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The Coward Who Lives
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2021-07-01 19:59:35Why do I think that run away from this place is enough to give my son a decent life? Wouldn't it be better if he wasn't born? Because there is no guarantee that we can live in peace without being chased by Hayden and his troops. And even from the dangers of other humans who intend to harm us.
Honestly, I'm not sure.
Isn't death the wisest answer?
'Wow, why am I suddenly walking to the Green Lake again? Tsk, is my subconscious telling me to drown myself in that lake again?'
The water in Green Lake is still just as warm as before. When the water level reached my knees, I looked back in surprise that neither the guards nor Merri had stopped me. I found no one there. It’s strange, but,
'Is this a sign that I'm free to die, now?' I walked further into the middle of the lake. The water has reached my chest. I feel my feet going numb.
Ha! It’s ridiculous. Since went back to the past, death is such a trivial matter to me.
tuanputriTuyul is a ghost in the form of a dwarf or a child with a bald head, who is believed to be able to steal money for his master.
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