“Reckless foolishness,” Hen grumbled under her breath as she helped me dress. “In a tourney maze is no place for a princess.”
“Val and Cara will watch out today,” I told her. “And my father is in the audience.”
“Should not be required,” she cinched my ties tighter than necessary in her irritation. “Princesses should not be put in such danger.”
“It is good training for the real world, Akyran says,” I replied. “And keeps the knight’s keen and sharp.”
Nerith castle cupped the inner courtyards, and during the tourney, Akyran and Ecaeris transformed the neat gardens and lower balconies into a maze of obstacles. The courtyards were large, but in an impressive feat of magic, Akyran and Ecaeris multiplied the dimensions to an impossible scale, creating a true labyrinth for the competition, and once you stepped into it, the maze seemed to spread for miles in every direction.
As I joined the line up of competitors between Rue and Val, I saw a couple of knight errants spot me, and laugh, wondering as we all were why I was there at all.
“Stay close to the wall,” Rue said under his breath having seen the same exchange. “Let everyone pass and follow a safe distance behind. There’s no reason to get caught up in the melee, Daethie. Val, I’m going for the flag, can you keep an eye on Daethie, make sure she doesn’t get crushed to death in the initial rush?”
“I’m not handing you the win, Rue,” Val replied. “Cara?”
Cara grumbled under his breath. “I’ll watch for her,” he agreed unhappily his eyes going to an upper balcony from which our father was easily identified for his height and vividly golden hair. “But only until the initial rush passes, and then I’m competing.”
“Thank you, Cara,” I said. Aien stood just beyond Caraway and turned his head slightly our way, subtly listening to our conversation, and I felt my cheeks heat with shame.
“Hopefully after today our father sees sense, and sends you home,” Caraway replied begrudgingly. “You don’t belong here.”
“I know,” I said softly. Aien met my eyes briefly and then ducked his head, the shadows of his hood swallowing his handsome face from view. I wanted to cry at the unfairness of it all, caught in the twisted strands of a destiny not mine, and forced into situations because of it that no other princess was forced to face, and humiliated before my friend.
“Welcome,” Akyran stepped up to the balcony. The dark elves cheered and stamped, the rhythm of their celebration drowning out all other sounds. I shifted my weight on my feet, ignoring the knight errants watching me, and the knights and my siblings around me, my eyes scanning the maze set out before us for a place in which a small person like me could hide.
“Welcome combatants!” Akyran spoke over the cheers. “To our weekly tourney. The winner must reach the centre of the maze and retrieve the flag. That winner will receive a pouch of gold, a place at the academy, the title of Knight of the Realm with the lands to accompany it, and a magical favor guaranteed to aid you in your heroics. A worthy prize,” he nodded as the cheering rang out. “But not one easily won. You are up against steep competition. The best of the academy. Honorable, tested, and proven knights and mages, the dragon heirs of Uyan Taesil, and our champion, the Princess Tarragon.”
“May fate be on your side,” Akyran smirked. “At the third chime, the competition begins. You have six hours, at the conclusion of which the bell will again chime three times, and the winner will be the person holding the flag. Don’t die,” his smile was savage. “No one wants to bury you. Begin!” He signalled to the servant with the gong and the firm chime rang out, silencing the gathering of competitors and audience, both.
My eyes met my father’s. Dragon’s often appeared disconnected and indifferent to the world around them to humans, however our expressions are more schooled and subtler to the eye, and I could see his tension as he watched us. He might accept the necessity of the training we underwent, and he might commit us to it knowing that it provided whichever child whose destiny it was foretold with the skills required, but it did not mean that he did not appreciate the danger that it placed the rest of us under. Our mother probably did not know precisely how much that weighed upon our father as he tried to shelter her from such things, knowing that the burden of being Queen was heavy enough without the addition of such worries about her children.
I nodded as the second chime rang out, reassuring him that I had the situation under control, although the truth was far from that.
The third chime rang and the knights and heroes around me sprung into action rushing down the stairs at a speed that stole my breath. I ran with them, ducking as an errant swung a fist at Rue, knocking him into Caraway. I felt another grab me around the waist and fought viciously, managing to drive my elbow into his nose so that he dropped me, and rolled to the side within the narrow passage of the maze, covering my head and face with my arms as the earth shook and trembled under the heavy footfalls of armoured knights, kicking up dust, their grunts and cries accompanied by the spray of blood as they battled for position.
Someone grabbed me off the ground, their cloak billowing about us both.
“Run,” Aien exclaimed into my ear, keeping his grip on me as we fled along the narrow passage. He was pushed into me as two knights exchanged blows, cupping me to the wall with his body, his cloak hiding me from sight, and his forehead lowering to mine as he braced against their violence.
At the first opportunity, he caught my arm and dragged me down a dead end. I cried out as I realized that we were trapped, but he reached into his pouches and cast a handful of seeds out. “Crescere!” He cried out, his voice ringing out, and yet swallowed by the clash of swords and cries of pain as the knights warred in the maze around us.
The seeds sprung into life, twisting up, knotting, and tangling into a wall that created a small chamber of space in the dead end in which we were apart and safe from the tourney around us. When he was satisfied that the greenery was thick enough to prevent entry, he joined me against the far wall, sinking down to sit at my side.
He pulled out a pouch and held it open towards me. “Sunflower seeds?”
“Thank you,” I was breathless, my heart racing in my chest. I could taste blood and wasn’t entirely sure if I had bitten my tongue in the panicked chaos, or if during the violence, someone had hit me in the face and split my lip.
I took some of the seeds from his pouch and put them into my mouth although I wasn’t sure I could successfully chew and swallow them.
“Well,” he blew out a breath whilst I struggled not to choke, his eyes on the wall of vines which was blooming with the bright bells of hibiscus flowers. “That was intense. They do this every week?”
I nodded and swallowed with success. “Yes, every week.”
“We’re going to have to get more creative,” he predicted grimly. “This worked this time, because they didn’t expect it, but it won’t work every week.”
“No,” I agreed.
“What do you normally do?” He turned and looked down at me, his golden-brown eyes puzzled.
“Sometimes beneath the wooden stairs there are gaps,” I said. “If I can find one, and crawl between without anyone seeing, I can usually hide below successfully.”
“And if anyone sees?”
“My brothers sometimes help,” I peeled my trousers up my shin, inspecting the bruises below. Someone had kicked me before Aien had seized hold of me, and there was a feeling of wetness. I was not surprised to see that the skin had split and I was oozing blood.
“You’re bleeding!” He exclaimed.
“It’s nothing, really,” I was embarrassed and began to roll the trousers down to cover my bare leg. “Just a bump.”
“That’s more than a bump,” he stalled my hands with his own, and met my eyes. “Let me help you,” he said softly preventing me from protesting with his earnestness. I dropped my hands away. “Thank you,” he smiled slightly and began to search his pockets, retrieving a handkerchief and a handful of seeds that sprouted into fresh herbs upon the palm of his hand. He tucked one into the other, and bruised them within the fold of the cloth, before applying it over my wound, trying it firmly and murmuring: “Sana!”
“Thank you.”
His hands were gentle, and his hair fell over his forehead in a way that tempted the fingers to stroke it back. I could smell the combination of herbal spell components that he wore around his belt, woodsmoke and lavender clinging to his clothing and found myself leaning in, filling my lungs with the fragrances before I caught myself and flicked a look up. We were far enough into the maze, away from the balconies of the castle, that low in the shelter of the walls and his tangle of vines, no one could see us, but I felt my cheeks heat anyway.
Being alone with Aien in such a way wasn’t really the done thing for a princess, but then there was very little about the academy that fell within the realm of what was acceptable for princesses.
“You hate it here,” Aien said as he leaned back. “As much as I do.”
“I guess,” I hesitated and then sighed. “Only every moment of every day,” I confessed heavily, and he flicked me a grin. “I hate this castle,” I told him, warming to the subject. “The rooms are draughty, and the dark elves,” I whispered the words. “Are so grim. It’s like no one is ever happy here. Not truly. You never see anyone smile.”
“And I hate the food,” I crossed my legs in a very un-princess-y way. “It’s always so heavy on the meat. I hate the gauntlet and arms training. I hate the knights and the way they look at me as if…” I broke off, embarrassed. “It doesn’t matter.”
“What would you do if you weren’t here?” He asked stretching out one long leg and resting his elbow on the knee of the other. We both tensed as the greenery wall shook under the impact of something on the other side.
“This wasn’t here before,” Liam said from the other side.
“Try a spell on it,” said another voice that I did not recognize.
Aien met my eyes and smiled slightly before making a gesture with one hand. The vines suddenly grew thorns, and there was a cry of pain from the other side. “Move on,” he called out. “If you know what’s wise.”
“It’s that mage,” Liam said. “Should be in the dungeons, not running around free, in my opinion!” He spoke deliberately loud wanting Aien to hear him. “Move on. She’s not here.”
We waited until we were sure they were gone. “I like books,” I told him quietly.
“Books?” Aien raised an eyebrow. “That’s a rather wide subject.”
“I like stories,” I blushed. “I like learning about the past, reading the stories of other people’s lives and adventures. In Uyan Taesil, there is a library so very full of books that I feel I could read every day for the remainder of my life and never reach the end of them. That seems like a great shame, don’t you think? That there are stories right there on the shelves, on that parchment, that I will never know, and that, perhaps, no one else will either, for I’m quite certain that, other than my father, no one ever goes into that chamber. What about you?”
“I wouldn’t go home,” he replied. “That’s for certain. I don’t know,” he frowned thoughtfully. “I really just don’t know. They were looking for you,” he added. “Those men.”
“Yes.”
“Because of what you said in the class,” he nodded thoughtfully and slid me a look out of the corner of his eye. “Why did you say something?”
I could feel the heat singing my cheeks and tried to shrug nonchalantly. “Liam is a bully. I don’t like bullies.”
“Mhm,” he rose to his feet and moved to stand near the wall of greenery. “You are a hero.”
“Me?” I was astonished. “Oh, no. That’s Tarragon. She’s the hero. I’m just… me.”
“No,” he turned back and offered me his hand. His palm was warm and calloused against mine and his arm strong as he lifted me to my feet. He smiled down at me and reached out to stroke a lock of my hair that had fallen free of its braid back behind my ear. “You are a hero. Every villain needs a hero, and you’re mine, Daethie. I think it’s safe for us to get out of here. What do you think?”
“My father wasn’t always this way,” Aien said as we walked through the maze following the trail of debris, blood, and broken weaponry. “A villain I mean. Things were different when my mother was alive. She was…” He paused where someone had smashed a statue, the stone rubble scattered across the path and offered me his hand. “Be careful where you step. My mother was beautiful,” he did not immediately release my hand when I had picked my way through the debris and stood looking down at me thoughtfully.“She was kind,” he said softly. My eyes fell to the softness of his lips and wondered what they would feel against my own. “And she looked after others. She would have liked you. You remind me of her.” He released my hand and continued along the walkway. “An illness came to the village, and my mother went to help the sick. She caught it from them, and… I was eleven,” he swallowed hard. “Old enough that I remember very well what it was like before she died.”“I’m sorry,” I said reaching ou
The hallways immediately around the main hall were busy as servants scurried in and out with wine and platters and in the shadows, knights from the academy flirted drunkenly with maids and minor noble ladies who had managed to escape their protective families. Aien put his arm around my shoulders, draping me in the folds of his cloak, and walked with me nearest the wall. From behind, tucked tightly against Aien’s body, I would have been all but invisible.It was cosily warm within Aien’s cloak and very pleasant to feel his body move against mine. Boldly, I slid my arm around his waist, and was relieved when he did not object. In fact, he tightened his hold on me, encouraging me closer to him.I was almost entirely sure that I was not mistaken and that Aien… Well, that Aien felt about me the same as I felt about him. I felt the flush heating my skin. I had seen the knights and the maids kissing in any semi-private place they could find so many times, breathless, moaning exchanges frant
I woke into the greyness of dawn as Aien eased out of my arms, leaving a cold patch across my skin as he slid out of the bedclothes. He tucked the blankets back around me considerately seeking to shelter me from the changing temperature caused by his body withdrawing from mine.He dressed in the shirt that he had cast off and crept across the room to the door, slipping out and closing it behind him.For a moment I lay in the hollow left in his departure, trying to deny its meaning, and then it caught me in the ribs, and I curled onto my side, the heels of my hands pressed to my mouth as I pressed it back, but the feeling undeniable.Aien had left my bed before dawn. He had left before discovery was a possibility. He was hiding that he had been there at all.Very well, I told myself shaking my head and trying to cast away the burn of shame and pain. That was understandable. We were in a difficult situation. I was the second daughter of a dragon, after all, and the fifth in line for the
At the top of the stairs a central corridor was framed on either side by pretty bedrooms, each still holding elaborately carved beds, the curtains and bedding covered in a layer of dust, but otherwise untouched by time, protected from the elements by the window glass and solid roof. The chest at the end of the bed still held clothing, no more than two decades out of fashion and of rich appointment. The dressing table held hair pins, hairbrush, jewellery, and cosmetics.“What happened to these people?” I wondered.Aien shook his head.The third bedroom was a nursery, and from the scattering of wooden toys on the ground, and the half open drawers, the rumpled blanket in the cot, was evidence that the room had been in use when the house had been abandoned.“Oh,” I said softly. “That is…”Aien closed the door to the room. “They left,” he told me firmly. “The family here left the house together. Perhaps they left due to the monsters?”“There was…” I swallowed hard. “Well, a lot of things h
Rapunzel emerged from the curtained bed slowly, sliding until she sat on the end of the mattress, her elegant gown rumpled and gathered around her, showing that her feet were bare. “I am a prisoner here,” she told us with wide eyed earnestness. “And have been since the first year of my life.“This is my family home. My father was a landed gentleman with a small farm. Nothing extraordinary, but enough to support his family in comfort. However, my mother became sick, and in desperation, he sought out a renowned witch who lived within Nerith, by the name of Gerveine, who was known to have a magic potion that could cure all ills made of a rare flower.“Gerveine granted his wish, and made him a potion, but in exchange for me,” Rapunzel touched her fingertips to her hair. “As, when I was born, my fairy godmother blessed me with magical hair capable of sewing any wound closed as if it never existed. Gerveine takes a few strands every time she visits, which she sells to kings and heroes headi
“Up to?” I repeated trying for innocence. “I don’t think I know what you mean.”“Mhm. I was very flattered when your parents named you after me,” Daerton stepped over the bench and sat next to me. “And I have been nothing but proud of the young woman that I have watched grow ever since. But I must admit, never so proud as a few moments ago when you manipulated that fool of a knight into doing precisely what you wanted him to do,” he nodded around his smile. “Whilst preventing him from beating your mage to a pulp.”“I… Ah,” I felt my cheeks heat. “Aien isn’t my mage.”“Darling girl,” Daerton drawled. “As a mage myself, I recognize when another of my ilk becomes a liegeman. I remember the moment that your mother won me as her mage. We were traveling in a wagon, watching your father flying overhead, and she compared her crown to a shackle, and herself to a sacrificial lamb. I realized then that my magic was hers, that there never would be another Queen or King whom I could serve with as
He took the soap and lathered his hands generously, before sliding them over my skin. Beneath the slip of the soap, I could feel the slight rasp of the callouses on his palms. As I had done, he stroked over my shoulders and back, down to my waist, before stroking over my chest. His breathing was heavy, and I could feel the throb of him against my back as he moved closer.He cupped me between his legs, his knees bent due to the close confinement of the tub, and I rested my hands upon his knees, feeling the shift of bone, and the tickle of hair against my fingertips. His hands sculpted over my breasts, his thumbs stroking over the nipples.“Oh,” I sighed the moan.“Amazing,” he whispered, his voice catching hoarsely. “So beautiful.”That betraying vocal catch sent shivers of need across my skin, raising my hair. His hand stroked over the soft curve of my stomach to cup me lower, his fingers discovering my secrets. I felt him swallow on his groan.“Tell me…” He swallowed again, fighting
I helped Rapunzel to climb down the vines on the side of the tower.“This is not how I imagined this would be!” She complained to me as we descended.“How did you imagine it would be?” I wondered. I had an idea; my head having been filled with the same stories since childhood. “Liam would ride in upon a noble steed, draw his sword, climb the tower, throw you over his shoulder before descending and whisking you away to the castle that he owns that overlooks a beautiful town and possibly a beach?”“Well… yes actually,” she paused in her climb to look at me in surprise. “Isn’t that the proper way of things?”“Hmmm,” I pulled a face. “Not really. I guess. Maybe?”“Really?” She demanded. “That’s your answer?”“I’m… I’m just not qualified to answer the question,” I admitted. “I am a princess, but I’m fifth in line for the throne. My mother is mostly human, but my father is most definitely not. Most of my siblings take after him, although I don’t. And so, the proper way of things really hasn
“No,” Ecaeris looked at me in surprise. “No Daethie, I don’t believe you are meant to die. I didn’t believe that Tarragon was destined for death, either. Do you think so little of us all – the Fae royal family, your own parents – to think that we would send Tarragon, your brothers, yourself, and Aien blithely off to die? No,” she reached out and gripped my shoulder. “If that had been in our thoughts, we would have come on the campaign and done all that we could to protect you all.” “Oh,” I crumpled, weeping. “Oh, Daethie,” Ecaeris shook me slightly. “Foolish children,” she tsked. “You never told Tarragon,” I pointed out. “She has thought all this time that the lamb would die to end the slaughter, but there is no end...” Ecaeris winced and blew out a breath. “We did not anticipate that she would interpret the prophecy in such a way, and the intention behind keeping that part to ourselves was to keep the population hopeful whilst we trained her to fulfill her role. She never spoke to
We arrived at the stronghold with Shara landing heavily in the courtyard now bare of statues. Shara waited for us to dismount before returning to the air, making the flight back towards the camp. I wondered what she had made of our conversation – she would have heard every word that Aien and I had said, and yet she had remained silent, allowing us to speak with the illusion of privacy.We were immediately surrounded by concerned servants. Much had changed at the stronghold I saw as we were hastened up into the hall. It was clean, the shutters open to admit the light, and the fires and torches lit. There were vases heavy with greenery, bright tapestries on the walls and rugs beneath our feet. The scent of food cooking made my stomach rumble.The stronghold had come alive, like the statues from the courtyard.It was not to Aien’s mother’s chamber that I was led but another, less grand, but only just, and it was more than ample for my needs. In the busyness of the maids who hastened to t
I woke with Aien wrapped tightly around me. I closed my eyes tightly against the day and buried my face into his chest, determined to stay and appreciate the warmth for as long as possible. We had arrived back to camp deep into the night, too dazed with exhaustion to do more than stagger into the tent and fall into the nest that he had built…“Why a nest?” I murmured.“What?” He was groggy with sleep, his movements languorous as he shifted against me, drawing me even closer as if he sought to press me within his very skin and bone.“This isn’t a bed,” I told him. “It’s a nest, such as female dragons build for…” I trailed off, vulnerable. It had always been my most dominant dragonish trait, the one behavior that was all instinct and had not been learned.Tarragon had never shown that particular inclination and Shara was too young. Our brothers and father were male, and it had always been a female dragon trait – the males built treasure hordes, whilst female dragons built cozy nests in
There were far too many, I thought in panic, and they seemed to keep coming from the trees in an endless stream. The small monsters the size of a big man like my father in man-form were so quick, whilst the larger ones followed behind, their dragon-size intimidating.I propelled myself up and forward with my wings, meeting the front-line of the small monsters beyond the ring of stones, as far from Tarragon as I could. The blade of my sword flashed as I landed amongst them. It took a moment for those at the front to turn, and I was already in the thick of sharp legs, snapping mandibles, and spiny carapaces.The moves that I had learned by rote in Nerith but had never mastered flowed through me effortlessly. I dodged, and dove, slicing with Intuin Desparen, carving through legs and bodies, spraying blood and gore in heavy streams that arced from the tip of the blade and rained back down over me, covering me in the foul liquid.As the larger creatures reached the battle, I broke free, so
I ignored Tarragon, and she sighed in heavy disapproval. “So stubborn,” she muttered in dragon. “You get that from our mother.”“With the four of you on one side, and Shara on the other, I have to be stubborn, or I’d never get my way,” I pointed out.She laughed, the tension between us breaking, and then pulled her horse to a standstill. “Do you hear that?” She asked, barely at a whisper.“Hear what?” I listened intently. The trees around us were still and silent. The rustle of the dried leaf matter and the music of leaves and branches, as the wind stirred through the forest, seemed overly loud. “There are no birds,” I whispered the words realizing that these sounds were normally muted by the ever-moving wildlife. It was as if everything living in the area had left. “There are no creatures in the trees.”“Yes,” she murmured it quietly. “Frightened away or eaten? Dae,” she added solemnly. “I think that we are very close. This may be your last chance…”I raised my eyebrows. “Stubborn, r
It took a while to pack clothing, bandages, and medical supplies into bags that Rue, Caraway, and Perditha could carry. We rigged straps around Valerian in dragon form in case either Rue or Caraway lost consciousness during the journey. Whilst a dragon was capable of catching a falling rider mid-air, the maneuver required to do so could unseat other passengers. We contemplated having Valerian carry Caraway or Rue in his claws, but doing so for such a long time would cause cramps and impact Valerian’s ability to land carefully enough for his other passengers.Rue and Caraway protested being tied to Valerian’s back like babes, but Perditha and I would have none of it, and they sulked as they knotted the ropes around them. Still, I saw both grip their bindings for support as Valerian, heavy with so many passengers, leaped into the air.The wind of Valerian’s wing strokes blew back my hair and sent my skirts to snapping around my legs and in the field I saw Aien and the few workers who re
I woke against Aien’s chest, and for a moment thought that we were back in the farmhouse. I was warm and comfortable curled up with him, his heartbeat under my palm and his steady breath stirring my hair. My mind drew a picture of our bedroom there, the sun bright through the window on the scuffed and bleached floorboards, the heavy wooden bed that creaked under our lovemaking, and the little fireplace with its stack of wood laid by ready for a cold day.But the sounds did not match my memory. There was no sound of a farm waking, no birdcall from the trees, the goats complaining about captivity, and chickens squawking about their morning eggs. No, there was the ever-present flap of canvas in the wind, the creak of rope straining under the pressure, and the distant whisper of the river.We were at the camp, I realized as the softness of dream faded into reality. We were at the camp on campaign, and I was in Aien’s little nest in the entrance to Rue’s tent. I would need to rise soon and
The night was not still, and my tears were interrupted by the sounds of tents being dismantled, hasty whispers and rustles, followed by the creak of wagons and the hollow fall of horse-hooves. Aien and I both stilled, listening. A man called out, challenging those leaving, arguing that abandoning the campaign was cowardice. They called him a fool and encouraged him to join them before continuing undeterred. I gripped Aien’s shirt in both fists and leaned my forehead against the warmth of his chest. He stroked his hands up and down my back. “Perhaps…” He said into my hair. “Tomorrow we may go too, Daethie…?” “Perhaps.” I didn’t want to think about the morning. Lying pressed against Aien, feeling his body against mine with just the finest layers of cloth between us made me ache for him. I was not alone, his desire evident where our tangled legs brought our hips together. I slowly lifted my head, looking up at him. His hand shook as he stroked my hair back from my face and his face sof
Tarragon was drunk.The knights and camp followers who had gathered around the fire to ease their weariness with food and ale clustered on the opposite side of the flames to where she sat staring into the glowing embers, a jug of spirit held in one hand. Her dragon-nature was on full display in her stillness, the flames echoed in her eyes, and her jaw grimly set.It took a considerable amount of effort and alcohol for a dragon to become intoxicated. I had only ever seen my father tipsy on a few rare occasions, and never morosely so. When our father drank enough to affect himself, he would speak freely of his past, his childhood, and his people, sing the refrains of ancient songs that he only half-remembered, and then he would wrap his arms around our mother and whisper to her in Fae until they crept away to make another sibling for our family.My brothers and Tarragon regularly drank, but only into joviality, until they sang songs of war, or gambled ridiculous wagers, let their knight