▪️GRAYSON▪️
She's been asleep for 2 hours 43 minutes and 23 seconds.
24 seconds, 25 seconds, 26 seconds...
We brought her back to the pack house. The pack doctor said she had a broken knuckle. The yelling and fighting had worn her out.
So her wolf put her to sleep while she healed her. While she was sleeping they had popped her knuckle back in place.
I was happy she wouldn't have to go through any more pain.
She looked so peaceful sleeping. Not hurting, healing.
I'm sitting by her bed side holding her other hand and stroking her hair. I feel sick knowing what I have to do to her.
Her parents are still working, they had to go make a deal with another pack. They were out of town. There on there way here now.
Her Sister is at another town visiting her mate at there pack. She met her mate on a vacation with other hunters that the pack let them go on.
My parents are at the meeting too aswell as the Alpha. Aiden is in charge but he hasn't come in to tell my I'm not allowed to be by her side. Coward.
Her freinds are waiting outside blaming themselves she's in here. I feel bad for most of them.
As for that Michelle girl she woke up 40 minutes ago. Everyone is refusing to see her. She has a fractured jaw and isnt allowed to talk till tomorrow.
Her dads in there with her. Her mother got killed in a rouge attack 4 years ago.
Her older brother went to the meeting aswell so he's on his way here. I was getting off topic again.
2 hours, 44 minutes, 4 seconds.
5 seconds, 6 seconds, 7 seconds...
Come on angel wake up.
Please. Wake the hell up.
Grady was trying to connect to her wolf even though we won't be able to till she officially is 17.
Then I have to reject her.
That hateful word feeling like poison in my mouth. Leaving a bitter taste. At least I could hold her till then. Bend the rules without breaking them.
This morning I lost control and let my wolf take over. She smelt amazing like her Pomegranate flavored shampoo and conditioner.
Breathing in her smell makes my nostrils flare. In that tiny ass towel. I really did need toothpaste but I needed toothpaste 15 minutes before I went to the girls bathroom so I could see her.
I'm getting off track again. That's a real problem.
2 hours, 44 minutes, 52 seconds.
53 seconds, 54 seco-
Her breath hitched. Is that good is that bad? I don't know!
I felt myself squeezing her hand tighter.
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▪️EMMA▪️
After I woke up I kept my eyes closed. My eyes were still heavy.
My wolf told me it took a while to heal my broken knuckle because she kept my ugly up for me. She's the best.
When I felt that he was holding my hand my breath hitched. I didnt mean for it to it just ya know, did.
My body could feel him tense. He started squeezing my hand tighter. It hurt a bit but it was fine. He just needed reassurance.
I slowly opened my eyes just enough for him to see. His eyes already set on mine. I let out a breathless giggle.
By breathless I mean all I did was move my shoulders a little and smile a bit.
I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. My mouth was parched and dry.
Closing it I opened it again.
"Ow..." I barely managed to wisper it his grip on my hand being tighter. I didnt know why he was here this could sure as hell be a dream.
His eyes grew wide as he dropped my hand quickly. "I-I-I-Im sorry" He said it so quickly. I smiled more and slowly shook my head. He was so cute.
Looking down at my right hand I see it's all bandaged. I tried to lift it but it just sent a shot of pain up my arm. I dropped it and winced.
"I'm gonna go get the doctor, just dont move it. Okay?" His voice sounded very concerned. I lightly shoke my head up and down. He smiled at me and left the room.
Not even two seconds later Ruby came bursting in the room and ran to my bed side.
"Are you okay Em?! I'm so sorry. I'm going to kill the bitch. I still can't believe Luke kept that from you. God you scared me! I thought you weren't gonna wake up even though the doctor said you would. Oh! I'm so happy you woke up!" She spoke so quickly rambling on and on. That made me smile more.
"Can you get me s-some...water..." I was so parched I could barely talk.
Ruby frantically nodded her head as she shot out her seat and to the sink in the room and grabbed a plastic cup from the stack of them.
She was so funny when she was worried. She was such a good bestfriend.
She came back and handed me the cup. I sat up a bit. Just enough so I could put the rim of the cup on my bottom lip.
Opening my mouth slightly and tipping the cup upwards. As the liquid soaked into my mouth my body and wolf thanked me for the H2O.
The pack doctor and Grayson came back in the room Ann Marie right behind. I recognized the doctor as Tilly Hunter.
While I was babysitting Jean once she fell and scraped her knee so we had to take her to see Tilly.
I babysit Jean for money. I've done it for 3 years. Her parents have very busy real life jobs.
She asked me how I was feeling and put some antibiotics into my I.V. that was in my left arm. She told me that the antibiotics would stop my knuckle from infection. They had to cut my hand open because it wasnt getting any oxygen. My hand had been bleeding internally.
Yay. (note sarcasm)
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