Queen Jarngrimr outstretched her taloned hand in invitation, her red eyes settled to a lustful maroon, and she smiled lopsidedly, as if she were Scarlip's daughter. I drew back, drawing my ivory dagger.
Jarngrimr flinched, sighed, then sloshed the mead in her cup."You are still afraid of me." She licked some mead off the rim. I fixated on her cat rough tongue, then blushed, flummoxed."I'm not afraid of anyone." I lit the blade with Kenaz, fire."That wasn't a question, snowflower," the Troll Queen drawled, then yipped with laughter. Her furred breasts heaved and her mane sparkled in the blue light of the glowing fungus and Isa fire. "I can smell fear. It pulsates through your veins. Child, I am not here to harm you. I am here to drive infidel Latinate gods from Arcadia and the Northern Holds alike. King Hakkon betrayed his folk by burning his soul as offerings to Eleleth's fires, and now he is tyrant over the priests and Cunningfolk and huldre alike. Someone has set Loki and Sigyn free. They are dancing in Muspellheim as we speaking, building Rokkr armies, biding their time. I blessed you because Volva Heith prophesied when your mother was pregnant that you would be the one to drive a sword through the heart of infidel Eleleth. That you would restore the old faith and old ways to Arcadia. I intend to ensure you achieve the burden of your great, terrible destiny - if you shall only let me instruct you in Magick in ways that your mother could not."I blanched. "My mother sought you out because of the volva's prophecy. That's why she married her enemy Hakkon. To conceive me?""Oh, she loved him in her own way, but that was her main stratagem, yes. You three sisters needed Arcadian royalty blood…" Queen Jarngrimr rose from her lindworm bone throne on powerful wolf feet, and offered me the mead cup. "You'll want a drink. Summoning a fetch is tiresome work, and you will need the blood of poetry flowing in those tar veins of yours before our workings can begin. You have much to learn of Magick, my snowflower."I grabbed the cup in fury and downed the mead - and there was a lot of it - in one long chug. I remembered her eyes on me in the looking glass long ago, watching black clots come up. Queen Jarngrimr laughed like a cat-o-nine-tails."That's my bride. Like Fenrir's hunger." Jarngrimr ran a finger through her lion's mane. Her ram's horn shone bright in the long hall's rubies."I'm not your bride, I will be your nothing.""I will settle for student. Heith! It is time."The Isa chieftaness looked at me with wrinkled green eyes. She smiled like Frau Holle. "Oh, Aslaugh's girl, I see, I see, she has no fetch. Well, what's a silly old Volva like me got to do with this nonsense you're scheming, my old friend Jarnja?"Jarngrimr smiled fondly. "Oh sacred Volva, it is you who opens the gates of the spirits. We are to summon my Queen's fetch. Only then can my instruction of her godsgiven talents begin. While Eleleth builds his army, I must build mine. And Loki will be an obstacle, we can be sure of it."Heith hooted with laughter, sounding like a crow. "Alrighty then, I'll see what I can muster up with these frail old bones of mine." The volva narrowed her eyes at me. "Betrayer's daughter, do not take lightly to me opening the door to the gods. One never knows what may emerge from Mymyr's well, which I have looked into to prophesy oftentimes. Out of those runic depths, could come swimming Wotan himself, or perhaps even a Norn."I sheathed my knife and smiled, not unkindly. "Mother spoke fondly of you, Lady Heith. You were her mentor."Heith grinned ear to ear, her earthen face like cratered mountain crags. "Ah, Aslaugh. That spirited girl. What she was scheming for two decades is still unclear to all of us - the bargain with the huldre, and now our last of the Cunningfolk tribes are hauled up here in the Weird One's mountain stronghold, Isa tribe be damned. Weyland undid the old ways' bindings, and a new age is upon us, with Latinate gods not of my kenning. Wotan and Freida ride the Wild Hunt with their Valkyries, and Lady Skadhi is on the search for her mortal enemy, Loki Liesmith. The truth festers and rots, and no one is safe - not even in the mountains of Utgardr themselves. Yes, dear princess Turiel, it is time to summon you a fetch. I am sure it will be much needed in due time…"Queen Jarngrimr applauded, almost mockingly - I was not quite sure. "Turiel, the boon of the gods."I scowled. "You are a curse.""I may loathe church bells and summon earthquakes, but I fancy myself more a force of nature," Jarngrimr said happily, her voice a low purr. "Come, snowflower, we have no time to waste."Before I could protest, Jarngrimr in one fell swoop scooped me up into her strong arms, bride-over-the-stang style, and spirited me away behind the lindworm skeleton into a runic room, Heith hobbling along after us. "Call me Jarnja, won't you?" Jarngrimr - Jarnja, I thought begrudgingly - sang in beastly tones. I blushed as her grip was hot on my hips and waist, and I imagined what those strong hands could do.Unlike humans, a bergresar would not die of my kiss.A bergresar that seemed intent on protecting me, and restoring Queen Aslaugh's vision of the Northern Holds and Arcadia.A bergresar queen with enticing burning eyes, and fur meant for petting.My cheeks were the color of strawberries and I looked away, pulse racing. "Uh, yes, Queen Jarnja," I muttered, my breath hot.What was I even thinking? My haunting dreams of her were not reality, never would be, and never had been, her enchantments over me damned to rot in Nastrond!Jarnja smiled. "Just Jarnja, I am not your Queen, only the huldrefolk bow to me. But oh, how I bow to you in your dreams… willingly and gladly, I may add."I made a sound like crackling fire. "You Beast! I-"Done flirting, you two wildlings?" Heith said, laughing jovially."We are not - not flirting!" I said, squirming out of Jarnja's arms and glaring daggers at my captor.Jarnja simply smiled, hands behind her back as if in surrender. Her talons shone black as coal.Heith fished from her skirt pockets a leather bag of carved stone runes - amethyst, by the looks of them - and placed them in a circle around us. I suddenly flashed back to the amethyst I had given Yola and kept in my pockets always, and my face fell as I reached for the rough jewel, squeezing it tight in her memory."If only you could see the travail I am in now, my sweetling," I murmured. Jarnja's ears pricked, but she said nothing. Heith continued.In the runic room, fabled for Volva and witches' workings in the Northern Holds, dried spices, herbs, potion ingredients, tallows, and maps and grimories studded the candlelit walls. The room was hewn from lava rock, obsidian, and quartz. I gasped at the beauty of the tapestries on the wall, and something in the corner caught my eye."An artist's atelier?" I stuttered, looking at the beautiful pigments and canvas in progress of the Maroon Sea.Jarnja nearly cooed, striding powerfully over to the art studio and caressing the brush with a gentleness underlying the nature of a Beast. "We may share, it is well known amongst the mara that you dream of being the greatest painter in all nine realms."I blushed again, damned complexion I had. "I... did not realize the mara were so all-knowing."Jarnja set the damp brush down to dry and walked back over as Heith set aflame lavender and began to call in the four dwarves - Dvalin foremost among them, representing the four corners of Midgardr. "Mara help me keep a pulse on mortals, my spies as it were. It seems Fylja is quite fond of you, would not stop kissing you on the way here, said you tasted of apples and wine."I looked down at my feet, grimacing. "Stealing kisses is foul.""Would you protest, then..." Jarnja drawled, then suddenly flushed her black lips against mine and softly kissed me as Heith's back was turned to me. Just as quickly as she had kissed me, she broke our mouth's embrace, and licked her muzzle.I shuddered in muscle memory, a kiss that had haunted me for three years in my darkest imaginings: "Wha- what?""Yes, apples and wine, but also... snow. You are Skadhi's, as was your fabled ruffian witch of a mother." Jarnja gave a great, deep laugh like a gorge, winked merrily, flexed her bat wings, ram horns gleaming, her mane suddenly sparkling gold under the candelight, and pulled a stang out of the shelves carved with bindrunes. Vegvisir shone in blood at the top. "Lindworm blood, don't fret, I source all my kills ethically, including my throne," Jarnja - was she joking? - attempted humor, but I was too flummoxed to respond, scared -and wanting more of her lips on mine."You, you, you are... are... uh, well. A fetch?" I mumbled. "Damnit."Heith turned around, humming, then invoked the quarters. Jarnja beat her bindrune stang on the ground, at the center of the runic circle, and bright red light of the wayfinder's rune flushed the magic circle."As, Van! It is I, the Bergresar Queen! The Volva Heith, Lady of Prophecy, Chieftainess of the Isa, has opened the gates of Asgard, and we present to you Lady Skadhi's chosen, Princess Turiel. At the gate of the gods, children never go hungry. Under Wotan's wing, one never feels rain. At Freida's breast, no man weeps. At Thur's laughter, all are merry. The gifts of the gods are many, but I, Queen Jarngrimr of the Sorrows, Rider of the Gallows, ask yet one more gift the Aesir, Vanir, Jotun, and Disir: a fetch for my beautiful bride."Jarnja's eyes lit like sparks, pure white flame. Her whole body was luminescent, like polar bear fur, mane crackling. She beat her bindrune stang on the floor and the witching bindrune appeared to replace the wayfinder's rune."Step into the circle, daughter of Aslaugh!" Heith intoned, under the Volva headdress deep in a Seidhr trance.I did so, fierce, bracing myself for whatever may come."I-" I began, then grew louder. "I ask of my patroness Skadhi a fetch!"Ice crystals formed on the floor and Skadhi's rune, Isa, froze my feet through the very soles of my boots."Ask, daughter, and it is granted - Gullinkambi the cock, herald of the end, rooster of Ragnarok!" came Skadhi's crystalline voice, and then she whispered so only I could hear. "You are safe in Jarngrimr's halls, but watch for those jealous of you sisters three. Loki rides, Sigyn spins, and things are not safe beyond the fortress of Utgardr. Something stirs in the East – I fear it is Lord Eleleth himself…"Suddenly, Freida's Fehu rune appeared, and out of the Vanic flame burned a bright golden fetch - Gullinkambi, the cockerel of the Apocalypse.The Magick fled the three of us, coalescing on my fetch, and I laughed in joy."A fetch, a real fetch, finally!" I exclaimed, forgetting all my confusion and sorrows and lifting my dear, beloved fetch up to the Light. Gullinkambi nuzzled my hands with his flaming beak. His feathers were gold, red, and forest green, and his great crown and wattle a fleshy red.Jarnja dropped her stang, her ruddy eyes dinner plate wide - and for the first time, in all my recollections, my Beast was afraid.Deathly so.Heith crossed herself with Algiz."The cockerel of Ragnarok," Jarnja breathed, looking at me in a mix of admiration and terror. "My sweet Turiel, what have you done?""Your Magick is stronger than my frost duckling Aslaugh's own peerless powers..." Heith murmured, meeting Jarnja's eyes with a knowing look. She crossed herself with Othala. "It is true, what the Watermen say: Loki roams free, and Skadhi has seen fit to grant her disciple Gullinkambi, the Cockerel of Ragnarok. This can only mean pain lies ahead for Midgardr, Utgardr, and all the nine realms." Heith's antlered, beaded headdress swayed as if in sorrow, and Jarnja looked upon her in sympathy, squeezing the Isa chieftainess' hand delicately in her powerful bergresar paws."We are prepared this time, dearest Isa chieftainess. We have the covenant between Utgardr and Midgadr here - Aslaugh's promise, enfleshed in the body of my Bride," Jarnja burbled like a wolf, her sparkling red eyes drinking me down in pleasure.Jarnja pet Gullinkambi, and my fetch crowed in approval, my soul fond - more than fond - of the intimidating Bergresar Queen. "Gullinkambi could be seen a
Skadhi stood over Yolanda's corpse, like a bog body in an estuary of the Maroon Sea bay. She held a single tallow, the wax dripping onto her thumb."All is not as it seems, and the dead are far from rest," Skadhi said ominously, then lit Yolanda's corpse on fire. It burned with sickly green helafire. The goblin fire scorched her free of rot, and from the waters, Yolanda's spirit emerged, a sylph of a Valkyrie, shielded and helmeted, aback a winged steed. She raised a spear high and then, struck me through my rotten heart.For the first time in three years, I bled – red, like the pomegranates of Latinium. Like their Devil Jahi's crimson heart as she was exiled from Eleleth's Heaven.But it was only a dream of lost love.I awoke to Gullinkambi's crowing. Bleary-eyed, I stretched lazily, then opened my eyelids to find Fylja bouncing on the tips of her heels. She opened the blinds to let in the mountai
I broke free of Jarnja's arms as the summer heat of the yellow rose intensified, my breaths coming hot and heavy at the touch of her lips. The cockerel of Ragnarok, my fetch Gullinkambi, crowed to herald Sunna's bright apex in the sky as noon settled its dry bones across the mountain kingdom of Utgardr.Jarnja gave a throaty purr, then before I could protest, cradled me in her arms and took to the skies with a piston pump of her leathery wings, Gullinkambi at her shoulders. She laughed mightily as I screamed in surprise, bouncing me jollily in her embrace, and the magicked sunshine beat down upon us, warming her black fur. The blue ice-topped crystal mountains wreathed in greenery spread out below us like Wotan's war banners in the wind."What are you doing, Jarnja! You're insane!" I cried, grasping her shoulders for dear life as her arms cradled my waist and hips. "I hate heights!""Get used to them, snowflower, this is the first of one of our many
The ball was flush with enchanted fey foods - boar's heads with jellied eyes, lamb pot pies, honey baked salmon, fingerling potatoes roasted to perfection, venison from the Isa's mountain reindeer herds, radish cakes, apples, pears, persimmons, citrons, and blackberries and raspberries grown in Maren's enchanted gardens, all carried about by short and stout duergar of dwarven stock. I helped myself to the feast, but Rosy helped herself more.Above all, there was frenzied dancing in a great cavernous ballroom lit by a cosmic shatterglass diamond that grew from the lofty, twisted ceiling - the walls were draped in tapestries depicting Queen Jarngrimr's great lindworm hunts, boar slayings, solving of riddles of enchanted castles to gather bounty, and her fighting King Hakkon. The huldre and Isa pounded out a quadrille that was maddening in its speed."Isn't this marvelous?" Fylja asked, taking a deep whiff of marzipan cake that Maren and Rosy had prepared. "And lo
Rosy, Yuri, and I stood on a raised dais at the center of the ballroom, our Northern Cunningfolk furs gleaming in the golden light of the shatterglass diamond above that lit the interior of the long hall.Queen Jarngrimr took her ruby hilted claymore and had us turn our palms upward to the crystalline downpour. Motes of mica rained down upon us as if the diamond was weeping glass. The Watermen, huldrefolk, and Isa held their collective breaths as, at Heith's beckoning, Silje, Maren, and Fylja bound our wrists with scarlet ribbon, a foundling claim. Under the hill, under the harrow, in the fairy hill – we had found a home."Rosiel, Yuriel, Turiel – your mother was my bosom companion, Queen Aslaugh of the Isa, and long ago set out for me to be your fairy godmother to protect all nine realms. Arcadia is not safe for those of Isa blood anymore. Ragnarok dawns. Loki and Sigyn ride. Soon, Lord Eleleth will walk, and war will come to Midgardr. Utgardr is a
And so, I set off claymore abreast, aback Grimnr, to fell the white hart of artistry.Jarnja took to the skies, and we set about our destiny.The God's Woods were thick fir, birch, and hemlock and yew, copses of trees weaving about like lover's embraces as I rode the gallows horse's thick fetlocks in search of the elusive white hart. I had a pack of bow and arrows borrowed from Felice, and as Grimnr cantered along, his hooves like a thundering melody, a great rain began to fall.There was a High Seat like Jarnja's father Wotan the Raven's own outlook in Asgard standing tall, carved of the tallest tree I had ever seen, in the center of the forest. It was from there that Jarnja watched me, looking like a gargoyle high above her throne.I came to a fjord where the Watermen had docked and found hart foottracks in the mud."Laguz of the lamb's ear, Laguz like flowing Njordr – bespell the tracks of your passenger, and show me th
I lay comatose on the ground for what seemed like days as charred petals and frost set over my body, the rose garden of Jarngrimr's heart frozen over like tundra. The vines witherered, and blood from thorn pricks, black draugr filth, erupted from my veins as I boiled over.Seized with chills, I looked at the center of the gardens: there stood Skadhi, the great ice Jotun who watched over me. She delicately plucked the last remaining red rose and crushed it, bringing the petals to her nose as her apparition inhaled. Her hard blue lips softened as she gazed upon me woefully, then she floated over on buckskin boots, three feet above the ground, a mix of ghost and great strides. Her head reached the clouds, and her breasts had a fox pelt over them with rabbit skins hanging from her belt."I felt the amethyst shatter, goddaughter," Skadhi Ondurdis said gently, lifting me up into her palm. She poked at my empty belly – I had barfed up breakfast – and she g
"You are a monster, us Tuniskans know never to trust Wotan or his ilk," I heard Yolanda's amber voice cut through the air like a knife as Gullinkambi alighted on Jarnja's High Seat in the Dark Woods of the Northern Holds."I take after my mother Sithgunt the Seeress. My father takes as he will. Tempered by Jotun blood, I would not make snap judgments about the bergresar daughters of the Seeress," Jarngrimr said softly, pacing on her wolf's feet as her black cloak breezed on the frozen wind. She was skinning the white hart left over from Eleleth's apparition, and Heith was by her side, divining portents from the cursed hart's offal."Turiel could have died, and if I were still watching on from the branches of Yggdrasil, my body trapped in her amethyst godstone, unable to aid my girlfriend, she would have been mincemeat," Yolanda chided sternly, taking a whetstone and grinding her Tuniska scimitar to a sharp, shining point. The curved blade shimmered in the midni
Asmodeus' cruel face softens. “I don't mean to pry, Janet, but don't you tire of resisting? It must be exhausting. Loving someone you despise. Let go of that hate, crown jewel. It is only keeping you from flight.”My wing stains ache. I nearly knock my tea cup over in anger. “Who said anything about love?” I demand. I have never told a single soul besides Samael that I love him. It is a secret I desperately keep. How sad, a tithe in love with her Fairy King. The Fairy King wound up being Tam Lin, trapped by his own enchantments. True, he is in ensnared by me, but our magic goes both ways.Asmodeus whistles low. “Raw nerve, eh? There's no use hiding your desire from me, Janet. You were built for him. Your very DNA has Samael etched on it. Fetal contracts and all that. Your signature is your wings.”“I was built for no one besides Proust’s vast corpus of literature,” I say haughtily.Asmodeus assumes a patronizing look, as if he is indulging a petulant child. I hate it. “Don't lie to yo
“You're the demon of lust. How can I trust you?” I challenge.Asmodeus laughs. “What? Afraid I'll light your passion afire for our dear Samael? I would never do that, crown jewel. Your will is your own, and Samael would abhor me for manipulating you. He wants to win you for himself, without outside interference.” Asmodeus strokes his chin in contemplation. “Also, I don't just preside over lust, Janet - I'm a businessman,” he adds as an afterthought. “I run Hell's casinos and gambling houses and bars and bordellos, you know. Demons are more than the classifications mortals arbitrarily assign us. You would know that if you made any effort to socialize with us. Even just a trifle of trying to be queen. Your throne grows cold in the Hellopolis, dove.”My face reddens. “I am trying,” I murmur.“No, you run away to your avant garde bohemian flat in Paris and paint the days away,” Asmodeus points out. “Is it any wonder my kind distrusts you? You haven't put forward an iota of effort to know S
“No! You are a beauty, inside and out,” Suri reassures me. “You bring out the best in Prince Samael. He is cruel - all demons are - but he has a better nature you draw out. He has changed since he has known you.”“He's turned his cruelty on me, you mean,” I lament. I take a drag from the hookah to calm my nerves, tasting the flavored serpentine vapor. This one is bottled sea foam. It tastes salty and sweet as the smoke settles in my lungs, then I exhale and try to relax.Suri looks concerned.“I'm sure he can be... trying at times. Prince Samael has always been capricious. Mercurial. But he loves you fiercely. He shows that love for his fallen brothers and sisters. Surely he has shown it to you?”“He has, yes,” I say. “But I don't know if I'd call it innocent affection. It's a dark, twisted force. I would never trust him, not really. Please don’t tell anyone that, Suri. It could cost me everything I love.”Suri steeples her fingers under her chin. “He has your best interests at heart,”
“Why, of course, my little dumpling.” She fixes me a plate of sweet, wrinkled dates and a stick of roasted lamb with seared onions she grills with her own fiery hair of flames. I hand over the appropriate coins - more than necessary - and she grins. “Come, sit with me, Janet. Tell me what that strange device in your ears is. I do so love your tales”“Oh really, I couldn't bother you, you’re so busy, you’re my friend-”“No. It is no bother at all! I quite enjoy your company. Come, tell me of the human world. I have not been there for many centuries. Your stories are always so delightful.”“Alright then,” I agree. She ushers me into her tent and onto a divan. There is a hookah crafted from the fumes of dragon’s breath that she smokes, smiling lackadaisically. She encourages me to try it. I do, in between bites of kebab and dates.“This is an iPhone,” I explain, taking out my earbuds and playing music for her on the speakers. Allat and Izad are spellbound by the Runaways. Suri claps in de
A breeze picks up, spreading the cherry blossom petals to the breeze like rice thrown at a wedding. Samael catches a handful idly, crushing them between his fingers. I cringe at his act of destruction. He winces at my reaction and discards the pulp.“I didn't mean...” he trails off.“I know,” I say, too quick. I chew my upper lip, my cheeks burning. I am embarrassed for my show of weakness and even more for lashing out with violence. “I- I shouldn't have hit you.”“It's nothing. I’ve withstood much worse.”Cricket chirps and the gentle buzz of cicadas stretch in the silence between us. Fireflies light the air like will-o'-the-wisps.“I - I wouldn't mind if you told me a story,” I say.Samael looks at me in confusion. “Really?”“Yes, really. Like you did when I was young.”He smiles tentatively. “If you're sure...”“I am.”He rises, coming to sit beside me. He drapes his cloak over my shoulders to keep me warm. “Thank you,” I say.“It's nothing. Shall I - do you want me to begin?”“Y
I choose a Stephen King paperback – Salem’s Lot - from the lower shelves and struggle to decipher the pages, my curvy body sinking into the cushy couch. I’ve always been more size 12 than two, and look like those dumb pictures of Eve – soft sloping stomach like van Eyck’s Ghent altarpiece, pert breasts, and curving hips for days. The words of my chosen book all turn up like mush. The leather smells like the cigars Samael smokes, the spice of his orange and musk cologne, and rain. It smells like him. I close my eyes, inhaling the scent. Memories of him from my childhood haunt me, the man cloaked in shadow, the owner of my soul.The trauma of his words stretch across my mind: “How I will delight in breaking you.”I let out a soft cry, tears forming in my eyes. Here, in solitude, I can give in to the empty ache within me and cry over the childhood I never had, over the life I never will possess. I blot at my tears, cursing them.“Janet?” Samael asks with concern, suddenly materializing at
We reach the end of the hall. Samael utters a word in demonic speech and the great mahogany doors before us open. He enters the spacious personal library that fronts his quarters. Great windows peer out onto the moonlit courtyard that is surrounded by his rooms. The shelves rise dozens of stories into the air, built for winged beings, with narrow decks at each level that run the length of the library. Samael was thoughtful enough to install stairs for my use, seeing as I lack the necessary anatomy to fly between shelves. The library is one of the few treasures I now have, filled with books that span the ages and worlds. Classic human novels and new books line the bottom shelves, within easy reach for me. After human writers die, in Heaven, it’s said they continue writing even greater masterpieces, so books that never tasted mortal tongues are here – there are also a few damned romance novelists to boot. And of course, endless spell books.He's even included mysteries and psychological
He helps me up. “I'm carrying you, Jean. Don't struggle.”“No! That's humiliating!” I yell, a loud maudlin. He does so anyways, lifting me up gently. His robes snake around me to stabilize me, and he folds his sooty owl wings to shepherd me away from the public’s eyes. I flail about, too disoriented to put up a united front, and end up with a mouthful of owl feathers.“What did you think would happen, pounding back all those drinks?” Samael says, his voice dry. He carries me out of the bar and further into the dusky hubbub of the streets. “You don't have a demon's temperament for alcohol, and you've never been able to hold your liquor.”“It's called drowning your sorrows, asshat. Alcohol is my crutch. The problem is you. Let me go.”“If I do, you'll fall again.”“I'd rather fall than be carried by you.”Despite my protests, he keeps me aloft, gliding like an omen through the streets. His robes are cold against my cheek, so eternally cold like his skin, just like the grave of his flesh.
“Somehow, you snore like a foghorn. You look like Briar Rose, trapped in a thicket.” “Zzzz… eh?”“How delicate are the farts of a maiden who babbles in her sleep,,” Lussi drawls, naked, morning wood of his double serpent hemipenes crooked up like twin spears to the dawn. His prehensile cocks weep silky gold precum. My beloved husband idly watches me as the Arctic sun shines through the clouds of Vidagol. “Clear blue skies like sailor’s eyes,” he says. My husband’s amaranthine irises glow, his cheeks flushed as he draws the covers closer to my chin, then he tenderly leans into me, tracing the rise and fall of my breasts in fascination. “No lovelier creature has ever been made. I adore you. I worship you. You are all I want.”“Mrph?” I groan. My mouth stinks of sleep, and their is night grit in my eyes.He takes a deep whiff from my mouth. “Morning breath, as usual. Still cute.”I grunt and flip him the godsfinger. “Ten more minutes!” I groan, pulling the covers above my frazzled curls.