A week had passed since Lila first set foot in the Harrington manor, and already, the enormity of her responsibilities had begun to weigh on her. As Lady Victoria Harrington’s new lady-in-waiting, she was expected to cater to every whim, no matter how trivial or demanding. Victoria was a woman of impeccable taste but little patience, and her disdain for those beneath her social class was palpable. Lila had quickly learned that any misstep, no matter how small, could lead to swift and merciless retribution.
Yet, despite the hardships, Lila couldn’t help but relish the small privileges that came with her position. Being the lady-in-waiting set her apart from the other servants; she was allowed access to parts of the manor that they could only dream of, and she received a slightly larger portion at meals. These little advantages filled her with a sense of pride and superiority, even if she was only a few rungs above the others on the social ladder. For once in her life, she felt like she was part of something grand, something that ordinary people could only admire from afar. Now, she stood in Victoria’s dressing room, carefully arranging a series of evening gowns in preparation for the night’s dinner. The manor was buzzing with activity as everyone prepared for the arrival of the master of the house, Alexander Harrington, who was returning from a long and arduous business trip. Victoria had been in a frenzy all day, barking orders at the servants, ensuring that everything was in perfect order for her husband’s return. She had even dismissed one of the maids for the minor infraction of dropping a vase, the delicate flowers within spilling out onto the pristine floors. Lila had watched it all unfold with a mix of fear and admiration. The woman truly loved her husband; that much was clear. Victoria had gone through the house with a fine-toothed comb, ensuring that every detail was to her satisfaction. She had tasted the food, inspected the rooms, and even adjusted the curtains herself when they didn’t meet her exacting standards. Lila could understand the anxiety—after all, Mr. Harrington provided her with the kind of life most women could only dream of. The least she could do was ensure that his homecoming was as flawless as possible. “Lila,” Victoria snapped, pulling her out of her reverie. Lila looked up from the dress she was laying out, only to find Victoria’s cold eyes fixed on her. “That dress is my husband’s least favorite color. Are you trying to ruin my night?” Lila’s heart sank. How was she supposed to know that? She had never even met the man, let alone been privy to his sartorial preferences. “I’m sorry, madam,” Lila stammered. “I’ll pick out another one right away.” “See that you do,” Victoria said with a withering glare, turning back to the mirror to continue her preparations. Lila hurried to the wardrobe, mentally cursing herself for the mistake. She had chosen the dress because she thought it was the most beautiful of the collection. Her eye for fashion had served her well in the past, but here, under Victoria’s sharp scrutiny, it seemed like nothing she did was ever quite right. She selected a deep red gown this time, hoping that it would meet with Victoria’s approval. The dress was luxurious, made of the finest silk that clung to Victoria’s curves and shimmered under the light. Victoria slipped into the dress and examined herself in the mirror, her lips twitching into a rare smile of satisfaction. As the evening wore on, Lila could feel the tension in the manor rising. Mr. Harrington was running late, and with every passing minute, Victoria’s anxiety grew more palpable. Lila hesitated, unsure if it was her place, but finally decided to step forward and offer some reassurance. After all, part of her job was to attend to Victoria’s needs, and right now, what she needed most was comfort. “Don’t worry, madam,” Lila said softly. “I’m sure he’ll be here soon.” Victoria’s head snapped towards her, her eyes narrowing with irritation. “Who do you think you are?” she hissed. “Get back in line!” Lila’s face flushed with embarrassment as she quickly retreated, joining the other servants who were lined up in the hallway. Some of them snickered under their breath, enjoying her discomfort. She kept her head down, trying to swallow the lump in her throat. She had only meant to help, but once again, she had overstepped her bounds. Finally, the sound of the large iron gates creaking open echoed through the manor. A sleek, black vehicle rolled up the driveway, rounding the fountain before coming to a stop at the foot of the grand steps. Victoria’s face lit up with excitement, and she practically bounced on her toes as the chauffeur stepped out of the car and opened the back door. Lila watched from her place in line, curiosity gnawing at her. She had heard so much about Alexander Harrington, the enigmatic master of the house, but she had yet to lay eyes on him. As Victoria rushed forward to greet her husband, planting eager kisses on his face, Lila strained to get a glimpse of the man who had captured such a cold-hearted woman’s affections. As the couple ascended the steps, the servants all bowed their heads in respect. Lila tried to keep her gaze lowered, but her curiosity got the better of her. She dared to lift her eyes just as they passed by, desperate to see the man who had so entranced her employer. But her boldness did not go unnoticed. Victoria halted in her tracks, her gaze locking onto Lila’s with fierce intensity. “You have grown bold in the one week you’ve been here,” she spat. “You’ve proven that you’re not fit to work in such a place. Pack your things this instant.” Lila’s heart plummeted into her stomach. She dropped to her knees, pleading with Victoria to reconsider. “Please, madam, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean any disrespect. I promise it won’t happen again.” Victoria was unmoved. “Gareth!” she called, summoning the chauffeur. “See that she’s removed from the premises.” But before Gareth could respond, a smooth, deep voice cut through the tension. “There will be no need for that,” Alexander Harrington said, his tone calm yet commanding. Lila’s breath caught in her throat as she looked up, finally seeing the man who had caused such a stir. He was even more handsome than she had imagined, with piercing blue eyes that seemed to see right through her. “Stand,” he instructed, and she obeyed, rising shakily to her feet. “What’s your name?” he asked, his gaze never leaving hers. “Lila, sir,” she replied, her voice barely a whisper. “You must be new here,” Alexander said, a small smile playing at the corners of his lips. There was something almost magnetic about his presence, something that made it impossible for Lila to look away. “Yes, darling,” Victoria interjected, “she’s my new lady-in-waiting and has yet to learn her place.” Alexander’s smile widened slightly. “She soon will. There’s no need for such rash decisions on my first night home.” His gaze lingered on Lila for a moment longer before he turned back to his wife. Victoria’s expression softened immediately. “Alright, darling. Only for you.” She took his arm, guiding him towards the entrance, her irritation forgotten as she chattered excitedly about the evening ahead. As they disappeared into the house, Lila let out a long, shaky breath. She had narrowly avoided disaster, and yet, she couldn’t help but feel that her curiosity had paid off. She had seen Alexander Harrington, and in that brief encounter, something had changed. She didn’t know what it was, but the memory of his piercing blue eyes and the warmth of his smile would stay with her, leaving her in a trance long after he had gone.Lila stood several feet behind Mrs. Harrington’s chair, her hands folded in front of her as the dining room bustled with activity. The servants moved about efficiently, placing dishes of all sorts on the long, polished table. The aroma of roasted meats, fresh bread, and seasoned vegetables filled the air, causing Lila’s stomach to twist with hunger. She glanced at the spread, her mouth watering as she eyed the perfectly cooked lamb, the golden crust of the pie, and the creamy mashed potatoes. But she quickly looked away, focusing her gaze on a point on the wall across from her. This was no time to show weakness. Victoria Harrington, seated at the head of the table, was in her element. With a satisfied smirk, she began describing each dish to her husband, Alexander, who listened with a polite smile. Lila couldn’t help but scowl as Victoria took credit for the meal, even though all she had done was yell at the cooks all day. She felt a spark of irritation as she watched Victoria spea
The door clicked shut behind him, leaving only the soft glow of the lamp and the pounding of Lila’s heart filling the silence. Alexander stood there, his gaze locked on her, making the room feel even smaller. Lila’s breath hitched, her mind scrambling for answers. What was he doing here? At this hour? She’d expected him to be in his wife’s arms by now, but here he was, staring at her with an intensity that made her throat dry. His eyes roamed over her, drifting from her face down to her body. It was then that she remembered—she was standing in nothing but her petticoat. And a short, transparent one at that! Panic seized her, and she quickly crossed her arms over her chest, trying to cover herself. She didn’t dare move, afraid that any shift might reveal more than he’d already seen. The silence was thick, almost suffocating, so she decided to break it. “Mr. Harrington,” she squeaked, her voice trembling as one hand clutched at her bosom, the other pressed against her thigh.
Morning sunlight filtered through the thin curtains, casting a soft glow across the room. Lila stirred, her body still tense from the previous night’s encounter. She had barely slept, her mind replaying every second of what had happened—the way Mr. Harrington’s eyes lingered, the words he said, and how he had toyed with her. ”You look good in that,” he’d said. But it was the warning after that still had her stomach in knots: ”Disobedience might be overlooked once, but I won’t make a habit out of it.”Lila shivered despite the warmth of the room. It had been a subtle threat, yet enough to remind her how fragile her position in this house was. She didn’t even want to face him this morning. Could she even manage to act normal after everything that had transpired? Pulling herself out of bed, she dressed in her usual maid uniform, making sure everything was neatly in place. As she stood before the mirror, tying her apron, she noticed the slight tremor in her hands. Get it together, she s
The trip to the jewellery store felt surreal. She could hardly breathe as she walked into the most exclusive boutique in town, her eyes scanning displays of glittering gems. After what felt like hours, she settled on a stunning diamond necklace—delicate, shimmering stones that cascaded like droplets of water, each one catching the light in the most magnificent way. It was perfect, the kind of piece a woman like Mrs. Harrington should have.By the time Lila returned to the estate, her nerves were frayed. She had done everything right. The necklace was elegant, expensive, and flawless. Surely, this is what Mr. Harrington had in mind?Later that evening, Lila was summoned to Mrs. Harrington’s room. Stepping in, she immediately felt the tension in the air. Mrs. Harrington sat propped up on pillows, her face pale and flushed from the cold she’d caught. Despite her illness, her expression was as sharp as ever.“Well, if it isn’t the girl who probably gave me this cold,” Mrs. Harrington snee
Lila blinked. She must have misheard. Alexander Harrington had been messing with her all day, from giving her the impression he was about to kiss her, to trusting her with large amounts of money, and not to mention making her cook a late-night dinner in nothing but a petticoat. She had to be imagining things. But as she met his eyes, the feral impatience and dominance gleaming there, she knew she wasn’t. She hadn’t heard wrong. “Sir?” she stammered, her voice weak. “I hate repeating myself, Lila,” he said, leaning back in his chair, his eyes watching her like a predator. “If I do, there will be even more consequences.” His words rang in her ears: Crawl to me. What was she? A dog? Yet, despite the insult in his command, she slowly sank to her knees. Her hands met the floor, and she began to crawl toward him, her eyes focused on the ground. Her cheeks burned with humiliation. How had it come to this? Crawling on the floor in her madam’s husband’s office? “Look at me,” he order
Lila had spent the night crying. The humiliation of crawling on the floor, stripping for Alexander Harrington, and then being discarded afterward cut deep. She had let him touch her, had bared herself, and in the end, he tossed her away like Mrs. Harrington had discarded the expensive necklace. The memory twisted in her stomach as she woke up the next morning, eyes puffy from all the tears.As she adjusted her gown in the mirror, she could still feel the burning sensation on her behind. She couldn’t forget the sting of the belt. Lifting the hem of her dress, she lowered her undergarments and checked the marks. Her skin was still red, though not as much as it had been last night. The soreness lingered. Just grazing her fingers over the belt marks made her wince.How could Alexander treat her like that? After giving her these marks, did he expect her to just move on? But what had she expected from him? Did she think he would soothe the pain, apply ice to the wounds he’d inflicted? This
Lila’s hands were still trembling slightly as she made her way down to the dining room. She wasn’t used to serving breakfast. Normally, she stood behind Mrs. Harrington, always ready if needed, but today things were different. With most of the maids out grocery shopping, Lila had to take on the task herself. The awkwardness of walking without her undergarments added to her discomfort. Her thighs rubbed together with each step, reminding her constantly of what she wasn’t wearing. She hoped it wasn’t obvious.“Your posture is terrible,” Mrs. Harrington commented, eyeing her with distaste.Alexander chuckled softly from his seat. Lila’s hands shook as she poured the coffee. She stood beside him, acutely aware of his presence. His gaze felt like it was burning into her. Mrs. Harrington, on the other hand, was too busy flipping through her fashion magazine to notice much.Lila’s mind wandered as she served. She could almost predict that Mrs. Harrington would soon demand one of those expens
The day had finally come to an end, but it had dragged on painfully slow for Lila. She had kept out of everyone’s way, hiding herself in various corners of the house, doing whatever she could to avoid another run-in with Mrs. Harrington or the maids. She hadn’t seen Alexander in the hallways, not even once.Now, standing in front of the mirror, she adjusted her nightgown. It was a bit more revealing than she normally wore, but she couldn’t help herself. Alexander hadn’t called for her all evening, and she was starting to miss him—terribly. She wore the revealing gown in hopes that he would come for her. The fact that it hadn’t even been that long since she last saw him filled her with a sense of shame. What was wrong with her? He was someone else’s husband. She had no business missing him, let alone hoping he’d show up in her room. But that hope had crept in nonetheless.The longer she stared at herself, the more foolish she felt. Maybe it was time to stop waiting and just go to bed.
Alexander strolled leisurely along the grand pathway leading to his mansion. Today, he hadn’t taken a car—he felt no need. There were days when normalcy was a welcome change in his otherwise complicated life. The crisp morning air, the rustle of leaves, and the crunch of gravel under his feet were oddly soothing, but his mind was far from calm. Lila. Her name lingered in his thoughts, bringing with it a whirlwind of emotions. He wanted to see her. No, he needed to see her. She was like an addiction he couldn’t shake. But unlike most addictions, where the substance controls the user, he felt in complete command. Command of her emotions, her body, her very essence. A virgin. That revelation had taken him by surprise. Lila’s aura—timid yet undeniably sensual—had misled him into thinking she’d been with someone before. Her innocence had only fueled his desire, and knowing he had been her first filled him with a smug satisfaction. He found himself smiling at the memory, a warmth spre
Lila stood at the door, her stomach twisting with shock as Victoria and Rose continued their lively conversation.“I found him on the balcony late in the night,” Mrs. Harrington was saying, fanning herself with a hand as a wide smile lit up her face. “He was so uneasy and desperate to have me. He could barely control himself.” Her cheeks flushed a deep red as though the memory was unfolding before her again.“And none of the servants caught you?” Rose asked with wide eyes, her tone a mix of horror and excitement.“I don’t think so,” Victoria replied, though her voice wavered. “But they’ve been avoiding eye contact with me more than usual. And some of the young girls blush whenever I speak to them.”Rose squealed, clapping her hands together. “Then they definitely saw you two!”Victoria waved her hand as if brushing off the idea, though her expression betrayed her mortification. “Whatever. It’s my house. I can do what I want.”Despite her dismissive words, Lila could see the unease in
The events of last night replayed vividly in Alexander's mind. “Darling, what are you doing?” His wife took in the sight before her, confusion and shock flickering across her features. Alexander stood bare on the balcony, his sweat-slicked skin gleaming under the moonlight. His broad chest heaved with each heavy breath, his discarded clothes lying carelessly at his feet. The air was heavy with a familiar musk, the unmistakable scent of desire lingering between them. Her robe swirled around her ankles as she rushed to his side, pulling it off to drape around his shoulders in an attempt to shield him from prying eyes—or perhaps from her growing questions. "Alex, what’s going on?" Her voice wavered, searching his eyes for answers. Alexander dropped his gaze, shame coloring his expression. He avoided her probing stare until her fingers gently tilted his chin up, forcing him to meet her. He sighed deeply, the words spilling reluctantly from his lips. “I didn’t want to wake you… but I
The morning sun streamed through the tall windows, casting a warm glow over the sprawling Harrington estate. Inside, the maids scurried around, replacing every flower arrangement in the house with brighter, fresher ones, just as Mrs. Harrington had instructed. Lila stood off to the side, arms crossed and posture stiff, overseeing their work with hawk-like precision. She wasn’t friends with any of these women—didn’t want to be. To her, they were fossils stuck in a life she couldn’t comprehend or care to understand. Her legs began to ache after standing for so long. Sighing, she lowered herself onto the grass, grateful for the reprieve. Of course, her legs hurt. After last night, how could they not? She was sore from the passionate night. The thought made her cheeks flush bright red. She couldn’t stop the images flooding her mind: Alexander’s hands and lips on hers, his body pressing against hers, the sheer intensity of his touch. The memory made her shiver in the morning heat. “She
Lila nearly lost it when Alexander slipped his hand into her bra. He had slipped off her robe and was now fondling with her left breast. The warmth of his hand against her hard nipple sent goosebumps rising all over her skin. She threw her head back in ecstasy as he squeezed the mound gently. Alexander loved watching how sensitive she was to his touch. She was always so ready to receive him and today she will. He reached around her with his free hand and unclasped the hook of her bra in one motion, Lila slightly came out of her trance to marvel at the action. The lace material covering her chest fell to the floor and before she could react, Alexander's warm mouth covered her erect nipple and suckled greedily. He lifted her up by her thighs, carried her and placed her on the balcony railing. She felt fear for a second before it evaporated and was replaced with desire.She drew in a deep breath as the intense pleasure had stolen the air from her lungs. She opened her legs wider, m
Lila stood on the living room balcony, her fingers gripping the silk robe tightly around her body. The cool night air whipped against her skin, making the material swirl around her like a wave. She could feel the weight of her thoughts pressing against her chest, but it was the unease, the fear that gnawed at her the most. She had been feeling it for days now. The confidence she had built up when Isabel was here had vanished into thin air, leaving only the remnants of dread. She couldn’t stop thinking about what would happen when Alexander came for her tonight. The last punishment still haunted her—her wounds, still fresh and painful, reminded her every moment of how far he could go. The possessiveness that clung to him had become like a shadow, following her everywhere. It wasn’t just his eyes, the way they pierced through her like a blade; it was everything about him that made her feel small, controlled. But it wasn’t her fault. She never asked for Reagan to approach her like tha
The morning light seeped into the servant’s quarters, pulling Lila from a restless sleep. Her thoughts were tangled in Alexander’s voice from the day before, his confession of love haunting her. Yet her bruises ached as much as her heart, serving as reminders of the complex, dangerous man who claimed to love her. She tiptoed through the hallways, ensuring she wouldn't cross paths with him. She longed to be near him but was terrified of the intensity he brought with him. She couldn’t risk another interaction like yesterday—not yet. By late morning, she found herself accompanying Mrs. Harrington to a high-end dress shop in the city. Lila had never been in a place so grand. The walls shimmered with gold accents, and the chandeliers sparkled like diamonds. Every dress looked like it could buy her freedom ten times over. She kept her hands clasped tightly, determined not to touch anything unless explicitly told to. Mrs. Harrington, meanwhile, settled into a plush chair alongside her fr
The morning light crept into the room, dragging with it a dull ache that woke Lila before she was ready. She lay on the bed, her body heavy with pain. Her skin burned where Alexander’s belt had landed, and her throat ached from where his hand had been. "I love you." The words rang louder than the pain, filling every space in her head. She blinked away tears and sat up, wincing as the motion sent a sting down her back. But there was no time to feel sorry for herself. Mrs. Harrington would need her, and Lila couldn’t afford to give her a reason to yell. Lila’s movements were slow as she worked in the dining room. Every time she bent or reached, the bruises made her flinch. Her hands shook slightly as she poured tea into a cup. “What is wrong with you this morning?” Mrs. Harrington’s voice snapped across the room. “You’re slower than a sick dog.” “I’m sorry, ma’am,” Lila muttered, focusing on steadying the cup. “Sorry doesn’t get the job done, does it?” Mrs. Harrington’s sharp e
Lila’s heart pounded in her chest as the door to her room clicked shut. She kept her eyes away from the intruder, forcing herself to steady her breathing. She’d known this was coming. The moment she’d kissed Mr. Paul, her fate had been sealed. She’d flirted with him all night, testing Alexander’s patience, and now the price had come due. But she wouldn’t show fear. That was the one thing she had left—her defiance. The tension in the room was suffocating, the silence stretching far too long. Finally, she turned to him, her feet hesitant but firm as they carried her to the figure standing in the shadows. “Alex, I—” she began nervously, her voice trembling. “Sir,” his deep voice cut her off, sharp and cold as steel. She blinked, caught off guard by the correction. “S-Sir,” she stammered, her words faltering under the weight of his gaze. “I don’t know what came over me tonight,” she added weakly. “Why is it,” he began, his tone low but filled with fury, “that you continue to te