh, we're talking corporations. Freaking luxury items and cars. And what? A pharmaceutical company? You have got to be kidding me."The more information she receives, the dizzier she gets. "A what? I have no idea about that. I just know he's rich and his parents run a business.""We've totally underestimated this whole fiasco.""They can keep their money. I'm not asking for a single penny."
Belle's definition of trying to move forward with her life was to drown herself in an impossible workload as a full-time photographer-creative director and a full-time mother. Rather a busy time, but this lack of news bothered her. Has he already given up? Or is this the kind of silence one would experience before a storm comes? It has made her anxious. Every phone call from an unknown number and those unexpected doorbells made her uneasy. Even Preston was keeping quiet. "Belle, you're staring at the screen for too long. Are you okay?" The assistant director, Yuan, asked. "I'm sorry. There's just something on my mind, but I promise the quality of my work is not affected." Looking at the quality of her shots, it must be true. Even with a lot of change, her ambition for hunger and learning remains. Like a true friend, Yuan could see that something was bothering Belle, even with those laser-focused eyes. "I'm not worried about that, but you've been like this since you came back fr
Nikolai and his fake source of responsibility couldn't even last a day. He has always been good with words. His effort to travel miles away and even show up with a believable sad expression, and in the end, he still disappoints. What a waste of emotions. It has been like this before, and years after, nothing has changed."On the bright side, that's time saved for me." Belle couldn't help but murmur to herself. Nikolai is the kind of surprise that was fast to appear, quick to disappear.Instead of going straight home, she dropped by the grocery store and shopped for a few pantry stocks. There are still a few hours left for their dinner after a photoshoot tradition with the team.Her mind was still reminded of the sight of Stella's name on his phone. The call was audible even if it was not on loudspeak.
The world felt like shaking, and everything around her was a blur."Belle, are you okay?" Aubrey rushed to Belle. Even her voice sounded like an echo. "You look so pale, my gosh."All she could see clearly was her innocent child, looking at her with those round eyes, unaware of what just happened. It was the first time that Liam saw his father, the person who thought that he would much rather live a life without them.His soft chuckle comforted Belle. It is for the better that he doesn't know anything yet. His little hand reached out to his mother, asking to be carried."Hey, buddy." She hugged his body tightly, never wanting to let him go. Belle was scared that if she would, even for a second, Nikolai would snatch him away from her. Maybe he won't, and he'd choose to live without Belle and their child again. At this point, this is the future that Belle believes would likely happen."I got this, Aubrey. You can go home now."Aubrey looked hesitant, noticing that Belle wasn't acting li
The sound of the ticking clock was nerve-wracking. Belle was seated on the edge of the sofa, waiting for Nikolai to knock at the door. She didn't have to wait for so long. There was a gentle knocking on the door, but it was quiet and deafening.I have to do this. I need to. She repeatedly told herself as she took what felt like heavy footsteps towards the door."Come in." Belle invited Nikolai in, something she never thought she would be doing."Is he…" His eyes were glued to the single bedroom door with a slightly opened door."The baby's sleeping. Let's be adults about this and try not to raise our voices." This was a statement directed at herself. Belle knew she needed that reminder more than Nikolai. For the firs
With how Aubrey and Bonnie react, it seems like it is their first time visiting Belle's place. Actually, the first-time visitor is the only man with them. Their being talkative was a no-match during this situation, as no one couldn't find the right words or phrases for a conversation starter. Belle, for that matter, is not doing great on her own. She still finds it hard to believe that Nikolai is with them at that very moment and more than willing to play his role as the father to their son."He's freaking tall.""Let's not forget to state the obvious. He's also very handsome."The sound of the cookie-filled tray hitting the table brought the two back to reality. Her friends can at least be discreet with their humiliating, honest
BELLE“This has become a weird tradition.” Nikolai commented after placing the can of beer on his table. “You’re based somewhere in Europe. Why would you come home for a day like this?”“You know the only thing that’s weird here? Your wife is drinking a 1995 vintage red wine while we gulp these cans of cheap beer.”Belle, as Leo mentioned, was enjoying his glass of wine. Sure, the wine tastes good. It has a rich aroma and a hint of caramel when she tastes, but that wasn’t it. She had tasted all kinds of expensive and delicious food from all over the world, but food only tastes better when with good company.Like she is right now.“Don’t you go there and blame me, Leo. I’m not the one who came here with a bag full of beer when we literally have a wine cellar in the house. And you,” she pointed at Nikolai. “Don’t you dare complain about a headache tomorrow.”Today is Oliver Laurent’s death anniversary. It has been a year since all
“Why would you even do that, Nick?” There was no hint of the posh and polished Adeline. As soon as she heard the news, she came rushing to Nikolai and Belle’s home, obviously distraught. Her hair hasn’t been combed, there was not a hint of make-up on her face. Both Nikolai and Belle looked at each other, knowing there was nothing that they could do. Even if it pained him, he accepted every slap from his mom. “You killed your father! I can’t believe my own son killed his own father!” She was hysterical. “Ma’am-” Nikolai shook his head at Belle who was attempting to stop Adeline’s slaps on Nikolai’s chest. “I’m fine, Isobelle. Please find, Liam. I’ll just talk to Mom.” “But.” “Isobelle,” he gave her a reassuring smile. “It’s okay.” Even when hesitant, Belle walked out and left Nikolai with his mom. Adeline’s screams were replaced with sobs. Growing up, Nikolai knew he didn’t have a family like the others. Both Adeline and Oliver weren't the most expressive people. He simply thou
Nikolai’s name is being dragged all over social media. The world has billions of issues, and one of his advisors initially advised him to lay-low and observe, hoping that people would spare them little to no attention.Boy, was he wrong.“Don’t open the internet and don’t read your messages.” Belle told him as soon as he held his phone to check his schedule for the day.“I couldn’t go on with my day without doing that, Isobelle. You know that.” He was reminded with a gentle tone. “I know you're worried about me, but I’m tougher than you think. Don’t worry.”“I know you are, but people who don’t know you are judging you and are doing everything so they could twist the story and fit it to their narratives.” She held her breath as she spoke in frustration. “I can’t wait for them to be proven wrong.”“I need you to relax and take a breather. You should be the one staying away from any news.” Nikolai holds her close. His lips touch the side of her hair. Unlike the previous days, he’s more
It is such a shame that there is no way to choose who we want as our parents.In the eyes of the public and everyone that surrounded him, Nikolai won the genetic lottery, as well as life in general. Born with distinct features and undeniably good-looking, he already got a head start in life. Not to mention the amount of money he grew up with and everything that he would inherit.He was set for a lifetime. Even better, his children and grandchildren, can choose not to work and could still survive.It’s the fairytale dream of almost everyone.But as he shared a table with the half-brother his father tried to kill, talking about all the times their father tried to ruin their lives, he couldn’t help but ask a question. ‘Is this still worth it?’.He took another sip of the beer. Like Leo, they share a comfortable silence, pondering about the life that they separately had.“Thank you,” Nikolai blurted out. Unlike the previous conversations they had, he didn’t have to force the words out of
The only safe and discreet place that he could think of was in the house where they used to live. Nikolai couldn’t let anyone know he was meeting Leo. For both their sake. He didn’t have to wait so long because, when he arrived, Leo’s motorcycle was already parked outside. ‘That hard-headed boy,’ he thought. He particularly told him not to use a motorcycle, but he wasn’t listening at all. “Didn’t I tell you to not use your motorcycle?” “Didn’t I tell you I wouldn’t?” He answered in the same tone, in the same manner. Therefore Belle thinks there’s a resemblance between the two of them. It starts at the physical appearance, but it doesn’t end there. For example, like how the two of them talked and how, at the moment, Leo was returning the same glare he was showing. “Do you really hate me that much?” Blood connect and separate them. Every time he would see Leo in the same gathering, he tried his best to push him away. In Nikolai’s point of view, Leo’s existence was a miracle t
“I'm going to talk to Juliette today.”“Are you going to accept her offer?” Belle kept her eyes straight on the breakfast that was prepared for them. Even if she had a little appetite that morning, she wanted to do something else other than be immersed in whatever Nikolai has to say. “Of course you are going to.”“I'm not.”Breaking her plan, Belle glanced at Nikolai. “You're not going to?”“No.” Even if he doesn't say it, that hopeless look gives away what he's thinking. “But don't worry. I'll try to find a way.”“Good morning, Daddy.” Liam kissed Nikolai's cheek and then Belle's. “Good morning, Mommy.”“Why are you not dressed yet? You're going to school now, aren't you?”“Yes… but,” He kept trying to get food from his spoon and failed all the time. “Maybe not today, Mommy.”“Liam, is there anything wrong? Why are you not going to school today? Are you not feeling well?” Belle touched his forehead to check for fever or any kind of illness. Liam seems fine, but the kid is obviously b
NIKOLAI “What did you say?” Nikolai was furious when he heard what Leo had to say. “Are you accusing my father of being a murderer?” It was as clear as crystal that Oliver Laurent was far from a perfect human. He may not be the kindest person, but he’s Nikolai’s father. He had his own ways of protecting what he has. Nothing will ever change the fact that he is Nikolai’s father. “I don’t want to talk about this over the phone. If you want to hear more, you should be the one to contact me. I told myself before and I’m reminding myself again that I will not get involved with your family or whatever that dysfunctional set-up you have.” “How dare you?” Leo can’t go around pushing people away when in the first place, it was he who contacted him first. “And you’re really saying that even when you’re the one who called me? If you’re wishing me bad luck, I don’t think there’s any need for that.” “Believe me,” he said. “I don’t want to do this either. I wouldn’t do this if I’m not worried a
NIKOLAINikolai observed Belle while she turned her back on her. They are sleeping on the same bed, but their mind seems to be anywhere but the present. He knows he’s asking so much of his wife. It was a very ridiculous offer that he wished he didn’t have to even say.It isn’t the best strategy, but right now, Nikolai thinks that the best he could do for his family is minimize the possible negative impacts. If he agrees to marry Juliette, he’d still have his family while quickly repairing the effects on their business.Investors are backing out one by one. Some already say that it’s a breach of contract. It’s a ticking time bomb. The longer he waits, the lesser the chance that they’d still be able to fix the problem.Belle’s breathing isn’t even anymore. She pretends to quietly sleep, but Nikolai knows that she’s as awake as he is.“I’m sorry.” He uttered out of the blue. “I’ll understand whatever decision you’ll take. Whatever you decide to do, I’ll totally respect it. You have every
“We can just talk here. I told you. I'd say yes immediately if there's anything I can do.” Belle was desperate to help Nikolai. “You know I'm not that attached to the business before. I only felt forced to take over because no one else would. I had to give up practicing law and continue to run this business.” “Are you saying that you don't want to be involved with this?” “No.” His eyes were on the ground. Belle can feel the weight on his shoulders with those deep breaths. “Even if I'd want to, there's no way out of this. My face is on every article about the company. Backing out now is a cowardly move that would confirm what people are already saying about me. That I'm a ruthless and corrupt business person.” “You know you are not that kind of person.” “I know, but no matter what I’d do, they won’t believe me, Isobelle. It’s so easy to spread information these days. People won’t even bother verifying if it’s true or not.” Nikolai is right. You can defend yourself and use ev