During the day, the pack would congregate in the busy courtyard to train, converse, or just take a respite from their duties. It was a haven for most. It was a minefield for me.
My hands were raw from the cold water after I had just finished cleaning the Alpha's house steps. I pulled the hefty stone bucket over to the water barrels to fill it up. My shoulders hurt, and I couldn’t stop thinking about Lucas.
Why did I feel this way? It was disturbing how my heart beat every time I thought of him, and how strangely warm I felt within. Even though I knew deep down that I should avoid him, I couldn’t help but wonder what he was thinking.
The chatter from the courtyard became more noticeable as I filled the bucket with water. I chose to ignore it and focus on the water’s ripples instead. I was grounded by the chilly splash against my hands, which served as a reminder to keep my head down, finish my tasks, and live to see another day.
Then, like a blade, her voice cut through the din.
“This is a sight, isn’t it? A tiny charity case, putting forth a lot of effort.”
Amelia.
I tensed but didn’t turn around. My grasp on the bucket tightened, my fingers growing white.
“Don’t you have anything better to do?” I whispered under my breath, hoping she’d take the hint and leave.
But Amelia never walked away from a chance to establish her power.
“Did you say something?” she questioned, her voice sweet and filled with hate.
I turned slowly, meeting her eyes. Her flawless hair and immaculate attire stood in sharp contrast to my perspiration-soaked clothing and grimy face.
“I’m just doing my job,” I said in a steady voice.
With a sly smile, Amelia moved closer until she was just a foot away. “Your job? Taking care of those of us who are truly important? Never assume that cleaning floors will get you a spot here.”
Even though her words hurt, I made myself stay composed. She liked making others angry, and I wouldn’t give her the gratification she craved.
“Why don’t you simply go?” she went on, moving around me like a predator pursuing its prey. “Nobody seems to want you here. No goal, no status, no family. You’re just a stray Leo who was brought in out of pity. And see what happened with him.”
The mention of Leo was like a punch to the gut. Unshed tears clouded my view, but I resisted letting them go.
I gritted my teeth and said, “Leave him out of this.”
Amelia’s laugh was hollow and icy. “Why should I? Everyone knows he was a traitor. You’ll probably end up just like him—alone and disgraced.”
My nails dug into my hands, the pain a welcome distraction from the rage building inside me.
“Repeat that,” I said in a tremulous, low voice.
Amelia’s eyes glistened with success. “Oh, did I irritate someone? Alone in the big, dangerous pack, poor Anna. Perhaps you ought to leave on your own advice. Save us all the trouble.”
Her words were a knife, each one cutting deeper than the last.
Then, she made the mistake of coming closer and pushing my shoulder.
The snap was quick.
I grabbed her wrist in a vice-like grip before I even noticed what I was doing. We were both taken aback by its strength, and Amelia’s arrogant face momentarily wavered.
I growled, my voice harsh and gruff. “Don’t touch me.”
She wrenched her arm free, her disbelief quickly replaced by wrath. “How dare you...”
I wasn’t finished, though. Years of shame and sadness raged to the surface, bringing the tempest inside me to a climax.
I used a force I wasn’t aware I had to push her back. Her perfectly polished sneakers scraped the cobblestones as she stumbled.
Pack members stopped their activities to watch, and gasps echoed through the courtyard. Amelia regained her balance and lunged at me, but I was faster.
My inner wolf, an uncontrolled and fierce force that gave me strength, awoke within me. I sidestepped her blow, turning around behind her and pushing hard enough to knock her to the ground.
Amelia lay there, her eyes wide with shock, her hair untidy. When I understood what I had done, my hands shook and my chest heaved.
The courtyard was deathly quiet.
Amelia slowly pushed herself up, glaring at me with a mix of rage and shame. “You’ll pay for this,” she spat, her voice dripping with hate.
I opened my mouth to respond, but the sight of someone close froze the words on my tongue.
Mina, another omega, stood at the courtyard’s edge, looking both scared and astonished. Her wide eyes glanced between me and Amelia, her lips slightly opened as if she couldn’t quite believe what she was seeing.
I knew in that moment what would happen next.
Like wildfire, the stories would spread. By the end of the day, everyone would know about the fight. And they wouldn’t side with me.
I was filled with fear. With Amelia’s threats still ringing in my ears, I turned and ran without saying another word. My pulse hammered as I darted into the pack’s area, my vision blurred with tears.
I didn’t stop running until I reached the edge of the forest, the cool shade offering a small semblance of relief. My legs gave up, and I slumped to the ground, hiding my face in my hands.
What had I done?
I kept thinking about Amelia on the ground, every part coming back to me more clearly. I was frightened by the raw power I had experienced at that exact instant and by the way my wolf had charged forward.
Leo had always warned me to control my emotions and to never show my strength to the pack. The one thing he had feared the most, I had now done.
I was jolted out of my reverie by the sound of footsteps. My breath caught when I looked up and saw that someone was coming.
Was that Amelia? Oliver? Lucas?
As I waited to see who it was, I felt dread build up in my gut and my pulse increase.
There was an electric energy in the courtyard that I hadn't experienced in years. I crossed my arms and leaned on the training post's edge as the pack's voices erupted around me, calling for revenge.From the crowd, someone yelled, "She attacked the Luna. Who does she think she is?"Others joined in, their charges mingling with the clamor of anger. As I heard bits of conversation, my jaw tensed. Words like "execution," "traitor," and "insolence" hung in the air like a storm cloud that was about to blow.One of the elders said, "She poses a threat to the stability of the pack. We have to move fast before Oliver learns and makes a decision for us!"My heart fell. Before I fully comprehended what had transpired, I couldn't allow this to get out of hand. Even though I hadn't seen Anna since that incident on the pack grounds, I knew the reports were true because of her power and resistance, which suggested something greater than small-time disobedience."Enough!" I barked, stopping the rab
It seemed as though the world was holding its breath because the air outside Anna's apartments was so motionless and silent. With my heart racing, I paused at the door. Every step I took toward her house had been more difficult than the last, and I had no idea what I would find.I felt a rush of emptiness when I finally pulled the door open. The afternoon sun streaming through the curtains cast a soft glow on the room, and the subtle aroma of pine and lavender filled the air, enveloping me in a memory of her. The house was as clean as ever, but Anna was not there.Maia was sitting on the side of the bed. Her hands gripped a torn blanket, her shoulders hunched. She tried to take a firm attitude when she spotted me, but her eyes were swollen and red."Why are you in this place?" Her voice was sharp but quiet as she enquired."Where is Anna?" After entering and shutting the door, I asked.Maia's mouth made a thin line. "She's not here."I squinted. "Don't lie to me."She yelled, "I'm not
The stillness between us stretched uncomfortably, and the air in Maia's tiny home felt oppressive. As though preparing for an approaching storm, Maia stood rigidly by the fireplace with her arms folded across her chest. Her face was smeared with tears, revealing the feelings she was trying so hard to hide.With her voice quivering just enough to reveal her fear, Maia firmly stated, "She didn't tell me anything, Lucas. I have no idea where she is."I took a step closer and narrowed my gaze. "You're lying, Maia. Do you not believe that I can tell?"She winced but stayed motionless. "I'm telling the truth. Anna didn't even properly say goodbye. It was only after she had left that I realized she was going."Inside me, anger simmered and threatened to explode. To steady myself, I balled my hands. "You want me to think she simply left without saying anything? She trusted you, Maia. You are the only one who knows where she has gone."Her eyes darted to the window as if she were waiting for s
In front of me, the forest went on forever, blocking out most of the moonlight with its thick cover. As I continued, the wet ground beneath my feet sucked with every step, and I breathed in short gasps. I couldn't remember how many hours I had spent running. With their skeletal branches protruding like claws in the shadows, the trees all had the same look.I pressed my back against a broad oak tree and slowed to a halt. The mark on my wrist pulsed softly, as if to push me on, and my legs shook. I was disturbed by the burning, even though it had subsided to a quiet thrum. What was it trying to convey to me?Right now, I couldn't think of that. Not when my heart leaped into my throat at the sound of every leaf rustling or tree breaking. I told myself to keep moving.By the time I entered neutral ground, dawn was peeki
Except for the steady crunch of leaves under my boots, the forest was quiet. My shoulders were tense, so I fiddled with the strap of my pack. Anna left a thin but clear trail; I could smell her scent occasionally on the wind, which kept me going.My face ached from the cold air as I pushed farther into unknown territory. The treason I had committed made every step feel more burdensome. Oliver's snarling rage was imprinted in my memory as my imagination reenacted the situation. Traitor.The word was painful, but I continued. Not when I was aware of the danger.I stopped and leaned against the rough bark of an old oak tree that had a wide crown. The silence in the forest was so eerie that it made the hair on the back of my neck stand on end. The cold air made my breath mist, and I looked for movement in the shadows."You've gone crazy," I whispered to myself.Had I, though? I was unable to explain the reason behind my attraction to Anna. It was something deeper and more primordial than
As I stumbled into the clearing, my legs shaking under me, the trees grew thinner. There was a little pack village ahead, a collection of wooden houses ringed by a temporary barrier, tucked away in the valley. As the cool forest air mixed with the flavor of cooked meat, smoke curled languidly from chimneys. My heart was racing. Would they assist me? Or would the lies I had planned be exposed?I scowled at the sharp edges of my recently chopped hair as I ran a hand over it. The strong herbs I had used to cover up my odor were still slightly visible on my fingertips. Although it wasn't perfect, it would have to do.I inhaled deeply before moving on, feeling as though a thousand doubts were pressing down on me with each step.I was stopped at the gate by a piercing voice. "Halt!"A burly wolf in a worn leather jacket came forward. His piercing eyes looked at every inch of me. "Who are you? Give your name and your objective."I paused, claiming to be tired to buy myself some extra time. I
I could still hear the rogue's growl as I went further into the trees. "Traitor, Oliver will know you're after her." I had just barely made it through, and now I was thinking if I had done the right thing. It felt like each step I took was heavier than the last. No one would believe that I had a pack, and I would be seen as a rogue by two people. But finding her was more important than all of that. Anna. It wasn't enough to stop me, even though she tried very hard to hide her scent with plants and a thin trace. There was a strong, clear pull toward her that kept me going. After hours of walking through an unknown area, the jungle began to thin, revealing a small settlement hidden in a clearing. Voices were whispered on the wind, and chimneys curled with smoke. I squatted down and looked around. This was it. She must have been this way. At the entryway stood a lone guard, a large wolf with a piercing look. He had a relaxed stance, but his presence made it clear that newcomers
Sharp and relentless, the Beta's eyes stared into mine. His presence suffocated the tiny hut as his tall form filled it.His voice was low and angry as he continued, "You're lying."I said, trying to keep my voice calm, "I've told you everything. I am nothing more than a lone wolf."He took a step closer and snorted. With a bang that reverberated throughout the little room, the door closed behind him, confining me with his distrust."Do you think that I am blind?" he snarled. "I've seen your moves and self-presentation. You're not a helpless wolf fleeing from outlaws."My heart was pounding, but I kept my hands from shaking by clenching them. "Believe in what you want to believe in. But I haven't hurt this pack in any way."The Beta squinted his piercing green eyes and crossed his arms. "That mark on your wrist, what about it? You continue to try to hide it, but I can see it clearly."My fingers moved automatically to cover the mark's faint glimmer. "It's nothing," I blurted out. "Jus
With my luggage draped over my shoulder and a weary but determined heart, I stood at the edge of the woodland. Beside me were Lucas and Maia, whose faces reflected mine: a mixture of resolve and melancholy.Cain came toward us, his eyes full of resolution but his face etched with fatigue. Although he had been among Oliver's most devoted soldiers, the insurrection had altered him. We were leaving him in control after he had fought with us and put his life in danger for the pack."Are you sure about this?" he said softly.I gave a nod. "Cain, you're the greatest option. You are trusted by the pack. They will follow you."He paused, his eyes darting between Maia and Lucas. "How about the three of you? Where are you going?""Somewhere new," was all I said. "A place where we can start again."Cain's face softened as he nodded. "You've done enough for this pack. More than sufficient. Go if this is what you need. We'll be alright."I said my
In the broken remnants of Nightshade's great hall, the firelight wavered, creating unsettling shadows on the stone walls. I had nothing left to offer the pack, but they continued to hover, perhaps awaiting guidance. There was still a weight in my chest. I didn't feel like I had won, even though Oliver was defeated and his rule was overthrown by the people he used to rule.Sitting next to me on a splintered wooden bench, Maia was looking off into space as she absently traced a scar over her arm. Ever the guardian, Lucas stood a few feet away, his gaze sweeping the still audience.After a long pause, Lucas whispered, "They need a leader." He spoke in a quiet, wary tone. "Someone to rebuild what's left."Slowly, I nodded. "They need someone," I said, then looked over at Maia.She stiffened as I stared at her. "Don't even think about it."I cocked my head. "Why not?"She gave a dry laugh, but it was devoid of any humor. "Becaus
The trumpet's call echoed through the broken remains of Nightshade, a sound that once sent fear rippling through the pack but now carried a different weight. A summons. A reckoning.I stood in the heart of the pack's gathering grounds, where months ago, I had watched Leo be condemned to death. My fingers tightened into fists at my sides as I forced myself to take in every detail... the stone platform, the lofty arches, the wooden beams above that had once felt oppressive. The torches flickered, casting long shadows against the walls, just like they had that night.Only this time, it wasn't Leo standing before the pack.It was Oliver.He was on his knees in the center of the hall, bound, his body battered and broken. Blood matted his dark hair, his once-imposing body slumped forward in exhaustion. The very warriors who had formerly battled under him stood around the perimeter of the hall, their gazes flitting between me and the fall
There was silence on the battlefield.The silence was not one that resulted from relief or tranquility. It was the thick, stifling type that comes after a storm, as though the world itself was holding its breath. The ground was covered in fallen people, and the air was heavy with the smell of smoke and blood. With a mixture of amazement and incredulity, the rebels who had survived the slaughter and were still standing glanced at Anna.Oliver was lying at her feet, immobile and broken. His burnt body stood out sharply against the blood-soaked ground below, and his once-imposing figure had now collapsed into a crumpled heap. He was not yet dead, but he was very nearly so. His chest rose and fell in weak, irregular spasms, and his breaths were shallow.With her shoulders heaving and her hands still burning dimly from the last of her power, Anna stood over him. Her hair was knotted and wild, and her face was stained with blood and filth, but her ey
All I could do was observe.My entire existence begged me to step in, step in, and support Anna as she faced Oliver alone. However, I was unable to.I shouldn't.This was her fight.Standing opposite Oliver, Anna's body was bruised and covered in blood, yet her unwavering will remained burning. I had never seen the raw electricity crackle in the air around her before. It was hazardous, untamed, and wild. There was nothing weak about the dim glow that flickered from her palms, like a fading ember. The ground beneath her boots seemed to be reacting to her, quivering in expectation of what lay ahead.Oliver rolled his shoulders and grinned as though this were merely a minor annoyance. I shuddered at his self-assurance. For so long, he had ruled by terror, destroying anybody who tried to oppose him. He now considered Anna to be simply another idiot who believed they could prevail.However, she wasn't.
The battlefield was a bloody, chaotic nightmare.The night was filled with screams as the rebels gave it their all in battle, but Oliver's forces were unrelenting and mercilessly defeated us. My muscles ached from the never ending battle, and I was breathing in ragged breaths, but there was no time to pause. Another life was lost with every second that passed.Maia was down.Across the field, I saw her fall, hitting the ground with a horrible crack. As I surged at her, avoiding an enemy's claws at the last second, my stomach knotted in terror."Maia!" I fell on my knees next to her. Her breathing was shallow, and blood was leaking from a deep wound along her shoulder.Her body trembled uncontrollably as she attempted to push herself up. "I'm fine," she rasped, but I could tell she wasn't."You're not," I said as I applied pressure to the cut. My palm was stained by the warmth of her blood, and my chest developed a hollow hole.Lucas s
Every breath was tinged with the weight of what lay ahead, and the night air was heavy with stress. The rebels' bodies were tense with expectation as they stood at the forest's edge, concealed by the thick undergrowth. The clearing where Oliver's fortress stood in the distance was stricken with weird shadows as moonlight seeped through the treetops.To steady myself, I shifted my weight and clenched my fingers into fists. I thought the others could hear how loudly my heart was beating.I heard a sharp crack to my left. I snapped my head in the direction of the sound, every muscle in my body tensing up.Beside me, Lucas stiffened, his hand already reaching for his blade. Maia froze, her sharp eyes scanning the shadows.Out of the darkness came two bright golden eyes.For a painful moment, I mistakenly believed it to be one of Oliver's scouts. Then the figure moved closer, a solitary, gaunt wolf with ribs showing through its m
"It’s almost time."It wasn’t just a statement; it was a reckoning. The kind of words that carried the gravity of everything we had fought for, everything we had lost, and everything we stood to lose. Even though he was trying so hard to hide it, I could detect the slight tremor behind his firm tone. It was the shudder of a man who was preparing for what was about to happen.I let out a breath and looked out over the area of land in front of us. As though the world itself were holding its breath for what was about to happen, the night was strangely calm. Tension permeated the air, the kind that caused your chest to tighten and your skin to prickle. Long, jagged shadows were cast over the assembled rebels by the orange glare of distant fires. As though they were restless too, the flames danced madly, reflecting the uneasiness that descended upon us all.With low murmurs and deliberate movements, the rebels moved in quiet tones. Each one of
"This is a bad idea."Standing next to me and gazing at the man in front of us, Maia spoke sharply and crossed her arms. Every dissident wolf in the room was on full alert, and the tension was palpable. The stench of mistrust was nearly oppressive.Ronan, the man in question, stood still, his palms raised in a gesture of peace. He was a warrior who had assisted Oliver in enforcing his harsh reign and had previously been one of his top enforcers. He said that he had now turned against him.I did no trust him. However, I couldn't overlook what he had to offer. Ronan's voice was steady as he said, "I don't blame you for being wary. But raw power alone won't cut it if you want to defeat Oliver. You must be aware of what you're getting into.""And we’re supposed to believe you suddenly grew a conscience?" With his arms resting on his enormous chest, Cain scoffed. "You think we forgot what you did?"Ronan's mou