My consciousness faded as I drifted through a series of shallow dreams, with countless memories swirling in my mind.When I finally opened my eyes again, it was the next morning.Sunlight filtered through the curtains, gently spilling onto the bed.I blinked and looked up at the unfamiliar ceiling. A sense of disorientation washed over me."If death is like this, it doesn't seem that hard to accept," I murmured with a bitter smile.When Tyree arrived, he brought both good and bad news. "The abortion surgery went smoothly, but..."He hesitated. I shifted slightly, signaling him to continue."But the cancer cells have already spread. Now, we can only try to buy some time."I instinctively nodded, without much emotional reaction.Leaving it to Tyree was the best outcome I could secure for myself.During my hospital stay, I often sat in the chair by the window, watching the ebb and flow of people outside. Through that, I felt a sense of peace as though I were disconnected from th
Craig remained silent. The wig he held in his hand felt like a scorching piece of iron, leaving him unsure of what to do.Seeing the situation, Eden stepped forward and snatched the wig from his hand. As she tossed it into my arms, her eyes were filled with unrelenting hostility.I calmly put the wig on. After all, a frail woman wandering the streets with a shaved head would definitely stand out.I couldn't help but chuckle. "Eden, you really don't have to be so scared. I won't be returning to the Sainsbury family."I smiled as I spoke, but my tone was firm. "Not in this life, and certainly not in the next.""I-I'm not scared! Mom, Dad, and Craig only love me." Eden's voice was tinged with panic. Though she screamed forcefully, I could hear the unease beneath it."Is that so?"Noticing her internal unease, I smiled faintly at her. All the lingering obsession I once had dissipated at that moment.In those four years, I came to the clearest realization—I didn't belong to the Sain
A cup of fragrant jasmine tea was placed in front of me, but I was still lost in thought.I kept wondering what I did wrong. Not only did I end up hollowed out, but I also dragged my adoptive parents into this mess.I was the real heiress of the Sainsbury family. But when I returned at 17, they already had another "daughter" my age, Eden.Eden Sainsbury—what a lovely name. The Sainsbury family was just like a paradise for her.Before I got lost, my name was Amy Sainsbury. I was the beloved of my parents.But after four years of being back, no one seemed to remember to change my name back to Sainsbury. I had kept the name Peter and Lila gave me—Cindy Larson.Peter and Lila were so good to me. They couldn't have children, so when they found me, they thought it was a gift from heaven. They promised they would always cherish me like their treasure.But when I donated blood at school, my DNA was submitted online and was found by Craig after 13 years of separation.Peter and Lila had
My memories of Dale and Paula from when I was a child were vague. I only remembered that Craig, who was five years older than me, once took me to an amusement park.He told me to wait at the fountain square while he went to buy me some ice cream.I waited from morning till evening, but Craig never came back. In the end, it was the janitor at the amusement park, Lila, who found me and took me home.That was all I recalled. When Craig found me with the DNA test result, I was filled with curiosity.From him, I learned that my parents were rich, and I began to look forward to a bright future.I was 17 at the time and already knew a thing or two about the rules of the world. I wasn't some naive kid anymore, and I wanted to become part of the Sainsbury family.On the first day I returned to the Sainsbury residence, Eden cried and said to me, "I don't want anything. I know I've taken Cindy's place all these years, but now I just want to be with all of you. Please, Cindy, don't make me l
I reached out to wipe away Kevin's tears, but his bony hand caught mine.The grief surged uncontrollably. He sobbed even harder, like a river bursting its banks, impossible to hold back.After I comforted Kevin, we returned to my ward, and he left for work shortly after.I said goodbye to him with a mix of reluctance and resignation. I straightened his clothes, fixed his hair, and made sure he looked every bit the professional.Over the years with the Sainsbury family, I had grown used to seeing their constant obsession with maintaining a spotless image.But doing this for Kevin felt different—meaningful, even. I cherished the moment because winter's chill was creeping closer.Back in bed, I picked up a book to pass the time.That was when my phone rang again. To my surprise, it wasn't Kevin—it was Eden.The last time we spoke, she backed off after I put her in her place. Why was she calling me now?I hesitated for a moment before answering."Where are you, Cindy?" Eden's voi
I froze. I couldn't believe Craig said that."Get out!" I screamed hysterically, startling everyone down the hall.That was all the strength I had left. As soon as I shouted, I felt a sharp discomfort in my body. I forced myself to lean against the wall to keep from collapsing.I had no patience left for the Sainsbury family. My only wish in life was to never see any of them again. Was that really too much to ask?Could God please send someone to make this bastard disappear?Just as I thought that, Kevin came running from the end of the hall.My vision blurred, and I vaguely saw Kevin's punch land on Craig's nose."You bastard! You actually hit me three times? I'm her brother! Kevin, I told you, you're not good enough for Cindy. Why are you still around her?"Craig's angry shout echoed, and the two of them started fighting in the hallway.I smiled softly and muttered, "Thank you, God. You finally sent a savior."My body went limp, like a snake in hibernation, and I slid down
I was lost and in despair. Just when I thought I was about to die, a soft voice suddenly pierced the darkness.I jerked awake and realized I was lying in a hospital bed. The chemotherapy was over.Kevin hesitated for a moment beside my bed, then finally found the courage to speak. "Cindy, Craig's outside. Do you want to see him?"Craig had shown up at the hospital for three days in a row. What did he want?"I think Craig owes you an apology," Kevin added.Maybe it was time to put this all to rest.I took a deep breath and nodded.Kevin looked uneasy but did as I asked.As he opened the door, I saw Craig standing there. He looked somewhat lost. When he stepped inside, he appeared worn out. "Cindy…"I glanced at him coldly, offering no words and no response.It was as though my heart had frozen over, and the chill left me numb, unable to feel anything."I'm sorry." Craig struggled to push out those words.I stayed silent, but I met his gaze to figure out what he meant by this
On the day of chemotherapy, I cried uncontrollably on the hospital bed. Kevin's heart broke as he watched me from the side.Craig hid outside the room, too ashamed to face me again. But I saw him wiping his tears away—what crocodile tears!Snow continued to fall outside the window, quietly blanketing everything.Kevin carefully sat by my bed in the hospital room, with a cup of steaming water in his hands. He had a somber look, as if worried about how weak I had looked when I woke up.I just gazed out the window, looking past the layers of snow as my mind drifted back to the warm but distant home of my childhood."Cindy." Kevin finally broke the silence. His voice carried an uncontainable tenderness when he asked, "Do you still remember how we used to catch fish by the river when we were younger?"I turned my head slightly, looked at him, and nodded. Unlike now, we were carefree then.I recalled how, when I was still with the Larsons, I would trail behind Kevin every day after sc
I arrived at my new home looking bashful. It was the first time I had seen such opulence in my life. My palms grew clammy from the nervousness, and I kept my head low.Craig grabbed my hand. His grasp felt warm. He promised, "Don't worry. I'll protect you. You will be my little sister from now on."I was granted a new name—Eden. The Sainsbury family loved me, and I loved them too. I especially liked being around Craig because he gave me a sense of security I had never experienced before.Craig offered me a cartoon plushie as a gift, but I threw it out because I thought it was ugly. The reason it looked ugly to me was that I spotted another young girl in the family's photos holding the exact same plushie.I had only seen that photo once, but it burned into my memories. A sensitive and timid soul, I held onto these memories tightly.The Sainsbury family must have selected me for a good reason. Every time I threw out the plushie, Craig would buy me an identical one, claiming it was
Unfortunately, a tall young man stood in my way. He was Craig Sainsbury, Cindy's older brother.Craig snapped at me, "Do not stay in touch with Cindy anymore! You're not good enough for her!"I squirmed in shame when Craig scanned me from head to toe with disdain.I insisted, "I want to meet with Cindy. I'll marry her when we're grown up. Get lost!"Still a minor, I hurled a weak punch in Craig's way, which he breezily intercepted. "Cindy Larson is a daughter of the Sainsbury family. A poor guy like you cannot offer her anything. Do not remind her of her old life."I will take good care of my little sister and make her the happiest princess in this world. You and Cindy are different, and your paths will not cross. Just give up."Craig left me a bank card and left. I furiously yelled after him while wiping away my tears, "Keep your word, Craig Sainsbury! Return Cindy to me if you can't keep that promise!"I bellowed until I was spent. Staring at the bank card on the floor, I de
I started to worry that Mom would never pay me any attention again. When Dad asked if I wanted to go with him to adopt a sister from the orphanage, I agreed without hesitation. I silently vowed never to abandon my new sister; that I'd protect her.My previous plan had failed spectacularly. Without Amy, our family was no longer the same. I wallowed and nearly drowned in regret. Often, I'd wake up in the middle of the night from nightmares, but I refused to reveal anything when my parents asked about it, as I was afraid I'd lose everything.I prayed hard that Amy would come home. I had surrendered to fate. I promised to be her bodyguard, protecting her at all times.My anxiety did not stop until a year later, on the 24th of April—the one-year mark of Amy's disappearance—a lovely young girl entered my life. She took Amy's place.After she joined our family, Mom's mood improved significantly. We named her Eden and decided that her birthday would fall on the 24th of April. Every year,
"Come here." I closed my eyes and gave Kevin a kiss on his moist lips.Perhaps, this was the beginning of my farewell. …I believed it was time to get my affairs in order. Kevin was perhaps the only person I trusted.So, I instructed Kevin to sell off the house of my adoptive parents after I passed away and to bury me next to their graves.The profits from selling the house would be donated to cancer patients. On top of that, I planned to donate my corneas. I wanted to see the world in another way.Since I had no offspring or family, after some deliberation, I decided there was no need to bid farewell to anyone.…The weather was sunny on the day I passed away, which was rare for early spring weather. Unfortunately, I did not make it past the one-year mark, as the cancer spread fast.After falling into a coma for three days, I stirred awake, looking exceptionally spirited. "Kevin, I want to meet with Craig."Stunned, Kevin nonetheless agreed to it. In my moments of termina
"It's been 16 years. I'm the one and only daughter of the Sainsbury family, and I will not give up my place to you, even if you drive me mad," Eden said to me.I sank into a prolonged silence. Then, I shook my head. Eden did not lose her sanity. It was all an act to protect her standing in the Sainsbury family.Too bad I couldn't care less for the love and attention she fought so hard to gain.Turning around, I was ready to leave when I bumped into my birth parents. They seemed to have aged a lot, hunching as they approached me.They were here to visit Eden. Panic set in upon the realization. I quickly put on the sunglasses because I did not want them to see me in my current state.Similarly, Eden scrambled to mess up her hair and act crazy. I couldn't help but marvel at her determination to win back her parents' love. For that, she was willing to be warded in a mental asylum and lived a miserable life.Her obsession made her more terrifying than a mad woman.With my head hung l
Craig walked into the room and stood by the hospital bed. He said apologetically, "I'm sorry. I didn't know Eden would come over to disturb you."I looked up, briefly meeting my tired gaze with his. I then chuckled bitterly.Even without Eden telling me, I knew that Craig had been lurking around the corners of the hospital. I had seen him countless times through the clear glass. He was so familiar, yet so distant.For the first time in my life, he had become my protector. But his regrets came too late, and there was no point to it now.I sighed before turning away, no longer looking at Craig.Once Kevin came back, he reached out to pat Craig on his shoulders, asking him to leave. Craig did not resist. He walked out after telling me to get some rest.Was a blood relation really that important? Craig only stood up for me once, yet I no longer hated him as much—in fact, I was even starting to feel sorry for him."It's my fault for not keeping an eye over you," Kevin said as he gent
Kevin patted the wig on my head. "Then tell me, what's something that you've always wanted to do but haven't? I'll help you make it happen."I said, "I hope that in my next life, I can live with Mom and Dad in a small town in the South, where it's spring all year round. There won't be any snow or winter, and the Sainsbury family and pain would not exist."Kevin swallowed the lump in his throat and nodded fervently. "Okay, that's a deal. I'll go find you in the South when the time comes. We'll open a cat cafe so that you can play with cats every day."The vision was so beautiful, it moved both Kevin and myself.Caught up in the excitement, I started coughing.Kevin immediately grew anxious. A patient like me should never catch a cold. "Let's go back to the room."I stopped him when he was about to turn the wheelchair around. "No, I'm not tired yet. I want to enjoy the scenery for a bit more.""Alright, I'll go get you a down jacket then—wait here for me." Kevin turned around and
On the day of chemotherapy, I cried uncontrollably on the hospital bed. Kevin's heart broke as he watched me from the side.Craig hid outside the room, too ashamed to face me again. But I saw him wiping his tears away—what crocodile tears!Snow continued to fall outside the window, quietly blanketing everything.Kevin carefully sat by my bed in the hospital room, with a cup of steaming water in his hands. He had a somber look, as if worried about how weak I had looked when I woke up.I just gazed out the window, looking past the layers of snow as my mind drifted back to the warm but distant home of my childhood."Cindy." Kevin finally broke the silence. His voice carried an uncontainable tenderness when he asked, "Do you still remember how we used to catch fish by the river when we were younger?"I turned my head slightly, looked at him, and nodded. Unlike now, we were carefree then.I recalled how, when I was still with the Larsons, I would trail behind Kevin every day after sc
I was lost and in despair. Just when I thought I was about to die, a soft voice suddenly pierced the darkness.I jerked awake and realized I was lying in a hospital bed. The chemotherapy was over.Kevin hesitated for a moment beside my bed, then finally found the courage to speak. "Cindy, Craig's outside. Do you want to see him?"Craig had shown up at the hospital for three days in a row. What did he want?"I think Craig owes you an apology," Kevin added.Maybe it was time to put this all to rest.I took a deep breath and nodded.Kevin looked uneasy but did as I asked.As he opened the door, I saw Craig standing there. He looked somewhat lost. When he stepped inside, he appeared worn out. "Cindy…"I glanced at him coldly, offering no words and no response.It was as though my heart had frozen over, and the chill left me numb, unable to feel anything."I'm sorry." Craig struggled to push out those words.I stayed silent, but I met his gaze to figure out what he meant by this