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Author: Natalie
last update Last Updated: 2021-09-23 18:18:35

Olivia sat on the couch of their small cozy home nestled amongst the dense shrubbery. She had recently given birth to three beautiful children who were her heart and life. She preferred to call them kids instead of cubs…they weren't untamed beasts but cute little souls who filled every corner of a room with light. 

She had been ecstatic about meeting her mate but nothing had matched the warmth that filled her whenever her children called her 'Mom' she had belonged to a smaller pack, one that lived away from the mainstream werewolves and preferred a quiet life. 

They had been a handful of werewolves who worked in the human city by the day and returned to Sricgis by the night. The pack didn't allow socializing with humans so she was left alone after her day job. She was also relatively shy to meet and explore werewolves from the other packs as she had been told the other packs weren't as civilized as hers.

She had been hunting one night when a gro

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