Ashley’s POV
When this weekend ended, I was going to sit Ashton down and ask her a couple of questions about how she met Andreas and why she married into this family.
As a writer, I’d read tons of novels about how complex the family dynamics of the wealthy could be, and right from dinner, I'd suspected that the rivalry between the Thorne siblings would be cutthroat, but the last thing I expected was for Alfred Thorne to not bat an eyelid about it.
Perhaps I was overreacting but if I was told that Ashton was in the woods with a wrongly marked map—no matter how badly I planned to pull her ears once I got a hold of her for misleading me into this swap with little to no information and leaving me high and dry, her phone unreachable—I would call off the entire hunt and send people into the woods to find her, or I'd even go myself, which was exactly what I decided to do now. I might not like Andreas, or understand what exactly was happening in his marriage to my sister but he was my sister’s husband and I couldn't just sit here if I knew I could do something.
"I'm going to take a horse and go into the woods to find Andreas," I announced, my voice firm.
Annabel was the first to speak, her eyes wide and voice laced with concern. "Ashley, that's too dangerous."
Sansa, who had finally decided to look up from her nails shook her head gently, "You should let the men handle it. We're better off here, waiting for them. We do something like this every year so they should be fine."
I was about to respond when Amarinth rolled her eyes, "This is your first holiday with us, so I understand your zeal to act like a caring wife but you're being dramatic now. You on a horse in the woods? I thought you were too scared to break a nail."
Narrowing her eyes at Amarinth, I wondered what kind of personality my twin sister must have presented for this assumption. After all, we had both grown up on a ranch with our aunt and grandmother after our parents died, honing our skills as horseback riders and even learning to use a gun. It was a very different life from the pampered image Ashton often projected to the rest of the world, and I used to judge her for trying to act like we weren't from modest beginnings, but with this kind of family, I couldn't blame my sister for wanting to maintain a certain facade.
Alfred finally spoke, her voice carrying a note of finality. "If they don't return after the specified time, search parties have already been put in place. All you have to do is wait."
Margaret nodded taking a sip of her drink before adding, "If you still insist on going into the woods, then by all means, proceed."
The entire waiting time felt like an eternity. Meals and snacks were served, but nothing could distract me from her growing anxiety every time I looked at the forest.
”Andreas will be fine, Ashton,” Annabel whispered, handing me a glass of wine. I knew that she was trying to pacify me, but at least that was more emotion than the others had shown concerning the matter.
Just as the time elapsed, Adam returned first, heading to the horse stand and walking towards his father with a bow. He raised what looked to be cut-out animal skin from the black nylon in his grasp, "I caught an antelope,” he announced, his eyes shining with self-pride.
Alfred nodded, just as Sansa gestured towards the empty seat beside her for Adam.
Looking towards the woods again, my hackles rose when the next person to emerge from the woods wasn't Andreas but Thomas. He announced triumphantly, "I caught a boar," and presented a similar trophy in a black nylon. Amarinth squealed in excitement, running towards her husband as he dismounted. But I noticed that his eyes searched until they landed on me, a glint of something calculated gracing his features.
Wondering if I was just imagining his lingering stares at me since I arrived here, I looked away, rising to my feet, "I'm heading into the woods now," I stated, folding up the map.
Annabel rose to her feet, “ Then I’m going too.”
Margaret scoffed, her hand reaching out to pull her daughter back into her seat, “You’re not going anywhere, Anna.”
“But mother…”
The neigh of a horse had me turning faster than lightning in the direction of the woods to see Andreas emerge from the forest on his horse, riding towards us. A surge of relief washed over me, and my cheeks reddened with embarrassment, wondering if I had overreacted by wanting to go into the woods but as he drew nearer, I realized that perhaps my worry was not unfounded.
When he dismounted, the first thing I noticed was his blood-stained shirt. A shiver ran down my spine as his eyes locked with mine. Dipping his hand into the nylon he held, he brought out his trophy, and my breath caught in my throat. I was certain that I heard someone gasp. It was the stripped skin of a tiger.
Adam's face paled visibly, while Amarinth's glare sharpened. Alfred, however, seemed unperturbed.
A huge accomplished smile graced his lips. "We should send out search parties to retrieve the animals and prepare for our feast tonight," he announced, his voice carrying a note of satisfaction.
Looking at all of Alfred’s children, I realized what this hunt was truly about. It was a game, an attempt to prove who was the better and curry Alfred’s favour. Andreas’ route was intentionally sabotaged and Alfred didn't care because he wanted him to prove that he was worthy of being chosen as successor.
“Told you not to worry about him,” Annabel whispered, standing beside me and I merely nodded, my mouth slightly parted in awe and fear as my eyes locked with Andreas’.
There was a raw intensity in his eyes, a glint that told me that whoever messed with this man would be burned. Swallowing hard, I prayed to God to get me through the rest of the weekend because I didn't want to know what would happen if he found out that I wasn't the woman he married, but her timid twin.
Ashley’s POV The sound of rushing water filled the room, a constant, irritating rhythm that seemed to echo in my skull as I sat on the bed and stared at the ceiling. I forced myself to ignore it, to focus on anything but the knowledge that Andreas was in there, naked, just a door away. My face burned with a heat that had nothing to do with the stuffy room. My mind replayed the entire hunt and the look of wicked glee in his eyes as he held the stripped skin of the tiger. It was clear that whatever family politics that was at play, he wasn't a sitting duck and it was clear that for his father to have chosen him to head, he was probably the most ruthless of the three. Ashton, my sister, the only person who I might have asked any of my questions seeing as I was here on her behalf was still unreachable. Another pang of worry stabbed at me. Was she okay? Had something happened to her at the event that she'd said she had gone for? I shook my head, trying to dispel the thought. She was pro
Ashley’s POV My throat tightened, a sudden desert dryness invading my mouth. Was this it? The moment of truth? Had he finally seen through my different behavior, revealing the truth beneath that I wasn't Ashton? I glanced down at myself, the loose straps of the dress doing little to conceal the swell of my breasts. My face burned as I felt his gaze drop to my chest, lingering there for a heartbeat too long. The air between us thickened, heavy with tension. A sharp rap against the door jolted me from my immobility. My shoulders relaxed almost instantly as the tense moment ended, a gasp escaping my lips before I could stifle it. A moment later, Annabel's voice drifted through the door. "Ashton, are you ready? It's your favorite sister-in-law. We don't want to keep everyone waiting." Annabel. Of course. She was here to make sure "Ashton" wasn't late for the dinner. Nevertheless, I was grateful for her impeccable timing. "Coming!" I managed to squeak out, my voice higher pitched than
Ashley’s POV"But even the most perfect of us have a weakness, don't we? And I will find yours, I promise.” Adam's words hung in the air like a poisonous fog. I watched as they seeped into Andreas, turning his face a sickly shade of pale that I didn't think was even possible on him. His face became stoic almost immediately but I'd caught it; he was afraid, which meant only one thing, that he had a secret that he was guarding jealously. Did Ashton know what secret it was? Before he could say anything, Adam turned around and walked away. Andreas’s hand fell from my waist and he mumbled an excuse and disappeared into the crowd in the opposite direction. A part of me wanted to follow him, to see if he was okay, but another part, the part that remembered that he had already accused me of acting nice to him the entire weekend which made it clear to me that Ashton wasn't behaving like that prior, held me back. I moved towards the bar, my mind racing. I needed a moment to process everythin
Ashley’s POVWhen I woke up, Andreas was gone. For a moment, I wondered if he'd retreated to the couch after I fell asleep, but the rumpled sheets beside me and the lingering warmth of his body told a different story. He had spent the night in the bed with me. A strange mix of relief and uncertainty washed over me. Relief that our shared night hadn't been as awkward as I'd imagined, and uncertainty about what this meant for his relationship with my sister who I was pretending to be, if anything. Perhaps it had been a meaningless act of comfort to him, or maybe, just maybe, there was something more to it. I headed to the bathroom, my mind racing. If this shared night could somehow mend whatever rift existed between Andreas and Ashton, it would be a small miracle and it meant that I'd not only survived swapping with her successfully for the weekend but that I'd helped her take a step forward in resolving whatever issues she had with her husband, because knowing Ashton, she was as stub
Ashley’s POVA rush of adrenaline shot through me as Liv’s voice, bright and cheery, filled my ears. Her suggestion to come over to see me in Vermont was nothing out of the ordinary, because more often than not, I hardly ever came to New York where she lived, partly because I was trying to avoid Ashton. I had been avoiding Liv’s messages all weekend, trying my best to hide that I was in Aspen playing the swapping game because I knew that she wouldn't approve but the thought of lying to her again about attending some phantom function so that she wouldn't leave her apartment felt like a betrayal, plus she wouldn't bore me because I had the social battery of a hermit.My heart pounded in my chest. What was I going to do?“Hey, Ash,” Liv’s voice pulled me from my thoughts. “You there?”I realized with a start that I’d been silent for too long. A nervous laugh escaped my lips. “Yeah, sorry. Just zoning out.”“You okay? You sounded a little off.” Her tone shifted, concern creeping into her
Ashley’s POVThe bell above the restaurant door jingled as I stepped inside. A wave of relief washed over me as I spotted Liv sitting at a corner table, her vibrant energy cutting through the atmosphere. Olivia ‘Liv’ and I had been inseparable since high school, her infectious laughter and boundless optimism a constant in my often quiet world. While Ashton had thrived in the spotlight and ended up mingling with crowds that didn't appreciate my introverted self., I'd found solace in the quiet corners, and Liv had been my steadfast companion through it all.Thankfully, Liv had also gotten into the same college as Ashton and me. It was a stroke of incredible luck. Though we hadn't been coursemates, sharing the same campus had cemented our bond. We spent countless hours together, studying, laughing, and sharing dreams. It was during those late-night study sessions that my love for writing blossomed into my decision to take the first step and put my thoughts on paper. Liv was always my bi
Ashley’s POVThe car came to a screeching halt, the engine roaring to a silent hum. I glanced at Liv, her face a mask of uncertainty and worry. The giant gates of Ashton’s mansion stood ominously before us and I could see that Liv hadn’t wanted to bring me back here. Ashton and Liv were like oil and water. Liv always never hesitated to call out my sister while Ashton hated her guts and said she was jealous about not having a sister. “Are you sure about this, Ash? You know that we could just turn around and leave. Your agreement with Ashton was the weekend, it doesn’t matter if the flights changed last minute, because there’s no explanation for why she’s been radio silent since she gave that excuse” Liv whispered, her grip tightening on the steering wheel.I forced a reassuring smile, my heart pounding against my ribs. "I’m sure, Liv. Just a few more days, then I’ll be back to my normal, boring life. We can even talk about my books and the unveiling you spoke about after this is over.
Ashley’s POVI blinked, disoriented, as my consciousness slowly returned. The familiar scent of hay and horse sweat filled my nostrils, and my eyes widened as I took in the surroundings around me. I was dreaming. It had to be a dream. I was back on my late aunt’s ranch, a place I hadn’t visited in years. And there, sitting alone on a bale of hay, was a younger version of myself, my eyes swollen and red from crying.A pang of sadness pierced my heart. I remembered that day so vividly. It had been weeks after our parents' funeral, and I was still unable to hold back the tears. I had cried at the dinner table, at school, and even in my sleep. Ashton, who didn't particularly like crying, had tried her best to comfort me, but I had been inconsolable. To escape the pitying glances and forced smiles in the house, I had found solace in coming to hide away in the barn whenever I wanted to cry. The quiet solitude, the gentle sway of the horses, and the comforting scent of hay had provided muc
Ashley’s POV“Thank you,” I managed, taking the bouquet from Andreas, my fingers trembling slightly. “You… you came.”He chuckled softly, nodding. “Wouldn’t miss it. I’m proud of you, Ashley. You’re amazing. The book…it’s incredible.” He paused, and the warmth in his eyes made my heart race. “I’ve already read it, by the way,” he added, a hint of teasing in his tone. “I couldn’t put it down.”A small, awkward laugh escaped my lips, a nervous sound. “You read it?” I asked, almost incredulous. “All of it?”He nodded, his gaze unwavering. “Every word. You have a real talent, Ashley. I’m not just saying that because of…well, because of us.” He gave a small smile, almost sheepish, and I swallowed, fighting the urge to reach out and kiss him. “You’ve always had it in you. I’m just glad the world gets to know the face behind the work.”I felt a warmth in my chest, the kind that had been absent for so long. I opened my mouth to thank him and paused, wondering if he’d leave after I responded a
Ashley’s POVThe book launch venue was everything I’d hoped it would be—a cozy, intimate setting with an air of understated elegance. The soft glow of chandeliers reflected off the polished wood floors, and the tables were lined with white tablecloths, their centerpieces adorned with my favorite flowers. It was the kind of place that felt warm and welcoming, just like the people who had supported me along the way. As I stood outside for a moment, taking in the sight of it all, a nervous flutter took over my stomach. The event was finally happening. This was real. I rushed to the back entrance, slightly out of breath as I adjusted my dress. It was simple but elegant, a soft blue outfit that felt just right for the occasion. I had done everything to plan, but of course, I was running behind. The chaos of getting ready and the last-minute checks on everything had left me feeling a bit frazzled, but beneath the nerves, there was a sense of excitement I couldn’t ignore. This moment was f
Ashley’s POVA Year LaterThe air was crisp, but the sun cast a warm, golden glow over the gravesite. I sat on the bench near Ashton’s tombstone, the scent of fresh flowers mixing with the earthy smell of the cemetery. In my hands, I held a bouquet of bright flowers and a box of cookies—the kind we used to love as kids.I arranged them carefully at the base of the stone, each movement slow, deliberate. I knew Ashton wasn’t really here, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was still with me—somewhere, somehow. Sometimes, I liked to think she could hear me, or at least, feel my presence. So, I began speaking aloud, as if she were sitting right beside me, just like when we were younger, chatting about everything and nothing at all.“It’s been an eventful year, Ash,” I murmured, feeling the weight of the words as I spoke them. “I guess you know that already, but I still need to say it. I’ve been doing a lot of things I never thought I’d do.”I paused, looking out at the rows of grave
Ashley’s POVI swallowed hard, my throat tightening. The words felt like a punch in the gut, but in a way, they were also the relief I hadn’t known I was waiting for. My sister, my twin, had always been larger than life. She had overshadowed me in everything—her beauty, her confidence, her charisma. It wasn’t always intentional. She hadn’t known the effect she had on me, the way I always felt like I was just trying to catch up, just trying to exist beside her.“I’m sorry for all the times I overshadowed you, even without meaning to. You were always the best part of me.”The words blurred as tears welled up in my eyes. I hadn’t realized until that moment how much I had needed to hear them. I had spent so much of my life feeling like an afterthought, living in the space that Ashton’s brilliance had left behind. But now, as I read those words, I allowed myself to believe them—for the first time in my life.“I hope you can forgive me for all the times I wasn’t there, for all the mess I le
Ashley’s POVThe room was quiet, save for the hum of the heater, a soft background noise that reminded me that I was no longer at the mansion. I sat at the small desk in the corner of my now shared apartment with Liv, staring at the blank page of my journal. The pen in my hand felt foreign, like I was holding someone else’s tool, meant for someone else’s purpose.It had been weeks since I left Andreas, though it still felt like I was living in the aftermath of that decision. The pain was still there, a constant presence in the pit of my stomach, but there was something else, too—a strange, bittersweet peace. I was no longer just pretending. I wasn’t living in the shadow of Ashton’s life, her successes, her untimely death. I was just... me.I shifted in the chair, pulling my knees up to my chest as I let my gaze drift out the window. The lights of the city twinkled below, but the sky above was dark, as though it mirrored the way I still felt inside. Despite the nights I cried myself to
Andreas’s POVMoving to the bedroom, I laid on Ashley’s side, feeling the coldness of the sheets where her warmth had once been. Without her, it felt wrong, everything felt wrong. But I couldn’t change it. Not yet, at least. She had made her choice, and I had to respect that.I had to admit it, even to myself: I didn’t think I could live without her. But as much as I ached for her, chasing after her now would only drive her further away. She needed time, space to figure herself out, and I wasn’t about to make her feel cornered. I wasn’t about to be the one who trapped her. She had already sacrificed so much for me, for Ashton. If I was going to love her the way she deserved, I had to let her go.I knew that she didn’t ask me to wait. She hadn’t asked me to do anything, really, except to give her what she needed. But in my heart, I couldn’t shake the resolve that I would wait for her. Time would pass, and maybe she’d find her way back to me. Or maybe she wouldn’t. But no matter what, I
Andreas’s POVThe glass of whiskey sat in front of me, untouched, and I stared at it without really seeing it, my mind preoccupied with the words Ashley had left me with, the ones that echoed in my head like an unwanted refrain. “You deserve someone who fits seamlessly into your life, not someone who makes you choose.”For the first time, I questioned everything I had built. I had spent years constructing a life that was logical, pragmatic—a life that adhered to the rules of the world I was born into. A life where love was a luxury, something I could never afford. I married Ashton, not out of love, but because it was expected of me and I had wanted someone who wouldn’t be my father’s pawn. The contract was simple, clean, and it served its purpose. I chose the company over everything else, convincing myself that reputation, power, and control were all that mattered. I never allowed myself to truly love, not because I didn’t want to, but because I couldn’t. My heart, damaged by a condit
Ashley’s POVI took a deep breath and sat down beside Andreas, feeling the coolness of the leather against my skin, the space between us growing more fragile with every passing second.“I don’t know where to start,” I whispered, my voice shaking. “I love you, Andreas. I’ve loved you for so long now, even when I didn’t know how to admit it, even when I didn’t know how to let myself feel it.”He was silent, his dark eyes fixed on me, watching me with a mixture of concern and understanding. He wasn’t interrupting, waiting patiently as I tried to find the right words. His presence was warm, comforting even, but it only made this harder.“I didn’t know what I was getting into when I agreed to the swap but meeting you has been one of the most rewarding moments of my existence,” I continued, the tears that had been threatening to spill finally falling freely. “You’ve shown me love, patience, and given me the strength to face so many things, things I didn’t even realize I needed to face. You’
Ashley’s POVThe day of Ashton’s burial was a blur of emotions. Grief, yes—I had expected that. But there was also relief, anger, hope, and a strange sense of peace that I couldn’t quite place.The small ceremony was held in a quiet corner of the Thorne estate, under a canopy of trees that Ashton would’ve loved. The turnout was larger than I’d anticipated. It wasn’t just family, though the Thorne family was represented in some way, with Andreas and Annabelle by my side. Workers from the gallery had come too, some of them tearfully recalling stories of Ashton’s quick wit and unmatched dedication to her work. Liv had been by my side the entire time and Faye had managed to track down a few close friends, and seeing their faces filled me with gratitude.Of course, Adam and Amarinth were nowhere to be seen. I hadn’t expected them to come, nor did I want them there. Thomas was absent too, but Sansa had made an appearance. I couldn’t help but notice how much lighter she seemed, almost radian