During the day, the pack would congregate in the busy courtyard to train, converse, or just take a respite from their duties. It was a haven for most. It was a minefield for me.
My hands were raw from the cold water after I had just finished cleaning the Alpha's house steps. I pulled the hefty stone bucket over to the water barrels to fill it up. My shoulders hurt, and I couldn’t stop thinking about Lucas.
Why did I feel this way? It was disturbing how my heart beat every time I thought of him, and how strangely warm I felt within. Even though I knew deep down that I should avoid him, I couldn’t help but wonder what he was thinking.
The chatter from the courtyard became more noticeable as I filled the bucket with water. I chose to ignore it and focus on the water’s ripples instead. I was grounded by the chilly splash against my hands, which served as a reminder to keep my head down, finish my tasks, and live to see another day.
Then, like a blade, her voice cut through the din.
“This is a sight, isn’t it? A tiny charity case, putting forth a lot of effort.”
Amelia.
I tensed but didn’t turn around. My grasp on the bucket tightened, my fingers growing white.
“Don’t you have anything better to do?” I whispered under my breath, hoping she’d take the hint and leave.
But Amelia never walked away from a chance to establish her power.
“Did you say something?” she questioned, her voice sweet and filled with hate.
I turned slowly, meeting her eyes. Her flawless hair and immaculate attire stood in sharp contrast to my perspiration-soaked clothing and grimy face.
“I’m just doing my job,” I said in a steady voice.
With a sly smile, Amelia moved closer until she was just a foot away. “Your job? Taking care of those of us who are truly important? Never assume that cleaning floors will get you a spot here.”
Even though her words hurt, I made myself stay composed. She liked making others angry, and I wouldn’t give her the gratification she craved.
“Why don’t you simply go?” she went on, moving around me like a predator pursuing its prey. “Nobody seems to want you here. No goal, no status, no family. You’re just a stray Leo who was brought in out of pity. And see what happened with him.”
The mention of Leo was like a punch to the gut. Unshed tears clouded my view, but I resisted letting them go.
I gritted my teeth and said, “Leave him out of this.”
Amelia’s laugh was hollow and icy. “Why should I? Everyone knows he was a traitor. You’ll probably end up just like him—alone and disgraced.”
My nails dug into my hands, the pain a welcome distraction from the rage building inside me.
“Repeat that,” I said in a tremulous, low voice.
Amelia’s eyes glistened with success. “Oh, did I irritate someone? Alone in the big, dangerous pack, poor Anna. Perhaps you ought to leave on your own advice. Save us all the trouble.”
Her words were a knife, each one cutting deeper than the last.
Then, she made the mistake of coming closer and pushing my shoulder.
The snap was quick.
I grabbed her wrist in a vice-like grip before I even noticed what I was doing. We were both taken aback by its strength, and Amelia’s arrogant face momentarily wavered.
I growled, my voice harsh and gruff. “Don’t touch me.”
She wrenched her arm free, her disbelief quickly replaced by wrath. “How dare you...”
I wasn’t finished, though. Years of shame and sadness raged to the surface, bringing the tempest inside me to a climax.
I used a force I wasn’t aware I had to push her back. Her perfectly polished sneakers scraped the cobblestones as she stumbled.
Pack members stopped their activities to watch, and gasps echoed through the courtyard. Amelia regained her balance and lunged at me, but I was faster.
My inner wolf, an uncontrolled and fierce force that gave me strength, awoke within me. I sidestepped her blow, turning around behind her and pushing hard enough to knock her to the ground.
Amelia lay there, her eyes wide with shock, her hair untidy. When I understood what I had done, my hands shook and my chest heaved.
The courtyard was deathly quiet.
Amelia slowly pushed herself up, glaring at me with a mix of rage and shame. “You’ll pay for this,” she spat, her voice dripping with hate.
I opened my mouth to respond, but the sight of someone close froze the words on my tongue.
Mina, another omega, stood at the courtyard’s edge, looking both scared and astonished. Her wide eyes glanced between me and Amelia, her lips slightly opened as if she couldn’t quite believe what she was seeing.
I knew in that moment what would happen next.
Like wildfire, the stories would spread. By the end of the day, everyone would know about the fight. And they wouldn’t side with me.
I was filled with fear. With Amelia’s threats still ringing in my ears, I turned and ran without saying another word. My pulse hammered as I darted into the pack’s area, my vision blurred with tears.
I didn’t stop running until I reached the edge of the forest, the cool shade offering a small semblance of relief. My legs gave up, and I slumped to the ground, hiding my face in my hands.
What had I done?
I kept thinking about Amelia on the ground, every part coming back to me more clearly. I was frightened by the raw power I had experienced at that exact instant and by the way my wolf had charged forward.
Leo had always warned me to control my emotions and to never show my strength to the pack. The one thing he had feared the most, I had now done.
I was jolted out of my reverie by the sound of footsteps. My breath caught when I looked up and saw that someone was coming.
Was that Amelia? Oliver? Lucas?
As I waited to see who it was, I felt dread build up in my gut and my pulse increase.
"Anna, can you even do one thing right?" Oliver was standing over me with his arms crossed and a look of disdain on his face, and I winced at the sound of his voice. The pack members around us laughed, their eyes shining with glee at my humiliation, and the Alpha's tone was just as cold as it was cruel.I said, "I'm sorry, Alpha," while holding onto the pail of filthy water I had been told to use to clean the hallway floors. Whatever I did, it was never sufficient. The hard bristles of the brush scraped at my flesh until it felt raw, and my hands stung from the washing, yet nobody seemed to care. Not Oliver in particular."Did I ask for an apology?" His voice rose sufficiently to get the others' notice as he scoffed. "What good is an apology from someone like you, hmm?"I bit my lip and remained silent, staring at the ground. I had no authority here, or anyplace else, so my instinct told me to keep my head down and not fight back. Oliver and other alphas were accustomed to being obey
"That symbol..." I couldn’t take my eyes off the strange marking. It was jagged and rough, as though it had been carved quickly yet had been placed in this location for a reason. "Why is it here, Leo? What does it signify?"Leo looked away, his eyes haunted, and he rubbed the back of his neck while taking a trembling breath. "When I first saw this symbol, Anna... It was on the floor, just where I discovered you."His words knocked the air out of my lungs like a physical blow. "What?" My voice was almost heard as I whispered.Leo went on, sounding distant as though he were reliving the event. "It was a night like any other," he said. "I found you laying in a little clearing at the boundary of the area when you were a baby. And that precise marking was there, etched into the ground surrounding you."As I glanced at him, I found it difficult to understand his words. "So, when you found me, this mark was with me? And it's here now?"His forehead furrowed as he nodded. "Yes. There's more.
"You awkward little rat!" Luna Amelia's high-pitched voice cut through the atmosphere, freezing me.Her hand smacked against my face, causing a sharp pain to shoot through my cheek before I could even turn. As I lurched backward, trying to regain my footing, my head wrenched to the side and my vision became blurry. Every eye was on me, the room was very quiet, and I felt humiliated.Amelia's lips curled in distaste as her eyes narrowed. "You dare bring shame to your Alpha in that way?"Through the shock and searing pain, I was unable to react or even find my voice. Her smack caused a sting in my cheek, and I could feel my heart pounding in my temples as I felt humiliated and angry.However, Oliver's icy, uncompromising voice reached me before I could respond. “Take her away. Lock her up for the night.”As the other pack members grabbed me by the arms and started pulling me toward the door, I swallowed hard, hardly really digesting what he had spoken. Every step felt like a nail driven
"Get up!" I sat up groggily, squinting at the early light that spilled into the cage after the guard's gruff voice startled me awake.His eyes gleamed with a tinge of cruelty as he grinned. “Thought you’d just sit around, Omega? Get going. You’ve got chores, and I don’t mean the easy kind.”Before I could gather myself, two other guards grabbed me by the shoulders and pulled me from the cell. My muscles objected, tight from spending the night on the chilly stone floor, but I forced myself to ignore the pain and keep from letting them know how miserable I was."Where are we going?" Hating the tremble in my voice, I asked.The guard shrugged, a bored look flashing into his eyes. With a tone full of faux innocence, he said, "Just to help with some chores."I suppressed a sigh, accepting that I would be flung around like the pack's personal puppet for another day. I attempted to maintain my composure as they guided me farther into the dungeons, convincing myself that I could handle this.
“Tell me what happened to him! What did Leo do?” Outside the pack house, I pushed my way through the swarm of whispering voices and made my demand.One of the bigger wolves hissed, "Back off, runt," and gave me a hard shove that almost knocked me down. I didn't stop, though. I was unable to. My mind was racing, clinging to a single thought: Leo was in trouble.I finally made it to the clearing in the middle, where Oliver was standing with his troops encircling him. His sardonic expression said a lot, but what really stopped me was the grim satisfaction on his face.When Oliver raised his hand, everyone became silent. He said, "Leo has betrayed this pack," his voice resonating in the quiet, each word piercing my stomach like a stone. "He will go on trial tomorrow. But tonight… tonight, he will rot in a cell.”Like flies buzzing over a body, the pack burst into murmurs and whispers. I balled my fists up. Betrayed? No, I said to myself, "that can't be right." But the terror was beginning
While pacing on the cold stone floor of my little, dim chamber, I whispered to myself, "He's not guilty." The words reverberated quietly in the quiet, but they had no effect on the knot of anxiety in my chest. I kept thinking about Leo's face, how exhausted he had been, and how he had reached through those bars as though it might be our final touch.I had barely slept. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw the stranger's accusing look and the bloodstains on Leo's hands and clothing from being dragged through the pack's common area. My mind would not let me rest; all I wanted to do was close my eyes and forget, if only for a short while.Pale light filled my chamber as morning broke, and I made myself sit up. Another day to live—another day in the pack. However, the idea of doing my regular tasks today was intolerable. Oliver's derisive tone and the sneer on his face as he ordered Leo to be cast into the cells were still audible to me. I clenched my fists at the vision, but what could I d
I managed to get close enough to the front to see the council members sitting in their high-backed seats, their expressions grim and far away, after squeezing past a few others. The focal point of it all was Oliver, who stood straight and exuded an authority that made me want to pull back.I finally got to see Leo. Two guards carried him to the front, injured and shaken, his gaze sweeping the room before meeting mine. His face briefly lit up with relief, and I clinched my hands, wishing him to remain resilient.The whispers stopped when Oliver held out his hand. His cold, authoritative voice pierced the atmosphere. "You are charged with murder, Leo. We offer you a chance to speak even though the evidence is damning. You may explain yourself.” He waved his hand as though he were giving Leo the tiniest, most reluctant favor.Leo inhaled deeply before starting, "I didn't do it," in a steady but low voice. "Yes, I did find the child, wounded, hurt, and alone. I heard him as I was walking
As everyone streamed out of the trial hall, the air was filled with the murmur of voices, their whispered whispers carrying a mixture of judgment and expectation. In order to confer with the council elders and determine Leo's destiny, Oliver had called a timeout. However, I recognized the expression in his eyes—he was relishing the agony, extending the verdict to relish every moment of Leo's pain and the fear that was screaming through me.With my heart racing, I looked around for Lucas as the crowd poured into the courtyard. Since the start of the trial, the so-called "witness" had been the focus of attention, and his words had been driving a cold blade further and deeper into my chest. Whether he realized it or not, I had to face him and make him recognize the harm he was doing.At last I saw him at the steps, chatting softly with a few of our fighters. He had a calm, assured stance. Anger made my stomach turn. After what he had done, how could he appear so composed?I ignored the g
During the day, the pack would congregate in the busy courtyard to train, converse, or just take a respite from their duties. It was a haven for most. It was a minefield for me.My hands were raw from the cold water after I had just finished cleaning the Alpha's house steps. I pulled the hefty stone bucket over to the water barrels to fill it up. My shoulders hurt, and I couldn’t stop thinking about Lucas.Why did I feel this way? It was disturbing how my heart beat every time I thought of him, and how strangely warm I felt within. Even though I knew deep down that I should avoid him, I couldn’t help but wonder what he was thinking.The chatter from the courtyard became more noticeable as I filled the bucket with water. I chose to ignore it and focus on the water’s ripples instead. I was grounded by the chilly splash against my hands, which served as a reminder to keep my head down, finish my tasks, and live to see another day.Then, like a blade, her voice cut through the din.“This
I ran out of her door like I was being chased by the devil. The coolness of the night air did little to quench the fire burning in my chest, so I breathed in harsh breaths."That's her. Your fated mate."The words of the Moon Goddess reverberated in my head, relentless and uncompromising.How could this have happened? How could the individual I was meant to get rid of also end up being my partner?I leaned hard against my room and banged the door. My heart pounded as if it were trying to break out of my rib cage.In the dim light, the artifact sat on the table like a threatening apparition. I clenched and unclenched my hands as I gazed at it. I had come to her, to this pack, because of it.Anna.The name itself seemed different now, full of an energy that I was unable to ignore.I grabbed the edge of the table and sank into the nearest chair. Conflicting thoughts raced through my mind, each one more chaotic than the last.I tried to explain it. The link between fated partners was stro
As though mocking my hesitancy, the item rested in the middle of the table, its surface lifeless and unforgiving. It had been days since the forest, when I stood motionless in the dark, watching Anna sob in the moonlight. I hadn't said anything to anyone. How could I? The weight of my realization dominated every thought and every breath.Anna.She had been identified by the artifact. Not a lurking opponent, not a rogue. She.Both then and now, I was unsure of what to do.I kept walking around my room, feeling as though the walls were getting smaller with every step. The gang continued as if nothing had happened outside. A harsh reminder of the normalcy I had lost was the faint echo of their laughter coming through my window.Frustrated, my hands reached for my hair and began tugging. In my mind, I could still picture her face, smeared with tears. She posed no danger. She was unable to be.The relic, however, was truthful.I had found Anna thanks to the relic. To her dismay, to her suf
I was looking at her through the trees, the heavy air pressing against me. Anna's sobbing shook her shoulders as she knelt beside the marked tree, piercing the forest's silence. What I previously feared was proven when the relic in my fingers blazed hot and faintly glowed toward her. The enemy. The danger. Anna. My feet wouldn't budge, so I tightened my hold on the knife strapped to my side. I finally understood the mission, the reason I had gone to this pack, but I was unable to make sense of it. Anna wasn't a potential threat. She was a person. A broken, sad girl who isn't dangerous at all.As my heart raced in my chest, I stumbled backwards, trying to calm down my fast breathing. Thank God she didn't see me. I turned around and slid back into the bush, being careful not to fall on any trees.When I got back to my room, I laid down on the bed and stared at the artifact until its light went out."What on earth is happening?" I said and ran my hand through my hair.I pace around t
"Why does she always have to make things so difficult?" As I glanced at the closed door, I said, my voice disturbing the room's silence. Anna's words lingered in the air like an unshakeable accusation, and I could still hear the echo of her footsteps disappearing into the distance.Breathing became difficult due to the constriction in my chest. Her anger was justified, her pain apparent. I was the one who did it. I was to blame for Leo's death. My fault she was bearing the weight of a crime she had no part in. However, the situation was more complex in reality. I had a clear mission. Yet, for the first time, I wasn’t sure I could see it through.I exhaled deeply, turned, and sank into the tableside chair. The relic, a tiny, worn artifact that had served as my constant guide ever since I embarked on this damned journey, was sitting in front of me. It was a source of annoyance now. I lifted it and rubbed the engravings with my fingertips. Why are you refusing to work? My voice tremble
I was so confused and angry that I walked out of Lucas' quarters. Even though the cool night air felt like a slap, it couldn't stop the tempest that was growing inside of me. I walked with hard feet on the dirt road, my hands locked at my sides.After everything, how could he just stand there and stay silent? His penetrating look still haunted me, and my heart hammered with a mixture of fear and rage. The dim moonlight showed the wooden walls of the modest house Leo had built, dark and inhospitable. I took a deep breath to steady myself as I paused. I couldn't allow Maia to see me in this state; therefore, there was no more place for crying. I pushed the door open and saw her sewing patches into an old blanket while sitting cross-legged on the floor. Beside her, the gentle glimmer of a lantern flickered, making dancing shadows on the walls. "Anna!" Maia's face brightened, but as soon as she saw my answer, her grin vanished. "What's the matter?" "Nothing," I answered sharply and qu
As I left Anna and Maia, I didn't turn around. The beat of my boots hitting the stone floor echoed the jumble in my mind. The questions that circled like vultures made every step feel heavier. Shall I tell Oliver? The thought would not go away. I clenched my fists, my nails biting into my palms. The right thing to do would be to report what I’d seen. Anna sneaking into Oliver’s room, her strange behavior, the signs that she was hiding something. The truth, however, was sour. She would be condemned if she told Oliver. The corridor stretched endlessly, dim torches flickering along the walls, casting shadows that danced like mocking shadows. I arrived at my quarters and slammed the door. Only a bed and a desk occupied the tiny space, but it was mine, a refuge from the ongoing stress of this pack. My breathing was heavy as I leaned against the door. I looked at the relic on the desk, its surface dead and drab. "What are you holding out on?" I mumbled as I picked it up and cros
As I stood motionless in the doorway, Lucas's penetrating gaze cut through the curtain of my thoughts. I didn't want to express it, but his presence felt more weighty than the silence that hung between us. I pushed myself to let go of the door handle as my fingers shook a little against it, and I stepped fully into the corridor.“Excuse me,” I muttered, keeping my voice as level as possible. As if attempting to get out, my heart pounded against my ribs as it raced. Lucas didn’t move, his arms folded across his chest, his expression unreadable. I briefly hoped he might say something, but he remained silent. Instead, when I passed him with purposeful steps and a raised chin in a show of confidence I didn't feel, his eyes followed me. Behind me, I could feel him slipping into place, his shadow hovering closer than I would have preferred. Refusing to look back, I maintained a steady pace while swallowing the uneasiness that threatened to rise in my throat. The air between us was tens
My sole warning was the slight creak of the door handle. I looked around the room for somewhere to hide, and my heart skipped a beat. Panic tugged at my throat, demanding that I think and move more quickly. With its heavy black drapes swinging gently in the breeze from the open window, the towering bed towered above me. I immediately fell to the ground and slithered under it, squeezing myself up against the farthest edge as the door opened. In the tight hush, the sound of boots scraping against the wooden floor was deafening. My chest heaved from the effort of maintaining silence, so I clamped a palm over my mouth to keep my breathing quiet. I could see the polished tips of the boots from where I was under the bed, and I knew they were Oliver's. Even though we couldn't see him completely, his powerful presence filled the room. "Where is it?" His voice cut through the silence, low and harsh. Lighter but deliberate, a second pair of footsteps stepped into the room. Lucas. "Alp