Max had been smiling at her throughout dinner. The same Max who'd called her a bitch just a few hours earlier. Every time she looked up from her plate, she found his eyes on her. He was staring, analyzing, admiring. The same man who had been choking her earlier was looking at her as if they had been living together all these years like a loving couple. Whatever had changed his mind? In the few hours from when they'd argued about Lisandra to dinner, something had happened to change his view of her.
She couldn't put a finger on it, but he must have seen or heard something to make him act like that towards her. Lisandra, who had insisted on sitting beside him, had glowered at him because he didn't give her the attention she wanted. If she wasn't so angry, Emilia would have slapped Max with divorce papers and leave him to his mistress. But she was angry, so furious that she was willing to fight with that bitch to separate them. Not that she needed to use her energy. Max hadn't stopped staring at her since they sat down for dinner. Only someone as desperate as Lisandra would tolerate his shit. What was wrong with him, anyway?
Or was he acting, for Zander's sake? Otherwise, why would he behave like someone who still loved her? Emilia didn't have any delusions about her relationship with her husband. Nine years ago, she'd left her home knowing that she was leaving her husband and would be alone and vulnerable. She could have stayed and explained everything that had happened. Or she could have come back after Zander was born. But she'd chosen to stay away. For nine good years, she had hidden from him.
He had no idea that she'd kept tabs on him, though. She knew his every move, knew where he was at all times. Which meant she had also known when he'd started sleeping with Lisandra. Granted, he'd resisted her for a while, but he wasn't strong enough. Eventually, he'd given in to her lies and charm and betrayed her. It had felt like a knife straight to the heart. If she hadn't seen it for herself, she wouldn't have believed Max would do that to her. Not the man she married.
But he'd proven her wrong. And as a woman, as a human being, she was prepared to understand he was a man who had needs. A young virile man who was sexually active and couldn't control some urges forever. It would have been okay if he'd slipped and fell into bed with Lisandra once. That would have been understandable. But that wasn't the case. Instead, he'd moved that witch into the house and even went as far as to give that woman her place.
They slept together in the same room. The same one they'd shared after getting married. He came home to her while she had been out there struggling to stay alive. Alone with a newborn baby, Emilia didn't have anyone to turn to. She had been forced to trust strangers who could have hurt her or her baby if they wanted to. Hendrix and Sawyer had nursed her back to life. If it weren't for those two, she wouldn't have been alive today. Fool her once, shame on her.
It would take a lot for her to even look at that man and smile genuinely. She refused to accept that he made her heart beat faster every time he looked her way. She absolutely refused to accept that she still loved him. The love left in her heart was only meant for one person. Zander. He was the only man she would allow herself to love ever again. So Max could bare his teeth at her all night if he wanted to but nothing was going to change. She would get her revenge on everyone, even if it was the last thing she did.
The real drama began when it was time for bed. Emilia had issued Lisandra a warning for her to move out of the main bedroom she shared with Max. Of course, Lisandra hadn't listened. She'd declined dessert and went straight to bed. The same bed she, as the legal wife, was supposed to share with her husband. Emilia knew what the demented bitch was doing and let her get comfortable first. She would strike after the other woman thought she'd won. When an hour passed, she went up to the room, sure that she'd find Lisandra sleeping peacefully.
Without a second thought, Emilia grabbed Lisandra's hair and dragged her out of the room. Not being able to do anything but hold her head, Lisandra kicked and yelled, waking up the whole house who'd come running to see what was happening. It had felt amazing to put that witch in her place. Max, who had been in the study, came running to see too what was going on. Surprisingly, he'd taken her side, telling his mistress that she should have moved out when she was told to do so. Not wanting to show him how shocked and happy she was that he'd stood by her, she'd gone back to the room and banged the door closed, leaving the couple to argue about sleeping arrangements.
Emilia didn't want to think what it meant for her husband to side with her. She knew he hated her. His behavior when he saw her had said it all. She must have done something to change his mind. But what? All they had done since she arrived was fight like cats and dogs. The last time they fought was in the kitchen where he'd taken Lisandra's side. And a few hours later, he'd suddenly changed. What was he up to? His behavior was putting her on edge.
To make matters worse, Max had strolled in and flopped on the bed, watching her as she went through her nightly routine, which consisted of brushing her hair, braiding it and moisturizing her hands. When she couldn't take it anymore, she whipped her head around and asked, "What are you looking at?"
"You," he answered in a raspy tone that had turned her insides to liquid. For the first time, Emilia wanted to run and hide. She didn't want to feel the way she did towards Max. She sure as hell didn't want to forgive him for what he'd done. It would have been easy to forgive him if he'd been with a stranger. But Lisandra? Just the thought of them rolling around in the same bed she was about to sleep in made her want to throw up the dinner she'd had earlier.
So she got up and brought fresh sheets from the closet. "Change those sheets, will you? I’m not sleeping on a dirty bed"
Frowning, he said, "Mel changed the sheets this morning"
"It doesn't matter. That bed is already tainted with yours and Lisandra's dirt. I'll see about bringing a new one in tomorrow but for now, clean sheets will have to do"
"Emilia..."
"I'm going to check on Zander and make sure he's okay," she told him then left in a hurry. Whatever excuses he wanted to give her about his relationship with Lisandra didn't interest her. The truth was that he'd slept with her enemy number one. Period.
Taking her side, staring and smiling at her wouldn't change a thing. Although she'd admitted to herself that she had come back knowing she was capable of handling him when he was angry. If he lashed out at her she would do the same because she'd prepared herself for that. What she hadn't counted on was for him to change his mind so fast. In a day, he'd gone from mad to jerk to the man she married. The man who'd loved watching her do anything because he claimed it was the highlight of his day.
For a second there, it had felt like the nine years hadn't come in their way. For a second there, she was transported back to when Max would come home exhausted and fight to keep his eyes open just to watch her change into her nightdress. He'd once said she was his anchor. He could overcome anything life threw at him, so long as he knew she would always be with him. She'd believed him back then. She'd believed so much that she had forgotten about herself and lived for him. But now that the veil had been ripped from her eyes, she saw everything clearly. Whatever he'd told her back then was total bullshit. All of it had been a lie. And she would not fall into that trap again. God knew her stupidity had almost cost her her life the first time.
She found Zander asleep and was happy that he'd settled down, but it was annoying because she had nowhere else to go. She couldn't go back to her room until Max fell asleep. Whatever he was up to, she'd figure it out tomorrow. Right then, she had wanted to rest. It had been a long, emotional day. She couldn't take anymore but she would be damned if she went back to face Max. But sleeping in another room was out if the question, so she decided to go to the living room and watch TV. She gave him another hour and when she was sure she'd find him asleep; she went back upstairs.
Only he wasn't sleeping. He was facing the other side, and he waited until she settled down, then asked,
"How was he?"
"Fine. Fast asleep," she told him, but then he shocked her with his next question.
"I meant as a kid. When he was born, did he cry a lot?" when she took too long to answer, the bed shifted, indicating he had turned to face her. It would have been so easy to face him. So intimate. And it took everything in her to stay still. "Emilia please. I just want to know a little about my son. Please don't deny me that," he was begging.
Swallowing, she said, "He cried the second he was born, but the doctors said he was the loudest child they'd ever seen."
He chuckled, and the sound went straight to her heart, thawing a chip off the ice the organ had built around itself. "I can imagine. Did he trouble you? After that I mean. Was he the kind of child who cried all night? I always imagined...."
"Goodnight, Max. I had a long day and I’m tired" she cut him off, not wanting to hear about his dreams. Once upon a time, they'd shared the same dream. Have a lot of children and fill their house. That was a long time ago.
"Okay. Goodnight, Em," he said but didn't turn to face the other side. Instead, he stayed as he was, boring eyes into the back of her head. They made her uncomfortable, and she struggled to fall asleep knowing Max was watching her. Knowing that if she faced him, the past nine years would fade away and it would be like she never left. They'd stare at each other until one of them succumbed to sleep. Don't think she wasn't tempted to throw caution to the wind and say 'screw it'.
It would have been so easy to forget about her anger towards him. Right then, it was just the two of them and all he had to say was one word to get her into his arms. Sorry. If he apologized right there and then, she would have forgiven him, forgiven his family and even Lisandra. Emilia would have been willing to start over right there and then. Because deep down, she'd missed him. Missed the way he'd loved her. The way he made love to her. But he didn't, so she closed her eyes and was almost asleep when she heard him murmur, "You're mine too, Em. Only mine"
Then it hit her. She'd told him that when they were arguing in the kitchen. "You're my husband Max. Mine" And of course, he'd taken it to heart. No wonder he was smiling all night. She had basically acted like a jealous wife, giving him a reason to go around gloating. The ass. What had she been thinking when she told him that, anyway? She'd come back to claim her place as Mrs. Carter. Not to actually be Mrs. Carter. She had to come up with a plan to cure him of his delusions.
Sawyer. Emilia sent him a text and told him to come over dressed to impress. At thirty-four, he was two years older than Max, handsome, kind, charming, and married. The last part didn't matter and not because she was married, too. He was her best friend. She knew without a doubt he would do anything for her. Even act as her lover.
"This better be good, pretty face or I'll be really angry at you," he said, exiting his car. She had been waiting for him at the door, hoping he'd make it in time.
"It is. I promise... What's he doing here?" she asked, pointing to the other man getting out of the car too.
"He didn't want to be left behind"
"Oh good lord, he's going to ruin everything."
"Excuse me," Hendrix said, straightening his clothes. "I'm lending you my husband, so the least I could do was not miss the show. Oh Em, I can't wait to see his face"
"You're too excited, babe," Sawyer remarked, smiling.
"Of course, I am. This is going to be awesome. Do you remember what we practiced this morning?"
"You guys practiced?" Emilia bellowed, then counted to five. "You know what? I've changed my mind. I don't need your help anymore. Thank you for coming"
"Nonsense," Sawyer said, dusting off invisible dirt from his suit jacket. "We love you and... It's showtime," he murmured, the last part closing the distance between them. Emilia heard the door behind her open just as Sawyer's lips touched hers. From the way he deepened the kiss, she guessed that it was Max who'd walked out of the house. Because she wanted to make their little act believable, she wound her hands around his neck and smiled into his mouth when he grabbed her ass. It was totally believable.
When they finally pulled apart, Sawyer looked past her and said, "Oh hi there. You must be Maxwell." he turned on the British accent. Score.
Emilia - 1Max - 0"Yes. Who are you?"
"Sawyer Jennings and the man watching us like a creep is Hendrix Jennings. My younger brother," Hendrix scoffed. They all ignored him.
"Why are you kissing my wife in front of my house?" the way he emphasized 'my' you'd think he cared.
"She's not your wife as much as she’s, my girlfriend. Fiancé actually" crap. That wasn't in the plan. Emilia looked up at him, willing him to stop talking. He didn't, so she pinched his shoulder, which was the wrong thing to do because he squeezed her ass. She'd forgotten his hands were still there.
"Let go of her," Max said, his voice tight and restrained. Dropping her hands from his shoulders, she turned around to face her husband.
"Don't tell me you're jealous, dear husband"
"I won't allow you to parade your boy things around my house"
"It's my house too. And stop being such a hypocrite. Until yesterday, your mistress was staying in your room. Our room. At least I respect your stupid house more than you do."
"You little...."
"Mom?" they all turned to look at Zander. He was up early and, from the look in his eyes, he wasn't about to ask for a good morning kiss from his father.
Great.
"Hey, honey. Look who's here. " Emilia pointed to Sawyer and Hendrix just to distract him. He finally moved away from the door, but stumbled down the steps. Max, who was closer to him, tried to help him, but Zander slapped his hands away.
"I'm fine," he told his father, then ran straight into Sawyer's arms. "Uncle Saw. Did you miss me already?"
"Miss you? No way. For once I slept peacefully without you waking me up so early in the morning"
"That's just mean"
"I second that. Come to Uncle Hen baby. I'm the one who missed you. Not my brother. " The way he said brother indicated Sawyer was in trouble, too. But her attention wasn't on the couple. It was on her husband, who looked downright miserable. He watched Zander's interaction with her friends with such longing on his face that she felt sorry for him.
Max had looked forward to having kids. He had wanted so badly to be a father and often told her that he'd be the best. She hadn't doubted that fact. Still didn't. If Zander gave him a chance, he'd be the best father to him. As Emilia watched him watch their son, she came to a decision. She would try her best to salvage Max's image in Zander's eyes. She wanted to make him pay for betraying her, but she wouldn't use her son to do so. He was innocent, and he deserved to have a normal relationship with his father like all the other kids.
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Max was at a loss for words. She had a boyfriend. Correction. A fiancé. His son preferred the fiancé over him.Spinning around, he went back inside, feeling dejected. How could he have been so stupid as to think Emilia still loved him? That they could still fix things between them and be a happy family? They'd been apart for nine good years. God knew how many men she'd seen at that time. It's not like he’d been a saint either. As she'd told him, he had been with Lisandra and even allowed her to move into their bedroom. Hell, he'd been with other women, too. So why did he expect her to still love him?She was a beautiful, sexy, healthy woman. Of course, men wanted her. She also had needs. When he'd met her, she had been a virgin. He had prided himself on knowing that he was the only man who would ever be with her. Maybe that was why it hurt so much to see her with another man. God, he was so stupid. He should have known she wasn't back for him. Then why was she back? Why di
If that was the case, why was he hiding in the study? He should be coming up with ways to spend time with Zander. Show him that even if they didn’t end up living together, they could still have a relationship. He'd heard Emilia talking about redecorating his room. Maybe he could tag along when they went to buy the new furniture and try to bribe the kid. Bribes always worked with Dalton. He didn’t see why it shouldn’t work with his son. Confident about his idea, he left the study. Max was about to go back outside when the laughter coming from the kitchen stopped him. God, he'd missed that laugh.How could a person change so much but still remain the same? Her appearance, her behavior, her mannerisms had changed, but he noticed a few things that were still the same. Like her laugh. And her nightly routine. He'd stayed up late last night just to watch her sleep. The way her mouth formed an o when she was sleeping was still the same. In some ways, she was still his E
The shopping went downhill fast. Zander refused to get in the car because he didn't want to go anywhere with his father. It was understandable, since he had this notion that Max didn't like her. Any enemy of Emilia's was Zander's too, and she appreciated the loyalty most of the time, but not that day.They were supposed to redecorate his room, but he was being difficult, thinking it would dissuade Max from going with them. Emilia had to threaten to leave him behind before he finally gave in. Only to pout and mumble incoherent answers every time she tried to initiate a conversation. She thought he was adorable, but didn't dare mention that in fear he'd throw an even bigger tantrum.She’d invited Max along because she'd seen his desperation. He wanted to bond with Zander, but didn't know where to start. He did everything wrong and, for some strange reason, their son always showed up whenever they were in the middle of a fight. To Zander, Max was the bad guy. Knowing how stubborn her son
That's what she told herself. She needed one second to remember how it felt like to be with him. How it felt to feel anything other than anger toward him. Max pulled her into his body as she braced her hands on his shoulders, but before their lips could touch, someone said, "Would you please move a little? You're blocking the way. " She looked up to find a young man in his early twenties grinning.Max stepped back, taking her with him just as the guy added, "There is a secluded place in the back. I'm sure no one will bother you there. I can make sure no one...""Get lost kid," Max snapped. Shrugging, the guy left. It took a few minutes for Emilia to register what the guy had suggested, then another to realize what she had almost done. Dropping her hands to her side, she moved back. Putting space between them "Em... ""No, I… I'm going to check on Zander and maybe get a new bed. One night in the one you spent with your mistress all these years was enough," she reminded him and herself.
"I know what you're doing""I don't know what you're talking about. " The fact that he'd answered so fast only solidified his suspicions."You're trying to piss me off," Max said, observing Zander's reaction. "All those things you ordered back at the store and now all this food. You're doing it to see if I'll get mad at you." At that, he looked up. "You are my son and I've missed out on so many years of your life. I'll gladly buy you anything reasonable. If you want to order all the food on the menu, go ahead. I don't mind""You can buy me anything I want, but I still won't like you," Zander said with so much conviction that Max felt as if someone had plunged a knife into his heart. How was it possible that his only son hated him with such intensity? As each second passed, he was aware of the time he wasn't spending with him. There was a timer in his head that kept ticking, reminding him that this was yet another minute spent without knowing his boy.It made him wonder if Z
"I... You just... " another kick. This one from Emilia. She shook her head no and somehow he understood what she was saying. If he pointed out that Zander had called him dad, it would make him aware that he was letting his guard down. Then in the future, he’d probably be careful of what he said. Max didn't want that. He wanted to hear Zander call him dad every day. So he followed Emilia's advice and kept his mouth shut.On the way out, Max asked the server who’d attended to them to do whatever he wanted with the untouched food, then paid double to compensate them for all the trouble. Once at home, he dropped them off at the front door and then went to park the car in the garage. As he was leaving, he bumped into Lisandra."Hey babe, where were you?""That is none of your business," he told her, walking towards the back door and feeling irritated when she followed him. He didn't want anything to do with her, especially since he and Emilia had had a wonderful afternoon. They’d made prog
Max stopped inside the door, his gaze bouncing between the two women sleeping. His eyes remained fixed on the beeping monitor as he blinked multiple times, trying to control the overwhelming emotions. His mother lay on the bed with tubes stuck in her arm. Next to her, Lisandra was sleeping after spending the night looking after her. Whenever he thought of scenarios like that, the person standing beside him was always Emilia. She would support him through hard times and her presence would calm him. Because she was his anchor. But at the moment, he felt lost. Unsure of how to react to everything happening around him. One second he was thinking of what to get his pregnant wife and the next she was nowhere to be found. His mother was in the hospital and his sister claimed it was his wife's doing.Of course, he didn't believe it. Emilia, his sweet Emilia, would never hurt a fly. If she had been the one lying in that bed and she told him his mother did it, Max would have believed it. He kne
"I came as soon as I heard""Heard what?""That your wife came back. What does that bitch want? And why are you letting her stay with you, Max? Have you lost your mind?""I think his head is in perfect condition. But you won't be able to use yours the next time you call me a bitch," Emilia announced, walking into the study. She'd seen Preston arrive and decided to eavesdrop a little. Both men sprang up from their chairs, Max smirking while his friend swallowed nervously."Em... Emilia, you... I... It's good to see you""I can't say the feeling is mutual. What do you want Preston?""I came to see my friend. Do I need your permission to do that?" He retorted, recovering quickly.She rolled her eyes. Preston Nash was thirty-two years old. He grew up with Max and they were so close they basically shared girls in school. Well, it was more like they exchanged them between themselves, but who was keeping track of that? Years ago, he'd fooled her into thinking he was on her side. He defended