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40: HIS FIRST LOVE
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SunflowerAnother character coming in? Wew. Do you think those gossipers are really talking about Ruan? Well, let's see in the next reads. ;> -SUNFLOWER
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The Unwanted Luna Goddess 41: ACHING HEART
The rain was pouring under the dark gloomy sky. It was the exact opposite of what she thought the day was, because it started with a bright golden sunrise. Perhaps, there are things that are only beautiful and filled with happiness in the beginning. And happy endings are not ensured. “Hiyah!” Kaliyah pulled the reins of the horse, jumping down from it. Samantha, who was in the patio, immediately spotted her. And her eyes narrowed seeing her drenched in the rain. “What have you been doing, you little creature?!” she scolded like her real aunt, taking off her coat she was wearing. She was wearing it because of the cold weather. And yet, Kaliyah was here, soaked in rain wearing just a think sheet of dress. Kaliyah strode towards her, her eyes filled with determination and seriousness. Immediately, she asked what she actually intended for barging in. “Is she really back? Ruan’s fiancé and first love… is she… back?” Samantha’s hands paused hal
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 42: HER MATES
It was almost the same. All these emotions that kept killing her right now was the same at that time. Her attraction for Fenris was identical with how she felt towards Ruan. How her heart was stabbed with hundreds of unseen daggers because she saw him with other women. The jealousy… The unbearable pain… The tragedy of betrayal… The fear of being abandoned once more… Everything of these kept tormenting her to her deepest core. And if there’s something which is different among the two, her feelings towards Ruan were far more intense and stronger than how she felt for Fenris. Why is that? Isn’t Fenris suppose to be her mate? She thought the mates’ bond two people shared are the one which causes such emotions. But why does she kept feeling it to both men? She got up from bed. And despite the coldness of the floor under her bare feet, she reached for her coat and went outside. Perhaps, it is because she got rained on th
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 43: MARKING HER MATE
Just how Kaliyah sneaked out of the palace, that’s exactly how she returned too. Jumping down from Gray’s back, she caressed his furry neck, informing of how grateful of him she was. “Gray. Tell me. Do you really think that I made the right decision?” she asked him, but wasn’t expecting a response. Thus, when he run back into the forest after giving her a meaningful stare, she was about to walked away now. Yet, spoke behind her. “You’ve been deciding for too long. And I think, even if you didn’t spend that much time, you knew it in your heart that you’ve already chosen him in the first place.” Slowly turning back towards him, Kaliyah found him in his human form, clothed only with pants. This revealed his toned muscled chest and broad shoulders. He continued as he walked near her. “You already choose him long before, Kaliyah. You are just scared.” He paused for a moment, he looked away from her. His lips were pressed firmly when he spoke once more. “Don’t
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 44: FIRST CUDDLE
Fortunately, Ruan gained composure and didn’t proceed to his plan of making out with Kaliyah in the grass field where anyone could see their scandalous act. Yet, that wasn’t the primary reason. If only he wasn’t aware of how fragile she was that she easily gets sick, he might have never restrained himself and let his lusty beast get the better off him. A growl escaped his lips when Kaliyah playfully pinched his nipple. She had been drawing figures on his bare chest for a moment now. And discovering his reaction when she touched his nipples, she had become a naughty girl. “What a tease you are, baby…” he commented in a dark tone, planting a soft kiss on her head. Kaliyah giggled at him. They were in Ruan’s cabin right now that she felt more at ease to be this playful. Just as the last time, they were naked under the sheets after devouring each other. Still, she was savoring this moment because they were actually cuddling. The very first time they did.
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 45: ELLE
“Really… you’re as troublesome as Ruan. You really suit each other, do you?!” that was Samantha’s scolding early in the morning when Kaliyah appeared in the dining. The men weren’t there, including Ruan who disappeared after taking her to her room. Unlike the messy and chaotic room, she saw last night, it was all tidied. The furniture was also new and the sheets were changed. Flashing her a guilty grin, Kaliyah apologizes to her. “I swear I won’t do it again, Samantha. you won’t punish me, will you?” The older lady glared at her, pouring two cups of coffee simultaneously. Like always, she gave the other to Kaliyah despite her acting cold and angry. “So, have you sort out your mind already? Are you really going to live as my nephew’s Luna?” With no second thoughts, she nodded. “Hm!” This made Samantha’s expression changed, and for a moment, Kaliyah thought she was about to tear up. “Then, don’t disappear again. Although Ruan kept grinning like a
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 46: GOODNIGHT KISS
Kaliyah never thought that Samantha was right about Elle. Indeed, she’s as persistent as a little girl. She had this endless energy to go around the palace from the other end, to another, even dragging her to the town. They had met several seamstresses who showed them wedding dresses. Yet, Elle was never satisfied with one. Kaliyah thought they were all beautiful. However, none really caught her interest that much. Thus, by the end of the day, she was so exhausted to even take a bath. Dragging her weary self to the bathroom, she slipped off her dress and stepped into the bathtub. The warmth of the water slowly penetrated through her skin, relaxing her strained muscles from the day’s toil. Ruan was still not home yet either. And although she was shy to admit it, she misses him dearly. Was it because she recently marked her as her mate that their bond grew stronger? Causing such intense feelings? She sighed. Half an hour past she decided to get up from the w
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 47: GRAY'S GOODBYE
Kaliyah had a sharp sense of smell even when she was young. And as she grew up, it also grew stronger as she aged. She was supposed to be enjoying her sleep in Ruan’s embrace when she was woken up by her nose getting itchy. Her nose was overwhelmed by a strong scent of herb that she was startled awake. Looking beside her, Ruan was still asleep. Then where does that scent come from? Slowly, to not disturb Ruan, she slipped off from his arms and followed the scent. It delivered her to the terrace, where she found a familiar figure sitting there. As if, he’s waiting for her. “What are you doing here?” she asked, whispering as she glanced at Ruan. He seemed still asleep. Gray turned to her, brushing her an intent look. He stood up and approached her. “I’m here to say goodbye.” “What-” “Shhh. You’re the only one I’m bidding farewell with. I will be going somewhere. And I’m not sure when I return. Or if I can ever return. Kali
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 48: PICKING HER WEDDING DRESS
Because of the situation about Gray’s banishment, the East Palace had been gloomy in the past few days. The usual breakfast at the dining hall also was skipped, since besides Elle and Samantha, Kaliyah never saw the other men. Well, except for Ruan who came to visit her last night. And since then, she had been excited because of their conversation. “I was planning the wedding with Samantha and Elle. But Samantha said you already planned it beforehand…” “Do you want to be the one to prepare it?” “Y-Yes! I mean, it’s not like I don’t like what you already prepared. I just want us to prepare it together…” With her answer, Ruan smiled and kissed the back of her hand. “Just as my baby said so. If that’s what you want, then we’ll do it together. I heard from Elle that you were having hard time picking up a dress. Do you need a suggestion?” “Elle did?” surprised, Kaliyah was not expecting Elle to do that. well, after all, they are friends right?
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The Unwanted Luna Goddess 100: THE END
Ruan felt every inch of his body screaming in pain. Blood stained his skin which he didn’t know whether it belonged to him, his enemy or even his comrades. For several months, he had tried defending the land his father had entrusted him. Yet, this time, the overwhelming size of the Dorumns were too hard to drive away. Thirsty, he gulped but even in his mouth, he could tatse the iron-taste of dried blood and dust. The wind blew cold against his face, and he looked up in the skies. “Father. I’ve already done my best. Can I give up now?” he whispered along the whistke of the wind. Looking at the cloudy skies, perhaps he was delirious. Because all he could see now was Kaliyah’s beautiful face. Her sweet smile. Her beautiful black curls. Her white glowing skin. And most especially, her lilac eyes that was both innocent and alluring. She was enchanting. Looking at her face bring comfort and peace to him. Perhaps dying like this was the best, right? He
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 99: COLD HEARTED MOTHER
“Lady Kaliyah had cut her bond of mate with you and choose the Dark Alpha, Ruan, as her mate among you two.” “But why does she even had two mates to begin with?” Fenris asked, intently listening to the Elder’s explanation. “It was the Moon Goddess’s choice, your majesty. And to her reason, we are out of place to pry. But because Lady Kaliyah decided to break the bond between you too, it goes against the law of our nature. Consequently, the bond of mates between you two was transferred to her daughter. This is why this young child here, became your mate.” Fenris’s dazzling cold blue eyes darted to the baby who was sleeping in his arms. Luna had kept crying ever since Kaliyah left. Every palace servant, guard, and official he called to make her silent was out of idea on how to make her stop crying. They were all about to give up. Yet, surprisingly, when he carried her in his arms, she stopped crying of all a sudden. “What a naughty little thing,” he muttere
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 98: SPARE MY CHILDREN
“Everyone. Get out in an instant! NOW!” Frightened by his furious tone and heavy aura, everyone inside the hall scurried out. They ran for their lives, not wanting to suffer from their Alpha’s wrath. Even Kaliyah trembled in fear as she looked at Fenris’s face. He had this murderous aura that was crushing the breath out of her chest. But she wasn’t scared for her life. She feared more of what he was about to do to her children. “Fenris! NO!” despite her dreadfully weak and aching body, she dragged herself out of the bed. She kneeled on his feet, hugging his legs to stop him from approaching her children. “Please… Spare them. They’re innocent! It was I who fooled you. Don’t kill them!” The twins she just birthed started crying, as if sensing their mother was in agony too. And they could feel her pain. “Innocent?! How can they be innocent when they were his children, Kaliyah!? I treated you with care since you came back. I gave you everything! But you
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 97: HER CHILDREN
“Luna! Luna! Please let us carry that for you. Are you going to pick flowers for his majesty again?” The servant, Julie, hurriedly grabbed the basket from her. She gave her no chance to protest that she just let her follower her. “Yes. I would like to send him roses this time. Do you think he will like it?” Kaliyah asked as she looked at Julie. The young servant smiled with blushing cheeks. She seemed shy. “His majesty always love everything you send him, my luna! But, you always sends him flowers everyday. Aren’t you tired of it?” Kaliyah just smiled slightly, looking away. “No. I will do this everyday if needed be.” Julie shrieked in happiness, listening to jer words. “Luna. You and his majesty love each other so much! Now. I want to get marry fast!” Kaliyah just laughed at the innocence of the young girl. ‘In love with each other, huh?’ she laughed at such words. As they reached the garden, she carefully choose the most beautiful and freshest rose
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 96: HER PLAN
“Don’t try to push yourself too much, Lady Acalia.” From the tall bushes, Derian appeared. “It will hurt the baby.” “Y-You knew?!” Kaliyah gasped, instinctively wrapping her arms as a shield around her stomach. Derian ignored her, kneeling down and grabbing her by the wrist. “Don’t hurt-” “Stop moving.” She halted, realizing what he was actually doing. He’s checking her pulse. As he listened to her pulse, Derian confirmed what’s on her mind, “yes. I knew that you’re pregnant since that incident in the forest along our way here. You were badly wounded back then and I was the only one who knew medicine. That’s how I discovered the truth.” Kaliyah looked away, guilt written on her face. “Then… did you tell it to Fenris?” “If I told him about this matter, that child inside your womb won’t be alive up until now. I won’t even be sure if he’ll let you live for betraying him.” Blood was drained from her face as if she had seen a ghost. Her insides
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 95: HER FORMER MATE
She wants to reach him. To touch his face… To caress his skin… To wrap her arms around him and refuse to let go… To just stare in those alluring deep set of raven eyes… Forever… But some things are not just meant to stay forever. Just like her and Ruan’s love… “You’re awake?” Without even realizing it, Kaliyah had been staring at the ceiling for quite some time. She didn’t even realize that she had woken up. But that voice… Slowly. she diverted her eyes to the person sitting beside her bed. Her heart raced. Not because of love or excitement of seeing him again. But the fact that his presence indicated that she really had lost Ruan. “Fenris…” Fenris smirked and his always icy cold blue eyes curled with amusement. “You never changed, Acalia. In the entire kingdom, no one dared to address me other than ‘Alpha’ or ‘Your Majesty’.” “You are wrong. I changed a lot, Fenris. Besides, there’s also one person who called you someth
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 94: LEAVING
It broke her heart. Because again, she was leaving the place she once called home. Heart-broken. Abandoned. Just like the last time, she was leaving the man she loved. Yet, this time it was different. She was stronger. Braver. She wasn’t the same Kaliyah who ran away because of her weakness. Now. She had changed. Still, that didn’t stop her heart from being shattered in pieces as she looked at Ruan. Unlike the night before, his dark eyes held no emotion as he looked at her from the terrace. Beside him was Elena. That woman. She snaked her arms on his waist, sticking her body to him. she’s even brushing her proud breast on his arms that it was so hard for Kaliyah to look at. And why isn’t he even pushing her away? Gritting her teeth, Kaliyah turn her back and mounted on her horse. “My Luna. Let me help you.” Surprised, Kaliyah glanced at her side where Kevin appeared. “Kevin? What are you doing here?” “I am your guard, my Luna
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 93: PUNISHMENT
‘My baby…’ Kaliyah woke up with a faint pain in her stomach. Without even realizing it, her hand was clutching on her tummy. It’s as if, she was protecting it. “What happened?” she thought to herself as she looked around. It was dark but not dark enough that she could not see the silhouette of things around her. She was in her room. But what caught her attention was the shadow of a man sitting with his head down beside her bed. He was holding her hand and she could feel his hot breath in it. Why was her hand wet by the way? Is he… “Are you exchanging me for your kingdom’s peace?” she uttered those words in a calm tone. Yet, anyone could sense the condemnation and blame in her voice. Ruan lifted his face to look at her. the moment their eyes met, Kaliyah felt her heart racing. She didn’t know what to feel. She hated him for his betrayal. She felt sad for what they ended up to. yet, she misses him so much that it drives her into madness. “If I don
The Unwanted Luna Goddess 92: ABANDONED TWICE
“Kevin. Have you seen her?” “Her? Who?” Kaliyah smiled, pausing to glance at Kevin who was walking behind her. “You know who I was pertaining about.” “Hmm…” He nodded unwillingly. “How is she? Is she as beautiful as they say?” This time, it was Kevin who stopped walking and looked at her face longer than he usually does. It would have made her uncomfortable that a man was scrutinizing her face so intently. “Not as beautiful as you, my Luna.” That was his answer which only made Kaliyah smile in bitterness. “then, she’s really a beautiful woman. No wonder Ruan took her with him.” “Luna! That isn’t tr-” “You don’t need to say anything, Kevin. I know. We’re already near the hall. Hurry up.” “Luna…” As Kevin watched her back ahead of him, he couldn’t help but remember the gossip he heard this morning. If that is true, then, he would rather betray his own kingdom just to protect her.*** “Lady Kaliyah enters the hall!” As
