Ashley’s POV
Heading into the bathroom to change into my nightdress, I tried to shake off the curiosity that had gripped me. Ashton’s instructions were to just make it through the weekend with her in-laws so why was I curious about the state of her marriage? Even if I figured out why, it wasn't like it was something I could change.
“You just need to make it through this weekend, Ash” I whispered to my reflection in the mirror and let out a sigh, making my way back into the bedroom.
When I came out, I found Andreas already lying on the couch, a book in his hands. He looked up as I entered, his expression neutral but eyes locked on me and I suddenly felt self-conscious, looking away.
Taking in the vast expanse of the king-sized bed, I hesitated. Perhaps it was unnecessary to share the bed, but, if Ashton was his wife, wouldn't it be strange to not offer? "You don't have to sleep on the couch," I stammered, my voice barely a whisper. "The bed is big enough for four people. We can put pillows between us, too if you want.”
Andreas paused, his bookmark slipping between the pages of his book. Slowly, he stood up, removing his shirt in a casual yet deliberate manner. As he turned to face me, I couldn't help but feel a surge of heat rising to my cheeks. Forcing my eyes to the ground, I waited with bated breath as his steps got closer, his proximity making my heart race.
"Are you trying to be cute?" he asked, his voice low and husky. The question caught me off guard, and I raised my head, my eyes meeting his. "We've never slept in the same bed since we got married. Why would you suddenly want to now?"
I opened my mouth to respond, but no words came out. Instead, I simply stared at him, feeling increasingly awkward and confused.
My mind raced, trying to process what he'd just said. I wanted to ask why he hadn't been sharing a bed with Ashton, but the realization of how that would sound held me back.
Ashton had merely said that they weren't on good terms, but not sharing a bed with your husband since they got married was strange. Too strange, in fact, but it was exactly like Ashton to never tell me everything, only what she felt was important.
I shrugged, trying to appear nonchalant. "Sleep wherever you want," I muttered, mentally reminding myself again that my sister’s marital affairs were none of my business and I was only here to do a job.
A cold smile crept across his face. "More like the woman I know," he said, returning to the couch.
Climbing into bed, I pulled the covers up to my chin. I pulled out my phone and typed a message to Ashton: "You need to explain what's going on between you and Andreas. Why is he an ass? Also, why are you not replying to my messages?" I hit send and set my phone on the nightstand, hoping sleep would be a welcome escape from the chaos of this evening.
As I lay there, staring at the ceiling, I couldn't shake the feeling that I was in over my head. I fought the urge to look sideways, and even though I knew that pretending I was the only one in the room was futile, at least, on the bright side, whatever conflict they were having meant that I wouldn't have to do anything beyond keeping up appearances for the rest of the family.
I didn't realize when I dozed off, but a sudden sensation of being watched jolted me awake. My eyes flew open to find myself staring up at a face inches from mine. With a blood-curdling shriek, I tumbled out of bed, landing with a painful thud on the cold, unforgiving floor.
Annabel was instantly at my side, her hand reaching out to help me up. "I'm so sorry, Ashley! I didn't mean to startle you," she apologized, her voice filled with genuine concern.
Slowly, I pushed myself up into a sitting position, my heart still pounding in my chest. As I looked around the room, I realized Andreas was gone. The couch, where he had been sleeping, was empty, the blankets neatly folded. He must have gotten up early.
Annabel was dressed in jeans and a tucked-in shirt, her blonde hair pulled back in a ponytail. She looked ready for adventure. "I asked my brother about you and he said you were still asleep, so I came to fetch you!" she exclaimed, her eyes sparkling with excitement. "It's hunting day!"
I blinked, remembering that Annabel had told me about this last night at dinner. A part of me was curious and excited to see what this activity might entail, fond memories of horse riding at my aunt’s ranch where Ashton and I had stayed after our parents died enveloping me, while the other part remained wary. Today was yet another day to pretend to be my twin sister and hope that I wasn't caught.
Rushing into the shower, I came out to see Annabel reading a book as she waited for me. I opened my box and picked out a fit, throwing it on in hurried steps. As I looked at myself in the mirror, I had to give it to Ashton. If there was one thing she knew how to do that I had absolutely no clue about, it was putting outfits together. The way she'd effortlessly thrown together all the ensembles that I'd be wearing this weekend was nothing short of magic or maybe it was just me that had zero fashion sense. I ran a hand over the soft fabric of the cashmere sweater that I knew cost a fortune, feeling a mild pang of jealousy.
Checking my phone as Annabel linked her arm through mine and we headed downstairs, I saw that Ashton hadn't responded to my message. I hesitated, my fingers hovering over the call button. Perhaps I should give her a ring. But then, with Annabel glued to my side, calling my twin sister who was supposed to be here instead of me was definitely a bad idea.
Ashley’s POV"So, are you and your sister, Ashley close?" Annabel asked, her voice filled with genuine curiosity. I paused, turning to look at her.“The last time I saw her was at the wedding,” she continued, blissfully unaware that the person was asking about was much closer than she knew."We have our moments," I replied cautiously, trying to sound like the confident, outspoken Ashton I was supposed to be. "Siblings, you know. We fight, we make up."Annabel nodded thoughtfully. "I know exactly what you mean. My siblings don't see eye to eye at all, as you saw at dinner. I'm glad Andreas married someone as charming as you."A warm blush crept up my cheeks, even though the compliment wasn't for me. "Thank you," I replied, trying to sound casual “I'm glad I have a sister-in-law as charming as you.”Annabel laughed, a bright, infectious sound that filled the quiet of the hallway. "Don't let Amarinth hear you say that," she whispered. "Andreas is the only one who doesn't give me a hard t
Ashley’s POV"Then you'll be the happiest widow in the world, won't you? You did say those words to me on our wedding night."Maybe it was the way his lips brushed my ear sweetly as if the words he’d just uttered were in the most scathing tone I’d ever heard, or the lazy smile that followed as he stepped back but I could only stare at him, stunned as he climbed onto his horse and charged into the world, following in the wake of Adam and Thomas. What sort of married life was Ashton living with this man? It shouldn't be any of my business but with each interaction, I was more curious.As I turned to rejoin the others under the canopy, who were already engaged in animated conversation with Margaret while Alfred was engrossed in a book, a cold dread settled in the pit of my stomach.Something had not been right with that map, and the more I pictured it in my mind, the more certain I became of my suspicions. Returning to the map stand, I found the steward watching me as I advanced toward
Ashley’s POV When this weekend ended, I was going to sit Ashton down and ask her a couple of questions about how she met Andreas and why she married into this family. As a writer, I’d read tons of novels about how complex the family dynamics of the wealthy could be, and right from dinner, I'd suspected that the rivalry between the Thorne siblings would be cutthroat, but the last thing I expected was for Alfred Thorne to not bat an eyelid about it. Perhaps I was overreacting but if I was told that Ashton was in the woods with a wrongly marked map—no matter how badly I planned to pull her ears once I got a hold of her for misleading me into this swap with little to no information and leaving me high and dry, her phone unreachable—I would call off the entire hunt and send people into the woods to find her, or I'd even go myself, which was exactly what I decided to do now. I might not like Andreas, or understand what exactly was happening in his marriage to my sister but he was my sist
Ashley’s POV The sound of rushing water filled the room, a constant, irritating rhythm that seemed to echo in my skull as I sat on the bed and stared at the ceiling. I forced myself to ignore it, to focus on anything but the knowledge that Andreas was in there, naked, just a door away. My face burned with a heat that had nothing to do with the stuffy room. My mind replayed the entire hunt and the look of wicked glee in his eyes as he held the stripped skin of the tiger. It was clear that whatever family politics that was at play, he wasn't a sitting duck and it was clear that for his father to have chosen him to head, he was probably the most ruthless of the three. Ashton, my sister, the only person who I might have asked any of my questions seeing as I was here on her behalf was still unreachable. Another pang of worry stabbed at me. Was she okay? Had something happened to her at the event that she'd said she had gone for? I shook my head, trying to dispel the thought. She was pro
Ashley’s POV My throat tightened, a sudden desert dryness invading my mouth. Was this it? The moment of truth? Had he finally seen through my different behavior, revealing the truth beneath that I wasn't Ashton? I glanced down at myself, the loose straps of the dress doing little to conceal the swell of my breasts. My face burned as I felt his gaze drop to my chest, lingering there for a heartbeat too long. The air between us thickened, heavy with tension. A sharp rap against the door jolted me from my immobility. My shoulders relaxed almost instantly as the tense moment ended, a gasp escaping my lips before I could stifle it. A moment later, Annabel's voice drifted through the door. "Ashton, are you ready? It's your favorite sister-in-law. We don't want to keep everyone waiting." Annabel. Of course. She was here to make sure "Ashton" wasn't late for the dinner. Nevertheless, I was grateful for her impeccable timing. "Coming!" I managed to squeak out, my voice higher pitched than
Ashley’s POV"But even the most perfect of us have a weakness, don't we? And I will find yours, I promise.” Adam's words hung in the air like a poisonous fog. I watched as they seeped into Andreas, turning his face a sickly shade of pale that I didn't think was even possible on him. His face became stoic almost immediately but I'd caught it; he was afraid, which meant only one thing, that he had a secret that he was guarding jealously. Did Ashton know what secret it was? Before he could say anything, Adam turned around and walked away. Andreas’s hand fell from my waist and he mumbled an excuse and disappeared into the crowd in the opposite direction. A part of me wanted to follow him, to see if he was okay, but another part, the part that remembered that he had already accused me of acting nice to him the entire weekend which made it clear to me that Ashton wasn't behaving like that prior, held me back. I moved towards the bar, my mind racing. I needed a moment to process everythin
Ashley’s POVWhen I woke up, Andreas was gone. For a moment, I wondered if he'd retreated to the couch after I fell asleep, but the rumpled sheets beside me and the lingering warmth of his body told a different story. He had spent the night in the bed with me. A strange mix of relief and uncertainty washed over me. Relief that our shared night hadn't been as awkward as I'd imagined, and uncertainty about what this meant for his relationship with my sister who I was pretending to be, if anything. Perhaps it had been a meaningless act of comfort to him, or maybe, just maybe, there was something more to it. I headed to the bathroom, my mind racing. If this shared night could somehow mend whatever rift existed between Andreas and Ashton, it would be a small miracle and it meant that I'd not only survived swapping with her successfully for the weekend but that I'd helped her take a step forward in resolving whatever issues she had with her husband, because knowing Ashton, she was as stub
Ashley’s POVA rush of adrenaline shot through me as Liv’s voice, bright and cheery, filled my ears. Her suggestion to come over to see me in Vermont was nothing out of the ordinary, because more often than not, I hardly ever came to New York where she lived, partly because I was trying to avoid Ashton. I had been avoiding Liv’s messages all weekend, trying my best to hide that I was in Aspen playing the swapping game because I knew that she wouldn't approve but the thought of lying to her again about attending some phantom function so that she wouldn't leave her apartment felt like a betrayal, plus she wouldn't bore me because I had the social battery of a hermit.My heart pounded in my chest. What was I going to do?“Hey, Ash,” Liv’s voice pulled me from my thoughts. “You there?”I realized with a start that I’d been silent for too long. A nervous laugh escaped my lips. “Yeah, sorry. Just zoning out.”“You okay? You sounded a little off.” Her tone shifted, concern creeping into her
Ashley’s POV“Thank you,” I managed, taking the bouquet from Andreas, my fingers trembling slightly. “You… you came.”He chuckled softly, nodding. “Wouldn’t miss it. I’m proud of you, Ashley. You’re amazing. The book…it’s incredible.” He paused, and the warmth in his eyes made my heart race. “I’ve already read it, by the way,” he added, a hint of teasing in his tone. “I couldn’t put it down.”A small, awkward laugh escaped my lips, a nervous sound. “You read it?” I asked, almost incredulous. “All of it?”He nodded, his gaze unwavering. “Every word. You have a real talent, Ashley. I’m not just saying that because of…well, because of us.” He gave a small smile, almost sheepish, and I swallowed, fighting the urge to reach out and kiss him. “You’ve always had it in you. I’m just glad the world gets to know the face behind the work.”I felt a warmth in my chest, the kind that had been absent for so long. I opened my mouth to thank him and paused, wondering if he’d leave after I responded a
Ashley’s POVThe book launch venue was everything I’d hoped it would be—a cozy, intimate setting with an air of understated elegance. The soft glow of chandeliers reflected off the polished wood floors, and the tables were lined with white tablecloths, their centerpieces adorned with my favorite flowers. It was the kind of place that felt warm and welcoming, just like the people who had supported me along the way. As I stood outside for a moment, taking in the sight of it all, a nervous flutter took over my stomach. The event was finally happening. This was real. I rushed to the back entrance, slightly out of breath as I adjusted my dress. It was simple but elegant, a soft blue outfit that felt just right for the occasion. I had done everything to plan, but of course, I was running behind. The chaos of getting ready and the last-minute checks on everything had left me feeling a bit frazzled, but beneath the nerves, there was a sense of excitement I couldn’t ignore. This moment was f
Ashley’s POVA Year LaterThe air was crisp, but the sun cast a warm, golden glow over the gravesite. I sat on the bench near Ashton’s tombstone, the scent of fresh flowers mixing with the earthy smell of the cemetery. In my hands, I held a bouquet of bright flowers and a box of cookies—the kind we used to love as kids.I arranged them carefully at the base of the stone, each movement slow, deliberate. I knew Ashton wasn’t really here, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was still with me—somewhere, somehow. Sometimes, I liked to think she could hear me, or at least, feel my presence. So, I began speaking aloud, as if she were sitting right beside me, just like when we were younger, chatting about everything and nothing at all.“It’s been an eventful year, Ash,” I murmured, feeling the weight of the words as I spoke them. “I guess you know that already, but I still need to say it. I’ve been doing a lot of things I never thought I’d do.”I paused, looking out at the rows of grave
Ashley’s POVI swallowed hard, my throat tightening. The words felt like a punch in the gut, but in a way, they were also the relief I hadn’t known I was waiting for. My sister, my twin, had always been larger than life. She had overshadowed me in everything—her beauty, her confidence, her charisma. It wasn’t always intentional. She hadn’t known the effect she had on me, the way I always felt like I was just trying to catch up, just trying to exist beside her.“I’m sorry for all the times I overshadowed you, even without meaning to. You were always the best part of me.”The words blurred as tears welled up in my eyes. I hadn’t realized until that moment how much I had needed to hear them. I had spent so much of my life feeling like an afterthought, living in the space that Ashton’s brilliance had left behind. But now, as I read those words, I allowed myself to believe them—for the first time in my life.“I hope you can forgive me for all the times I wasn’t there, for all the mess I le
Ashley’s POVThe room was quiet, save for the hum of the heater, a soft background noise that reminded me that I was no longer at the mansion. I sat at the small desk in the corner of my now shared apartment with Liv, staring at the blank page of my journal. The pen in my hand felt foreign, like I was holding someone else’s tool, meant for someone else’s purpose.It had been weeks since I left Andreas, though it still felt like I was living in the aftermath of that decision. The pain was still there, a constant presence in the pit of my stomach, but there was something else, too—a strange, bittersweet peace. I was no longer just pretending. I wasn’t living in the shadow of Ashton’s life, her successes, her untimely death. I was just... me.I shifted in the chair, pulling my knees up to my chest as I let my gaze drift out the window. The lights of the city twinkled below, but the sky above was dark, as though it mirrored the way I still felt inside. Despite the nights I cried myself to
Andreas’s POVMoving to the bedroom, I laid on Ashley’s side, feeling the coldness of the sheets where her warmth had once been. Without her, it felt wrong, everything felt wrong. But I couldn’t change it. Not yet, at least. She had made her choice, and I had to respect that.I had to admit it, even to myself: I didn’t think I could live without her. But as much as I ached for her, chasing after her now would only drive her further away. She needed time, space to figure herself out, and I wasn’t about to make her feel cornered. I wasn’t about to be the one who trapped her. She had already sacrificed so much for me, for Ashton. If I was going to love her the way she deserved, I had to let her go.I knew that she didn’t ask me to wait. She hadn’t asked me to do anything, really, except to give her what she needed. But in my heart, I couldn’t shake the resolve that I would wait for her. Time would pass, and maybe she’d find her way back to me. Or maybe she wouldn’t. But no matter what, I
Andreas’s POVThe glass of whiskey sat in front of me, untouched, and I stared at it without really seeing it, my mind preoccupied with the words Ashley had left me with, the ones that echoed in my head like an unwanted refrain. “You deserve someone who fits seamlessly into your life, not someone who makes you choose.”For the first time, I questioned everything I had built. I had spent years constructing a life that was logical, pragmatic—a life that adhered to the rules of the world I was born into. A life where love was a luxury, something I could never afford. I married Ashton, not out of love, but because it was expected of me and I had wanted someone who wouldn’t be my father’s pawn. The contract was simple, clean, and it served its purpose. I chose the company over everything else, convincing myself that reputation, power, and control were all that mattered. I never allowed myself to truly love, not because I didn’t want to, but because I couldn’t. My heart, damaged by a condit
Ashley’s POVI took a deep breath and sat down beside Andreas, feeling the coolness of the leather against my skin, the space between us growing more fragile with every passing second.“I don’t know where to start,” I whispered, my voice shaking. “I love you, Andreas. I’ve loved you for so long now, even when I didn’t know how to admit it, even when I didn’t know how to let myself feel it.”He was silent, his dark eyes fixed on me, watching me with a mixture of concern and understanding. He wasn’t interrupting, waiting patiently as I tried to find the right words. His presence was warm, comforting even, but it only made this harder.“I didn’t know what I was getting into when I agreed to the swap but meeting you has been one of the most rewarding moments of my existence,” I continued, the tears that had been threatening to spill finally falling freely. “You’ve shown me love, patience, and given me the strength to face so many things, things I didn’t even realize I needed to face. You’
Ashley’s POVThe day of Ashton’s burial was a blur of emotions. Grief, yes—I had expected that. But there was also relief, anger, hope, and a strange sense of peace that I couldn’t quite place.The small ceremony was held in a quiet corner of the Thorne estate, under a canopy of trees that Ashton would’ve loved. The turnout was larger than I’d anticipated. It wasn’t just family, though the Thorne family was represented in some way, with Andreas and Annabelle by my side. Workers from the gallery had come too, some of them tearfully recalling stories of Ashton’s quick wit and unmatched dedication to her work. Liv had been by my side the entire time and Faye had managed to track down a few close friends, and seeing their faces filled me with gratitude.Of course, Adam and Amarinth were nowhere to be seen. I hadn’t expected them to come, nor did I want them there. Thomas was absent too, but Sansa had made an appearance. I couldn’t help but notice how much lighter she seemed, almost radian