Chapter 4
Today is the wedding day. Everyone around me screams excitement, including my parents and Markus' s. Halata ang saya sa mga mukha nila, habang pinapalibutan ako sa loob ng Hotel Room kung saan nagaganap ang Pre-wedding shoot."Dahan-dahan ang pag-angat ng tingin sa camera, Miss Aragon. You're exquisite gown suits your pretty face very well." ani ng videographer na binigyan ko lamang ng maiksing ngiti bago bumaling sa mesa kung nasaan ang phone ko.The pre-wedding photoshoot started at 4 am, and its now 4:45 already, but I still cannot be at ease. I am afraid. Kagabi, upon arriving here at the hotel, I received a call from Tita Mel saying that Markus cannot be found. Hindi ako mapakali sa kakaisip at sa takot na baka hindi ako siputin ni Markus sa simbahan."Can you leave us for a minute? I just want to have a talk with our daughter," ang tinig na iyon ni Mommy ang nakapagpa-balik sa akin sa kasalukuyan. Napalingon ako sa direksyon na kinaroroonan ng parents ko at nila Tita Mel at Tito Jordan. Halatang ang winikang iyon ni Mom ay para duon sa videographer at ibang staffs na kasama namin sa loob ng Hotel room.Mabilis namang sumang-ayon ang mga ito at kaagad na lumabas. When everyone left, except my parents and Markus' s parents, Mom immediately walked closer to me."Iha, what's bothering you? Are you alright?" Mom asked. Halata ang bahid ng pag-aalala sa mga mata at sa tono ng pananalita nito.Sandali 'kong inilipat ang tingin ko kay Dad, at halos madurog ang puso ko ng makitang nakayuko ito habang nakapikit at naka-kunot ang noo. Sila Tita Mel at Tito Jordan naman ay magkatitigan lang, na animo'y nag-uusap sa ganoong paraan.I felt sad and guilty all of a sudden. I gulped before releasing a fake smile, "There's nothing wrong with me, Mom. Ayos lang ako..." Pagsisinungaling ko, upang sana ay mapa-gaan ang mga emosyon ng mga ito. But instead of it, Dad's tears suddenly collapsed. Nag-angat ito ng tingin kaya kitang-kita ko ang pag-bagsakan ng luha nito. "Daddy..." I mumbled, trying to reach him out.Dad shook his head in disappointment, "I'm such a cruel father for asking you to do this, Eliza...I'm sorry, you shouldn't be the one sacrificing your life because of what happened..." Dad said before looking down that made my heart break. "Hindi dapat ikaw ang naiipit, hindi dapat kayo nadadamay ni Markus dito..." Dugtong pa nito.Because I am aware that I'm wearing a make up, I did everything I can to stop my tears from flowing. "Dad, tama na. I already accepted it, there's no turning back now..." I whispered which only answered by Dad's shaking of his head.Then his eyes darted to Tito Jordan and Tita Mel, whose busy looking at us while also having a pained face. "Let's talk about this, Mel and Dan...I cannot bear this. I cannot do this to my princess---""Dad no!" I butt in. "I accepted this already, and this is the only solution we came up with. Ayos na ako, ayos lang sakin 'to. Markus and I are friends, and we are still are. We agreed to do this together and we both accepted this already. Enough for the sudden pulling back, lets finish the shoot so we can start travelling towards the church," I said using an ending tone before putting my gaze back at Tita Mel, who looked flushed and sad. "Tita, let's finish this please..." I said, that immediately agreed by Tita Mel before walking away to call the staffs to continue the shoot.After that scene with them, we finally finished the pre-debut shoot while Tita Mel and Tito Jordan---together with my parents decided to leave my hotel room to arrive at the church. Naiwan ako na kasama sa loob ng kwarto ang make-up artist para i-retouch ulit ang make-up ko. But all those times, I was nervously panicking inside."Done, Miss Aragon." The make-up artist said that awakened my sanity. Natagpuan ko itong nakangiti habang tanaw ako, kaya naman nginitian ko din ito pabalik. "Thank you," I replied. The videography team immediately wrap their things up so we can gradually leave the hotel room.The bridal car is already parked in front of the hotel we are staying in, and is just waiting for me to go out. Nasa likod ko ang ilang staffs na hi-nire nila Tita Mel para alalayan ako. Every steps, every movement is photographed, I didn't know why this simple wedding became this too maintenance, cause as per as I remember, I told our parents to not make this wedding that cozy."Fix the gown, it should look stunning!""The camera angle should reach the beautiful scenery behind my daughter,""Remember to post the official portrait okay?"I closed my eyes a bit while listening to mom's rants. Nang hindi na makayanan ay binuksan ko na ang pintuan ng bridal car upang silipin ito. Naabutan ko naman si Mommy na halos hindi magkanda-ugaga para makausap ang mga staff ng photography team."Mom, enough for that." I butt in that immediately caught their attentions. I signalled mom to stop what she's doing."Iha, I'm just making sure that they will do their---""They'll do their job properly, Mom. Hindi ito ang unang kasal na iko-cover nila, and I already told you to make this wedding simple." I said before sighing, "Can you just get inside the church and settle down yourself. Kaya na namin dito sa labas. You should be there, together with Dad."Mommy was silent for a moment before looking back at those staffs, I think she just signalled those to do their job well before putting her gaze back at me. "Fine, I'll get in. Goodluck, iha." She said to me.I just nodded as an answer. Nang makitang papasok na si Mommy sa simbahan ay kaagad 'kong pinalapit ang assistant na naka-assign sakin."Clea, give me my phone." I ordered her. Clea immediately searched the phone inside her bag, and when she found it, she gave it to me. Mabilis ko iyong tinanggap at tinignan ang mga mensahe.In total, I received a multiple number of messages. Ngunit isang pangalan lamang ang hinanap ko, at ng makita ay kaagad ko iyong binuksan. My heart was pounding while slowly reading the message. And when I was done reading, I cannot help to release a sigh---a sign of relief.Napasandal ako sa kinauupuan ko at napapikit. "Atleast I am now certain that he'll come..." I whispered to myself. Kahit papaano...tingin ko may pakialam pa rin sa akin si Markus. Kahit papaano, may halaga pa din ang pagka-kaibigan namin para sa kanya.Nang imulat ko ang aking mata ay hindi ko napigilang mapangiti ng maiksi habang nakatingin sa nakasaradong pintuan ng simbahan, habang inaalala ang nilalaman ng binasa 'kong mensahe.From: JarredMagkasama na kaming dalawa ni Markus. He told me that he will attend the wedding, so relax and be calm. Naniniwala akong sa kabila ng mga nangyari, mahalaga ka pa rin para kay Markus, at hindi ka nya hahayaang mapahiya.Slowly, the gate of the church slowly opened, and I was exposed standing infront of the wooden door. I lifted my head to see the people who attended our wedding. We only invited few people---some of them know the real score between the marriage, while some of them is still clueless and thinks that Markus and I are part of the 80% of friendships that turned into lovers.They didn't know that because of this marriage, the friendship we cared for and treasured for how many years is no longer visible.Napalunok akong sandali bago nagsimulang humakbang kasabay ng pagsatinig ng kantang He has chosen you for me ni Sarah Pipes. The song screams solemnity and love from God above. But while walking closer to the altar, the question about me and Markus being chosen for each other makes me feel numb and oblivious.I felt my feet started to feel frozen and stoic. And from where I was, I saw Markus' s face with a plain facial expression. Nakatayo sa tabi nya si Jarred na nagawa 'pang tanguan at ngitian ako bilang pagbati. Natatakluban ng belo ang aking mukha kung kaya't hindi na ako nag-abala 'pang suklian ang ngiting iyon ni Jarred. Sa halip ay nanatili ang tingin ko kay Markus.Walang bakas ng kahit kaunting ngiti sa mukha nito. Halata naman ang kaunting gusot sa noo nito, na tila ba pinipilit nitong itago at pigilan ang iritasyon. Napalunok ako bago marahang yumuko ng muling bumangon ang guilt na nararamdaman ko.Kaunting hakbang, at kaunting oras na lang tuluyan na kaming matatatali sa isa't-isa. Mangangako kami sa harapan ng diyos, na pakamamahalin namin ang isa't isa at magsasama buong buhay namin.Dapat ko pa 'bang ituloy ito kung ngayon mismo, alam ko ng hindi namin matutupad ang mga pangakong iyon?My steps got halted right after that question strike my mind. Nanatili ang mata ko sa kinaroroonan ni Markus na nasa akin na rin ang tingin. Sa kabila ng belo, apektado ako ng kakaibang tingin sa akin ni Markus ngayon. Pakiramdam ko'y kahit buong pagkatao ko ay nakikita nya."Eliza...why did you stop? Continue walking...""Liz, what's happening?"I clearly hear the noise and questions around me. Batid sa boses ng mga ito ang matinding pagtataka at kaba. Maybe they are thinking that I'm planning to run away.Gustuhin ko 'mang gawin iyon ngunit parang hindi ko ata kaya. Dahil si Markus, kahit labag sa kalooban nya ang kasal na ito, dumating pa rin sya upang hindi ako mapahiya. At sa oras na tumalikod ako at tumakbo, pamilya nya naman ang malalantad sa kahihiyan. Hindi ko 'yon kayang gawin.Pero ano nga 'bang pipiliin ko?Dapat ko pa 'bang ituloy ang kasalang ito, at ipangako sa harapan ng diyos ang mga bagay na alam 'kong pareho naming hindi kayang tuparin?Isang butil ng luha ang pumatak sa aking pisngi na siyang nagpayuko sakin bigla. Tila ginising din ako ng luhang iyon sa matinding pagka-lulong sa malalalim na kaisipang iyon. Sandali pa akong nakahinto, nagpakawala ng buntong-hininga upang pakalmahin ang sarili, bago muling nag-angat ng tingin.Ngunit sa pag-angat 'kong iyon, ang papalapit na si Markus ang namataan ng aking mata. Seryoso itong naglalakad ng marahan palapit sa aking kinatatayuan. Ramdam ko ang katahimik ng mga nasa loob ng simbahan, habang pare-pareho kaming tinu-tunghayan ang balak na gawin ni Markus.Anong gagawin nya?Aalis na ba sya?Nagbago na ba ang isip nya at na-realize nya na talagang walang patutunguhan ang kasalang ito?Those are the questions resulted by my over-thinking mind.But those questions and nervousness suddenly got wiped away when Markus' s hand suddenly touched mine. He then look at me seriously, before pulling me calmly towards the altar of the church. We heard the delight of the people around us, while me...I only heard the superb beating of my heart, and It's sudden calmness.Chapter 5JOY'S POV"May alam ka ba kung saan siya nakatira?" Iyan ang bungad 'kong tanong kay Zhai ng pumanhik ito sa kwarto ko, dito sa mansion. Tinaasan naman ako nito ng kilay, "Bakit ka curious? Guguluhin mo pa rin?" My brows definitely curled at her question. "What? Guguluhin? Zhai, I deserve to know where he is since fiance niya ako!" "The engagement is off, Joy." tunog paalala na wika nito sa akin, na ikinairap ko naman. "They did that without my consent!"Naupo naman si Zhai sa aking tabi, sunod ay pinangunutan ako ng noo. "Tita Marcella said that you don't like your fiance, kaya nga nila iniurong ang supposed to be engagement, kaya bakit ganito ka umasta ngayon?" may halong pagtatakang tanong nito, habang ang buong atensyon ay nasa akin. "Don't tell me na-inlove ka na agad sa fiance mo?" "Ofcourse not!" Giit ko. With matching actions pa."Really? Eh bakit interesado ka atang makita?" "Nagulat kasi ako sa naging desisyon nila Mommy, sobrang nakakabigla." Wika ko, "And
Chapter 6It isn't right to always push yourself towards someone---lalo na kung alam mo na wala sa diksyunaryo ng taong iyon na tanggapin ka. That's what I buried in my mind after seeing Markus and Kate on that hotel's lobby together. Ayoko nang ipilit ang gusto ko, dahil sa huli ay ako lang naman ang masasaktan. Ako lang ang makakaramdam ng sakit dahil sa patuloy 'kong pag-asa na baka magkaroon kami ng pag-asang dalawa ni Markus. Instead of pushing myself---I chose to just leave Manila and fly to Boracay alone. This sounds lonely, but this is the reality. This is my real situation, the aftermath of my choice. Tatanggapin ko, dahil iyon ang dapat, at iyon naman din talaga ang mangyayari."Enjoy your stay, Ma'am!" One of the resort's staff welcomed my arrival, and I just gave her a small smile before continuing to walk towards the hotel building where my room is located. When I arrived on my room, I immediately laid on the bed as if tiredness suddenly escalated inside my body. I clos
Chapter 7"What's your plan, then?" Chad asked after a long silence. Napaangat naman ako ng tingin sa kanya. "Anong plano ang tinutukoy mo?" pagtatanong ko naman. "I mean, while staying here, what do you plan to do? Nandito ka na, malabo naman sigurong pipiliin 'mong mag-stay sa suite mag-isa." Chad spoke. Now that he mentioned that, ngayon ko lang nga naalala kung ano nga ba ang gusto 'kong gawin dito. I've been occupied by Markus' recent actions, to the point na hindi na pumasok sa isip ko na mag-enjoy sa lugar na ito. "I don't have any idea, Chad." I honestly answered before releasing a reluctant smile. "Maybe like what you said, I'll just stay in my suite for the rest of my stay here---""And I cannot let you do that," Chad intervened. "You are here in Boracay, you should at least enjoy." He added, before releasing a heavy sigh. "I won't tell anything to anyone, Eliza. Itatago ko ang tungkol dito sa pamilya mo at pamilya ni Markus, but then I hope you'll learn to focus on maki
Chapter 8Following Markus's instruction, agad na rin akong lumipad mula Boracay pabalik ng Manila. It was sudden but Chad coincidentally said that he already finished his work and business at Boracay, so he could fly back with me. He booked a flight for the two of us and did his best to make our flight enjoyable. Halos puro kwentuhan at tawanan lang ang ginawa namin buong byahe. Even after the long journey, pagbaba namin ng eroplano ay nag-alok pa siyang ihatid ako sa bahay na regalo nila Mommy at Daddy, kung saan naroon daw ngayon si Markus. And of course, dahil hindi ko alam kung saan ang bagong lugar na iyon ay hindi na ako tumanggi pa sa alok nya. After several hours of drive from NAIA, sa wakas ay huminto na ang kotseng kinalululanan namin sa isang cream and brown combination modern house. Two-storey iyon at may rooftop din which made me smile since I really love doing star gazing and watching the moon alone. "Thank you for accompanying me here, Chad. I really appreciate all
Chapter 9"Ano 'hong ginagawa nyo, Ma'am?" Bungad sa akin ni Manong Guard nang maabutan ako nitong abala sa kusina. Agad naman akong lumingon sa direksyon nito at ngumiti."I'm cooking, Manong." I said before taking the salmon and put it into the oven. Earlier, I decided to cooked for dinner, pambayad sa kabaitan ni Manong tsaka sa secret actions ni Markus."Ano 'hong luto iyan, Ma'am? Parang ngayon ko lang nakita," Manong mumbled while looking at my actions thoroughly. I smiled at him."This is called Baked Salmon with Grapefruit Salad. I've been learning how to cook this since I accidentally ordered it before, when Markus and I tried eating dinner outside our home," sagot ko, na kalaunan ay nagpatawa sakin.The memories..."Mukhang base sa kwento nyo masarap nga po iyan, Ma'am. Aantayin ko na lang," Manong added that made me smile much wider before nodding. Later on, he turn around and left---maybe to go back to his post. I then continued what I am doing while consecutively glancing
Chapter 10"So, aasa na ba kaming magkaka-apo kami bago matapos ang taon?"Tita Mel's sudden words made me almost choke upon drinking. Nakakabigla naman ang topic na ino-open ni Tita Mel! Sa dinami-dami, iyan talaga ang sasabihin nya? Shems!"Oo nga," segunda naman ni Mommy sabay tingin sa akin. "Malapit na nga ba mga anak?"My eyes widened at that before smiling awkwardly. "Mommy...Tita..." I called. "You're saying things so early. Wala pa kaming planong magka-anak na dalawa. As of now, we're contented of what we have," I continued before turning my gaze on Markus. "Right?" Pasimpleng tingin ang iginawad ko sa lalaki.I saw how Markus' forehead curled for awhile but then when our parents looked at him, it immediately vanished."Is it true, Markus? I thought you already wanted to have a child right now?" His Mom asked.Wait---what? He said that?Because of what I heard, I am now looking at Markus with confused reaction. Gusto nya ng magka-anak? With this kind of set-up? Oh. A realizat
Chapter 11"What are you doing?" I asked right after opening the door for Markus. Naabutan ko itong nakatayo sa tapat ng pintuan habang nakasuot pa ng reading glass nito, pagdating naman sa pananamit ay halatang naka-ayos 'pang opisina. It seems like he just finished his work.Markus looked away before stretching his right hand---handing me a water bag. "I know you'll need this," aniya. Nakatingin ako sa inaabot nito habang pala-isipan sa akin kung bakit nya kaya ito ginagawa.I mean he said that he'll never get bothered by me again, kaya't ano ngayon itong ginagawa nya?"I also brought water in-case you need," dagdag nya sabay angat ng bitbit na baso ng tubig sa kaliwang kamay at katulad ng sa kabila ay ini-stretch palapit sa akin. "Your lips looks dry, you should drink this right now for me to bring another one again," dagdag pa niyang wika.With that words and tone, hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili na magsalita."Why are you doing this? Akala ko ba hindi mo na ako papansinin at kak
Chapter 12I HAVE BEEN inside my room for hours. Kakagising ko lamang since I doze to sleep after crying my heart out earlier. This is what's beautiful once you cry, it will be followed by a very wonderful sleep that will help you calm and feel like you're being comforted.But what I didn't expect is that Its already morning right now. Akala ko ay sandali lamang ang naging tulog ko, hindi pala. This is maybe the reason why I'm feeling hungry right now.Marahan 'kong binuksan ang pintuan ng kwarto ko at sinilip kung may tao ba sa labas. Wala. Kahit anino ni Manong ay hindi ko makita. With that, I continued going out. Marahan ang bawat kilos ko, maging ang hakbang ko ay tahimik. Its 7:30 am. Siguro naman kami na lamang ni Manong ang narito sa bahay dahil alam kong may pasok pa si Markus. He's managing their company now. Tiyak abala na ito dahil duon.When I get to the stairs, sinilip ko muna kung may tao ba sa ibaba. Baka mamaya mabigla na lang ako at makita si Markus duon. Because of w
Chapter 25Upon reading the caller's name, parang biglang nabalot ng awkward atmosphere ang paligid naming dalawa. I know that Markus knew that I saw the caller ID, and he's now hesitating to take the call. I don't want to act bitter, first of all because I don't have the right to be bitter. I looked out for awhile, waiting for the ringing end. And when it ended, I sighed."You should've answered it and acted like I am not around," I said.Markus continued driving. "Maybe it's not important---"His phone suddenly rang once more that stopped him from talking. Di katulad nang nauna, hindi na ako nag-abalang balikan ng tingin ang monitor para lang alamin kung sino iyon, dahil malakas ang kutob ko na si Kate pa din iyon."You can answer it. Baka importante," I commented, pushing him to do what he should do. Bakit ba niya bibigyan ng importansya ang magiging reaksyon ko kung sagutin man nya ang tawag hindi ba? Kailan pa ba sya nagkaroon ng pakialam sakin simula nang ikasal kami?I felt hi
Chapter 24"She's... without a doubt pregnant, Mr. Perez." Dr. Legazpi told Markus after checking the test results she instructed me to do. "Cravings and changes to her likes are usual," she added. Napapikit ako ng mariin dahil duon. This was supposed to be my secret! Bakit ba kasi nagkita pa kami ni Markus kanina, at bakit ba kasi matalino sya?! Gosh!"I'll recommend some vitamins and healthy foods that could help your wife and the baby. Nagsisimula pa lang naman kaya hindi pa gaanong mahihirapan ang misis mo, pero kailangan pa din ng pag-iingat, lalo't unang beses pa lamang ni Mrs. Perez ito," Dr. Legazpi added. "I understand, Doc. Thank you," Markus replied."Maiwan ko muna kayo. Babalik ako dala ang mga recommendations ko," paalam ni Dra. bago agad na umalis.When she left, awkward silence surrounded me and Markus. Napapakagat labi na lamang ako habang panay iwas ng tingin sa lalaki. The fact that he knew my situation now, at alam 'kong alam niya na anak namin ang dinadala ko, I
Chapter 23"Are you pregnant?" Markus continued asking while we were both walking on the way to my car. Kanina pa ako pana'y pikit ng mariin."I already told you I'm not pregnant! This is for my driver's wife, ako na ang bumili dahil bababa din naman ako. Buntis ang asawa ng driver ko kaya pwede ba Markus, tantanan mo ako!" sabat ko habang mas binibilisan ang paghakbang. Ilang lakad na lang ay nasa kotse na ako nang sakto namang bumaba ang driver upang pagbuksan ako ng pinto. Sesenyasan ko pa sana itong wag nang bumaba ngunit huli na."Di na po ba kayo papasok ng coffee shop, Ma'am?" Tanong nito sakin bago pinansin ang presensya ni Markus. "Magandang umaga po, Sir Markus." "Good morning. Is your wife pregnant?" He suddenly asked my driver. I almost butt in but my driver spoke fast. "Hindi naman po, sir. Masyado na po kaming matanda para magdagdag pa ng anak. Bakit nyo po naitanong?" may pagtatakang balik-tanong naman nito. "Well, someone said that your wife's pregnant. But then, I
Chapter 22"You'll be here? I mean, you'll stay here from now on?" Di ko napigilang tanong ng makita si Markus dito sa loob ng kompanya namin. Nakasuot ito ng office wear with matching black leather shoes. May suot din itong reading glass na talaga namang naging dahilan para ma-highlight ang mala-italyanong itsura nito.His nose is so freaking good to look at! "Yes," He said before putting his gaze on the workers working for his office. "Your dad requested for me to stay here, and my Dad told me to focus here first since he can handle our company well alone. Your Dad told me that maybe you needed some help in handling the company, so I just obliged." Mahabang paliwanag naman nito. Wala sa sarili naman akong napakagat-labi na nasundan ng pag-iwas ng tingin sa binata. Bakit naman ngayon pa 'to nangyayari kung kailan sobrang iniiwasan ko sya? Is this the real definition of the saying that 'you can run, but never escape?' Lord naman, imbes na si Chad lang ang dapat problemahin ko, din
Chapter 21I STAYED ON MY ROOM FOR THE REST OF THE DAY after that quick conversation I had with Markus. Hindi na din naman ito nag-abala pa na muli akong kausapin or puntahan sa kwarto para i-initiate ang tungkol sa nangyari sa pagitan naming dalawa kagabi. I just stayed alone and continued thinking of the happenings going on between me and Markus, and the people around us. I realized how wrong I was for dragging Chad's name in our situation. I should've alibid other things. I get up from my bed to just walk back and forth and think of the wrong action I made earlier. Bakit ba iyon pa ang sinabi ko? Ano na lang ang iisipin ni Chad kapag nalaman nya'ng ginamit ko ang pangalan nya sa gano'ng sitwasyon? Its like I just used him. Tapos, pag nakarating pa sa kanya ang tungkol sa sinabi ko, baka mailang pa sya sakin pag nagkataon. We're already business partners. He's an investor of our company tapos gano'n bigla. "Ugh, Elizabeth! What are you thinking anyway? Sa dami ng pwedeng rason, b
Chapter 20I WOKE UP feeling all the soreness I could feel possible. Nananakit ang buong katawan ko, ngunit mas matindi ang sakit duon sa maselang bahagi. Saglit 'kong tinuon ang pansin sa lugar na kinaroroonan ko at nakita 'kong nasa kwarto ako ni Markus. I tapped the space beside me but I only felt the softness of the bed. Lumingon ako upang manigurado at napagtanto ko nga'ng wala akong katabi.Markus is gone.Inilibot 'kong muli ang paningin sa buong kwarto bago saglit na pinakiramdaman ang sarili at nagpasyang bumaba. When my feet landed on the cold tiled floor, I felt the cold slowly going upwards to my entire body. But then I continued getting up to go out of the room. Ilang minuto ay tuluyan na nga akong nakatayo. I checked myself and found out that I am only wearing my undies, nothing else. I tried finding for my clothes at natagpuan ko naman ito sa may bedside table. Nakapatong duon, tuping-tupi. At that moment, I knew that Markus is aware of what happened. Bigla tuloy akong
Warning: This chapter contains mature scenes suitable for 18 years and above. Please read at your own risk. ‼️Chapter 19AT THAT moment, my rational mind has been turned off. Wala na akong ibang inaalala kung hindi ang labi ni Markus na kasalukuyang nakadikit sa akin. I am so into our kisses to the point that I cannot think properly anymore. I am already sitting on Markus' lap while still kissing with him fervently. I felt Markus' hand on my back, softly caressing it but it sent goosebumps all over my body. Every touch from him awakens an unfamiliar sensation in me. It awakens the feelings I buried long time ago for him. Markus' left hand held my chin to kiss me deeper. I opened my mouth a bit so that his tongue can enter mine. When it does, I felt how turned on I was. I can feel my self getting wet as we goes on. Napakapit na ako sa kanyang braso at muling nakipaglaban ng halikan sa kanya. Mukhang lasing na lasing na din si Markus kaya't hindi na rin nya mapigilan ang sarili nya.
Chapter 18MARKUS caught me in his broad arms to prevent me from falling. My head is on his neck while his right arm is all over my waist while the other is holding the railings."Are you okay?" I heard him asked, his mouth is not so far away from my ears which made me feel shiver down my spine. His breath slamming on my bare ears and skin is not good for me. It awakens something within me.With that, when I got fully recovered, I pushed myself away from him and stand straight. "I'm sorry. I'm so clumsy today...sorry." I apologized without even trying to look at him. "Its fine. Lets get downstairs," aniya lamang bago kami tuluyang bumaba. Markus and I went directly towards the living room. I sat on the long sofa alone while staring on the half-filled wine bottle above the table. I checked the alcohol content of the bottle and it says 20%. My heart thump. I'm only used to drinking wine's that has 4.5 to 9% alcohol content. I don't know if I could handle this high, but I don't want t
Chapter 17"Elizabeth, are you okay?" Chad's question pulled me out of my heavy thoughts. Kasalukuyan na kaming nasa labas ng Restaurant kung saan kami kumain. Camille is busy talking to her phone kaya't kami ni Chad na lamang ang naiwang magkasama. It has been 30 minutes since 'that' unexpected moment happened, but my head is still in turmoil.By this time, maybe Markus and Mr. Sanderson is already having their meeting at the conference room of their company, while I'm still here surprised and stocked in that moment."It seemed like you're still surprised about Markus did," Chad once again said which made me turned to him in an instance. My brow furrowed. "W—what?" I answered, trying to act as if I didn't hear him at first.Chad smiled. "Markus seemed good in acting. He could've just become an actor if he wants too. Mr. Sanderson was fooled by his sudden actions," he added. I don't know why but hearing Chad saying that Markus is good at acting makes my heart feel pain. Chad indirec