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The Untamed One The confession
Alpha Ansel's Pov.I walked into the council hall terrified of even looking up.Both of my hands were in my pocket, because I. there…I could clench and unclench my fist when I felt uneasy.All the pack elders were seated, including Silver as my beta and the only vacant seat was that of the Alpha.I didn't even think I was still fit for that position but I managed to control myself and went straight to my seat.Sitting down, I mentally surveyed the faces of everyone present.Heavens know the kind of scolding and/or punishment that would accompany my evil act but it wasn't my fault.I was totally helpless."I welcome all the elders of Moonlight Pack." The pack's elder chanted."Greetings." We all replied."We have heard the confession made by the Moonlight pack's beta, may the complainant repeat his wordings in the presence of the entire council." The elder demanded and my heart sank.Silver was about getting up when something crept into my mind.I immediately mindlinked Silver that I wo
The Untamed One Secrets unleashed
Petal's POV.I've been trying to figure out what had happened to Amanda and her assassin's but nothing was forthcoming till a strange news brought by the wind hit my ears.Some of my pack members went out to the main city and brought report that the current Luna of the Moonlight pack had been brutally murdered.That only meant that Ansel's mother was dead but it wasn't her death that shocked me, it was her killer.It was also divulged that her killer was none else but the current Alpha which was Ansel.That Mr Ryker!!!!But how could he? How could he have the demonic mind to kill his own mother, the woman who carried him in her womb as a pup, nursed him till he was of age.If there was any place for forgiveness I had for that ruthless man, I think it's all taken up with hatred now."What are you thinking about, Petal? You've been sitting in that position for a while now... Like.. you're in deep thought." Logan queried, I could see the worry etched on his face as he questioned me."It's
The Untamed One His harlot mate
Ansel's povI gasped when I swerved and the shimmers of light glittered, revealing a horrifying wolf. It's brown and black fur, long claws and sharp fangs was enough to make my adrenaline rush in nervousness and in horror.Though, the only interesting thing was that this wolf wasn't unfamiliar. He was a wolf I had seen several times in battle....Alpha Xander? He let out a terrifying growl as he slowly paced towards me while I, on the other hand, tried my best to get away from him walking backwards, them we began circling each other.Xander's wolf growled once again and got into an attacking position. Then just as I was about getting into a defensive position, the sound and crackling of bones could be heard and I shifted back to my human form.What just happened? How? I tried shifting to my wolf form again but it was of no use because I couldn't access my wolf. What was going on?Abruptly, realization hit me. Wolfsbane!!!!!! Perhaps Alpha Xander had someone spray wolf's bane in my di
The Untamed One Completely out of control
Alpha Ansel's Pov"Good thing, you're here!!." I growled out in anger. I wonder if she has actually been eavesdropping on my conversation with silver but even if that's what she had been doing, then it's a good thing because how she knows without any aid that she was totally done for."Silver, you may leave us now." I ordered and he obeyed immediately because he knew that whatever talk or punishment that I would serve this girl needed the both of us to be alone.Fraye was going to pay for releasing the news and pay for been my second chance mate.I wasn't supposed to have one, why didn't she just stay away and let me stay single.With dad and mum's funeral around the corner, at least the wedding has been extended but after the funeral....I had to marry her immediately as the pack would need a Luna."Why did you do it? You knew it was supposed to be a sacred rule in the pack, the pack's secret???? Fraye!!!." I growled out as my Wolf self might take over me soonest."What was I supposed
The Untamed One Recurring Nightmares
Alpha Ansel's Pov"How dare you call me that? I didn't kill her on purpose. It was a mistake, how does it even sound to you.....me killing my own in my right mind." I said in a bored and sad tone. I've had enough dealing with this crap.I'm ready to take all the blame that anyone wants to vent on me!!! After all, if it has already circulated in the supernatural community, what was the point of hiding when everyone knows?" Fvck you, dude. Even if it was a mistake, you should do your responsibilities now as the Alpha! I don't even know what to do to help here! I'm the most terrible brother and beta but what am I supposed to be or do? You're supposed to serve justice to Fraye. Everyone is looking up to you." Silver said as he loosened his grip on me and sat down on one of the couch. He heaved out a sigh and buried his face in his palms." You don't have to do anything. Just try to keep the pack in calmness, that's all. Don't worry, I'll... I'll try my best to give her what she deserves.
The Untamed One Forcefully claiming my pack
Alpha Ansel's Pov.I jerked up from the bed sweating profusely, I had the same set of nightmares again. I put on the lights as quickly as I could.Gosh, I was panting and perspiring like I just fell off a tree. I can't keep living like this!!! With this red haired woman burning my chest repeatedly, I might end up dying.Getting out of bed abruptly because of the repeated dreams, I decided that I couldn't continue living like this any longer.I was now scared of closing my eyes to even take a nap because once I did, I would see her dire and eerie face and what annoyed me most was the fact that I was always powerless, horrified and weak.The pack elders had vehemently refused to set a day for the Alpha's Exorcism ritual and each day it felt like the aura was killing me slowly.I had sent Silver to find out when the ceremony and ritual would be held but bad news ...when Silver went to inquire, the pack elders and council told him that they couldn't approve of the ritual because I hadn't f
The Untamed One The red haired woman.
Alpha ANSEL'S Pov"You mean the Alpha of Lightwood wants to claim this pack?." I asked just to be sure that I wasn't hearing things."Exactly, our pack is in chaos." He answered and my eyeballs went black."Ansel, they've also heard of what happened with your mother." Silver announced.words of despair indeed!Those words I dreaded to hear.~~Flashbacks~~"Let me in, it's not gonna hurt." The red haired woman echoed inside of my head."I don't want to...who are you by the way?." I asked in fright as I used my fingers to shut my ears tightly."I'm someone you can't live without, someone you can't despise, someone you must accept!!." She growled as her eyes turned pure black.That's how my eyes change to whenever the Alpha exorcist period aura takes hold of me and right now all I could tell was that this woman was giving off that aura and it scared me."Get away from me!." I yelled."Help me!" I cried out as she placed her fingers on my bare chest and heck it burned.Fear gripped me as s
The Untamed One Blue Pearl Unleashed
Alpha Ansel's PovJust then a thunderbolt flashed and Hera appeared within us.She was cladded in bloody red from the crown of her head to the sole of her feet. But no matter how her attire was screaming evil and dangerous, she was beautiful.How could such a beauty be so disastrous??As she flipped her finger, it was like a force field took me from where I was standing initially to another area but it actually hurt because I landed with force on the floor.What the fuck!!! I cursed."Hera." I breathed in fright.My wolf almost went on rampage whenever I saw her in my dreams and seeing this red haired woman in real life was the last thing on my mind.How worse and weird could things get anyways?"It seems you're pretty good with remembering faces." She said and smiled weirdly.Her smile felt so contagious and hypnotizing like they were actually calling out to you but if you looked properly beneath that beautiful smile laid a treacherous and disastrous venom that won't hesitate to poiso
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The Untamed One A meet again with Ansel Ryker.
Petal After being interrogated by Melissa who's mood has been off and on, I was finally let off the hook and would soon head off to the Crimson pack. "Take care of Hansel." Patting Melissa's hand, meekly said to her. "Whatever." She rolled her eyes at me. "Petal, why do I feel you are excited about going to see that damned man again?" This time, her hands were akimbo. "Are you jealous?" I asked her because I honestly couldn't tell what was bothering her. "Of course not! I'm just concerned about you... This is an alliance treaty, you have to act strong. Don't let the past get into you." It's funny how she keeps repeating these words. I took a quick stroll around the pack house and when I was sure everything and everyone was in good shape, I assembled my gamma's once again to have a brief talk with them. Logan helped in disbursing some herbs for those who will get injured. "Attention warriors of the Black Blemish pack! Today we march to forge an alliance with the Crimson pack and a
The Untamed One Soon to meet
Petal“Alpha, the rouges returning from the city got some news about Moonlight pack.” One of my pack members informed as he pushed the door ajar, and his words sent a smirk to my lips.“Firstly, I would rather not hear any member of my pack been referred to as a rogue because we are now a natural pack. I made it a natural pack because we have an Alpha now. Asides that, where been the people that would deliver such blissful news to me?” I queried, beaming with smiles while Melissa stared at me like I've completely lost it.The way she stares at me these days makes me feel cringe, she better be pregnant, else she might have to explain some of her actions.“Come in.” The man hollered and in the next minute, some of my pack members came in with their heads bowed in reverence.“Speak up.” I ordered, while I leaned in closer, so I wouldn't miss anything at all.“Out in the city, we heard some people whispering and decided to wave it off as there might be fake rumours around, but it was in th
The Untamed One A little pup on the way
PETAL"Gosh, shut up Petal. The baby is coming out through your vagina so you've gotta open your legs if you really want that baby to survive. Darn it, its just too bad that we don't have a female doctor that could do this. But I learned a few things from my pack so if you don't mind, I can takeover." Melissa admonished and a sly smile crept up on my lips."Thank goodness you're here, just take control because I can't stand another man staring into..dang, I don't want to think on it again." I grimaced and she smiled.Turning to the men, she dismissed them while setting up some as guards so no one passes through the hall way.So, I'm having my first child delivered by the hallway. Epic!Anyways, I was required to push out the baby some more and then all that needed to be cut was cut and I was taken back to my room with Melissa and my baby in her hands."Maybe you want to touch him?" Melissa asks the moment she bolted the door to my room."I don't know. I thought that the thought of tra
The Untamed One Contractions
PETAL"Hold up. You mean Petal is housing a pup right inside of her belly?" Logan asked with a confused expression spread all over his face."Of course, where else am I supposed to 'housing' it?" I asked with a weird smile as I glared at him.Everything they do right is literally pissing me off right now, why can't they understand that I'm damned hungry."You shouldn't refer to your child like that. How dare you call the child, 'it' ?" Melissa scolded and I felt like my head would burst open."But then, I never thought that you would have any Affair with any of the pack members. Who is it?" Logan enquired as he sat at the edge of my end while Melissa sat on top of his laps.Gosh, they both annoy me for real."You seriously think that if I'm pregnant, it would belong to any of the pack members. I detest them all and long story short, the child belongs to Ansel." I spat out and Logan just stared on speechless and emotionless."On the contrary, you love them all." Logan interfered and I
The Untamed One Pregnancy Test Run
PetalThe moment I saw the two red marks, I knew that my fate was sealed.Maybe not my entire life but the life I had planned our for myself had just been marred. Thanks to the goddess that j had left that damned pack before finding this out.Out of the shock, the test trip fell from my hands and i slumped on the bed."Melissa....." I slowly called and she came over to where I laid and patted my head soothingly."It's okay not to be okay. Just let it out!." She admonished and it felt like I was waiting for her too say the words all this while because the tears got loosed and ran down on their own free will. Well, this would be the last time I would ever be weak again.The first time was when I was still with Ansel.I mentally resolved that I wouldn't train my child the way Ansel's mother trained him to be selfish, arrogant and pompous.I would train my child whether it be a girl or boy to know that there were more things to life than affluence. That's my resolution!"Melissa.... How d
The Untamed One Pregnant With The Monster's Heir.
PetalFew weeks later, the scenario of me blanking out, fainting and throwing up had became a norm for me amidst been an Alpha but thank goodness, like I had said the day I was crowned Alpha.... I had chosen the right bet.Melissa was always there, filling up for me when health issues arose.But today as she entered my office to give a report she looked like someone that was worried and had something to say and just like I had assumed, I was right!"Alpha Petal, I have something to discuss with you." She said and I knew immediately that my instincts was never wrong."I understand that I haven't been a hardworking Alpha for the past few weeks but I assure you that once my health is back to normal, you wouldn't have to stress yourself out. " I assured and she just rolled her eyes."That's not even what I want to talk about." She reiterated and i had to tilt my head to hear what she had to say.She slumped into the chair opposite me and heaved a deep sigh."Just spit it out already, skip
The Untamed One Dizziness Hits Again.
PetalThere was no way in hell this was possible right?I... Petal? Alpha of this Territory!!! That was a shocker and a boomerang at the same time.I felt dazed and mortified, not until I heard Logan bellowing my name into the microphone beckoning on me to ascend to the podium.No way!! He must feel bad for this scenario because I'm sure he had wanted to be an Alpha so badly because he was closest to Elder Draco.If I go up there and I see hurt in his eyes, I'd give up the positionI was too weak to even react so Melissa grasped my hands, pulling me out of my sit as she dragged me to the podium.Everyone laughed, clapped and cheered and I wondered when everyone had loved me to the extent of wanting me as their Alpha.I got to the podium and Logan flashed me a warm bright smile. No way.... I thought he was going to be feeling sad or whatsoever as he wasn't picked, I would have gladly give up the position but he seemed really cool and pleased with the outcome.This Territory would just k
The Untamed One Petal Becomes An Alpha!!
Petals PovAs I finally acknowledged been the chosen one even if I had no idea what it meant, it felt a new found energy oozed through my bones.It was like another light was added to my eyes as it sparkled brightly and I could see the intruders pause pike they were under some kind of spell.Just then, I lifted my hands like someone about to worship and they began screaming in pain as they scampered away for their lives.This was the second time this was happening at a war and I could feel the eyes of the rogue wolves all on me as they stared at me in ecstasy.After the least person that was an intruder had fled, I felt like I was zapped out of breath and I feel to the floor like a log of wood.Logan, Melissa, Sven, and Skyler ran to my side as Melissa ran her fingers through my hair like a caring mother.My vision was getting hazy and blurry and I knew that it was seeping up all of my strength as I tried to keep my eyes open.Melissa finally led me to her room, where I freshened up an
The Untamed One Haunted Souls
Ansel's Pov"Well then, let's take you back to history." Peniel started and i sat straight up in my chair because it was settled in my mind thay this game had only one way to end.It's either they agree or blood would shed here!!"But why is the beta not doing this? The black haired girl could sit back down." Their beta stressed again and I saw peniel toll her eyes in disgust."I understand you love to flaunt your accent but I assure you that the accent isn't needed in this discussion." Peniel responded with a wide devilish smile on her face.Roasted!!!!!!"Lest I remind you that you're at my pack so you have no right to insult me." The beta fired standing on her feet so she could be levelly with Peniel."You could sit back down now, don't stress your energy. You're not going to do more than a dogs bark. " Peniel shot and that made the beta lose it.She ran towards Peniel with speed and was about slapping her when Peniel stopped the slap by holding her hands."You might want to never t
